Chapter 613 – In the public

Chapter 613 – In the public

John looked down on the crowd that had gathered in front of the hotel turned headquarters turned hotel. It was a sensible mass of people for this early time of the day, about a hundred, maybe two hundred people. The total population of Abyssal Boston was unlikely to exceed 4000, so John felt like he was drawing quite a bit of attention for what was little more than a pre-scheduled event. Wouldn’t be a visit of the head of a foreign power if there was no speech or something.

“Hm, it’s gone,” the Gamer said, speaking more to himself than anyone else.

“What’s gone?” the voice of his girlfriend echoed out from behind him. He turned to see her sitting on the couch, dressed up in a sky-blue top and skinny jeans. She looked especially good that day, although John couldn’t quite put his finger on the why. Everything about her seemed about as beautiful as ever and yet still there was this little bit extra. Some slight change that he subconsciously noticed.

He would try to solve that mystery another day, because he was absolutely certain he could or already had, just not actively.

“The discomfort,” he responded, turning back to look at the crowd. “I used to be afraid of speaking to crowds, then I was just uncomfortable with it, now I just... think of it as normal, I guess. It’s not much different than going into an important ranked game in League of Legends. Sure, if I fuck up, I get demoted, but there is nothing I’m inherently nervous about anymore.”

“Isn’t that a good thing?” Rave asked; she must have noticed that he didn’t sound all that excited about that revelation.

He slowly nodded, “It definitely is. Just feels like I’m getting further and further away from the person I used to be, you know? Not that that is all that bad either, I was an objectively worse person in all aspects, as far as I can see. It’s just...” he gestured helplessly, “...slow change is weird. You wake up one day and notice that you have been doing a thing for six months and you don’t even know when it became a routine. You look at an old photo and notice that your face just looks a bit different and you have no idea when age did that.”

“Ya giving me... dunno, uncanny valley over here,” Rave stated.

“Uncanny Valley is when something looks human, but not quite,” John corrected her, “but I have no idea if that feeling I talk about has an actual term. Non-stalgia would be what I would call it. That sounds negative again, though, it’s more of a ‘Huh...okay’ kind of feeling.”

“I guess I get that,” Rave stated and got up, putting an arm around him once she arrived at his side. A slow, gentle kiss was placed on his neck. “Wanna stay here and philosophize all day or do we go down there and get it done?”

“Hmm, I guess we’ll get it done and then I’ll see about doing things I am more interested in,” he conceded, and they, along with the two maids, left the room to go attend that meeting on the proper schedule. “By the way,” John spoke up while they went inside the elevator, “I think I’ll try an Instant Dungeon today. Just a level 100 one, don’t want things to be too dangerous, but just some actual action.”

“I’m gonna tag along for that,” Rave smiled, evidently approving of the idea. “Can either laugh at ya stumbling around or help ya if things get dangerous somehow. Beats sitting around here anyway.”

There was a loud ‘ding’ and the doors of the lift began to open. Immediately, there was the follow-up sound of numerous cameras going off at every second, causing a bunch of flashes to burn themselves into John’s retinas. Well, no, he had no retinas to be burned into, so it was just annoying flashes. Something that Aclysia didn’t take too kindly to either way.

As she stepped out of the elevator, the journalists hurried to the sidelines, creating a corridor that John could walk through unobstructed. Her reputation must have preceded her, as Aclysia was already known for her aggressive handling of overly obnoxious reporters back home. Then again, John recognized a few of the faces in the crowd, local news wasn’t a particularly developed part of the Abyss, so most of the stations were active across the entire continent.

They made their way through, Aclysia marching ahead, while John took the liberty of putting his left arm around Beatrice as well. If they were going to take a lot of photos of him, he would be on them with his girls, looking unapologetically well dressed, groomed and happy. That he had to part with them about fifty metres later, as he was guided to the podium, didn’t mean he wouldn’t take any short amount of body contact he could get.

Aclysia and Beatrice took position standing shortly behind him, while Rave just stood directly next to him, taking a pretty carefree pose. She, or any of them really, could have sat down at one of the many chairs lined up behind the podium. They were there for exactly that purpose. It seemed like they preferred to be close to him, though, and John loved that.

“Why don’t you hold the speech, Jane?” he joked, loud enough for the front row of people to hear it but away from the microphones.

“Nah, I am fine with looking good, addressing crowds isn’t my thing,” the Lightbearer waved off. “Like to actually see who I am talking to and all that.”

“Formulations really aren’t the thing we should be discussing here,” the host interrupted. “Please stay on topic, Mister President.”

John ground his teeth. “Fine,” he spat out, trying to keep his cool. “If you know me only by my harem building, then-“

“This is also not addressing the question,” the host went in again.

“Yes,” the person sitting next to Lesley grinned, “stay on topic, Mister Newman. Is the war just?” She was someone just there to reaffirm the opinion of the middle-aged woman, while John’s partner was some meek professor that barely spoke loud enough, if he spoke at all.

“It’s not as easy as to whether or not it’s just. We have to start by asking ourselves what just would mean in this context and who is to blame for what. I can throw accusations of this simplicity around as well, but what would that-“

“Ah, it seems time has run out on this question,” the host interrupted for a third time. John’s knuckles had a white colour at this point. “Somewhat related, Fusion’s takeover of the Small Lake Pact has caused controversial rumours to surface. Mainly, Mister President, it is said that you forced someone to betray you, is that correct?”

“No, I didn’t force anyone to do anything,” John returned quite firmly.

“So, there was no betrayal by anyone?”

“No, some parts of the former Small Lake Pact sided with the Lake Alliance in an effort to overthrow me. This is despite me working with local culture and creatin-“

“So, there WAS betrayal that was motivated by you?”

John furrowed his eyebrows, shaking his head somewhat. “What even is that question?”

“Just give me a yes or no, please.”

“You can’t just... what do you mean by motivated? That could mean so much.”

“Don’t play dumb,” Lesley forced herself in, without being put into her place by the host whatsoever. “There was a report released publicly that detailed how Zensie was goaded by you into betraying him. That certainly happened, didn’t it?”

“Sure, if you only take the heavily edited version the Lake Alliance published as gospel, then you can say I made him betray me,” John answered, his voice dripping in sarcasm.

“So, what you are saying is,” the host chimed back in again, “parts of the report are true?”

“Yes, of course they are, they haven’t just made up the event,” John couldn’t believe the kind of tremendously stupid grilling he was receiving here. “I appeared weak because I chose to no longer wear my glasses all the time, so Zensie betrayed me, as I anticipated. He already had the reason, then he got the conviction, and when Jeremiah appeared, he had the opportunity. The true thing about that report is that I wanted to antagonize him. Because he, from the start, gave me no respect. I could see from the start that he would take the first opportunity to remove me. I was just smarter, that’s it.”

The prolonged silence of the host told John that they had gotten something that they wanted out of that statement just now. If he had said something that destroyed their narrative, he would have interrupted him.

‘Fantastic,’ John couldn’t hold back sounding bitter inside his own head as the show continued. He had a tremendous few days, but it seemed that the world wasn’t done yet throwing struggles in his way after all.