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I tried my best not to collapse and tried to ignore the unfriendly words of others, pretending that I didn't care.

In private, he was still terribly sensitive.

I care a lot about what people say and do when I want to rely on them!

Or maybe I really am guilty of a great sin, who knows.

How many people in the world could admit their mistakes?

I'm not a saint, so I don't think I'm wrong.

So I tucked my head under the covers and slept like a turtle.

Faintly, I seem to hear nearly silent footsteps, slowly walking towards me, unceasingly approaching …

A familiar terror, and a terrifying familiarity, enveloped me.

I don't know who it was and what he wanted to do.

Could it be that it took me a long time to get out and Lei Gongzi and his mother, Rain God, came looking for me?

whoosh * A single lightning strike killed me?

Grandmother said that those who did evil things would be struck by lightning in the end. What about me? I …

Cold fingers caressed my lips, feeling a burning sensation.

My lips burned as if I'd eaten hot chili.

My cold fingers nearly made me shiver.

This feeling was not like that of the irritable Thunder Lord or the Rain Deity; instead, it was like he was an Asura from the underworld, ice-cold.

A nearly soundless sigh, gently sliding from my arm up, soft, like a snake swimming past, a venomous snake …!

Viper?

Why are there poisonous snakes?

Have I gone to hell?

The scorpion bit the tip of my nose and the snake wrapped itself around my neck and let go.

There was a warm breath, and the quilt fell on my shoulders.

Didn't I just get into bed?

Why was the blanket back on?

Suddenly, I remembered that someone had just stripped me naked and pressed me down, making me want to madly whip him. So, I should struggle, dodge, and stab him!

Yes, I'm going to stab him, or my guardian will question me again. Why not resist, eh?

I raised my arm and waved it, but before I could find the knife, I heard a soft sigh and the man was gone.

"Clap clap!"

The rain continued to beat on my window, and I blocked my ears and went back to sleep.

That's right, my greatest strength is my patience and my ability to block people's vision.

As long as I didn't hear it, didn't it exist?

"It's not moving the wind, it's not moving the flag, the benevolent heart."

I think it's like this. The jade pendant falls out of my neck and rubs my chin.

The ice-cold feeling caused my heart to calm down a little. Bodhisattva is indeed spiritual, as long as a small piece of jade, can also shelter, then let me sleep in peace.

When I woke up the next day, my lips were still faintly red.

After cleaning up, he came out to make breakfast.

A person like me, who lives on someone else's property, is not qualified to act like a spoiled child in such a situation.

Therefore, I can't just stand there and wait for someone to coax me.

That was something only a child in a pampered state would do.

I've always had mountains that I could trust, and if I didn't have mountains, I'd stand on my own.

The transition between the two types of characters is now somewhat familiar to me!

Yin Yijie sat in his designated position and began to work the morning shift.

It was as silent as the night before.

I busied myself with milk of beehive milk and glutinous rice porridge of red dates and sheep's tibia.

These two items also had the effect of nourishing one's vital energy and blood. We all drink in the morning. It was almost a habit now.

Habit was not joy or not, it was just habit, that was all.

For example, every morning, I would bring a cup of milk to Yin Yijie, who would give me a morning kiss or two in various ways as he drank.

The most neurotic thing is to give me a physical reaction lesson.

Although he was always in a hurry in the beginning, I pulled him to make him drink.

But now?

He'll be at the table and have breakfast, so do I have to go on?

Carrying a cup in my hand, I walked to the door of the dining room and stopped.

I don't know if such an act is mean or not, but I should think about it.

If it is, then I won't need it anymore.

I didn't have to be sentimental when he came to the table and drank his drink.

Perhaps I'd better do less of such a thankless task.

On weekends, Yin Yijie would often not leave home at exactly the right time in the morning. Instead, he would stay at home with my mushroom and wait for breakfast before going about his own business.

Today, we've all been up for a while.

He sat in that spot early in the morning, ignoring me, and …

I don't have an answer for what happened last night, and he didn't apologize for his rudeness.

I, I do not think that should be so nonchalantly stick up.

I have never had the habit of sticking close to people, not to mention that he called me cheap;

So, I should take it for granted and reflect on myself.

For example, was it time to stop attending to children or young masters?

What happened last night, was it my fault, was it his fault, or were we all wrong?

I don't really care.

The main issue was that he didn't have the money to argue over it!

Heh!

I'm just thinking, what the hell are we?

Should I find out?

Lan Hua said I was good to him, I'm not so retarded that I don't understand what he means.

But the question is, "Good" between Yin Yijie and me?

What a "good" method.

Because we kissed, or did he take my hand?

Yin Yijie hated me so much.

Then, must this' blood 'be very, very important, to the point that my guardian flew into a rage and questioned my character?

I think so.

For a girl to be kissed so casually, there must be something wrong with her character.

Or, to be intimate with someone, one must have an extremely clear reason, and it must also be reasonable, or else, it must be despicable.

So, Yin Yijie and I have countless of relatives?

He nearly ate me dry, and I almost let him do whatever he wanted!

What is it between us?

In one sweet and blissful moment after another, it was like the dark clouds outside the window that pressed down on his heart.

However, without any reason, we have already started to have intimate physical relations with each other.

Is it illegal to have a child without getting married?

I don't know, I don't know.

Holding the cup, I turned and put it on the table.

If there's no answer, I'll put it down first. The most important thing is …

Comfortable gave me a weird look, but didn't say anything.

I raised my eyebrows and went out to my bedroom.

The curtains were drawn and the bed was neatly made up.

The pink princess house was so beautiful.

The crystal emitted a bright light. As always, it was gorgeous in its corner. It was so quiet and pure.

I wonder, if I kiss it, will it be worth a lot?

Yin Yijie, you gave me such a great thing but …

I really can't say he had such a feeling.

It was like the rumours about a perverted girl forming a game.

That forbidden and secret passion!

The difference between us, was too great.

He was so mysterious and distant, how could I understand him?

If he doesn't, I'd rather keep my ears shut and let him spoil my happiness.

However, the wind creases a pool of spring water, the ice melts, I cannot continue to block the visual.

Holding the kettle, he splashed the flowers on the balcony.

I'll come out and pour some water over the ones outside as well.

Although Yin Yijie would occasionally water the flowers when it was comfortable, but I also did it sometimes, so everyone was used to watering the flowers whenever they saw the flower pot dry.

I carried the kettle and passed by him. After a moment of hesitation, I went to the balcony as if nothing had happened.

The balcony flowers in the living room were more numerous and larger.

I poured it in a circle to make sure there was no water coming out before I finished.

The balcony lighting was the best, but it was also very dark today. On the computer, it was hard to see clearly on the keyboard.

But that is a matter for Yin Yijie, I used to turn on the lights for him occasionally.

However, he was an adult. If he couldn't see the work clearly, he would get up and leave.

He put down the kettle, walked past him, and went back into the house.

Yin Yijie didn't raise his head from start to finish. He didn't look at my plan nor did he intend to speak.

His men kept tapping on the keyboard.

"Pa la pa la …"

The sound was loud and disorderly, as if I had interrupted his work or interrupted his rhythm.

Since that's the case, I … I pursed my lips and went to the dining room.

I've been used to eating on time lately.

Recently, I've gotten used to a lot of things.

She was used to being spoiled by Yin Yijie,

Used to him taking my hand and going to the table with me.

He was used to me cold two bowls of porridge, so he would snatch some from my bowl and give me some from his mouth.

Accustomed to all reasonable and unreasonable things.

As long as it's given by Yin Yijie, I will get used to it unconditionally!

I bit my lip. Makeup, don't cry!

This is my life!

Life did not give me much, but then there was the possibility of happiness, even if the happiness came so suddenly and strangely.

I tried to keep it up.

It's impossible to sit here and wait for people to love you.

I don't have that kind of life!

I took a deep breath and smiled to myself.

Walking to Yin Yijie's side, I wanted to be considerate of him, the hard work of working in the morning and supporting his family.

But the noise stopped me.

I know, I'd better shut up.

He sat down at the kitchen table, said nothing comfortably, and walked away.

He spoke to Yin Yijie in the living room, but Yin Yijie didn't appear.

I reluctantly swallowed a few mouthfuls and hid in my study to read.

After I finished the second volume, I started on the third. Flipping through it casually,

It was the same with pleasures and pleasures in the world. Everything had flowed eastward in the ancient times.

When will I return the favor?

And put the white deer between the green cliffs, must ride to visit famous mountains.

An can destroy the brow and the waist of the powerful, so that I will not be happy!

En, good poem!

I don't have to say, it's not good for me to watch.

I like the reality of Li Bai's vast atmospheric idealism.

Occasionally, he would read it and feel refreshed.

After reading the poem, I began to study the redox reaction, oxidant, reductant, chemical reaction equation.

Carbon monoxide can restore iron oxide, the teacher said. This seemingly simple equation is the actual process of smelting iron.

Heh, he said with a sense of accomplishment.

Then I started to look at history. The Taiping Heavenly Kingdom, the Opium Wars, the Foreign Affairs Movement, the Revolution of 1911, the emergence of Chinese capitalism …

I don't know how to face Yin Yijie.

I didn't know how to face Yin Yijie, so I hid in my study and continued to read.

Or perhaps, since I am a student, I should focus on reading.

Sticking to him like this isn't what a student should do.

I thought, faintly and painfully.

Since someone pointed out that I was good to him and someone pointed out that I was cheap, should I reflect and correct myself?

At noon, He Yijie knocked on the door and left.

I went on studying, and he didn't come back to eat at night.

Finally, I knew that things had gotten complicated.

Yin Yijie, it's so hot that you don't need me anymore.

So it turned out that I was still alone.

His favorite was like the rain in summer. Last night, it had rained so heavily. Now, the ground had dried up.

I stood on the bedroom balcony, feeling a little lost.

Perhaps, last night, I should have moved a chair to sit on the balcony and listen to the rain, so that I could get some peace and comfort to my soul.

Or maybe, I shouldn't have just stayed home with Ran Hua last night. If that were the case, it wouldn't have angered my guardian.

So much so that he hasn't spoken a word to me since yesterday.

Why?

He didn't seem to have decided that I was dirty enough to trample on, but he just ignored me.

Could it be that apart from not dodging Lan Hua, I have also done something unforgivable?

In recent days, he had always felt this sort of anger. Why did he feel this way?

But no matter what, since he doesn't want to bother with me, I also don't have any intentions of giving in to please and beg for forgiveness.

To be honest, how can I beg for mercy?

If I can repay you with something borrowed and you kiss me, how can I make up for it?

Kiss back, like he did that day?

Err … I'm in a good mood.

I … I feel that this world is really crazy, he gave birth to me, I thought that he …

On the windowsill, the white tulips are still blooming …

But the beauty of the tulip, I think, lies in its subtlety.

No matter how much it bloomed, it would never carelessly open its mouth 180 degrees.

The small mouth, the body of the pavilion, was like a pure heart, quiet, existing in its own corner.

The smell of tulips, so quiet, easily overshadowed by other smells, you have to look for it with all your heart.

This sort of beauty, it seemed as though it was somewhat similar to something. I can't grab hold of it. In the dusky sky, I can't find a single eye to pay attention to me …

Yin Yijie seemed to have a really bad temper this time.

Still come back every day, often take me to school in the morning.

But, do not kiss me, do not lead me, do not speak to me; even the eye, will not look at me.

It felt like the treasure in his palm had become a burden on his back, a burden that was left to guard me.

Fortunately, there was some tacit understanding between us. Even if we didn't speak, we could still have a good understanding.

His footsteps would not be disorderly, the timing would not be wrong, and his clothes would match.

We don't know when our clothes started, but most of the time they created a special picture.

He's getting cooler, and I'm kind of cute, somewhere between a student and a woman.

He probably wanted to use me as a support, as if I had to wear green with his red during New Year's; but in the end, it was uncertain who would become who, for the time being.

Lan Hua stood far away, watching us.

After Yin Yijie left, he tried to get close to me several times, but it seemed that I was just there for Yin Yijie to see. I was just the female lead of some soap operas, that's all.

Therefore, he wanted to redefine and develop a relationship with me.

However, I stayed away from him and forced him to back off.

I can't afford to offend him, so I'll hide.

I am a girl born with an original sin and should not be favored by my guardian, so I become his burden.

I shouldn't have been loved by Lan Hua either, because I wasn't the person he imagined. Naturally, it wasn't me he loved, but the girl he imagined.

"The makeup is really good …"

I walked through the garden. Lan Hua stopped me, ready to seriously talk with me.

There was no one else around. I had wanted to enjoy the flowers and relax my mind.

Because today is Yu Shuang Bing's birthday, and because Yin Yijie and I are in such a mess, we naturally can't go.

As for the gift, I don't think it's that important. Even if I were to appear, it wouldn't mean much to Jade Gorge Bing.

Jade Urn Ice has his troubles, and Yin Yijie has his unspeakable secrets, but am I not as well?

Yin Yijie and I stayed under the same roof, but he didn't go back. We met two or three times a day, but I couldn't say anything.

The longer it went on, the more I didn't know what to say.

I can't even define exactly what happened to us.

I didn't dare think too much about it.

The only thing that makes me feel at ease is that Yin Yijie is only coldly ignoring me.

When class ended, I heaved a sigh of relief. I didn't expect that Yue Hua would follow me again.

Heh, does he like to follow?

Brian is a little boss. What about him, Little Bramble?

This kind of thing is so easy to do, what are you going to do to me?

I quietly took the knife out and put it on the outside of my bag. No matter what he did, I would never let him touch me again, or let him come within three steps of me.

Being addicted to MI medicine once, you will definitely have a completely different understanding of the distance.

Even when I'm out eating with Comfortable, I try to stay away from others.

As long as there are too many people in the elevator, I won't go in.

"I want to talk to you. I really love you. "I am doing this for your own good, I will …"

Ran Hua leaned toward me, ready to speak to me from a friend's distance, but my friend spoke from a distance of three feet, two steps.

I quickly retreated and looked at him expressionlessly.

As long as my guardian doesn't call off the alarm, I won't understand for a day.

I had to be wary of any other man, at least for my own good.

Jean Hua froze for a moment, then stopped under a Redbud Flower.

The blossoming flowers continued to fall, fragmenting like a violent tearing, leaving behind a sigh.

Between us was a pomegranate, a delicate red flower, charming and gentle, reminding him of his manners.

"In another two years, you will be an adult. I will wait for you …" Ran Hua continued.

It occurred to me that it was his birthday.

Brian told me not to mention his birthday.

Zhao Yun had also said that he "might look normal normally, but when he's crazy …"