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What's more, why didn't he realize his deep love for this woman earlier?

If he had already realized it, at the beginning, for the first time, Gu Yifei found that when he just took her as a stand in, he would never, so he promised Gu Yifei to leave.

Besides, he let Gu Yifei leave so smartly

If that day, when Gu Yifei proposed to break up, he knelt down desperately to keep, maybe everything would be different

But he didn't.

Thinking of this, song Mingyang really wanted to fan himself to death

But now, it's a foregone conclusion.

Even if I really regret it, it's useless.

There's no way to get it back.

Gu Yifei is now determined to be separated from him

Raising his hand, song Mingyang slapped himself hard.

Fire, hot slap on the face, song Mingyang feel, is heartbreaking pain.

But such pain, compared with the pain of the heart, is still insignificant.

Taking a deep breath, he raised his hand again and slapped the other side of his face.

This slap is harder than the one just slapped.

After the fight, song Mingyang frowned at the ground and said to himself, "Song Mingyang, since you already know that you can't go back between the two of you, why are you still here now? Why are you so sad, or even always thinking about it?"

"Isn't it just a woman? No matter what the reason for leaving you, whether it is because you are wrong or not, you should not be so sad for that insignificant woman, and torture yourself, right? "

"You are the superior song Shao. What kind of woman do you have? You have to stare at Gu Yifei all the time?"

With that, song Mingyang directly picked up a bottle of foreign wine on the tea table and began to drink it.

I used to drink a lot in the bar.

Now, after drinking a whole bottle of foreign wine, song Mingyang feels that he is almost unable to hold on

Dizzy, as if the next second, at any time will lose consciousness

The next second, all the memories of the screen, are like a grand finale, in their own mind, stop playing.

The next second, in front of a dark, is nothing to see.

Song Mingyang, as if he had been removed from his body, was paralyzed on the sofa and fell asleep alone.

In the living room, the air conditioning of the central air conditioner is very special.

It's OK when I'm active. It's really cold when I lie down like this and don't move.

In his sleep, song Mingyang also felt the chill.

I want to open my eyes and get a blanket.

But I can't open it at all

Eyes, not under their own control

As a result, he fell into a deep sleep again

Because it was too cold, he curled up the whole person in his sleep.

Such song Mingyang looks very pitiful.

Although he is in a luxurious house, he looks like a person abandoned by the whole world

Not long after sleeping, song Mingyang began to dream again.

Even if alcohol anaesthetizes his nerves, he still has no way to stop dreaming

Dream of the content, with their own before, often dream of the content is the same.

Or with Gu Yifei two people together.

In the dream, he and Gu Yifei are not separated.

It's still together.

Still in love.

The two of them, together in a sunny spring, arrived in Paris.

When they arrived in Paris, they put down their luggage and went out to eat, go shopping and play together.

In a word, we went to a lot of places together.

Gu Yifei has been smiling at him for a whole day.

At three o'clock in the morning, song Mingyang slowly opened his eyes.

When I open my eyes, I find that everything is just a dream I just had.

Gu Yifei is not around at all.

The two of them broke up long ago.

Before going to bed, song Mingyang didn't turn off the light.

At this moment, suddenly opened his eyes, bright light, according to his eyes stinging.

The sudden discomfort made song Mingyang close his eyes instantly.

All of a sudden, I woke up from a beautiful dream, and then I was faced with such an empty house, as well as countless beautiful memories of him and Gu Yifei together.At this moment, song Mingyang really feels that he is going to be crazy

I didn't have Gu Yifei. When I got home, I felt lonely and cold.

Now Song Mingyang feels more like this.

A heart, empty.

In the chest, the place where the heart was originally placed has been emptied.

That heart, after Gu Yifei left himself, followed that woman.

Now, it's still with that woman.

Now without that heart, song Mingyang feels that he lives like a walking corpse every day.

He really doesn't like this feeling

There's no way. I'm awake again

Wake up, it's like this again

Uncomfortable, lonely

But shook his head, adapted to the sudden bright light, song Mingyang is strong support weak body, slowly sat up.

Then he kneaded his head and went to a small wine cabinet in the living room. He took out a bottle of red wine and opened it.

Red wine is Lafite.

In '82

It's worth a lot.

In the past, when song Mingyang was in a good mood, he liked to pour a cup of Lafite on a quiet night, then stand in front of the French window, watching the night scene, cuddling Gu Yifei and tasting red wine.

The two of them often drink a glass of red wine together

I often drink while discussing life and ideals

At that time, it was really happy.

Think of this picture, song Mingyang is again helpless to shake his head.

Then he took the wine and went back to the front of the sofa.

With his dizzy head, song Mingyang farted and sat down.

Soft sofa, because he suddenly sat down, and deep into

Use the bottle opener to open the red wine quickly, and you can't forget to sober up or use any goblet.

Song Mingyang started blowing bottles directly

Such a good wine, in fact, should be treated carefully by wine lovers.

Now, however, song Mingyang is not concerned at all.

He doesn't want to do anything but drink now

Just want to be like this, always a person, drunk, two ears do not hear things out of the window.