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He was so weak that he could not make a sound. Lan Xinyue put her ear close to his lips and only then did she hear a little sound. Not Leaving... I thought I woke up... "I can't see you again …"

Lan Xinyue didn't even know how to describe the pain in her heart. She could only tell that her tears had welled up as she forced a smile, but did not let it fall, "How could that be? If it wasn't for senior protecting me, I would be the one lying here right now. Senior, I have been waiting for you here this whole time. After you've passed through the dangerous period, when you've woken up, you must take care of your injuries. I have been waiting here all this time. "

"You really won't leave?" Would it really be as she said, always there? Leng Mubai's body was injured, but his heart wasn't. He understood her intentions!

Lan Xinyue gently caressed his face. He frowned, letting him feel her warmth and existence: "I really won't go any further. I really will stay as long as you can see me. Take good care of yourself. When you recover, we'll go see our daughter together. She grew up a lot more. Yesterday, she was able to drink 80 milliliters of milk. Miao Qin Qin has always praised her and even accepted her as her goddaughter. "

His daughter's good news made his dull eyes light up, but it only lit up for an instant before it was gone. He stared at her dumbly again, exhaling a sigh of relief. Whichever's fault... I take all the responsibility... All the hate, please. I want you to be happy... My whole life... I want my daughter to have mommy all the time …

"Yes, I will be happy, and my daughter will always have a mother. Senior, I'll call Bei Yu in to check on you. You can take a rest first. " Resisting the tears, the moment left the ward, like a torrential downpour.

He knew everything, he knew everything, he knew that she could not let him go, he knew that her company was only temporary, he knew that she would not be like before, that they would not be able to return to the past …

It was because he knew, that he thought of ways to keep her, using all sorts of reasons …

Senior, you are very stupid, do you know how stupid you are!

But he did not feel foolish. His eyes followed her, Bei Yu asked him, and he did not take his eyes off her.

After the inspection, Bei Yu said that he had recovered quite well. From today onwards, he would be able to eat some liquid food.

When Bao Xiao heard this, he hurriedly turned around and said, "My stew is better. When Second Young Master was in France, he was raised fat by me."

After Bao Xiao left, Su Qi followed closely behind. He was afraid that Lan Xinyue would feel uncomfortable seeing him, so he left with him. He even took Little Jie with him when he left. For a moment, only Lan Xinyue and Leng Mubai remained in the ward.

The two of them looked at each other for a long time. Finally, Leng Mubai powerlessly raised his hand and beckoned for her to come over.

She could only brace herself and walk over, forcing out a smile as she asked, "What does senior want? Would you like to drink some water first? "

He shook his head slightly and pointed to the chuang list, indicating that she should sit down. As soon as she sat down, he tied her hand to his and held it gently. Then he closed his eyes with a slight smile, as if to say, "Hold your hand and sleep. I'm not afraid of you leaving."

Lan Xinyue felt a stab of pain in her heart, but there was nothing she could do. She could only let him hold her.

For many days, he would hold her hand in his sleep. Once her hand left his, he would immediately wake up from his dream.

Lan Xinyue was extremely tired because of him. She couldn't sleep for the entire night, so she could only sleep in the daytime and sleep beside him on her bed. Then, when she was asleep, he would keep looking at her with his head tilted so that she wouldn't have a chance to disappear from his sight.

However, when he woke up from his dream, he couldn't find anyone else on the chuang next to him. At that moment, he felt that the entire world had gone into chaos, and he went crazy, sweeping all the nearby instruments to the ground. He was so shocked that Bei Yu and the nurse rushed over, while Lan Xinyue also jumped out of the washroom in fright.

Bei Yu could not scold Leng Mubai. He only said to Lan Xinyue, "His condition has turned for the better, but there's still danger. Don't let his emotions become too agitated to prevent his blood vessels from rupturing."

Lan Xinyue was naturally angry and ignored him. She just sat there and didn't eat or drink. This way, she wouldn't have to go to the bathroom to solve her three urgent problems.

"Xin Yue, I was wrong. I shouldn't have done this. Can't I change it? Don't be angry." Leng Mubai knew that he was in the wrong and pulled her to shake his hands. He blinked his eyes as he tried his best to act cute and fawning on her.

Just as Lan Xinyue wanted to curse at him, he pursed his lips again. He felt wronged in every way possible, forcing her to swallow the rest of her words.

However, things were not as Leng Mubai had promised. He did not change at all, and instead became more and more agitated, throwing things more and more frequently, ordering Lan Xinyue around as a servant. He wanted her to do everything, pass the water, wipe her body, change her clothes, feed her, cut her nails, wash her hair …

Seeing that Lan Xinyue had lost a lot of weight, and wanted to take her place, Leng Mubai splashed all the water in the basin. He even pulled out the needle in his hand impatiently, causing blood to flow from his hand, scaring Lan Xinyue so much that she could only chase Bao Xiao out first and continue to wait on him.

Days passed. Under the patient care of Lan Xinyue, Leng Mubai's body gradually improved. From 30% to 40%, from 40% to 70% … On that day, Bei Yu said after checking, "Very good. If you continue to recover at this rate, you'll be discharged in another half a month."

Hearing this news, Lan Xinyue was naturally happy, but Leng Mubai acted as if he had lost his mind and rushed down the ward, smashing everything in his way. His head was also knocked restlessly against the wall, causing a red bump to appear.

Lan Xinyue went to stop him, but he only hugged her and continued to speak like a madman, "What do we do? What should he do? What do you think we should do? "

"What do we do?" Lan Xinyue patted his back, trying to calm him down.

However, he could not stay still. His voice was like a flame as he said in a flurry of impatience, "When you were little Jie, I was not by your side. You did not have the qualifications to sit with me properly. I thought I'd let you take care of the baby when it was born, but you've been taking care of me all along. The old disease has not gone, the new disease comes again. What do you think should be done? Xin Yue, give birth to another child for me. They all said that Yue Zi is sick and that we can cure it with another child.

He only ignored her and didn't want to expose her. In fact, he wasn't upset, but was afraid that after he recovered, she would leave and he would have no reason to keep her locked up, so he tortured himself to make himself worse and worse. Now he was trying to use that excuse to lock her up.

But how could she agree? She couldn't!

Pushing him away, she took two steps back and looked him straight in the eye with her own decision, "Senior, I promised to never leave you, and also promised to always stand at a place where you can see me. And we already have two children … "

"So what if you two? I can afford two more. "Xinyue, one more. One more for me. The last one is really the last one." He was in complete chaos. His clear eyes were bloodshot and his hair was a mess.

Lan Xinyue shook her head, "Senior, I know what you are worried about. I know what you want too, but we can't go back. I've already made the biggest concession, at least we can't be husband and wife, and we can still be friends, isn't that great? "

"What are you talking about? Say it again, say it again?" What friend? He didn't want a friend. Leng Mubai seemed to have gone crazy as he was forced in front of Lan Xinyue. His face was filled with a sinister light, which was especially frightening.

However, Lan Xinyue took a step back and stood beside Bei Yu. She said loudly, "There are some things that cannot be avoided, much less ignored. When you were injured in the past, I held back and did not say anything. "Since you don't understand the situation clearly every day and you're making things difficult for everyone, then I might as well say it today so that we can have a clear future."

Leng Mubai shook his head repeatedly. His eyes were filled with a light of fear, as if the more he feared something, the more it felt like it was happening.

Lan Xinyue clenched her teeth and endured. Not being disrupted by his pitiful thoughts, she slowly said, "These few days, I have been thinking and thinking, and I think it is very clear that Mu Qing was wrong about my mother, Mu Orchid was wrong, Old Leng was wrong, Su Qian was wrong, Xuanyuan Tao was wrong, but you are the only one who was not wrong.

How old were you when that happened? Three years old? What does a two or three year old know? Nothing. I didn't know the truth at the time. I said that I would kill you, and I also said that I would repay your debt to your mother.

But senior, I am a rational person. Moreover, since ancient times, there had always been grievances and debts between people. Mu Qing had already paid the bill for her wrongdoings, and at such a young age, he had lost a fortune. And so did the magnolia, who deserved her punishment.

When the grudge, their grudge is actually long over, I understand this, so my mother also understood this, so my mother has been through the things, did not mention a word to me. She didn't want me to find her, didn't want me to hate her, and didn't want me to take revenge. She just wanted me to grow up happily and safely.

I can't hate you, and I won't take revenge on you anymore, but she's my mother after all, and I can't continue to whisper to you as if nothing had happened. I can't do that.

I'm in pain, you know? Every day when I see you, I can't help but think of my mother and those things that happened to me. If it wasn't for Mu Qing and Mu Lan, my mother would still be that Susu, enjoying her protection.

Living with you, I really can't do it. Staying here to take care of you, aside from repaying you for saving my life, I also don't want Little Jie and my daughter to have no father. Senior, we have two children. The existence of these two children means that we cannot become strangers.

So I took a step back. I didn't avoid you, I didn't run away, I circled around you, and I appeared in a place where you could see me. We continued to be friends, and we could only be friends again. " This was her biggest concession, her overall consideration. To him, this was the best way out.

But the moment he said that, Leng Mubai immediately shouted like a mad man, "No, no, no, I don't want to be friends. I want to be husband and wife. Your mother hates you, and their grudge isn't over yet. You have to avenge her and stay by my side to torture me for my entire life, ten lifetimes, so your mother can rest in peace … "

Lan Xinyue smiled bitterly, "If I want to torture you, then leaving you is the best form of torture. If you want revenge, then leaving you is the best way to do it. Senior, you love me that much, I know that. "

"You knew you were going to leave? Do you know why you can't stay? No hatred, no hatred, time can wipe out everything. Xin Yue, I will treat you well. I will repay all the love that your mother lost to you. Xin Yue, don't go. I'm scared, I'm really scared. " Leng Mubai was so afraid that he didn't dare to face time. He was so afraid that he wanted to lie in bed for the rest of his life. He was so scared that he couldn't bear to listen to these illnesses and wanted to leave the hospital.

However, Lan Xinyue backed off quickly. She looked at Chuchu and said that she too was in pain and that he loved her. She loved him, but the reality was cruel: "You have to learn to face fear and get used to it. Senior, take a good rest first. When you calm down, I'll come back and accompany you. "

After saying that, Lan Xinyue turned and ran. She needed a place to calm down and cool down her emotions. That was good too. Everyone could start anew and maintain a proper distance from each other.

However, when Leng Mubai saw that she had run away, he was immediately scared out of his wits and hurriedly chased after her. Bei Yu reached out to stop him, but with a backhand push, he pushed the unarmed Bei Yu to the ground. The nurse tried to prick him with her needle, but he pushed both of them down and chased after her with large strides.

"Xin Yue, Xin Yue, wait for me, don't leave …" He chased after her, running after her. The wound hurt, and his vision blurred for a moment.

Lan Xinyue ran out first without any obstructions, so she quickly rushed into the elevator. When Leng Mubai caught up, the elevator had just closed up. He didn't even see Lan Xinyue's figure at the end.

He panicked. He was scared, too. Although she would return, he was still afraid that she wouldn't come back, that she would disappear like she had six years ago. He pushed the button for the elevator with all his might, but the elevator did not recognize his effort. He slowly moved forward, holding onto the wall as he ran. He was going to take the safe passage and use the stairs to catch up.

He had to get Lan Xinyue back. He had to tell her not to be friends, to be husband and wife. They could start over, but she would accept his renewed pursuit. He wasn't wrong, he shouldn't have been punished like this, his love for her was real, from beginning to end, it was real …

He pushed open the door of the safe passage. The light was dim and his vision blurry, his feet light and weightless. He supported himself against the wall and walked down, one foot high and one foot low.