C64

I'm not afraid, really.

I had seen him do bed sports with a woman, had seen him face Tuilan's abuse, had seen him face to face with old man Fan, had seen him face to face with the worst.

However, I had never seen him with such an expression before. He was even more furious than when I stole a glance at his diary. I felt that even if I saw his despondent appearance, I wouldn't lose my composure like this.

Really, none of this matters, and I don't think it's the problem itself.

The problem now was that his growls were too strong for him, and his pain was obvious.

I certainly wasn't the source of his pain, and I had no idea what was wrong with him.

But this time, I won't listen, I won't go out, I want to go to him, I want to help him, even if it is to create a new history.

I don't know what kind of history I'd be creating, and I don't know if I'd flinch if I knew the answer now, but I don't think so.

As long as I look at Yin Yijie's expression, as long as I don't kill or set fire to him, I might be willing to do it.

While his brain was working, his feet had already started moving. Even though the floor was very cold and it felt bone-chilling cold, but it was just a step at a time …

I left very firmly. No tears, no panic, no obedience, I wanted to show that I, too, was his family.

"Hurry up and leave …" Yin Yijie moved his body uneasily.

Are they all Brawlers? Are they all Brawlers? Are they all so uncomfortable? Are they all still in high spirits?!

His voice didn't have much strength, nor did it have much confidence. Amidst the pain, there was only one kind of perseverance.

He slowly closed his eyes. Exhausted, he concealed his firm conviction.

He gritted his teeth so hard that they sounded like they were about to shatter.

I shook my head slightly. I won't go.

After a few steps, I walked for a century …

With every step I took, I became stronger.

Tonight, Comfortable hides from me, blocks me, he also stops me, clearly, the situation is very bad.

Or rather, Yin Yijie is sitting on the cold ground in his shorts right now, and he's been sitting there for at least two hours now, if I count him as comfortable.

He had been sitting in the cold for at least two hours, and he knew how much damage that would do.

I don't know what he's suffering for, or why they're hiding it from me, but I think I'm sixteen, a teenager, not a child.

There are some things I can already take responsibility for, can also think independently, can face bravely.

My toes hurt, frostbitten on the cold floor.

However, my heart isn't hurt because I have still met him. He is still alive and still …

You can still get angry at me with just a breath of air, and you're still thinking about me …

Suddenly, the corner of my mouth curled up. I felt really warm in my heart.

No one had thought of me that way for a long time. They were clearly under the same roof, and he clearly needed someone to take care of him, even if it was calling for first aid, but he shut himself in this cold corner and bore the responsibility alone.

I never thought Yin Yijie was a good person, even though he's raising me now.

However, I don't think that he is unforgivable. I even suspect that he has done so many evil deeds.

Heh … Those who did good things may not be good people, but those who did bad things may not be bad people either, right?

Look, my guardian is still revising my view of the world in this situation, what a genius.

"Don't laugh!" Yin Yijie's voice became weaker, the cold command sounded like a plea.

His eyes were like a volcano that was about to erupt. Raging flames were clearly visible, as if they could erupt at any moment.

Tightly looking at me, the deep yearning in the pain of the needle.

He grabbed his hair with one hand and pulled at his thigh with the other. A bloody wound protruded between his fingers.

I didn't want to laugh, nor did I feel the need to cry. I increased my pace and neatly bent down, grabbing both of his hands.

I stopped laughing. Although my smile was very shallow, it was restrained.

His body was very hot. When he was close enough, he could feel an abnormal heat wave.

His hand was like a burning incense, burning hot.

"What's wrong with you? "Tell me … what should I do?"

I looked at him seriously. Calm, steady, full of concern.

Yin Yijie is so fragile right now. I really want to hug him, just like he hugged me when I was sick.

Yin Yijie, such a clean and cold man, who had been keeping an eye on his appearance, was actually in such a sorry state.

I don't know why, but I feel sorry for her.

He was a man, too, and he had his faults and his pains; but he was still insisting, and when I stopped him, he was trembling all over, and I felt it.

What was he holding on to? Why was he trembling?

I carefully recognized each of his strange reactions, and then I felt my heart ache:

You're still not willing to tell me? Are you really going to make me worry to death?

"Hurry up and leave..."

Yin Yijie's voice became weaker and weaker. It seemed that he had used up all of his strength and rationality just by saying those two words.

Could it be that he was running out of energy and could not hold on any longer?

How could such a person, sitting in such a lonely corner in his own home, endure such torture?

His head, face and even body were covered in droplets of water. It was unknown whether it was the cold air or his sweat.

But now was not the time to care. I let go of his hand, raised my sleeve, and wiped his sweat in the most primitive way.

Then he quickly asked, "You know I won't leave, so tell me. Or I'll give you first aid. "If you don't get to the hospital soon, you'll be finished."

There were two shallow scratches on his face, too, and his hair was missing a lot, and there was blood at the roots.

As I checked my sleeve, it was mottled and shocking.

However, I still tried my best to remain calm. He looked just like a child, so I had to be a good adult.

Actually, everyone has a childish side, I …

I have to coax him, scare him, I think I can.

I can do it.

"Ke Er, quickly leave …" I … "It will hurt you …"

Yin Yijie grabbed my arm tightly, wanting to push me away, but he didn't want to let go.

At this moment, his body trembled even more violently. He hurriedly gritted his teeth and bit his lips …

I quickly put my finger, my index finger, into his teeth so he wouldn't hurt me by biting my finger.

Angry, I shouted in a low voice, "You're not allowed to have your lips! The wound won't heal by then. If you don't want to hurt me, be honest. Why don't I send you to the hospital! "

Yin Yijie bit my finger and bit it tightly. It was only then did he realize that it wasn't his own lips.

Breathing heavily, I open my eyes and look at me in pain before quickly letting go.

I wiped the top of his head for him and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth.

Kneeling on one knee, she took him in her arms and held him close to her chest. The ground was very cold, and his body was very hot. Water and fire mixed together, and it was an extraordinary torment.

Yan Yijie looked as if he had been clicked, and immediately struggled out of my embrace while shaking his head fiercely, "Don't … Don't go to the hospital... Ke Er … I can't take it anymore, don't touch me … Don't go to the hospital... Don't let anyone know … "Don't touch me …"

What do you think when a big pervert says to a pure beauty, Please keep your moral integrity?

My guardian has obviously secretly tried to get close to me countless times, but now that he has pushed me away, I still felt it in my chest …

This could only mean one thing: he was indeed very sick.

Weird, I can't stand it anymore and I don't want to go to the hospital. What's wrong with it?

I'm talking about his brain.

I thought maybe I was being nice, and he was really like a child, repeating it over and over, saying it for no apparent reason, feeling like he wanted to welcome me but refused, playing with me?

You're already on the verge of death, and you still have the mood to play with me?

That can't be necessary, right?

I … After thinking for a moment, he decided that it was necessary to explain the situation to him clearly. It would be best if he could express his attitude and let him choose on his own before he fainted.

Seeing that he was about to scratch his leg again, I hurriedly grabbed his hand. This guy's wounds aren't easy to heal, yet he's still acting so recklessly.

I coldly shouted, "You have two choices right now: one, tell me what's wrong, and then change your course of action. Two, send you to the hospital." "Don't follow me with mushrooms."

Hugging his head again, he could clearly feel that he was currently quite weak. Furthermore, he had to endure some kind of inhumane torture, and even his breathing was very disorderly.

But even so, as long as we were together, I had enough courage to face it.

No matter what happens to him, I will do my best to make him better.

Yin Yijie panted heavily for a while before trying to struggle free from my embrace.

"Ke'er pursed her lips and tried her best to explain to me," Ke'er, stop messing around... You shouldn't know about this … You are too young … "Good girl, don't worry about me. If you're comfortable, go out and think of a way. You'll be fine very soon …"

"Nonsense!" If it continued to freeze like this for a while longer, you would become a cripple! You don't want to raise me anymore? That's not up to you! " I'm furious. Does this fellow still not understand the situation or not?

Nutty, if it's like this, I'm not … Beat him!

"I don't know how long I'll have to wait for it to feel good. I'm already counting from one to two, do you want me to say it or not? "One …"

"Ke Er!" Yin Yijie called out to me with great effort and pulled my hand. The temperature of his palm could make me burn. After swallowing a few mouthfuls of saliva, he looked at me with blood-red pupils, just like a vampire before he went crazy.

After looking at me for a long while, she closed her eyes with difficulty and turned her head away. She said in a hoarse and low voice, "Ke'er, I … I was drugged, but I didn't expect the drug to be so strong. There were also a lot of other things, so it was quite complicated. This was a new drug, I had to find a way to deal with it comfortably. However, don't worry. This medicine doesn't have any life threatening effects. It is just tormenting the body. I … "I might have to endure this for the time being. Once the medicinal properties have passed, I'll be fine …"

When I drugged him, my eyes found the lotus root he had propped up beneath him. Just a moment ago, I thought that this was his usual beastly nature. I didn't expect that he would actually …

Heh … Yin Yijie, you dared to make a move on me. Now you are actually embarrassed to say such a thing.] He …

I pursed my lips, nibbled, lowered my head, and pressed it against his forehead.

I'm not such a pure girl. I've heard of this medicine, of course. I've even seen someone take it from my mother. There were some men who simply had no interest or were bored and just took medicine before having sex with their mothers. Occasionally, my mother would get so bored that she would take medicine and then socialize and earn money.

I've heard that after taking this medicine, men become incomparably bold and powerful.

Yin Yijie said he was afraid of hurting me, and he said so, but he didn't expect the medicine to be so strong.

Could it be that he still remembers to protect me when such a potent drug breaks out?

I …

"Ke Er, I'm your guardian and responsible for protecting you …" Don't be afraid … "Go away, it's alright …" Yin Yijie smiled sadly, as if he felt that he was not good enough to make me worry.

When did he become so responsible?

The question is: You're not like a good person, and I don't know if what you're doing is a good thing, but now, how am I supposed to leave?

Looking at his almost twisted face, I finally understood why he wouldn't let me near him.

Because the closer I got to him, the worse he felt.

But now, his rejection was another type of temptation for me.

The more he wants to protect me, the more I want to help him.

I am a child, and I only know who is truly good to me, and I will be good to whom.

I know I'm too young to be in the adult world this early.

However, my guardian continued to instruct me.

But obviously, he was kind to me.

At such a juncture, his refusal was a form of protection for me.

But can I walk? Can I?

Maybe I should be reserved, or shy and leave, but now is obviously not the time.

"Tell me, how can I help you? "I don't understand."

I am not a pure and beautiful white lotus, but a poppy with original sin. At this moment, I will not give myself to you. But I can do my best. We are not good people. You don't need to insist, and I don't need to see you suffer. If you really want to protect me, maybe I'll have to wait for you to recover. Because I can feel that if someone drugged you, they would want to harm you. Although I don't know why, but as long as someone wants to harm you, that's enough.

We have to work hard to learn to save ourselves. We are two people now. We don't have to hurt ourselves or bear the burden alone.

"Speak, you should know. You know my family, so there's no need to worry, other than … " Just in case he misunderstood, I couldn't help but remind him.

I'm sure he knows what the stuff is, or he wouldn't have dared to insist.

I don't think he'll choose to die.

Gently stroking his hair for a moment, I was soaked again, and there was still a chill in the air behind my back, as if it was going to freeze me too.

Truly amazing. Even after such a long time, he still couldn't calm down. It seemed like this matter was truly difficult to deal with.

But I'm not afraid.

We can face him together.

This feeling was very stable.

His body was trembling, one after the other. The blood vessels under his white skin were clearly visible, as if they could burst at any time.

One could even hear the sound of his blood madly flowing through his veins. It was extremely hair-raising.

I didn't know if it was going to happen, or if my temptation had left him powerless to resist.

In short, the situation was dangerous.

Such a simple method of freezing was obviously ineffective.

Yin Yiji endured for a while before opening his eyes with great difficulty. He reached out his hand to touch my face, trying his best to be gentle as he said, "Ke'er, I won't hurt you. Never. "Believe me …"

"What, is it a farewell?" It hasn't reached that level yet, right?

I took a deep breath and lightly shook my head. I stood up and supported him. "Get up. We'll head back to the bedroom first. We'll take a bath before lying down on the bed to rest. and then tell me what to do. "

His words were very pleasant to listen to, but if he were to change his tone and mood on a different occasion.

However, I do not easily believe in anyone, nor is I infatuated with sweet talk, so I really want to tell him:

As long as you are well, you are more important than anything else.

Knowing his problem, my peripheral vision would never land on his lotus, where … He propped up a large flower.

I suspect that his size model, or the kind of depression he is enduring right now.

I suddenly asked, "Don't you have a lot of girlfriends? How about I call one over for you?" Will you be okay with them? "

Blushing, I finally felt my face grow hot.

Such a question, even if she knew, if she said it out loud, it would still be …

I bit my tongue and turned my face away, trying to help him to his feet.

It's better to find something to do than to be embarrassed. I'm depressed.

Yin Yijie looked at me, and after a long time of hard work, he finally made up his mind. He helped me stand up, and my body felt a little stiff.

Hearing my words, I almost fell down again.

Tall, leaning against my shoulder, a little heavy. Yin Yijie opened his red eyes and looked at my face.

He reached out his hand and touched it slowly, shaking his head and laughing.

Her laughter was very difficult, very childish, very …

I don't know which words of mine are so nutritious, but he suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.

Even though he was still restraining himself, but … He seemed to have obviously absorbed the nourishment of a certain sentence of mine, and he felt his whole being brighten up and become much more spirited.

Gently touching, she said in a low voice, "I don't want anyone else. "Because …"

He looked at me without moving. Something seemed to be coming out of his eyes as he gently and slowly said, "Ke Er, I will wait for you to grow up …"

Thunder! It rumbled through the sky!

He almost knocked me out!

I stopped thinking about what he meant.

Did he mean that other women's explanations would be useful?

When I grow up, his medicine...

I am depressed: it seems that his brain must have been burnt out!

A veteran of the rainstorm arena, waiting for his life to be related to the real need, faced Chairman Mao and solemnly swore: "I don't want it!"

I will establish a chastity memorial arch for a little girl who dares to stab me with a knife!

Do you think he's got a screw loose in his head?

It's the same effect as being kicked by a donkey, I heard.

Looking at my own meal ticket, I was speechless. I said with great difficulty, "I won't..."

Red in the face, this time... When it comes to substantive issues, I … She still lowered her head, blushing deeply.

If you really want me to devote my life to the revolution, I … I … I'd rather call him a girlfriend.

Gritting my teeth, I don't feel like it. I even want to beat up other women.

However, it is still too difficult for me to sacrifice myself.

No matter how good Yin Yijie is, I don't want to give myself to him like this.

I hate it.

Yin Yijie seemed to have picked up a treasure. The more I blushed, the more I stammered, and the more he laughed.

"Ke Er, don't be afraid …"

Yin Yijie's heart beat faster than anything I've ever heard before. He moved closer to my face and whispered, "Ke'er, let me hug you." "In a moment, take a bath, then …"

No! I'm going to break down.

"Then go quickly, you … "How long more can we last?" I was suddenly annoyed.

He was already in this state, yet he was still holding on?

Gently pushing him, I said that I looked at him and said in a low voice, "Let's wait for tomorrow. We can't carry as much as we want …"

He lowered his head and looked at my feet. Suddenly, his eyes spewed out fire. Who told you to come out like this? "My legs are a bit better …"

Oh, my feet, so cold!

I secretly laughed in my heart: Good, you still know to look at my feet, know to be angry, will curse loudly, that is nothing big.

That's good. As long as we persevere, we will be fine once we make it through!

Gritting her teeth, she stubbornly ignored him.

Persisting on supporting him to leave, passing through the cafeteria …

Yin Yijie didn't say anything else, but his body was trembling. He held my hand tighter and tighter.

The heavy breathing was still continuing. There was something strange spreading in the air.

We didn't say anything, just walked forward slowly, step by step …

Gradually, we were able to blow into the warm air of the living room, leaving the cold behind us.

I heaved a sigh of relief and softly explained, "I thought that there was a thief in my house, so I sneaked out to take a look … "It's fine."

Yin Yijie nodded and clenched his teeth, not saying anything.

I didn't look at him, and I knew he should try not to see my poppy face now, to ease some of the pressure.

I can also guess that Yin Yijie would agree if I were to offer my life at this moment.

So I'd have to lie in bed for at least ten days or half a month afterwards, probably a conservative estimate.

As it turned out, my guess was correct.

So my feet, in a way, seemed to have saved me and him.

Let us all harden our faith and give us strength.

"Hold on, let's go upstairs." Yin Yijie's body seemed to become heavier. I held him tightly and we went upstairs together.

It was a luxurious villa with a very high floor. The spiral staircase kept rotating, and it felt a little far away.

Yin Yijie used one hand to support his fine carvings' armrest as he looked at me seriously. There was an unyielding determination and heartbreak in his eyes.

I knew he was blaming himself.

Whatever the reason, his first thought in his present situation was to blame himself.

I have no reason to reject it. Furthermore, I respect the pride of men, I …

He didn't want to make it too hard for Yin Yijie …

He did not know what kind of medicine Yin Yijie had taken, but it felt like his entire life was on fire. Even though it had been frozen for so long, he could still persevere.

Slowly, as we climbed the stairs, his back was still straight...

Yin Yijie put his arm around my shoulder and returned to the bedroom.

This time, it was my turn.

His dignity, including his dignity.

Besides, I don't like his dirt.

Honestly speaking, his current situation was truly slovenly. His entire body was covered in blood and sweat, as well as the dirt on the ground that he had sat on before. It truly was not clean at all.

He insisted on escorting him to his bedroom.

This bedroom... It was large and luxurious, but it had a strong elegance and noble aura. It seemed very comfortable.

The bathroom is also very big, the bath is white … It would be more accurate to call it a bath.

I helped him in, took a look, blushed, turned around,

He said in a low voice, "Take off your clothes, I'll come over later. Don't move... "Stop falling …"

Yin Yi slightly loosened his grip, with infinite nostalgia, his burning gaze fell on me like fire.

After a second, Yin Yijie stared at my face and sighed softly. He laughed almost soundlessly and lowered his head …

When I felt his breath, I unconsciously let go …