This autumn, earlier than six years ago.

I sat on the train to Rongcheng, and the seat next to me was Xiaozhe, who closed his eyes.

Every year I will take this train to see you, year by year, the scenery outside the window remains unchanged, and my miss for you has not changed. Xiaoru, do you know I miss you?

I turned my head to see Xiao Zhe's side face. It's really like you. Now look at his stable appearance, Xiaoru, if you know, you will be happy for him.

The train went on, as if to the end of time. I'm tired too. Close my eyes and don't think about you.

Rongcheng is the hometown of Liang Zhe and Liang Ru. At the beginning, his father took him and his mother to settle down in the United States. He said it was a settlement, but business affairs made his father run around.

It was a year later that he lived next door to the Liang family in Rongcheng, where he met the sister and brother and spent his happiest days. It was because of them that I survived the sad days when my mother died.

There are so many things in my head that I can't rest. It's still a long time before we get to the station. How can we pass the boring time?

Looking down, I found the wedding ring on my left hand.

I put out my right hand to touch it, I haven't looked at it carefully before.

I remember that Wang Kai was asked to buy it temporarily.

"Choose the expensive one. Make it simple." I remember what I said to him at that time. I didn't expect that this ring would hang on my hand for so long.

Lu Anning.

I don't know how, I think of this name suddenly.

At that time, before entering the meeting, she asked herself expectantly who bought the ring.

It's silly. Who else does she think can buy this ring?

It turns out that these details have always been in my mind, so clear.

"What are you thinking? So obsessed? " Liang zhe suddenly spoke.

"Nothing." I came back and looked at some confused little Zhe. My heart softened and said, "wake up?"

"Yes." Liang zhe nodded, "it's too tired to sit and sleep."

"When you get there, go back and have a good rest."

"Yes." Liang zhe nodded and raised his mouth slightly.

I like to see his expression most. It's really like his sister. I reached out and gently rubbed his soft hair. Just like many years ago, I felt Xiaoru's head and watched her "frown coldly" at me.

"Hello Liang zhe suddenly came up to me and said with a smile, "are you not afraid that others will find out what we have?"

"Are you afraid?" I laugh.

Small zhe suddenly did not smile, fixed to look at me, "not afraid."

It is such a firm expression, as if as long as you are with me, you are not afraid of anything. Once such expression, let me once escape. Now, I have accepted it.

"I'm not afraid either." I said in a low voice. As expected, I saw a gradually enlarged smile on Xiaozhe's face.

Sometimes I love the boy in front of me. Growing up with him, I always want to protect my brother. How much courage does he need to support him to this day.

I slowly stretched out my hand and opened it to him.

"Yes?" He looked at me in bewilderment.

"Hands." I just pulled his left hand to give him some strength.

"Brother Xiang Ting..." There seems to be a lump in his voice. I can hear it.

"Sit down again, and you'll be there soon." I closed my eyes, but I felt a burning gaze staring at me.

When I got off the train, there was an autumn wind.

Xiao Zhe and I went to his hometown by car. There are several local housekeepers and servants in Liang's villa who have been waiting for us for a long time.

Because every year at this time we come back to see Xiaoru.

Every year when I come back, I will walk around the villa. Memories are everywhere here. I think I can only cherish the memory of the dead in such a way.

In the yard, we planted saplings together. Now they have grown into trees with thick arms.

There was a place for us to play and fight together in the room. The laughter was still in our ears, but the people at that time were not there.

"Is Xiang Ting thinking about the past again?" The housekeeper, Uncle Wang, came over.

"Yes." I laughed and touched the table in front of the window.

"Six years, Xiangting," Wang Bo's face showed a lonely look, "you have already seen it, right? It's not your fault that miss Xiaoru died. There's no need to talk to master Xiaozhe... "

I subconsciously frown, "Uncle Wang, I volunteered."

Wang Bo looked at me and sighed for a long time, "Alas, a man has his own fortune."

"Brother Xiang Ting, what are you talking about with Uncle Wang?" Xiao zhe came down the stairs.

"Nothing." I put my hands in. To the pocket, "hurry down, it's time to eat."

"Yes."

The next morning, I started with Xiaozhe. The black color of our two bodies seemed to reflect our solemn mood, and the sky was gradually overcast.Xiaoru was buried in a cemetery in the suburb.

I got up early and cut some of her favorite flowers from the garden of the villa.

I got out of the car and walked into the cemetery. The more I walked forward, the heavier my step would be.

Finally came to her grave, the grave clean, as her character.

In the picture on the tombstone, she still smiles brightly, as if to say "are you coming?"

Dimples like flowers, Xiaoru's years always stay in that flowery age, but we are gradually aging.

"Sister." Xiao zhe sobbed.

"Xiaoru." My mouth opened slightly and I heard a tremor in my voice. I leaned over and put a handful of flowers in front of her grave. "This is your favorite flower. It's in full bloom."

"Sister, we've come to see you." The tears in Xiaozhe's eyes are accumulating more and more. "I brought your favorite pastry, which was made by mother Li. You will like it."

I watched Xiaozhe squat down slowly and take out plates of snacks.

"Pa Ta", I thought it was Xiao Zhe's tears dripping on the ground, and then there were a few more, and I was hit by something coolly. Then I realized that it was raining.

I spread the black umbrella to cover three people.

"Sister, I miss you so much." Xiaozhe cried completely, "no one else indulges me and smiles at me like you. I really miss you

I stood aside, letting the rain hit the umbrella, making a violent sound.

I want to cry like Xiao Zhe, but I can't.

"Don't cry." I took the handkerchief and handed it to Xiaozhe, "Xiaoru will be sad to see you cry. You say something happy to her

Xiao zhe sobbed and nodded, and began to talk off and on about what happened in the past year.

I look at the photos of Xiaoru, and I'm also talking to her in silence.

I'm married. Her name is Lu Anning. Xiaoru, you must be shocked. What's more shocking is that we are married by contract. Because in this way, we can avoid the eyes and ears of my parents and Xiao Zhe, so as to give us time to prepare to move abroad.

By the way, I'll tell you about Lu Anning. She is stubborn sometimes, which is very similar to you. The others are not like you. You are so smart and calm. Sometimes she is stupid and often annoys me. It's amazing. She can piss off people like me.

The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and the little umbrella seems to be unable to carry it.

Xiaozhe and I stayed with Xiaoru for a long time, until the whole body was cool and wet.

When he left, Xiao Zhe's eyes were red.

God, who are you crying for?

It's a new week, day by day.

Blue to court back two days, Lu Anning did not ask where he went, he did not say where he went.

This seems to be a tacit understanding between two people.

Lu Anning is sitting on the kitchen table eating breakfast, waiting for LAN Xiangting to take a shower.

"Cough..." A cough came, Lu Anning raised his head, but suddenly saw the blue court wrapped in bath towel.

With a grunt, Lu Anning's food came down, and she couldn't help swallowing.

What's the matter with this guy? What's the matter with a bath towel?!

Lu Anning lowered his head and drank some milk.

"Cough..." LAN Xiangting coughed again and sat down at the table.

"You, why do you cough?" Lu Anning half lowered his head, "did you catch a cold?"

"Nothing." LAN Xiangting's voice is a little hoarse. This confirms Lu Anning's idea.

"You have a cold!" Lu Anning raised his head in excitement, and then quickly lowered his head, "if you have a cold, don't just come out with a bath towel!"

"You think I want to?" Although LAN Xiangting's voice was not as neutral as before, it was also very cold. "I didn't wash my bathrobe. What do you want me to wear?"

"Well," Lu Anning frowned and thought that he had been in no mood to tidy up and wash his clothes for a long time because of his father's business. "I'm sorry, I forgot..."

"Cough," Lan Xiangting coughed, "wash it quickly. Cough, cough. "

"Well, I see." Lu Anning nodded and said, "you seem to have a bad cold. Why don't you go to the hospital today instead of going to the company."

"No LAN waved to the court. Because of his absence in the company for a few days, he has accumulated enough documents and can't wait any longer.

"Well Why don't you buy some medicine? "

"Yes." LAN nodded to the court and said, "yes, father will come in a few days."

"Father?" Lu Anning suddenly called out, "your father?"

"Yes." LAN glanced at her.

"Well," Lu Anning quickly closed his mouth and asked carefully, "when? Where are you from? "

"Cough, go home."

"Do you want us to pick it up? When are you coming? Shall we prepare something? " Lu Anning asked nervously."If I have something, I will Cough, I'll tell you Blue to court no appetite, put down chopsticks, "don't worry."

"Oh."