Cigarettes burn to the skin between the fingers, it is a kind of fire - spicy sting.
However, she didn't care
Neat will cigarette directly on the ground, the next second, she is a soft body, the whole person directly fell on the bed.
Smell it carefully. There is a little smell on the man on the sheet
Close your eyes, smell this breath, her heart, once again hard twitch up.
Needle general pain, spread in the whole body, make people miserable!
The whole person curled up together, she hugged her legs, sad like a child
Tears, like floods, pour down and cannot be stopped.
For a moment, she even felt that she had no strength to breathe.
She let her favorite man leave alone in this way
even didn't go to see him off for the last ride.
He was so kind to her during his lifetime, and took care of her in every way.
But the moment he was buried, she was at home, comfortable and sleeping.
She really hates herself and song Limei.
She clenched her fists hard, and her body began to shiver unconsciously.
Close your eyes, eyes, once again began to emerge, that man has a smile.
Once with that man, those warm and bright pictures, again, like the replay of old movies, played back little by little in front of her eyes.
Every frame is the most lethal poison for her.
Now she has already been poisoned into the heart and there is no medicine for her.
For the rest of my life, I'm doomed to be unhappy and helpless
"Fourth uncle, I'm sorry Sorry, you... " Jingbao'er said to herself, choking and hoarse.
With these words, she quickly wiped her tears.
She wanted to wipe away her tears.
However, it can't be cleaned.
……
An hour later, Jing bao'er, who had been crying to the point of exhaustion, tried his last bit of strength to support his weak body and sat up slowly.
With a deep breath and a heavy head, she slowly moved to the bedside, put on her shoes and went into the bathroom to wash.
Trying to wipe away her tears, she simply took a bath, then washed her face and brushed her teeth.
Then she went into the cloakroom, ready to change clothes and go out.
She wanted to have a look in front of Jingrong's tomb.
Into the cloakroom of the moment, looking at the eye, so many, that man's clothes.
Her heart began to throb again.
Tears followed, and again, like rain.
In this huge presidential palace, everything has not changed. Everything is the same as before the man left
The only place that has changed is that the man has disappeared
Shaking step by step, she went to the front of a wall full of the man's clothes. Her heart hurt again and she couldn't breathe.
She tried to resist the feeling of heartache, reached out her hand, and began to touch one by one. On the hanger, there was a whole row of the man's favorite white shirt,
without touching a shirt with her fingers, her heart gave a severe pain.
In the end, she couldn't help it any more. As soon as her feet softened, she just sat on the ground.
With her hands on her knees, curled up on the ground like a child, she began to look around
The cloakroom is very big. Looking around, half of it is the man's stuff
His clothes, his shoes, his hat, his accessories
So many things, all the same
Everything has not changed except that he is gone.
After sitting on the floor and crying for a long time, jingbao'er slowly got up and wiped away her tears. She got up and took down a white shirt from the hanger.
Holding the shirt tightly in her arms, she buried her head in the shirt
Holding the shirt, she felt like holding the man
"Fourth uncle, my fourth uncle, I miss you so much..."
"Fourth uncle..."
"Fourth uncle You suddenly leave bao'er. In the future, how do you want bao'er to face the world by himself... "
"Didn't you say that? You have to spend your whole life with bao'er, take care of bao'er and spoil bao'er.... "
"As you said, you will cover me and protect me all your life..."
"Why do you break your promise, fourth uncle You just leave. Who will protect me when I am bullied, who will embrace me when I am vulnerable, and who will love me when I need love? "
"Fourth uncle..."Holding his clothes, she began to talk to herself
When she had no strength to talk to herself, she closed her mouth, hugged her clothes and wept
She had been crying for a long time, until the tears were all dry, until the shirt in her arms had been soaked with tears. Then she reluctantly put the shirt back on the hanger, dragged her weak body, went to the women's clothing area, and began to choose her own clothes
Heavy heart to the extreme
When she is in a bad mood, she looks at her clothes, which is not pleasing to the eye at all.
Jump a suit of black Wei Yi casually, she is to change directly, then, tied a tall horsetail, walk out of the room.
As soon as she came out of the room, she saw song Limei and Xia Mengli standing at her door.
Two people saw her with the same worry and heartache on their faces.
Now looking at the faces of these two people, Jing bao'er feels very disgusted.
Although we know clearly that it is reasonable for them to do so from their own point of view.
But now she doesn't want to forgive them both.
After a cold look at them, she lowered her head and went to the elevator.
When they saw this, they immediately looked at each other anxiously, and then quickly followed her steps, holding her two hands.
Jingbao'er frowned and stopped. She looked at them coldly and asked, "what do you want to do? I'm going out. Let me go. "
Hearing the speech, Song Li Mei immediately asked, "where do you want to go? Is it going to Jing's cemetery? "
"Well..." Jingbao'er responded coldly, and then was impatient to shake off their hands.
"Don't go out so late, eh? Let's wait until tomorrow morning, OK? This evening, it's cold outside. You've just recovered and you're still vain. What if you go out to blow the wind and get cold again? " Song Limei said.
"It's none of your business. You get out of the way..." Jing bao'er said again.
"If you have to go, we'll go with you