C369 He hurt her badly

He hurt her badly

Wang Xiaodan covered her face and began to cry. Her narrow shoulders trembled so weakly, so pitifully … "Wuwuwu!" "Wuwuwu … wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuu

At this moment, Ma Yingjie didn't know what kind of feeling existed in his heart. He hurt her, and it was a very serious injury. He actually felt his mouth go dry, but in reality, the Wang Xiaodan in front of him was the real deal …

It was too beautiful, so beautiful that he didn't dare to touch her. So beautiful that he couldn't stain her.

Wang Xiaodan's beautiful face was so beautiful and her figure was so graceful. She had fair, jade-like skin, mature breasts, and a round, plump body. Her waist was flat and slim, and she had two legs …

She was slender and tightly shut. The black colour around her crotch was extremely beautiful, just like the neat and straight strokes in calligraphy. Her body was beautiful, and more of it was a healthy beauty.

It would be a lie to say that Ma Yingjie was not tempted at this moment, but he was still at least clear-headed. "No, absolutely not. That is a beautiful thing, the more impossible it is for him to be like that …"

She was still a girl. She had to get married and have her life, and he could not afford her future, he could not possess her.

Ma Yingjie sighed in his heart. He stood up and walked to Wang Xiaodan's side. He discovered that her body was trembling nonstop. Ma Yingjie bitterly smiled in his heart, 'She misunderstood me. It's not like she didn't …'

Beauty was something he could not afford. Furthermore, it wasn't that she was dirty, but that she was too clean, so clean that Ma Yingjie didn't dare to casually stain her.

Ma Yingjie bent his waist and picked up the robe that had just fallen off Wang Xiaodan's body. He draped it over Wang Xiaodan's beautiful body and wrapped it around her from behind. Only then did Ma Yingjie turn gentle and gentle.

Then he said to her in a low voice, "Don't do this, little Dan. You're too beautiful and too clean and you're still young. Because, I, I can't give you a family and

"In the future."

However, what Ma Yingjie did not expect was that Wang Xiaodan immediately went to hug him. She embraced him, his bare chest in his arms, her head on Ma Yingjie's shoulder, and Ma Yingjie listened again

Wang Xiaodan cried once again.

At this moment, Ma Yingjie's body stiffened once again. He reached out his hand to pat Wang Xiaodan's back and said while patting her, "Don't be like this. Xiaodan, don't cry. It's my fault. I'm not fit!"

You, really, I am not worthy of you. We met too late, too late. I can only pass you, you and I, we have no meeting point, gossip will kill me

Do you understand? Such rumors will make it difficult for you to lift your head up for the rest of your life. Little Dan, you're a good girl, and you're a good cadre, but I, but I'm too, too unhuman, I'm too dirty.

"I'm not qualified to have you, really, little Dan, I'm not qualified."

Ma Yinjie sat down on the edge of the bed and grabbed his head in pain. 'Yeah, he can't hurt Wang Xiaodan. It was him. He was the one who gave her the wrong information. He shouldn't have said those words. Damn it! '

She heard it.

"No." Wang Xiaodan suddenly shouted fiercely. Ma Yingjie's ears rang out like thunder. Immediately after, Wang Xiaodan sat on the sofa a bit further away from Ma Yingjie.

Let the robe slip from her beautiful body. She looked straight at Ma Yingjie, the tears in her eyes no longer flowing.

Looking at Ma Yingjie, he said sorrowfully, "Ma Yingjie, the one who is sorry is me, I just want to give my body which is not too dirty to you, I just want to give it to the person I love, I don't regret, I'm not anything.

A virgin … but … but … "

Wang Xiaodan stuttered again. Ma Yingjie discovered that she was no longer normal. She was close to being paranoid and even crazy. Moreover, he could completely believe that she already had this thought in her mind a long time ago …

She had thought of this since Beijing, and she had been looking for one opportunity after another. She wasn't like how she looked, she was hot and passionate inside.

At this time, Wang Xiaodan stood up. Her naked body once again jumped into Ma Yingjie's embrace. Her face was raised as she looked at Ma Yingjie with determination in her eyes.

Once again, Ma Yingjie picked up the nightgown from the ground and wrapped it around her body. Then he said to her, "Xiao Dan, go get dressed first, or else I won't be able to talk to you, I have to go.

We have to go. "

Wang Xiaodan's eyes flashed with gloom, anger, and disappointment. Her tears kept sliding out. Why? Why didn't he want her? She couldn't understand.

Ma Yingjie then said, "Little Dan, go and put on your clothes. We'll talk. How can I talk to you when you're like this? Little Dan, I don't know what happened to you. No

Know what's on your mind? Why do you have such a strange idea? "So, little Dan, there must be something wrong with your mind. If you trust me after you put on your clothes, tell me what you have in mind."

What is it? I will be your most trusted friend, if you will, or I will have to leave the hotel.

Wang Xiaodan hesitated for a moment before looking at Ma Yingjie and saying, "Then wait for me. I'll tell you everything." Ma Yingjie nodded at Wang Xiaodan.

Wang Xiaodan immediately carried her clothes from the bed to the washroom, while Ma Yingjie couldn't help but look at her back. She saw that she was bare-chested, with her beautiful white calves exposed outside her nightgown …

Ma Yingjie couldn't help but sigh in his heart: Why can't I have this girl? How could I have let her off so nobly?

Even Ma Yingjie was wondering if he had taken the wrong medicine that night.

After a while, Wang Xiaodan came out of the washroom. She was dressed neatly and her long hair was tied up. She looked very healthy and energetic.

At this moment, Ma Yingjie felt that Wang Xiaodan was even more beautiful after putting on her clothes. At least, he liked to see her look. Just now, her naked body had been extremely attractive, but Ma Yingjie felt that …

Deep guilt and uncertainty, and also a sense of fear.

Wang Xiaodan stood motionlessly outside the washroom. She looked very awkward. Her face was flushed, and her eyes were full of shyness. Ma Yingjie found it strange. 'This girl …'

Strangely enough, when she took off her clothes, she seemed very generous, but now that she had put them on, she was actually shy.

Ma Yingjie sat on the sofa in his room. Looking at Wang Xiaodan's bashful expression, Ma Yingjie secretly felt that it was somewhat funny. At the same time, he also felt a lingering fear. He turned to the other side of the teacup

The sofa pointed and said, "Little Dan, come sit here."

Wang Xiaodan walked over and sat down. As she walked over, she did not dare to look at Ma Yingjie. She sat down, her head bowed, her body still contorted. When Ma Yinjie went to see her

She was blushing all the way down to her neck and ears.

Ma Yingjie coughed twice because he suddenly felt a little awkward. He immediately said, "Little Dan, don't worry. If you have something to say, just tell me. I'll be your best friend."

Wang Xiaodan remained silent as she lowered her head.

Ma Yinjie continued, "Little Dan, I think we should have a good talk. I don't know why this is happening, so, little Dan,

I'd like to know, do you understand? I'd like to know, why do you feel that way? You are not a dirty woman, you are not, you can never be challenged by a woman like this. "

Wang Xiaodan remained silent.

Ma Yingjie already felt an incomparable sense of oppression, immediately feeling empty and empty.

At this moment, Ma Yingjie's gaze fell upon Wang Xiaodan's face. That face was still as clean and clean as before. It was still as clean as Luan Xiaoxue, making people feel that there was no dust on it.

Wasn't her naked body the woman in front of him?

In that instant, Ma Yingjie was confused. He was waiting for Wang Xiaodan to tell him her story, waiting for Wang Xiaodan to give him an explanation. Yes, on a night like this, he was thinking about Wang Xiaodan's story.

But Wang Xiaodan was so quiet at this moment. Her expression was so calm that Ma Yingjie wondered if what just happened was an illusion or a dream.

"I am a woman who has returned from the brink of death. I have even sworn to avenge all men, to use my facade to avenge all men who came close to me or wanted to possess me. I thought that my life was mine …"

That was life. Man has two instincts: the instinct to live and the instinct to die. The former refers to all instincts that perpetuate life and move in a better direction. The latter, however, means anything that destroys or destroys life

Instinct was divided into external and internal aspects, such as offense, hatred, and war. The internal aspect was self-blame, guilt, suicide, and so on. Only humans had the instinct to die. Generally speaking, this kind of death instinct …

In the subconscious, however, when a person's mental state was in disequilibrium, the instinct for death would emerge. It could even be very intense.

Ma Yingjie, these are all things I learned after I climbed up from the line of death. I understand the meaning and value of life to me, though when a person has the desire to self-destruct, then

This person would be so irresistible that he would have to commit suicide. Or, this person will become a abused person, and then alone to feel their own physical and mental pain. Of course,

This person could also turn all his destructive directions to the outside world and become an aggressive or sadistic person, or even a murderer. And that's what I wanted to do

I had to make myself a murderer, to murder all the men who had thoughts about me, to murder all the men who had thoughts about me, and I hated men.

Ma Yingjie, you can't imagine the pain of a person wandering between death and life. You can't imagine the pain, you can't experience it. One of the most common manifestations of a person's death instinct

To make oneself forget a sense of defeat or frustration by torturing oneself. Especially when one is unable to extricate oneself from great difficulties, one can easily destroy one's own side

He tried to solve the difficulties in front of him.