Chapter 712

My name is Yin siyao.

From the moment I remember, I seem to be carrying a disgraceful identity: illegitimate child.

From the moment I was sensible, I knew that I couldn't let anyone understand my mind.

Because those people, who are good to me, have other purposes.

These people also include my mother, Ma Yan.

Yes, I can't even trust my mother.

When I knew that I had a half sister, I realized this. For my mother, children are just tools, tools for collecting money.

Because of my existence, my mother gets a lot of money every year.

With this money, we live in this small county very smart and comfortable.

However, she is not satisfied, again and again in my ear, give me brainwashing, forced me to go back to my ancestors.

After all these years, I'm tired of staying in this small county.

Why don't you go back and see where the Yin family is?

of course, before I go back, I have to make a full disguise for myself: dandy.

Only when you become like this, can you let people over there rest assured.

Only when you don't do your job, the other person will believe that you are a good master.

Acting

is not difficult.

What's more, over the years, my mother has been training me as a dandy.

If you don't read too many books and cultivate a three outlook for yourself, I'm afraid you will be a dandy.

In fact, there is no shortage of dandies around you. You don't even need to learn. It's enough to just imitate the behavior of those people around you.

So, I cheated everyone very well.

Including the mother who never cared about herself.

The opportunity finally came.

The Yin family's legitimate son took the initiative to take him back to the Yin family.

it's God's help, and I also want to go back this time. I must have a good knowledge of the Yin family, which exists like the legendary Empire, and how my eldest brother looks like.

I just came back to the Yin family, and I went to the Grand View Garden like Grandma Liu. I really don't know what to do.

Always feel that all people are looking at themselves with the eyes of ridicule, despise themselves.

They can only make themselves look more dandy, to disguise their guilty and flustered.

However, there was a pair of eyes in the crowd, so kind and clear.

She didn't look at herself with scorn like others.

There is no impurity of contempt, doubt yourself.

But meet her eyes, his inexplicable a little flustered.

Subconsciously, respond to each other with a vicious attitude.

But then, I regretted it.

After all, she is still pregnant.

A woman named ran Xiwei appeared beside her. She seemed to understand men's mind very well and approached me actively.

I know that she came close to me for a purpose.

But what about that

I just need a woman to show off my dandy.

Even without this ranxiwei, I need other women to help me in this play.

Sure enough, ranxiwei took advantage of me and spent all the money in my hand.

But I don't care.

Because even if ran Xiwei didn't spend my money, my biological mother Ma Yan would have lost all my property.

Especially when I knew that all the money ended up in Gu Xi Xi's account, I was inexplicably happy.

It seems that this money is an apology for my previous bad words to her.

Well, it must be.

I tried to maintain the image of a dandy, but I didn't expect that the person who broke the image was not from outside, but my sister Ma Yingying.

With the appearance of Yingying, my dandy image was completely destroyed.

Because, I can't let my sister follow me.

So I began to make friends with my elder brother.

Yes, I also admit that I am not big brother's opponent.

No, I don't even have the qualifications of an opponent.

Big brother is really the existence of a God's residence. He is a superior emperor with unmatched momentum.

In fact, I envy big brother very much.

I envy him for being the legitimate son of the Yin family, but I'm just a concubine.

In fact, what he envies most is that he has such a good wife.

It's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen

so kind, pure, firm and intelligent, as if all the beautiful words in the world were added to her.She's like a goddess, worth looking up to.

The goddess saved Ying Ying. At the moment when she knew this, her mood was really complicated.

Originally, I didn't hate her. Now, I seem to like her a little.

The more times she appears in front of her, the more she seems to care about her.

I know that this is not possible, she is my sister-in-law, I absolutely can not have other thoughts on her.

However, the human heart is the most difficult thing to control.

Day by day, I sink into her smile.

Just when she decided to clean up her mood and face up to this wonderful relationship, she was murdered.

The day she gave birth, the whole family was present.

Listen to her life and death with big brother, listen to her tearful farewell.

My heart seems to be torn by a hand.

Gu Xi, Gu Xi

if you really forget yourself, you will still remember me

No, you probably won't remember me at all

after all, in your eyes, I am insignificant.

However, the thought that you will forget me makes it difficult to breathe.

Gu Xi Xi, you have to live, as long as you live, there will be opportunities in the future.

If you die,

no one in the world will understand my heart.

Gu Xixi, sister-in-law

please, survive

the secret medicine of the cloud family is really domineering. You choose to leave and give birth to a child. Your memory is clear, and all of us have become strangers.

Looking at your strange and alienated eyes, my heart, dull pain.

I know I'm not qualified to love, but I really can't control my greedy heart.

I just want to enjoy the pain alone.

Even if no one shares.

Three years, three years.

Big brother can think of you aboveboard, but I can only hide in the corner of no one, silently thinking about the little things I have been with you.

Yes, I dare not even think about your past.

It's just sneaky.

In the past three years, I have changed a lot.

I don't need to pretend to be a dandy anymore. I don't need to deny myself for the sake of other people's eyes.

However, I have something that hasn't changed in the past three years.

That is, a waiting heart.

Three years, too lonely.

It's so lonely.

Lonely, I can't help looking for a girl who looks a bit like you.

I raised her and did nothing.

Just think of you, go to her, and then through her eyebrows, quietly think, at this time, where you will be, what you will do.

This girl is very clever. She saw what I meant, but she didn't tear it down.

We need and depend on each other so tacit understanding.

Until one day, my family told me that you have returned to China

I can't describe how I felt at that time.

Cheering and nervous

maybe, maybe, maybe not.

All I know is that I'm really happy.

Because I can see you again

but I dare not face you.

I'm so afraid of you saying to me, "who are you, please?"

I think that's what I fear most.

Yes, I'm most afraid that you don't remember me

I can only peek at you from a distance, which is enough.

I saw you again, but I didn't expect it was when my father showed up.

All the people are angry, all the people are struggling, all the people are crazy to express their feelings.

Only you noticed me.

Is it ridiculous

even if you lose your memory, you still instinctively see through my heart.

Gu Xixi, you say, are we really predestined,

at that time, when you said those words to me, at the moment when I madly poured out to you, you know, I really wanted to cry.

I really want to hold you and cry.

Why, the world is so big, there are so many people, but you are the only one who understands me. Thank you for your comfort and your presence.

Thank you, let me once again find the comfort of the soul.

Watching you with my own eyes, changing day by day, and deepening my feelings with my elder brother day by day, my mood is really complicated.

Happy for you and sad for yourself.

After all, I still want to be greedy, don't I.

There will be retribution.I didn't expect that Yingying would fall madly in love with her elder brother after you recover your memory.

Oh, my God, when I knew this, I felt that my world was collapsing.

why could it be this way?

why should it be so cruel to me?

it was hard for me to see you again. Why did my sister come out to hurt you again?

No, it can't be However, Yingying did not listen to my advice and went her own way.

I'm sorry. I'm giving you trouble.

this sister, I'm really disappointed, even more disappointed than my mother Ma Yan.

I've done my utmost to her.

Therefore, when you said that you would do your sister-in-law's duty and look for my wife, I agreed without any hesitation.

As long as that person is my sister-in-law's favorite, I like it.

So I went to the girl I raised, said goodbye to her, and completely settled the past.

I want to happily marry the wife you choose for me.

But I didn't expect that my mother, who didn't worry, caused you trouble again.

Oh, really, I'm sorry

you shouldn't have sent me that message.

Because that's my last straw.

Once I hold fast, I can't let go in my life.

However, you still made it, and I caught this straw.

However, I don't regret it. Sao Suo {there is a president who wants to marry me

I will guard the rest of the time.

No matter what happens, I will die.

But, Xi Xi, what should I do

I seem to have lost the ability to love.

It seems that I can't fall in love with Wei Ziyu.

I'm sorry.

That's what I want to say to you. One more thing, I'm sorry.

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