Chapter 614

But if Gu Zifei really sees through the world of mortals and becomes a monk, he will feel goose bumps all over his body at the thought of Gu Zifei reciting Amitabha bareheaded.

She quickly reached for Gu Zifei's shoulder and said anxiously:

"Zifei, if you have any problems in your heart, please tell me, don't be too upset!"

Gu Zifei smile, "don't worry, I'm not all pulled back by you? It's too late to become a monk. "

During her stay in the temple, her heart became more and more heavy and silent.

In fact, she also made a decision, just waiting, if one day when Yan Merlin gave up searching the sea, and when Yan Wan's death was confirmed, she would really become a monk.

From then on, he knelt down in front of the Buddhist hall and made atonement.

Seeing that Gu Zifei had given up the idea of becoming a monk, Yan Wan's heart fell down.

Just looking at her like this, I still feel heavy heartache in my heart.

Yan Wan reaches for Gu Zifei's hand and holds it tightly.

She said seriously:

"Zifei, what happened to me has nothing to do with you from the beginning. Don't take the responsibility to yourself. You have to know, even without your help, Huo lichen will have other ways to talk. It's just a different form.

And Yun Sihan will still be forced to the present situation, and will still struggle to kidnap me. What happened later, whether it was a wedding or a sea jump, was inevitable.

This is something that Huo lichen and I are bound to encounter. I don't blame you or you. Don't blame yourself any more. "

Yan Wan knows what Gu Zifei is suffering from.

This kind of mood is too heavy, it is easy to directly crush a person.

But Gu Zifei is really innocent.

She didn't do anything wrong, she just did what she could for her sister and best friend.

Even if it is the original thing again, Gu Zifei will not refuse Huo lichen's proposal.

This is my best friend. It's friendship.

Gu Zifei pursed her lips and nodded.

Yan Wan held her hand tightly and said:

"as for what my brother said at the seaside that day, don't worry about it any more. That day, he was also sad, too bad mood will not blame words, blame to you.

These are angry words, and now he must be regretting them. "

"Regret?" Gu Zifei whispered softly, but he didn't believe it.

Yan Merlin, you won't regret it.

Yan Wan said, "really. You don't know, a few days ago my brother mobilized a lot of people all over the world looking for you. As long as there is any news about you, he rushes to find it himself. "

Gu Zifei is a little surprised. Is Yan Merlin looking for her?

Why are you looking for her?

"He wanted to tell me that you were not dead, and then he found out that I had not returned home and disappeared. I was worried that something might happen to me, so I came to me. "

Gu Zifei said deeply, and she knew very well why she was worried. Naturally, it was only because she was Yan Wan's best friend and the person Yan Wan cared about. Yan Wan didn't want her to have an accident, so he wouldn't let her have an accident.

That's all.

Speech late some accident of looking at Gu Zifei.

Now Gu Zifei is very different from before. In the past, she was always optimistic and optimistic. She thought about everything very positively. But now, when it comes to Yan Merlin, she thinks so low.

In the words, there is a sense of despair.

Yan Wan looked at Gu Zifei and said firmly:

"Zifei, even if you want to find it, if you don't really care, my brother won't rush to find it in person. Zifei, my brother is different to you. There's no doubt about that. "

Different? Gu Zifei's eyes flashed. A moment later, it became a gray silence.

Even if it's a little different, so what.

He cared that she had deceived her, and he hated and hated her.

He so stubborn a person, determined that is not to change, this life will not forgive her.

Now get along with, take care of, but also because of the late speech, just in the bear.

In this kind of relationship, Gu Zifei, no matter how silly or expectant, will not hold the fearless extravagance.

It's not her. It doesn't belong to her after all.

Gu Zifei pursed her lips in a very light voice.

"Xiao Wan, I've given up."

"What?" He was surprised at the late speech.

Gu Zifei's tone was calm, as if he was telling something that had nothing to do with her.

"I did like Yan Merlin, but now I'm not going to like him any more. Before me and him, there won't be any possibility. In the future, don't worry about our affairs

The best result for those who can't get it and those who are disgusted is to let go decisively.

I don't want to hurt myself.Speech late Zheng Zheng Zheng looking at Gu Zifei, for a long time all return to God.

She did not expect that Gu Zifei, who has always been full of fighting spirit and does not stop until she reaches her goal, would give up on the issue of Yan Merlin.

What's more, I still give up so resolutely.

It seems that I have made up my mind and accepted this decision.

Now, even sadness becomes calm.

Yan Wan's heart is deep. He thinks things shouldn't be like this. But he opens his mouth, but he doesn't know what to say.

Gu Zifei holds Yan Wan's small hand in a gentle voice with a smile and some consolation.

She said, "Xiao Wan, you don't have to worry about me. After this event, I have grown up a lot. In the past, I was too willful and self-centered, and I should be mature. "

It's just the price of maturity. It's tragic and painful.

Even if Gu Zifei's tone is more gentle, as if to say that the weather is light, it can be said that in these words, people still feel sad and depressed.

Is how helpless, is how painful, will let Gu Zifei under such a decision.

Let a person who does not achieve his goal and does not give up easily.

Yan Wan frowned tightly. Her heart was heavy, as if she was pressing a big stone, which made her feel that it was not easy to breathe.

She always felt that Gu Zifei and Yan Merlin should not have such a result. The result was too sad and unacceptable.

But feelings are two people's business, outsiders can not intervene.

Yan Wan can't help thinking of Huo lichen. At the beginning, he calculated the relationship between Gu Zifei and Yan Merlin, hoping to make Yan Merlin forgive and agree.

I don't know if Huo lichen has got it. Now I'm talking about the situation of Merlin and Gu Zifei.

Is it that Gu Zifei gave up?

Yan Wan is a bit at a loss. If Yan Merlin and Gu Zifei miss each other and are not together, they will not get good results. That she and Huo Li Chen want together of road, seem to have no.

What should he and she do?

Outside the window, large black clouds pass by, covering the moon, and the light between heaven and earth becomes dim instantly.

In front of Yan Wan's eyes, he fell into a darkness. He couldn't see anything clearly, and was filled with a sense of suffocation.

As if the air, are full of lovers can not become a spouse of sadness.

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