Chapter 1043

Yan Merlin was still frowning and serious.

"You are too thin to bear. I'll talk about it when I get well again. "

Gu Zifei looks at Yan Merlin in amazement.

Is rejection so serious?

She gritted her teeth. "Are you going back? Did you lie to me yesterday? "

Yes, it must be.

How can a conservative and pedantic man like Yan Merlin suddenly wake up, promise to be asleep so easily, and say he wants to sleep with her?

She was too naive to believe his lies.

"I won't lie to you." Merlin denied that.

Gu Zifei is not believe, "you are lying to me, liar, hum, I don't care about you."

With that, Gu Zifei turned and ran away.

She ran a long way in one breath. When she looked back, the back was empty, and no one came after her.

She looked behind her, her mouth twitching.

Does brother Yan really stop chasing her?

At this time, it's better not to make a fuss.

However, who calls him Yan Merlin? It's very normal not to chase him. I guess I'm seriously thinking about whether to cheat or not at the moment.

Gu Zifei had no choice but to smile. Immediately, the smile on her face couldn't hang up and collapsed.

She covered her stomach and was preoccupied.

Anorexia is not incurable without medicine. It is even handed over to Baiqi. Maybe he can cure it faster.

Soon she will be able to adjust and recover.

It's just

Gu Zifei fingers tightly grasp their clothes, trying to forbear restraint.

She didn't want to be treated for anorexia.

Her illness is not only physical, but also psychological.

No matter how strong she is, her psychology will be destroyed after more than two months of abuse and life is worse than death. Although she is safe now, she does not dare to recall the two months.

Bit by bit, everything was like a nightmare hidden in her heart.

If she doesn't turn it over, she can still live a good life, but once she does, she will fall into a terrible abyss of pain.

She didn't want to think, she didn't dare to think.

I don't want to let Yan Merlin know how she spent these two months on the way of treatment. She doesn't want him to follow her heartache.

Gu Zifei stood in place for a long time, forced down the emotion in his chest, and then turned and walked to the kitchen.

The kitchen of the hotel is a large room. Although the hotel has been contracted, there are professional chefs brought by Yan Merlin all the time, and they stay on duty 24 hours a day.

Seeing Gu Zifei coming, two chefs and several assistants quickly went forward.

"Miss Gu, why are you here? Would you like something to eat? We can do it for you right away. "

The chef said politely with a smile.

Gu Zifei replied with a polite smile, "no, I'm here to make my own food for Yan Shao. Can you lend me the kitchen? "

"Of course."

The chef agreed without hesitation, "you can use whatever you need. We'll do chores for you."

"No, no, I want to do it all by myself. You go to have a rest first."

"This..." The chef was in a bit of a dilemma. "Miss Gu, it's troublesome to cook and there are many chores. Otherwise, it's better to leave an assistant to help you."

"It doesn't matter. I cook a lot at home. I can handle it."

See Gu Zifei so resolute, although the chef is not quite at ease, but it is not good to say anything more.

He explained the location of the things, and then asked the people in the kitchen to follow him out.

As soon as they got to the door, Gu Zifei said quickly:

"well, please keep it a secret for me. Don't tell Yan Shao. I want to surprise him. If it doesn't taste good, it won't disappoint him

The chef nodded and agreed. Then he went out.

So big kitchen empty down, only Gu Zifei a person.

Gu Zifei looked at the ingredients, familiar with the environment, and then began to cook noodles.

Noodles are something she likes to eat, and she occasionally makes them for supper, which is quite good.

I used to eat noodles with Yan Merlin.

Gu Zifei thought about those things again.

She cooked the noodles very quickly, and after a while, she made a bowl of noodles with perfect color, fragrance and taste.

She put the noodles on the small table in the kitchen. Instead of taking them out, she stood by, holding chopsticks.

She looked at the bowl of noodles with deep eyes.

She used to like food best, and now she likes it too.

Maybe she can eat it.

Gu Zifei made a strong ideological construction for himself, summoned up his courage, picked up his face and fed it to his mouth.It's the same taste as before.

It's just

"Oh

Before eating a mouthful of noodles, her stomach began to vomit.

That feeling is too strong, turn over the river and pour the sea, instantly spoiled the noodles all flavor, become difficult to swallow.

Gu Zifei vomited his face in the garbage can, his face pale.

She didn't give up.

She adjusted a little, took another bite of noodles and put it directly into her mouth.

She took two bites and swallowed them.

Gobble like, and then the next one, one by one of the plug.

She restrained her body's reaction, didn't give herself the chance to vomit, and even choked her tears.

Pain.

It's painful.

Eating to eat has become a matter of life rather than death.

"Ouch, ouch."

Gu Zifei's stomach, after all, did not resist vomiting again.

She squatted on the ground, sweating and pale.

Tears rolled in my eyes.

I can't, I really can't.

Physical resistance, psychological fear, let her as if trapped in the dark, unable to break through, unable to inch into.

I would rather starve myself than eat much.

"What should I do?"

Gu Zifei covers his head and sobs.

She seemed to return to the lighthouse helplessly, despairing and frightened, surrounded by darkness, without any light or any way to survive.

At this time, outside the kitchen, a hidden glass window, is standing in a tall figure.

Yan Merlin's eyes were dark. Through the glass, he looked straight at the weeping little man squatting on the ground.

His fingers clenched into fists, and his whole body was filled with extreme depression and patience.

He actually followed Gu Zifei all the time.

Watching her go into the kitchen, evacuate everyone, watch her cook noodles, watch her force herself to eat, but all spit out.

He looked at her and cried bitterly.

His heartache is like being stabbed and bleeding out.

He wanted to hold her, comfort her, and tell her that everything would pass, but there was a root under his feet and he couldn't move forward.

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