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In the crook of his arm was his sister's hand. His face was covered with happiness, and Lin Ziyun also looked to be in a good mood. Su Ning Xi's heart was torn to pieces, as if everyone's life had nothing to do with her, and he was the only one who was in pain.

Her hands were clenched into fists. Her older sister, who had once cared for her, was now with her ex-boyfriend. She was forced to marry Ou Rufeng, and she was even pregnant with Ou Rufeng's child …

Fate always played tricks on her. Was she going to be like this for the rest of her life?

She didn't want to look at the two people in the ring, but Lin Ziyun was walking towards her. What did he want to say? Don't even mention apologizing, the word 'sorry' was too heavy. She knew that she wasn't outstanding enough and that her self-contained and defective self wasn't worth others liking.

"Ning Xi, you dressed beautifully today." Lin Ziyun walked over and said, with a gentle smile on his face. Previously, she thought this was the place with the most beautiful beauty, but now she knew that this smile wasn't meant for his.

"Ziyun …" She thought she was strong enough to pretend she was laughing when she saw him, but she couldn't. The moment she opened her mouth, she felt a lump in her throat, and she tried to control it.

"Ning Xi, I'm sorry, I …" Lin Ziyun wanted to say something but hesitated. Looking at Su Ning Xi's pale appearance, he felt very guilty.

He said, "Ning Xi, please don't feel sad. I'm very sorry that I chose your sister, and I had thought of being with you forever, but you always shut my heart out. I had no choice, I really had no choice, that's why …" "There are some things that have nothing to do with love. Sometimes, when you fall in love, you have to go through a period of trial and error. I miss you …"

"Don't say anymore, Ziyun. I know, I know everything." Su Ningxi lowered her head and said, "Don't apologize to me, I should thank you. It was you who brought me out of my pain. Now that you're happy, I …"

Su Ning Xi, you can do it! You must be able to tell me, don't be defeated by yourself. "She raised her head proudly and said," Seeing you happy, I am very happy. Zi Yun, you must take good care of your sister. "

Lin Ziyun nodded. "I will." Ning Xi, sometimes pain is only temporary. Don't make this pain infinitely bigger, you're already good enough, but I can't bear this kind of love. You're too pure, so I don't dare to break this kind of you. "

Her heart ached. Who was going to take her away from here? She didn't want to face the cruel reality. She was very selfish, she only wanted to be with the person she liked. She wanted to give the person she liked happiness to herself, but when she woke up from the dream, there was nothing left …

Lin Ziyun quickly returned to his sister's side. His sister couldn't face him, so she asked Lin Ziyun to tell him? To be honest, she felt a bit of resentment towards her elder sister, but as a member of the same family, her elder sister had given her too much love and care.

Looking at the wine cup in her hand, she had an impulse to drink it all in one gulp. She raised her hand and hesitated for a moment. In the end, she decided to do it again.

She looked up, and Ou Rufeng looked at her with an angry expression. "I don't know what you heard from him, I only know that you can't drink, if you have any problems, I won't stop you. But this child belongs to both of us, you don't have the right!"

Right? Did she not even have the right to do so? Why did he always shout at her? No matter how much her Su family let him down, he shouldn't be venting all his anger on her, right?

She was also human, why did so many people place such indifference on her? Her tears could no longer be controlled. She stubbornly wiped them away and said, "Ou Rufeng, I don't want to see you again today!"

She was wearing high heels. Regardless of Ou Rufeng's expression, he left the banquet on purpose! Deliberately bringing her to such a banquet, purposely wanting to see her embarrassed! Ou Rufeng, just how desperate are you pushing me!?

He had always thought that he was very strong, but only now did he understand how easy it was for her to be pricked and hurt. To Ou Rufeng, who had always been the only one to hurt others, how could he understand the pain of being hurt by someone he trusted the most?

The cold wind blew into her neck, and her thin clothes could not resist the cold. She let her tears flow, but she did not wipe them away. The tears that were raging inside exposed her feelings.

But the cruelty of reality shattered her dreams. She trotted along the path in front of the hotel, not wanting her vulnerability to be seen. She was always cold.

She thought Lin Ziyun understood her, and would be able to erase her even if she was in pain before. She felt that she was very useless, did God created her just to make her suffer the pain of her life?

It was all his fault! If it wasn't for the wedding a month ago when she was eighteen and if it wasn't for his provocation, she wouldn't have been humiliated today. She hated him!

"Ou Rufeng!" I hate you! " Facing the empty space, she cried out involuntarily, trying to vent all the unfairness and sadness in her heart.

The wind ruffled her hair, so much so that she did not hear the footsteps behind her, and put her arms around her, "What are you doing here? You don't want to live anymore? "

She instinctively resisted, and then she heard a voice. This was Ou Rufeng's voice. When did he come over?

She looked down and realized that she was standing on a rising step. Below her was a deep fountain, and the green water seemed to be mocking her.

"Let me go! Ou Rufeng! Do you hear me? I asked you to let me go! Let me go! " She resisted hysterically, this man who had ruined everything for her, now holding her, and she resisted him, even though his arms were strong around her, even though he meant well.

She wasn't a beggar. She wouldn't soften because of a simple action. Her heart had been frozen for several years, forming a heart completely separate from others. Everything that Ou Rufeng did was for himself.

This man was too selfish. She could guarantee that whoever gave her to him would end up dying.

"I'm not letting go. You're too emotional right now. Were you shouting 'hate me' earlier?" Ou Rufeng's overbearing and unreasonable tone made Su Ning Xi turn her head away in distress.

Her angry eyes looked at him. "What do you know? My life does not need your intervention, I want to do what, you get out of my way! "Why did you intervene in my life? I was originally living well, and it was all because of you. It was all because of you!"

He frowned but did not push her away. He said, "Sometimes I'm really curious, what secrets are in your heart, your self-restraint makes people want to avoid you, don't think that all men want to violate you. No matter how good-looking you are, what's the use of having a dirty soul?"

He was angry at her for wanting to die for something, angry at her self-imposed resistance to him, and at the clear pain and care in her eyes when she saw Lin Ziyun. What was he angry about?

He didn't know.

This air wasn't strong enough to affect his thoughts. He didn't like being affected!

It was a terrible feeling, as if something were heading for a place he didn't know.

"Dirty? What right do you have to call me dirty? No matter how dirty I am, I'm still better than you! "You are an executioner, you don't have the right to say it. You don't have the right!" She hated him. Why did he say that to her? He didn't understand her at all!

"Aren't you dirty? She looks like a pure and strong woman. Actually, others have already activated her. Since you are pregnant with my seed, I will definitely not treat you badly. If you continue to seek death like this and give me more trouble, I will not stop you like I did today! " Ou Rufeng said.

She didn't want to die at all, and apart from that time when she cut her wrist, she didn't have the urge to commit suicide again. However, she did not want to explain herself to him when he was being unreasonable. To him, explaining was a cover up.

Moreover, she didn't need to say any superfluous words to him. He was a madman, a madman that wouldn't consider the feelings of others!

Ou Rufeng took the opportunity to pull her down from the table. He then used his hands to hug her body. Her body weight was very light, even thinner than he had expected. The shape of her face added a bit of charm to it.

"What are you doing?" "Ou Rufeng, let me go!" What was he trying to do? Why did he have to hold her? She was very resistant to this sort of princess hug. His physical contact with Ou Rufeng reminded her of the past. She pushed him away. "Ou Rufeng!"

"It's better if you don't struggle. If I'm not in a good mood because of you, you have to bear the consequences!" She was so thin, and she carried a life in her womb. She could not continue to be thin like this, as the lack of nutrition from the mother's body would affect the normal development of the fetus.

She gave up struggling because of his words, and that damn contradiction appeared in her eyes again. Ou Rufeng's embrace was indeed very warm, but she didn't like him. She hated him, resisted him, and didn't want to see him.

On the other hand, she was pregnant with his child. She was a woman, and she hoped to have a child of her own. She knew that by giving birth to this child, her relationship with Ou Rufeng would be even more complicated.

She was very sad that she couldn't have both. Ou Rufeng, what do you want me to do? If the child's father hadn't been Ou Rufeng, any man would have been better than they were now. She wouldn't have been so conflicted. She couldn't tell anyone about these thoughts of hers.

"Don't think too much. I said that I wouldn't touch you and that's what I will do. I'm terribly disappointed in your behavior today. Driver, take her home first. I still have something to do. " As Ou Rufeng spoke, he closed the door.