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Lan Xinyue had just left to go to the company. However, when she was halfway there, she realized that she forgot to take her phone, so she asked Astor Li to return. When they came in, most of the people had already left for their lunch break, so there was no one to announce them.

She went upstairs by herself. When she arrived at the study, she suddenly heard Leng Mubai speaking inside. At first, she thought Leng Mubai was talking nonsense in a game, or talking about the players that had killed him.

So she didn't think much of it. But just as she was about to go in, she heard him say, "... How's the red dress? "

A man who is mad will know how to care about people? How could an insane person ask something so organized and specific? Furthermore, with such a clear accent, he definitely wasn't as vague and pitiful as he usually was.

Immediately, she just stood there in a daze, as she also had a premonition that something had happened. Indeed, it was as she had predicted; the more she listened, the more shocked she was. The more she heard, the angrier she got.

Pretending to be sick, he had actually been pretending from the very beginning. Even when she was in the most pain and she didn't even know how to rule out the situation, he actually still had the mood to pretend …

"How can you be so heartless? How could he be so disgusting? How can you pretend? "You dare to act so frankly?" No, no, no, he had not deceived everyone. He had only deceived her, because Yan Cheng clearly knew, Yan Cheng knew, they all definitely knew, that he had deceived her again, and that he had treated her like a monkey again.

Leng Mubai, you're too excessive!

Leng Mubai became anxious, it was completely not like that. He walked forward, and his face was distorted by the pain and nervousness, "Xin Yue, listen to my explanation, there's nothing I can do even if I pretend to be crazy. As long as I have a plan, I won't use it. Do you think I want to pretend to be sick? Do you think this disease is easy to feign? Do you think soapy water tastes good? It's not good to pretend, it's not good to taste, but if I don't do it, will you stay? You left me long ago. You left me to fend for myself. Xin Yue, you have to understand my heart, it contains all of you. If it's all you, I won't be able to bear the pain of losing you. "

Lan Xinyue was angered. "Pain, because you can't take it, you have to put all the pain on me and let me carry it all by myself? Do you know how hard I've been through this year? Do you know what guilt I feel when I take care of you?

So many nights, so many times, I said to my mother, I'm sorry, I told you, senior, wake up, wake up to save me. But are you awake?

No, you go on pretending to be sick, you go on living your filthy, shameless life. Originally, you were selfish to begin with, and even used the banner of loving me. Leng Mubai, as long as you truly love me, you wouldn't be so heartless towards me.

In the entire villa, only I am a fool, you are all awake. " This time, it was Lan Xinyue's turn to go crazy. Liars, they were all liars. She turned around and ran, not wanting to see these liars again.

Deceiving her feelings, deceiving her heart, deceiving her body. Liar, swindler, they truly did have a mother and son. This was the inheritance of a terrible gene, and their entire family was shameful.

Leng Mubai didn't want her to leave and chased after her. He hugged her tightly from behind and said, "Xin Yue, Xin Yue, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to lie to you. I just couldn't think of a way to keep you. It was the only way to keep you. Yes, you did ask me to wake up, but you said 'Senior, if I agree to stay by your side, are you willing to find a way for me to return home?' Xin Yue, you're talking about 'ifs', but there are no 'ifs' in this world.

You can either stay or leave. You stay because you're crazy, but if I recover, you'll leave again. Besides, you're talking about 'if'. How can I dare to entrust the wish that I'm begging you to stay to an 'if'? I know that the hatred in your heart still exists, and I also know that if I don't get rid of the hatred in my heart, I won't be able to fulfill my promise, so I don't dare wake up and find a way for you to return home.

Xin Yue, I don't dare. I don't have the courage to face the pain of losing you. This year, I know that you have been working hard. I know that you will have a harder time in the future. I also want to wake up. If you don't say it, then I won't dare. I can only live in secret and live in the dark. In order to love you, I am so lowly that I lack dignity. You must understand my painstaking efforts. "

She used all of her strength to break free, forcing him to retreat. She turned around and pointed at him, her eyes blood-red from anger and especially ferocious from blood: "You have a good reason, and your reason is always a good one as well. If I still loved you just now and still doted on you, then the current me only has hatred in my heart, even more so than before.

Not just you, but myself. I hate myself for being stupid, for not seeing through your tricks. During the end of the year banquet, when Yan Cheng said "imitate", I thought it was "imitate". When Bei Yu said that it was a conditioned reflex, I believed it was a conditioned reflex. I believe you, since you've all come to deceive me. No chance, no chance to be teased by you. "Leng Mubai, we are finished. We are eternally finished."

Miao Qin finally understood what had happened. She hurriedly tried to clear things up, "Xinyue, I don't know anything about this matter. I didn't know a thing about it. I've always thought my boss was crazy …"

"Shut up!" Lan Xinyue didn't want to hear it. She didn't want to hear anyone's words.

Miao Qin was so frightened that she trembled. She laughed and cried out loud. She turned her head away and didn't look at Lan Xinyue again. This woman was too fierce. She didn't want to give up …

Leng Mubai was afraid of scaring Miao Qin with a smile. He hurriedly stood in front of Miao Qin Xin and also reached out to grab Lan Xinyue's arm. "I know this is wrong, but other than Yan Cheng, no one else knows. "Miao Qin doesn't know. Ah Xiao doesn't know. Even Little Jie and Father-in-law don't."

How could he dare to let them know that when Lan Xinyue pushed him away from the sickroom that day, he chased her all the way down the stairs and passed out? In his dazed state, he also knew that Lan Xinyue had gone missing. She hadn't even been found.

At that time, all his hopes had been dashed, and he had intended to give up the right to live. He had wanted to use his own death to wipe away the hatred in her heart. He pretended to be asleep and passed out on purpose. Thus, even though Yan Cheng came to visit him, he chose to ignore him.

Until Yan Cheng scolded him, "Have you gone stupid? Can you exchange your life for the resurrection of Mother Lan Xinyue? Your death will not make up for anything. It will only make Lan Xinyue even more guilty and remorseful … "

He continued to ignore Yan Cheng as he scolded him nonstop. Yan Cheng brought out Xiaoxiao as well, telling her not to think about him too much and to think about Xiaoxiao and Little Jie as well.

After Yan Cheng left, he made a choice between life and death. He did not move, either opened his eyes or continued sleeping. It was as if he was truly dead and had not been buried. He became a 'corpse' with no emotions.

It was unknown who said, "What happened to Second Young Master? Did you fall stupid? "

His mind jolted at these words. He had an idea, and he was pretending to be crazy. He believed that although Lan Xinyue hated him, she still loved him. She would only take care of him these days because she loved him.

If he was crazy, Lan Xinyue would definitely come back. She would be even more reluctant to let him suffer and take care of him. If that was the case, wouldn't he be keeping her here?

When he thought of this idea, he felt excited, guilty, and even panicked. He was afraid that he might not be able to do it well, afraid that Lan Xinyue would be angry. Thus, he took this opportunity to tell Yan Cheng when no one was around.

He had been thinking about it for an entire night. That night, Lan Xinyue had still yet to appear, so he had put up a brave front. It was for no other reason but because this was the only way to wait for her return.

He also said, "Last time, you left for six years right after. If you want to leave this time, how many years will it be? I can wait for you for six years, but how many years can I wait like this for six years in my life? "

From then on, he went mad!

He wet his pants, he soaked in soapy water, he wandered aimlessly, he did not eat or drink … He kept it, wetting his pants in an effort to make himself look like a man. That feeling was not at all painful, but he endured it.

It wasn't until Miao Qin appeared with a smile on her face that he found a new tool. He also thought that if he could control Xiaoxiao, it would be equivalent to controlling half of Lan Xinyue.

He had pretended to be diligent to the point that he had fooled everyone, making them all think that he had entered a unique space. Only he, Xiaoxiao, and even Lan Xinyue were left in there.

However, only he himself knew that when he walked around the ward with a smile, his heart was filled with apprehension. He was perturbed that she would not appear, was perturbed that she would ignore him, and was even more perturbed by her ruthlessness.

Fortunately, Heaven had pitied him, but in her heart, there was still him. He had succeeded, but he did not dare show it. He deliberately ignored her, deliberately gritted his teeth, and held back the tears in his eyes as he watched her cry helplessly.

"Only Yan Cheng knows about all of this. I did not tell the second person, so don't provoke them. If you want to blame someone, blame me." Leng Mubai grabbed her arm.

She flung him hard and glared at him. "I can't be bothered to blame you, as I said, we're finished. Leng Mubai, from now on, you walk your path, I walk my path. From then on, we have nothing to do with each other, not even our friends. Goodbye, and never see each other again. "

After saying that, she turned around again. This place, she had to leave immediately and never come back.

How could Leng Mubai let her go? He chased after her from behind and tightly hugged her from behind, not letting go no matter what. "I don't beg you to understand me, but please calm down and think about it. Back at the hospital, when Miao Qin Xin went to find you, what did you think when you heard the news of my insanity? Do you blame yourself for driving me crazy? "

"No, and never will be." Lan Xinyue struggled, struggling with all her might.

He hugged her tightly, trying his best to hold her tight. She could not free herself, and he panted heavily, "Okay, even if you don't have any, I'll ask you again. When I went missing that day, what was your mood when you came looking for me in the entire city? Are you worried about me? Did you convince yourself to release the hatred in your heart in exchange for my safety? "

"None …"

"Yes, you do. If not, you wouldn't have looked for me so crazily, wouldn't have found the school, and wouldn't have given up everything to hug me and kiss me. Have you forgotten that feeling? You forgot, I will not forget, it is a kind of heartache, a kind of regret, and a kind of relief. Actually, at that moment, all the hatred in your heart has disappeared, and you also felt that all of that hatred is unimportant. As long as I am alive, living will be the most important. "

"No …"

"No?" No, why did you lead me like that? Why take me with you to the beach? It's not just a ceremony for you, it's for your mother to see me and tell her that I'm not like them. Xin Yue, you are a contradiction, you love and hate at the same time, you waver between here and there. I can understand your hatred, because it's your mother. I also know that you understand that all of this has nothing to do with me, yet I am willing to make up for all of their faults by wholeheartedly treating you well. "

"Scram, I don't want to see you again. You liar, your entire family are liars. Your aunt, your mother killed my mother, and now you are harming me. Leng Mubai, your family's genes are too disgusting. " Lan Xinyue exploded in anger. Unable to break free, she began to use a ruthless method. With a flip of her hand, she skillfully flipped Leng Mubai over on the ground. She didn't even look at him before running away.

Leng Mubai landed on the ground with a loud thud. He was so scared that he laughed until his eyes were wide open. He scared Miao Qin so much that she couldn't even close her mouth.

"Don't worry about me. Go stop her, we have to stop her …" This woman was really vicious. She turned her face over and really did not recognize him. She fell to her death and only killed him. He wanted to keep her. He held onto her painful waist and chased after her: "Xin Yue, Xin Yue!"