C56

Any time, friends should be a happy thing, I think now.

I picked up the phone...

The sun's fine today. There's a smell here, and I want to stay a little longer.

I think I must have laughed, because I found out that everyone in my family knew my habits, and most of the time I would be calling, so I could pick up the phone while I ate. It didn't affect me at all. Comfortable even brought out the can of cashew nuts, paper towels, garbage cans. The small trash can on the table was a cute little kangaroo, which was used to store trash like peel and tissues.

"Is her makeup nice?" I don't know what kind of phone call to call me. It was so noisy and it felt like I was on the street.

Yes.

As he listened to the call, he ate some cashews. Salt is the best way to taste it, and I can eat a lot at a time, but the speed at which it is replenished is also fast. If I ate up now, he could probably make up for it in half an hour, just a little more.

Lying lazily on the sofa, looking at the flowers, waiting for the birch to continue.

"What are you doing?" he asked timidly.

"Reading." I found time to reply. He wondered why it took so long to ask such a question. But I didn't care, I wasn't in a hurry. He continued to ponder his question, and I continued to eat my cashew nuts.

"You didn't go shopping?" It took Ran Hua about sixty seconds to figure it out and ask me such a profound question.

"Yes."

How do I feel we have the situation of a divorced couple meeting with their children, both of us trying to carefully ask a few questions that are less private and less repugnant to the other party?

"Miao Miao called a few days ago to ask you to go shopping …" Lan Yu had the potential to be divorced three times, so her questions were very distant.

I keep shaking my head. I don't know. I don't know why Miao called me, nor do I want to know why she asked me out.

"She called but no one answered, so she came to find me to ask about your situation. I thought you …" In such a noisy background, and in such a slow and slow speech and hesitation, I really do not know what difficulties he has or what secrets he needs to do in order to do this.

I looked at the flower rack, jasmine blooms too bright, no doubt because the room temperature is too high. So sometimes, you need to give them a blow job, right? But what exactly is Lan Hua planning to blow on me?

"She asked you to go shopping the day after tomorrow …" Lan Hua continued his great muddled project, but even after talking for a long time, I still didn't get the point. Could it be that he was very familiar with Miao Miao and wanted to pass the message on for Miao?

Or did he think that he was very familiar with me? If his classmate couldn't find me, he would look for him … A spokesperson?

I shook my head. I've been on vacation for more than half a month and I've already forgotten who. Don't say she teased me in public, me and her primary school classmate, does she not know that I never go shopping? He was speechless.

"You're not going?" Jean Hua confirmed for a moment, and then seemed to be relieved, telling me very seriously, "She told me to come and invite you. Furthermore, you … It wasn't because he was staying at home during the holidays, was it? How boring. Why didn't you come out for a walk … Shall we go skiing? "

Speechless! Are we that familiar with each other?

To be honest, I don't think it's boring to stay at home for a winter vacation. On the contrary, I have learned many things during this winter vacation, and may be able to use them in the future and benefit from them for the rest of my life.

"Why?" Lan finally stopped the long speech and lobbying, quiet down and seriously asked me.

I wiped my hands on a wet tissue and picked up the scraps from the blanket and put them in the trash. He said lightly, "It's nothing, my guardian won't allow it."

"Lan Hua probably looked up at Cang Yao and cursed Yin Yijie. After talking to me for a long time, he still got angry." Girl, it's your holiday so why are you acting like a guardian? Do you even have any humanity left in you? "I'll treat you. I'll come pick you up in a while."

Err, he sure is a good brother. Very manly. The problem is, my guardian … No, but I don't think anyone else must be more human than he is.

As for shopping, it may be a girl's patent, but it doesn't belong to me.

My shopping history is clean.

"It's good if you don't want to …" I had been thinking in the same direction as Jean Hua, and now another illogical remark popped up.

But I could hear something strange, and his sigh, thin, with a kind of dark, sharp gentleness that I knew well.

His tone was familiar to me. So he really had something to say to me, just that he hadn't found the right entry point?

In that case, I might as well give him a chance.

"What is it? Why did she have to invite me? "

I believe that Lan Hua won't pass on these words for no reason, and won't say "It's good if you don't want to go" for no reason. There must be a reason for his words.

I think we should know...

The noise from the other end of the phone continued, as did the heavy breathing of Ran Hua. He might be saying something, he might be hesitating, he might be trying to prepare me in this particular way, to make me more receptive, or he might want to shock me. But my patience has always been good, and my endurance has always been better. I'll wait.

The cashew nut is a little fat, but it tastes good, so, since I'm still growing up, I can eat it with some confidence.

He ate the cashew nuts, admired the tea flowers, and stared at the lilies. He wasn't in a hurry at all.

"Liao Liang's dad is dead …" He finally lost, speaking with an incomparably victorious tone.

Err …

Liao Liang's father was someone who fell down from the top of the pharmaceutical factory and became a pile of mud. In the end, he was still free …?

I woke up a little bit and had a cup of soy milk and woke up.

Oh … There's another star in the sky, I think. However, what does this solemnly tell me have to do with me?

Did he have to take moral responsibility?

My guardian had to travel for more than ten days in a row to come back home and sleep for twelve hours without knowing that his fingernails had been flattened by me. Should he bear the responsibility of jumping off the building when that person was fired?

Wouldn't that be too ridiculous? He had been working so hard, yet he had already taken on many responsibilities for other people's negligence. Could it be that he would have to take on the responsibility for the weakness of other people's character?

As for his legal responsibilities, that was even more impossible. It wasn't Yin Yijie who pushed him down the stairs, and there wasn't any …

"I heard that he woke up a while ago, but his medical fees were all very high. Furthermore, he had to bear the responsibility himself, so …" Lan Hua seemed to have a kind of winter desolation, and spoke very depressingly.

"For the sake of his many years of service, the pharmaceutical factory has subsidized him with one hundred and eighty thousand... Liao Liang was going to school. I'm not sure what Miao Miao is looking for, but if you really don't want to come out, then just run away. "

Lan Hua's tone was very weird, but I didn't think anything of it. Perhaps the air in my house was too good. The sunlight squinted at me. It was very shy and passionate!

I'm just an ordinary person who just wants to live a normal life of happiness that belongs to me.

As for what Liao Liang's father is like, it has nothing to do with me. On the contrary, Yin Yijie is more related to me.

It would be New Year in a few days, and he would come back later and later every day. Sometimes, he would come back at two or three o'clock, and he even smelled of alcohol or perfume or makeup.

But when he came to see me, he always washed and scented.

Thus, my dream had a new message: Smell the faint fragrance and know that my guardian has returned.

He seemed to kiss my forehead, sigh, and then go back to sleep.

In fact, I don't know exactly when he came back, or if he did anything else in front of me.

But... We've already kissed, what else … When he woke up, everything was fine.

When he woke up early, Yin Yijie would always sit by the door of the living room, focusing on his small matters.

I felt that this position was really very good. It wasn't bright in the early morning, and facing the hazy morning light, I began a new day. I felt that everything was new, natural, hazy and beautiful.

If the weather was good, you could see the morning glow, or the sun's rays. It was very beautiful.

But this is my way of thinking, Yin Yi also buries his head into it, he won't look up without waiting for me to stir up some trouble. However, I will always make a timely appearance after breakfast, mixed face to improve the visibility, hur hur.

Yin Yijie will give me eight to ten minutes, say a few words, and then obediently eat my breakfast.

This is the time of day I see him. I can't speak more than ten sentences to him.

Of course, because we see each other every day, the phone calls are almost saved, and I don't think it's necessary.

But this … That's enough.

My guardian has so many homes, and likes to go back to bed here every day, to get up early to eat a hearty breakfast and touch my head. Hmm … It was as if he had made it his home, too, our home together, and it felt good.

Occasionally, Song University would even send New Year's gifts home. It was said that it was a local specialty gift from a foreign supplier's client contact, with all sorts of things being provided. Once I received a box of taro and once a box of winter bamboo shoots. Comfortable and I just stare at each other. I don't think we need them at our current cooking level.

When Yin Yijie wasn't home, his food was sold at a discount.

On the first day of New Year's Eve, I had dinner with Comfortable Early Dinner. Afterwards, we started to study.

I think learning is the best thing. Whenever you need it, it will be obedient; get good grades, win the respect of teachers and classmates, get a good college job, or kill time, fill the void …

In short, once you realize its benefits, you will definitely cheer for it.

These days, I will read the books from last semester once again, consolidate a little, read the books from next semester twice more, get to know most of them, and then start to play and surf the internet. I don't know what time it is, or if I do. Brian is online, chatting with me.

I feel like I want to find someone to talk to, but I don't particularly want to talk to. Instead … I want someone to keep me company. Brian seemed to be the perfect candidate. We even formed a kind of tacit understanding that we could do things from all sides and then each be released.

I'm not a typical social animal, but I can't escape the social nature of humans. Sometimes, I also want to talk to people. Of course, today was a very special day. In a way, it was even more special than tomorrow. That was why I couldn't sleep for a long time. There was only the sound of my tapping keyboard in the study. This kind of silence brought me a special feeling.

Perhaps others would find it strange, but on this day, there was a feeling of Christmas Eve in my heart. On New Year's Eve, I can only watch others reunite, eat good food and wear new clothes. And tonight, the entire world has not yet been completely lively. I can still sit quietly, and my world won't suffer too much of a shock.

I like to enjoy myself quietly on New Year's Eve.

To me, this night is my year. Sometimes all kinds of institutions and social lovers will accompany us on this night to celebrate the New Year with gifts and blessings. I don't know how many of them were meant for themselves, how many others wanted a token of their gratitude from me as a sign of his love, but now that I think about it, at least they made me feel less lonely.

Now I was sitting in my study, my study, a low-key luxury that gave off a strong sense of culture; I was beginning to live my own year.

"Karen, it's time for you to rest." Brian attacked me as if I were my second guardian.

However, I ignored him. I only call him New Year every year, so I have the right to indulge him once. Furthermore, I don't have much right to do so. How did he suddenly become so silly? Or was it because I was too rigid and had piqued his interest?

"It's still early, let me wait a bit …" If I didn't have to, I could talk a little more, usually more than three words.

After thinking for a bit, I asked him, "Are you on vacation for the new year? How are we going to celebrate? "

"Shit! No matter how many Chinese there are here, there will be no Chinese festivals. I still need to go to class normally, after class and a few friends go to a Chinese restaurant to meet up. "Also …" Brian sent it to me three times, and the last sentence was, "We were invited to participate in the celebration organized by the higher-ups, memorizing the lines, rehearsing it, dressing it …"

"Are you the representative for the foreign students? Then you're the little boss, right? " "I feel that his temperament is a little like that of a big boss. He is calm, reserved, cultured, and experienced, far beyond the level of my father." The title of "Little Leader" might not be appropriate for him.

"Ahh …" "Dididi …" I don't know what he said, but I couldn't tell what he meant. In the end, he gave me a very considerate reply that could be understood by humans, "It's very silly and boring, but it's not enough. Sometimes, they even have to help out."

Looks like my guess isn't wrong. I chuckled to myself. I don't know what his potential is in the future. If he doesn't come up with a 'big boss', it would be too terrifying. But it shouldn't be difficult, I believe him.

"Why aren't you resting? Little pump girl should sleep more beauty sleep. " When Brian saw I was still for a moment, he continued to press me.

But I also thought it was strange. It wasn't a weekend, so why didn't he have any classes and still chat with me? Could it be that there was no class? I've heard that a university is different from a high school. The classes you choose are not arranged according to the order in which they are arranged, but have a timetable for each class. If you happen to have no classes in the morning or even the day, it's about the same as taking a break.

"But I don't think that's what I care about, I just..." Today is my year. " "No," I said.

"It's already been a year, why would I care about one day?" Brian replied quickly.

I stared at the screen. It must have been melancholy, to have been blown away by the 'day' just like that. In fact, which day isn't a day for us?

"Here's a song for you, go to bed early." After a while, Brian, something came up and he gave me this.

He quietly looked at the fish tank that looked like a crystal ball. It took him three minutes to think about the hope he had today.

I feel that I need to be able to appreciate my vision the most,

No matter what time, no matter if it was raining or falling out of love, if I looked at myself once more, perhaps there would be no one by my side. It would also be a brilliant day.

Love-ourself-every-way

He felt more pity for himself …

Love – Yourself-every-day........

I turned on a few games, listened to songs, played, and felt good.

However, playing games was definitely a waste of time. For those who had too much time, it was the easiest way to pass it. Perhaps to those who were waiting, it was the best way to kill time. It allowed them to kill two hours of their life without them even realizing it.

I didn't plan to check the time that night, but that didn't mean no one had warned me.

The door to the study room was gently pushed open. I didn't look at it, since it was comfortable it wouldn't matter to me. Perhaps, he thought that I was studying again …

"It's already so late, why aren't you sleeping?" Yin Yijie is my guardian. He remembers his responsibilities almost always. Give me a glass of milk, then turn around and stand beside me, touching my head with disapproval.

Why did I feel like this wasn't something he should ask me, it was something I should ask him.

He still smelled of wine, vaguely of his own body, its dry fragrance.

He wasn't drunk, and I don't think I've ever seen him drunk, either. The only time I didn't want to remember!

I always feel that the smell of drunkenness is not very clean,

It doesn't matter if you drink less. There is a slight aroma of wine between your lips, which is very mellow; but if you drink too much, it becomes somewhat vulgar and … Sloppy or nasty.

"What are you thinking about?" Yin Yijie's palms are very hot, and I don't seem to be clear-headed even if I'm not drunk. Otherwise, according to normal times, he would have already seen what I was thinking. But I kept my head down, and he might not be able to see it even if he wanted to.

What are you thinking about? Naturally, I couldn't tell him.

If it's not necessary, I better not provoke him and challenge his bottom line.

"Drink it quickly, finish the breakfast and go to sleep …" Yin Yijie seemed to react or get used to it. He let go of me and walked towards the door. Standing at the door, he looked at me again and said, "Tomorrow we still have to guard the new year, you are not allowed to doze off …"

Keeping watch? He … You actually know how to guard the year? Watch, we are one year older, watch, this one year old, we … Inadvertently, following the hyperbolic curve to the top, standing at a distance within the reach of the other party, trying to hold onto this point?

I obediently started drinking the milk.

Did he often lose sleep and therefore need thick milk to help him sleep?

Grandmother said, the child, have no mind, sleep until dawn.

He was an adult, had he experienced many things? As a result, he would often suffer night after night?

Actually, he wasn't that old, he seemed to be about the same age as the ice in the jade pot. However, when doing things, he always felt that there was a depth and an untouchable vicissitudes, or desolation.

Desolation? I didn't find the word funny. Not every rich person, or every young master, was a happy prince. I believe that everyone has their own story, so I don't think I must be the most pitiful person in the world. I have the confidence to make my life a little happier, because happiness is something that I have strived for myself. For example, right now, I … He felt pretty good.