Only then did Ou Rufeng let go of her. The fragrance of the woman's neck was intoxicating. It was faint, not that pungent. He had never asked about this type of smell before, but it was very special.
He didn't want to admit that when Su Ningxi was in his arms, his heart was beating unusually fast. It was easy to get stuck in traffic on the road ahead, perhaps he really should have noticed something.
His large hand brushed past her long hair, her very soft and delicate hair. He felt very comfortable touching it, and said, "Su Ning Xi, you had lost your long hair before, didn't you?"
"Do you remember?" Su Ningxi said, "At that time, my mood was very low. I just wanted to change my lifestyle, and my hair grew back from the age of eighteen. My hair grew very slowly, only growing so long after a long time."
He knew what she meant. In that terrible past, Ou Rufeng had appeared overnight in her life, but that night had changed her life. Ou Rufeng had a strong sense of guilt, and he sometimes couldn't tell if it was because of that guilt that he felt sorry for her, or if it was because he really liked her that he paid so much attention to her.
He only knew that he seemed to have found the person he had been looking for. Of course, this was only the initial stages, if he wanted to confirm, he would need time. He hoped that Su Ning Xi would pass his test.
It wasn't because he had a lofty attitude, but because he wanted to be serious and give it to someone, but because he didn't want to play anymore. He was already over 20 years old, how much time was left in his youth? All he could grab was the tail of time. He needed someone to share his life's troubles and the accomplishments of his career.
"I remember. Su Ning Xi, I've thought this through. I won't compensate you, and I won't apologize to you for this matter. I don't want you to think that my feelings are due to guilt, none of them are. " In front of him was a red light. He stopped the car and said, "Sometimes I think about the wealth I've created, and when I get home I'm exhausted. I just want someone to share it with me."
Ou Rufeng's meaning was very clear, but Su Ningxi didn't know how to reply. A short two months was not enough for her to form a comprehensive understanding of Ou Rufeng, because the previous shadow's influence was too deep, so she had to forget about the bad him and rebuild him. What she needed was time.
She struggled to speak. "Ou Rufeng, I know what you mean, but I …"
"I understand, I will give you time, you have to work hard, this is the first job assignment I gave you, you have to put in all your effort, I will cooperate with you, you just graduated, you don't know what kind of life the so-called successful people need." Ou Rufeng said.
"Don't tell me about your graduation theory. Does it have anything to do with feelings?" She had very little experience in society, but wasn't everything just the beginning? Is there a big change in the way men and women get along, whether they marry or not?
"This is your simple place. Although I am still considered young, I have worked hard in society for many years, and many things are not what we see with our naked eyes. I can find a lively, cute, and passionate girl to date, but marriage is a long term thing, and if we work together, it will include a lot of things that can't be described with a single sentence."
This was the first time that Ou Rufeng had shown her his feelings, and it was very different from what Su Ningxi had imagined. Ou Rufeng's private life was not the type to become an ascetic monk, as long as he liked it, he would do as he pleased. Unlike her, she would always use the past to torture himself, unwilling to accept any man who had good feelings towards her.
"I don't understand, I don't know what you guys are thinking, my thoughts are very simple, I just want to be simple, Ou Rufeng, you can't give me this kind of peace, you give me too little time, your personality and mine are too incompatible, and there is an insurmountable gap between us, I don't have that kind of courage …"
"If you don't understand, then I understand. There is nothing that you can't do. All you women believe in is your own life, but you don't dare to truly resist. Don't try to deceive yourself just because of the experiences and words of others." Ou Rufeng said, his hand tightly holding hers.
She lowered her head, looking at the surface of her shoes as she drew circles in her heart. She knew that she would not be able to forget Lin Ziyun, and she would also not be able to accept Ou Rufeng. In the face of Ou Rufeng's problems, she had to force herself into the corner every single time.
"Ou Rufeng, don't force me. I beg you, don't force me." Su Ning Xi covered her ears in distress. Her head was about to burst, but she still couldn't think of which path she should take.
"Don't run, that's just your damnable psychological hint. Since you can't make a choice, then I'll help you make a choice. Believe me, Su Ning Xi!" If you feel that it's not suitable, you can choose to leave midway. You need to make changes for yourself. " Ou Rufeng said.
The slow music seemed to form an ambiguous atmosphere between the two of them. Su Ningxi blankly stared at Ou Rufeng. He wanted to help her make a choice? How would he choose? Her head was in a mess. Since when did he become so ambiguous with Ou Rufeng? What had happened between them to change their attitudes?
She couldn't figure it out. It was all happening too quickly, so she couldn't grasp any ideas. "Ou Rufeng, don't pity me …"
She didn't want his feelings to be pity. She, Su Ningxi, didn't need any pity. She had been like this for so many years, don't give her too much care and warmth.
"Su Ning Xi, are you listening to me or not? I said that I did this to you not because I felt guilty, nor because I felt pity for you, but because my feelings for you were very hot, do you understand? I don't know what's wrong with me, maybe someone suddenly opened the emotional box, and that person could be you. " Ou Rufeng said. At first, his tone had an incomprehensible anger, but later it was followed by soft feelings. It was as if he was immersed in something and couldn't get out.
She didn't know why Ou Rufeng said so much emotional stuff. Why did it seem so far away today? She looked at Ou Rufeng and said, "Ou Rufeng, I will carefully consider it. Can you give me some time?"
"Alright, I'll give you enough time, but you have to give me a satisfactory answer." Ou Rufeng was like a king that threw questions at her, hoping that she would make a perfect choice. This sort of ruthlessness was to let her grow through bloody choices.
Ou Rufeng turned the car around, and the car turned in a certain direction. They arrived on the opposite road, heading in the opposite direction.
"Wasn't it in that direction just now? Why did you change the driveway now? Where are you taking me? " Su Ningxi asked in puzzlement.
"Stupid woman, do you think it would take more than an hour to get from the restaurant to the company? This is the furthest I've come around, and this is the nearest driveway to the company. " Ou Rufeng said.
At the beginning, her mood was a bit chaotic, so she didn't pay much attention to it. Now that she thought about it, it was actually Ou Rufeng doing it on purpose, didn't he already arrange this conversation with her?
It had to be said that Ou Rufeng was very cunning. Not only was he crafty in business, but he also felt that he had jumped into a trap that Ou Rufeng had dug earlier, a trap that was under his sole control.
Ou Rufeng loosened his tight tie and muttered, "Why is it so hot?"
Hot? God, he didn't have much on, and the weather was overcast, so the visibility wasn't high. Furthermore, there was a slight chill coming from the outside, causing people to feel very cold. How could he actually feel warm?
She looked at him and saw that there were small beads of sweat on Ou Rufeng's forehead. It seemed that Ou Rufeng's body was different from ordinary people's. He could also heat up in this sort of weather, it really wasn't something she could imagine.
In winter, her body temperature was especially low. As the company only had air conditioners all day, and all the female employees didn't wear much clothes, she was still a little cold. When spring arrived, the trees outside had already sprouted, and the tender green leaves were filled with vitality.
After hesitating for a long time, she finally took out the handkerchief that Ou Rufeng had given her. She reached out her hand and rubbed it a few times on Ou Rufeng's forehead, but Ou Rufeng's movements momentarily stopped. In the light, he saw that Su Ningxi's cheeks were slightly red, and her hand was also trembling.
After wiping it a few times, he shrank back as if he had touched a hot soldering iron. He explained awkwardly, "Your forehead is covered in sweat, I just …"
The car sped towards the company at a steady pace. As long as he wanted something or someone, there was no one that he couldn't get his hands on, Su Ning Xi would also be the same. He wouldn't give her any chance to escape, she would definitely make a choice under his imprisonment.
Su Ningxi was playing hide and seek with Ou Rufeng. Sooner or later, no one would be able to hide from his sight, and no one would be able to escape his grasp! Ou Rufeng knew that he was sometimes overconfident, but in this restless world, where everyone wanted to succeed, his conceit and his patience had paved the way for his success.
Ou Rufeng seemed to have found the right path for Su Ning Xi. He needed to place his emotions on the same level as Su Ning Xi, he couldn't overheat yet he couldn't get too cold, he couldn't force her to be too tight, and he couldn't relax and let her be free.
Su Ning Xi packed up the documents and walked out of the office. She used a shredder to shatter some unused documents and threw them into the trash can, completing all of this. She raised her head, a large shadow loomed in front of her, and then looked up.
"You … Why are we here? " Su Ningxi asked in surprise, when did Ning Yuyi appear? Unexpectedly, she didn't notice that Ning Yuyi was very gentle. He had a gentle appearance and his voice was very soft.