She put down the photo. As long as her sister could be happy, it was fine. She didn't need to be as handsome as her sister, as long as she could understand and care for her.
She gradually fell asleep. In her dream, she suddenly felt someone holding her body. She couldn't catch his breath, and when he opened his eyes, he was surprised to find that Ou Rufeng was already drunk and lying by her side! So this was not a dream! This was reality!
She tried her best to push his body away. "Ou Rufeng, look carefully. I'm Ning Xi. Elder sister is not in the room."
But no matter what she said, the alcohol on him made her understand that the man was drunk.
She moved her body and shouted, "Sister! Save me! "Hurry up and pull him away, I …"
Before she could finish, his lips kissed hers. She widened her eyes. She had never imagined that this person would do something like this to her. This was her first kiss …
She had thought that this was all, but it was far more than that …
Her hands kept beating the chest that was in front of her, but no matter what she did, she couldn't open it. Ou Rufeng's hands held her hands, preventing her from moving.
"Don't move …" Ou Rufeng said. His tone was lazy with a magnetic voice that many women loved the most.
"Ou Rufeng, let me go!" Please let me go, okay? "I'm begging you …" At first, she thought he could escape, but now, facing Ou Rufeng's madness, she panicked. She shook her head furiously, but it did not arouse any sympathy from him.
He only showed the most primal impulse in his heart when he was drunk, until that decisive moment... She stopped struggling, tears flowing from her eyes, and began to sob. Why, why did the heavens treat her like this!
She was like a broken rag doll, she had already given up. Why didn't her elder sister come to save her?
She's only eighteen! She was so scared. She didn't know how to face her elder sister and how to face Ou Rufeng …
So the next day, before he woke up, she dressed quickly and ran out the door.
She didn't expect that after Ou Rufeng got drunk, he wouldn't remember anything from the previous night. To her, it was either a good or a bad thing …
She gradually walked out of her memories. The man in front of her still had a rebellious and unruly appearance. She sneered at him. No matter how good he was to her, it wouldn't be able to offset the pain he brought her.
Now he was asking her why she hated him?
She closed her eyes and was silent for a while before she slowly said, "Ou Rufeng, if you still want this child, please don't ask any more questions like this. I hate you because I'm born with this hatred.
Although her words were very calm, it wasn't hard for Ou Rufeng to hear her disgust towards him. The passion from when he questioned her immediately extinguished. She hated him so much, so why?
There had to be a reason, right? Ou Rufeng carefully recalled that she seemed to hate him for a long time ago. He sneered. This was the first time he was clearly said to dislike someone, but why would he care about her loathing?
Although it was his fault at the beginning of the marriage, but hadn't she also betrayed herself for the sake of the immediate benefits?
Talking to him about injuries, he had never known what injuries were, he was the only one who hurt others emotionally, no one else hurt him, those women who had been by his side should know, he had never liked this sort of submission.
He didn't continue to ask: "You go to sleep. I'll go to the study room to sleep."
He turned around without any change in mood. The woman in front of him didn't make him want to talk to her. She was closed and refused to talk to others from a thousand miles away. Did he, Ou Rufeng, do anything wrong?
It was because she was too nervous! There was only this one explanation. Ou Rufeng sneered and opened the door. It was a bit cold outside, and sleeping in the study was much better than sleeping in the same room with this annoying woman.
Ou Rufeng's departure calmed her down a bit. Thinking back to that year's events, she couldn't calm himself down. She was curled up in bed, but Ou Rufeng was too dangerous to her.
His hawk eyes were scanning the surroundings. As long as his line of sight reached somewhere, it would give off a strong sense of pressure. He didn't know how the others interacted with him, but Su Ning Xining was willing to give up everything in exchange for her departure.
She didn't want to live with this man. Even though he was outstanding and was perfect in front of outsiders, he was merely a nightmare for her …
She was lost in thought, and lately she had become more and more silent. At home, she could talk to her parents, and here she would just hide in her shell.
Many people felt that her personality was strange and difficult to get along with. She had only suffered injuries, so she was afraid of getting along with others.
It was almost midnight when her phone suddenly rang. She answered the phone, "Hello, you are …"
"Ning Xi ah, it's me, I'm Lin Qian, you don't even remember my number?" Lin Qian's voice sounded.
"Oh, I answered without even looking at the number. What business do you have with me?" Hearing the voice of her good friend, Su Ning Xi's heart finally felt a little better. Lin Qian was her best friend, and she had only told her her secret before.
"Can't I contact you without anything? Didn't you go too far when I heard you were married? Married is such a big matter, you still won't tell me! " Lin Qian said angrily.
"Qian Qian, don't be angry. There are a lot of things to explain, and I don't want to talk about them right now." Su Ning Xi said in a lonely tone.
"Is there something on your mind? You sound like you're not in a stable mood. Isn't it a good thing to be married? "What makes you sad?" Lin Qian asked carefully.
"I... I don't know. " Su Ning Xi said.
"Look at your weak voice, could it be … Does your husband have that complex? " When Lin Qian said that, her voice softened a little. She knew Su Ningxi's pain. In the past few years, she had only had her friend by her side as she closed herself off.
"No... "He …" As Su Ning Xi spoke, she unconsciously began to sob.
"So it's like this, this is … Ning Xi, what happened to you? "Don't cry, I feel terrible when you cry. Is he by your side right now?"
"He went to sleep in his study …" Su Ning Xi tried her best to hold back her tears, but her emotions were at odds with her, "What do we do … "Qian Qian, the person I'm marrying is …"
"Could it be that person?" Lin Qian did not hear Su Ning Xi's response even after about ten seconds. She said, "How could it be him! He has already caused you enough trouble, what exactly does he want? "
"I'm pregnant, Lin Qian. I don't want this child, what should I do?" Su Ningxi said helplessly.
"Are you pregnant? Ning Xi, why aren't you telling me anything? Although I can't help you in any way, I can still comfort you. My child is a life form, so I have no right to affect your decision. As for the man you're talking about, stay away from him, you can get a divorce now, but what are you afraid of? "With your conditions..."
"Qian Qian, I don't think I'll ever be able to like anyone again in this life. I've been destroyed by him …" Su Ning Xi said.
"Ning Xi, don't think like that …" Faced with such a situation, Lin Qian was at a loss for words. She didn't know how to comfort Su Ning Xi, so she could only accompany her and chat on the phone.
Sigh, just what the hell is fate? Why would the good-natured Su Ningxi meet that satanic man? This was Ning Xi's nightmare!
Su Ning Xi only managed to calm down two hours later. She bid farewell to Lin Qian on the phone, looking at the moonlight outside the window. No matter how bright and clear the moonlight was, night was still the main target.
The next morning, Ou Rufeng went back to his room to get his clothes. Su Ningxi still maintained the same posture as the night before, curled up on the bed like a small shrimp. This posture showed her uneasiness.
There were a lot of women in the world, Su Ning Xi's appearance was indeed very beautiful, but she was not a perfect person. Her weakness would probably make many men shy away from her, closing their eyes.
However, he didn't even need to communicate with her. Su Ningxi was only a representative for a position, and he, Ou Rufeng's wife in name, was nothing more than that.
He put down the note on the bedside. She wanted to see if he liked it or not. When Ou Rufeng stood in front of the mirror, no matter what happened, it couldn't affect his indestructible heart. Women wanting him to change their mood for them were simply wishful thinking!
She woke up very quickly. In her recent life, she had already gotten used to being alone, and she did her best to avoid time with Ou Rufeng. Since she rejected their meeting, it was likely that Ou Rufeng also knew that each time he walked, he would be faster than her by a lot, and the two of them had no chance of meeting each other.
She got up and, without putting on her coat, went to the window and looked out at the view. She went quietly back to the bed and noticed the note on the table.
He never asked about her attitude at all. Did the words he wrote mean that she must attend? She didn't like places with too many people. Besides, she wasn't used to being with Ou Rufeng as a husband and wife.
Ou Rufeng had returned around five. Su Ningxi had not changed into her dinner attire. It seemed like she did not want to participate in the dinner with him.
Ou Rufeng said, "Don't you want to participate? Don't you like money and material things? Such a woman should want to attend such a banquet. "
Facing Ou Rufeng's mockery, Su Ningxi did not say anything. She only looked at him with an indifferent and angry expression.
"Lin Ziyun will also be attending tonight's banquet. Don't you want to go and take a look?" How did Ou Rufeng know about her relationship with Lin Ziyun … That's right, Ou Rufeng was once elder sister's boyfriend. I think elder sister has said it many times in front of him.
"Or are you afraid of something? Escape from yourself? " Ou Rufeng sneered. Su Ning Xi did not know what his intentions were, but her self-esteem had been poked to a sore spot.
She said, "Didn't you want me to go? "Alright, I can promise you that."