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"Don't worry. If there is a misspelling of a word, let's correct it together. " The teacher looked at me with encouragement and asked me to write.

I'm really a little dizzy. He just asked me to be familiar with the context, to understand and speak, and as for writing, who doesn't have a lot of things to write about in practice?

Grabbing a piece of chalk, I cursed under my breath: Teacher, do you think I'm not famous enough?

But then again, I picked my own head, so there was no reason to back off.

He turned around and got on the blackboard. Ignoring the probing gazes of all the students, he started writing in silence …

"I'm only in my first year of high school now, so I don't have much time left. When I'm free, I need to come in contact with some extracurricular stuff." Study, must be proactive, can learn well. Otherwise, just by staring at that little thing in the textbook, he would never be able to compare to her. Everyone, look carefully at this silent passage of makeup. I like it very much too, copy it down and go back to memorize it.

In the end, I was still careless, so I didn't feel anything when I memorized it. It was only when I wrote it down that I realized I had memorized hundreds of words. The whole article was a big one, filled with blackboards.

There were not enough words at the back, and the students in the back could not see them clearly.

As for a lot of new words, heh, I deliberately wrote them so that they would suffer.

Our class, just like that, was quiet.

Absolute strength was useful no matter where one went.

I don't know what they're up to, but I'll justify it in my own way, and ignore it.

I explained what I was doing and looked down on those who talked about people when they had nothing to do.

But sometimes human imagination can be so rich that I cannot imagine it.

In the end, I still heard some explosive news. As for the source of the information, it seemed to be a little comical …

Humor, well, funny.

Thus, a mischievous piece of news had a hint of black humor in it. At the same time, it made people feel annoyed and also made them want to laugh.

In view of my attitude, my classmates copied the wrong attitude or did not know and dare to ask me.

The next day, when I came to school, there was a boy who didn't usually talk much. He was really afraid that he would be drawn by the English teacher, so he took it and asked me.

I explained this to him in the most indifferent, emotionless yet precise manner.

Since I like legends, I will continue to spread them around.

I'm guilty of a lot of crimes, and I'm afraid of half a dozen more?

However, my wariness and hostility were clearly too great.

However, the male student didn't mind as much as me. After receiving my guidance, he nodded his head repeatedly in thanks before walking away frankly. It's gone.

I silently noted down the whole process, feeling a little ashamed.

In fact, it was always some people, some people, who caused all sorts of trouble.

Why should I beat him to death?

I didn't care about these things before, I didn't mean them; but now, in self-defense, I can change them properly, or in a hurry.

Nothing bad, look, didn't you thank me already?

He shook his head and laughed.

What can you do to me? Why should he?

But someone started, and very soon, a second male student came over, scratching his head with a silly smile and asked me, "Makeup …" However, what you wrote yesterday … I didn't see it clearly. Can you look at it for me? "

Err … F * * k!

Could it be that dozens of people in the class are looking for me? How am I supposed to deal with them?

Looking up, that boy was a dull guy. Very few people spoke to him, so he got the answer from me. No one else seemed to ask him.

Forget it, I was the one who started it. Moreover, he would only help one person to not help the second one. Sometimes, it would even become a bunch of nonsense. He was about to die from annoyance.

Really, too much gossip, care not to care is one thing, annoyance not another.

And most of the time, there's nothing I can do about it, really.

Who didn't love to be doted on by the stars and the moon, and instead was born with an isolated disease?

Besides, I didn't really care before because I was alone and didn't mean anything by it.

But now it's different. I have a home, and my family loves me.

If I had a problem, he'd worry too.

Therefore, I want to properly weigh the pros and cons, and try to avoid unnecessary trouble.

Very quickly, there were three to four boys who had asked about it, and then gathered around to discuss it among themselves.

Guys sometimes came together and it was quite lively.

I looked at it blandly.

However, there is one thing that goes without saying. That is, when they look at me, they seem even more ordinary.

Each of them had better act as they had done at the beginning of the school. They had to take care of each other, as if nothing had happened. It was for the best.

I'm thankful to have this level.

After the first period, I didn't go out. I sat in my seat and opened my book to play.

Err … To be honest, I hardly dare leave the classroom now. Besides, the atmosphere in my class is still quite good, so I can tolerate it. Therefore, I wisely chose to stay in the classroom, wanting to say that I could hide inside the shell like a turtle.

Other than this tiny classroom, let's not talk about the entire school, we are at least at level 1. Perhaps, with our level as the center, we are already …

Wow! It was lively. No matter where I go, everyone is talking about me. They are discussing and discussing about me. Why are they talking about me, buzzing …

I myself wonder: When did it become so influential?

If he was a star, he would definitely make a lot of money.

However, when I appeared from far away, the crowd would quickly shut up and even become a little afraid.

I don't even know what I did to destroy the Earth.

I guess they were afraid of what would happen to the brown down jacket or the seedlings.

After all, everyone had seen and heard with their own eyes what had happened to those two. It was impossible for them to not be afraid.

I secretly mocked him: Such righteousness, why, can't you see me again?

What could be seen was a mouse … The younger generation.

However, since the classroom has become the final paradise, I will just quietly stay there and let them be.

"The makeup is really good …"

The girls in my class were a little shy. They stood in front of me before they opened their mouths and blushed.

I raise my head …

I'm sorry, most of the students in my class still don't know, can't name, because I feel it's not necessary.

She nodded slightly to indicate that I had heard.

Not knowing what she wanted to do, I kept my head down and played my new game.

A game in which I got a little change in the program.

"Mm …" Can you... Will you help me look at this? "

The girl's voice was as soft as a mosquito's, but it was very crisp and could be heard clearly.

I lifted my head and inhaled, looking at her, motioning for her to continue.

The girl showed me the copy from yesterday, but it was complete.

There were two words in the middle, which seemed wrong.

Her handwriting was beautiful, and I felt comfortable looking at it. So, I looked at it again and confirmed that there were no other problems.

But that was the problem. I looked up at her.

The girl's face was completely red. She pursed her lips and snorted, "You still don't know about what happened recently, right? "I don't think it's true, but you …"

I looked at her doubtfully. I didn't know what she meant.

She didn't know which one of these things she was talking about.

A girl came over and pulled her to the side as she was about to suffocate. She placed her homework book in front of me and whispered, "Your guardian probably doesn't know. If she insults you with such rumors, she should be prosecuted."

Her homework, was also very neat, there wasn't a single mistake, but her words …

I looked up at them, as if I meant no harm.

They meant no harm, and I didn't have to pretend to be tall or set a firewall.

The girl in front nodded with a slightly angry look on her face.

She came close to my ear and hummed like a mosquito, "Everyone said, you were at home during Spring Festival, not because you were sick, but because you had a baby …"

Ahh …

My heart screamed. Although I didn't make a sound or show any expression, the fact that I tightly clenched my hand revealed my emotions.

The girl behind me nodded and looked at me, a little frightened.

She mumbled, "I heard it's not Director Yin's, it's the person's from last time. You were afraid that Director Yan wouldn't want you, so you called him in order to coerce him. "Boss Yin might be jealous, or you might not be able to guard yourself properly and end up in jail, that's why …"

I listened quietly, watching the two of them.

After saying that, the two of them quickly left. I don't know if it was due to the information being leaked, but my expression turned ugly.

I don't know.

It's just that I feel...

He couldn't say it out loud, so he felt bitter in his mouth.

Aren't you tired of walking around in such a big circle?

They talked for a while longer.

It took me a long time to understand the logic.

Seems like I was messing around with a lot of men, didn't I?

There should be another sentence, which is Miao Miao "accidentally learned the truth, and was thus avenged by me".

That was how it should be, so she had suddenly become a poor unlucky person who should be understood and supported by those who loved her.

As for me, I am someone who deserves to be sent to hell for my crimes … What?

What am I?

I don't know.

I don't know why it was so certain that it was Miao Miao, but it was very likely that she had really broken through my hatred, I presume.

I sat in my seat and thought about it all morning, but nothing came of it.

I don't know who I am anymore.

At noon, I don't want to eat. I don't have an appetite.

I really don't know what it feels like to be chewed on so tirelessly and never get tired of it.

My taste buds are already degenerate.

But it's not up to me whether I eat or not. If I get sick and have to go to the hospital, how can I explain it to my guardian when I'm in a bad mood?

Comfortable looking at me quietly and deeply, a little dangerous.

I finally couldn't even decide if I should eat or not.

If you can't eat, I care.

I can't sleep at night, but I can't let it go.

Yin Yijie told me earlier that it would have some influence.

However, this effect did not seem to have anything to do with him. It was another story.

So, in the end, I still can't blame Yin Yijie, also …

I don't want to worry him with my emaciation, and...

I don't want to be emaciated.

Once, someone told me that I wouldn't lose weight.

So, I should eat, drink, sleep, go to school, and go to the bathroom.

I wish I could get used to it, and I hope others will give up when they say bad things.

Actually, abortion for high school students was no longer a giant panda, so there was no need to be so nervous.

Besides, I didn't.

I've never really cared about what others say, so I don't know why I suddenly became so charming.

However, two girls told me later when they borrowed my English information that someone would often inadvertently bring up new topics to keep me popular.

How lucky I am!

I live happily in my guardian's superior material condition and doting, make people jealous.

In fact, to make people jealous or envious, from the side reflection of a problem:

I don't live enough for the masses.

Therefore, he should be attacked by the masses.

In that case, I will bear it.

The arm is not more than the thigh, I am at odds with the crowd alone, the energy is too small.

Finding the root cause, I calmed down. The days gradually passed, and he finally got used to it.

But in the end, I didn't tell Yin Yijie. He seemed to have discovered it, but he didn't seem to know either.

Who cares?

Flowers blooming in spring, gossip filling the sky.

Ah, I realized more and more that it was good to have a home.

I stay at home in the sun, the air will have a kind of spring surge.

Weekend, the classmate spring tour went, I feel really and they really can't go together, so, stay at home to play oneself.

As I have done for so many years, I have left it in my corner.

Even though at that time, it might have been because I didn't have any money.

"Why aren't you going?" Yin Yijie carried his notebook and sat beside me. It seemed that he wasn't going to his office.

I softly leaned on his shoulder, speechless.

I didn't know what to say. I shook my head.

But strangely, how did he know?

Oh, I seem to have known about it already, so I'm staying at home with me today. Recently as long as I am at home, his chances of being at home are very high, accompany me.

With him, like a father, I haven't lost any weight for so long.

Yin Yijie moved me back, leaned on his back, and began to work.

After a while, he calmly spat out a few words, "I've been busy lately, I'll take you out to play when I have time."

"Right."

I leaned over and leaned against the pillow, closed my eyes, and followed his back, counting the spring tea and a few bone buds that were still unopened. "Do you want me to help you with your mail?" I said.

Yin Yijie paused for a moment before replying to my email, "You can read it? "Tell me, how can you help me?"

He felt a little funny. He is the leader, can I help him carry out his duties?

I don't even know his job. What can I do for him?

He held the coffee the woman had offered him and didn't finish it for a long time.

I don't know if she was looking at the email or thinking about what I had to say.

But I saw his email, with the words "Repeated List," followed by a list of names.

I sat up with my arms around his neck, climbed onto his back, and introduced myself. "Well, I can help you pick out CC's mail and put it in a folder. BCC's mail was picked up and placed in another folder. Also, I think there are always a few people who send you the most emails. I can set up a folder for him alone. "And those greetings or chitchat that have nothing to do with the job …"

Ahhh … How do I know so much about his email?

Shut up.

Yin Yijie reached out his hand to pull me in front of him and hugged me. He looked at me seriously, it was very dangerous.

I, I, I, I obediently leaned against his chest, shrank my shoulders, turned my head, and tried to be frank, "You mail too many things, I just can't understand anything else. I'm just looking at the questions. There seemed to be a lot of them. "I don't understand. It's fine if you don't want my help …"

Yin Yijie had a lot of work done in this position. Initially, I was curious, but it was all fun later on. Later, I wanted to prove that I would not be wasting my time, so I wanted to help him.

He had been really busy recently. He came back late, went out early, and almost always had matters to attend to when meeting others.

It was probably a year of planning, and it was already spring. He was very busy, planting seeds in the fields …

His spring was warm, more warm than summer.

I pushed him away, and no matter how busy he was, he never ignored my body reaction class.

But my resistance was often futile, and often I would soon surrender.

Yin Yijie's mouth tightened, there was nothing I could do …

With another hand on his upper body …

I lay down comfortably, closed my eyes, and listened to his heartbeat.

"There's going to be a sports meeting in a few days. I don't want to participate."

I don't know where this reliance came from. I just wanted to talk to him.

Leaning against him, I felt as if I were being held by my father.

It was a fantasy, because my father had never hugged me so tenderly with his powerful arms. I could only guess from the feeling of the other children being hugged by my father that my grandma was hugging my feelings to him.

Yin Yijie is very busy sometimes, but the casual between us is increasing. I really enjoy the feeling of getting closer and closer to my family …

Maybe it's all wishful thinking, and I'd rather go on for a while.

Yin Yiji kissed my forehead and said, "If you don't want to participate, then I won't participate."

I got up, pouting, ignoring him, and went to read.

This was a simple sentence, but he had no need to say it.

His words were like gold, petty.

Yin Yijie didn't get up. It was as if he was sighing behind my back while the keyboard started ringing again.

There was no way I could tell Yin Yijie about my depression and the knot in my heart.

I'll forget all this for a while when I'm home, and I'll be happy and relaxed.

When I was in school, I sometimes felt depressed when I saw the strange gazes of others.

After all, it was different from everything else.

This is not just about my poor character.

And indirectly, another problem.

To speak of the character of my guardian.

Even though I can't really defend him?

After all, it's not as if there's nothing between us.

Moreover, it was indeed an emotion that could not be allowed to wander along the edges of the law.

What did all this have to do with anyone else?

However, my current life is too happy, even if the happiness makes me a little scared, can't be confident!

But this happiness, after all, is what I feel every day.

So I was able to resist the gossip.

It won't hurt too much.

Very quickly, this matter seemed to have become an old story!

People who like to be fresh have left it behind.

But soon, something even bigger and more horrifying happened!