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He had many advantages and also had some disadvantages. In front of her, he always hid his inner activities. He was very silly, every time he encountered a problem, he would think of a way to resolve it on his own.

In comparison, Li Xinwei felt that she was very selfish. She stretched out her arm, letting Ouyang He's head sleep on her arm. When he closed his eyes, it was very quiet, letting no one feel any pressure.

"Why …" You want to... Escape... Xin Wei … "These few years, I've been alone …" His thin lips moved and seemed to mutter uncomfortably, and her ear was close to his lips, and she could hear his almost incoherent words in his muffled voice.

She took off her scarf to keep him warm, and after a while the car arrived at the villa. With the help of the servants, she escorted Ouyang He to his bed in the bedroom, where she helped him take off his coat and cover him with a blanket.

She turned to get warm water to wash him, but he held her hand. He closed his eyes, but his expression was pained.

She sat down for a while. His hands were grabbing her very tightly, and there was even a sore spot on her wrist. Even though he was unconscious, he still had such strength. Did he really not want her to leave?

She did not dare to contact him, afraid of provoking his anger. Only now did she realize how much she liked this man, and in these five years, it was as if this feeling had already seeped into her blood, making her unable to forget it.

Realizing that she was lost again, she pulled away from him and went to the bathroom to get some warm water. Staring at herself in the mirror, as if she were trapped in love, as if she were a total idiot, she sighed and turned away.

When she reached the room, she was surprised to find that Ouyang He was lying under the bed. A corner of the blanket had been torn off by him, and a pillow had fallen onto his chest.

Hearing this, his eyes that were as black as ink stared straight at her. In the pitch-black room that was faintly suffused with light, he seemed even more moved. She didn't know why, but she had seen many people's eyes.

Is this what it feels like? She also could not figure out how she had fallen in love with him. The memories of her adolescence were like pieces that formed a beautiful, flawed image in her eyes.

She reached out her hand to touch his face, but pulled back before she could touch it. The beautiful world never seemed to belong to her.

His hand was on either side of her, caught off guard. She was separated from his arms by the bed. Such a complicated look in her eyes made her heart beat faster.

"What do you want? "Ouyang He, you're drunk." Both of her hands were clenched into fists, at a loss of what to do. Since when was she so disappointing in front of him?

"I did not... Drunk... Xin Wei … You're Xin Wei, right? "You are Xin Wei …" He mumbled a few sentences before falling into her arms. He repeated the words over and over, but he couldn't sleep …

His repetitions calmed her. Their relationship had always been so complicated, and she had rarely relied on him, and he had rarely promised her anything, as if the two of them had always been tepid and she thought it was best.

However, the more it was like this, the more gaps there were between them. Why was it so difficult to fall in love with a single person? She didn't know, but in the past five years, she had been feeling sad and happy, lonely and alone.

She moved Ouyang He back onto the bed and watched as he gradually fell asleep. She lay on the sofa beside him, a thin blanket tightly covering her body. This kind of night was very quiet and made one's heart ache.

Therefore, it was only in the early hours of the morning that she finally fell asleep for a short period of time. She was exhausted, and as she listened to the quiet breathing coming from the bed, she felt as heavy as a dream.

What time had it been since Ouyang He woke up? He looked at the clock on the wall. It was half past seven in the morning, someone had changed his clothes, the room had been perfumed, and the smell of wine had dissipated.

But the aftereffects of being drunk last night were still there. His mouth was dry, and she was a bit angry. Li Xinwei wasn't sleeping by his side. Where had she gone? His first thought was to look around for her.

Soon, he saw her figure on the sofa. She was curled up like a kitten on the sofa with only a thin blanket covering her body. It was obvious that this posture wasn't very comfortable. Her pretty eyebrows slightly furrowed.

Why was she sleeping on the sofa! Didn't she know to sleep in a bed? Or was he there, and she didn't want to sleep with him? She was clearly pregnant with his child, but she did not want to get close to him. Thinking of this, Ouyang He's heart ached.

He walked up to her and looked at her sleeping visage. She was so slender, so slender that it gave him a strong desire to protect. Five years ago, he could not believe that this kind of woman would dominate his life.

In the five years without her, his life had been like a pot of stagnant water. When they didn't meet, he thought she was crazy, when they really met, he felt that she was simply a demon that could grind people, always challenging his tolerance limit.

Wasn't the love and tolerance he showed enough to move her? He hated that he couldn't find other women to love. Those women didn't have her characteristics, even if they looked like her, they wouldn't be able to replace her.

The Heavens were punishing him like this for treating his feelings like trash. He was too clear on what he wanted, because if he was too clear on what it was, he would firmly hold the other party in his hands. This kind of heat would sometimes burn the other party to ashes?

He didn't hold anything back, so the pain was even worse now. He squatted down and looked at her at such a close distance. Her face was filled with a deep sense of exhaustion. Last night, did she not rest well?

She must have been drunk enough to come in and disturb her sleep, so she changed his clothes, wiped his face, and sprayed perfume on the air. He could not remember last night's situation because he was drunk enough to know without thinking that she had been busy for a long time.

He stretched out his hands and picked her up. He wanted to put her on the bed, it was still comfortable, and he had just woken up, so the bed's temperature was just right.

In her dream, Li Xinwei had seen a pair of powerful arms hug her, giving her a warm place. She slowly opened her eyes and saw Ouyang He holding her in his arms.

His eyes were watching her intently. Hadn't he already given up on her? Why was she looking at her with such an expression now? She had already lost everything and she accepted it, but Ouyang He, can you not give me hope, and give me a chance to be destroyed?

She looked at him innocently, causing him to look away from her dreamily. He must have been deceived by her innocence, which was why he was controlled by her in his normal life like a fool. In fact, she did not value this feeling at all.

He threw her onto the bed without any feeling of pity. Since the bed was soft and nothing would happen to it, his face had turned as cold as ever. He said, "You go to sleep. I'll go to work after dinner."

"Ouyang He …" After hesitating for a moment, he finally asked Ouyang He amidst his obvious impatience, "How is Mu Yun?"

"You even know Mu Yun? How did you become a mommy? I definitely won't bring you the child. Mu Yun doesn't need such an unresponsible mother like you. Right now, he's very sad and angry at you. " His tone was full of reproach.

"I... "I …" Li Xinwei wanted to express herself, but Ouyang He glared back at her, so she could only shut her mouth.

"What about me? Mu Yun's hopes were all on you, so you just left like that. Are you treating others the same as well? Li Xin Wei, you should be more mature, don't think of others as idiots. No matter what happens, don't think that just leaving is just helping others. When you do every step, have you thought about me? Have you thought about Mu Yun? It was like this five years ago, and it's the same now. When will you be willing to stay by my side? " His hand was resting on the door. Right now, he was not in a very good mood.

"It's not like that. Actually, I …" She murmured, "I really didn't think about leaving …"

"There's no need to say it. Xinwei, I always thought locking you by my side was just to give you happiness. Now that I've thought it through, there are some things I can't force you to do. If you don't want to stay by my side, then maybe I can let go …" After saying all of this with great difficulty, his hand had already clenched into a fist …

The reason he immediately said it was because he was afraid that he wouldn't have the heart to say it out when the surge of emotions came. The pain was worse than the pain, why did he need to restrain her step by step when she was unhappy by his side?

In front of his resolute words, Li Xinwei's face turned pale. She shook her head, "I'm not leaving."

"Don't regret it." Ouyang He calmly said, "This is my last chance to give you. It's too late for you to go back on your word. Have you thought about it clearly?"

Li Xinwei sniffed, wanting to turn back all the emotion she had felt. She felt sore and shook her head, but in the end, tears still fell from her eyes onto the blanket, which was stained with a watery flower.

"Have you decided!? "Li Xinwei, if you agree to run away again, you know I …"

"I've thought about it." Li Xinwei lowered her head and said, wasn't this kind of him being shameless? He clearly gave up on you, yet you shamelessly came close to him and sold yourself like an unmarketable junk.

A few seconds later, Ouyang He said, "Li Xinwei, you said what you said today! I didn't force you. You better remember what you said today! I will never let you have the chance to escape again! " Then he slammed the door and left.

She lay quietly on the bed, where he had lain, warm as if his warmth still lingered in her arms, and in the warmth of the bed she could smell the familiar scent of him.