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Time flew by quickly and Yin Yijie was gone.

Night does not return, I do not know, where he is.

He slept on his bed. His smell was still there, but his body was cold.

Comfortable and sometimes not, at home, and I was left alone.

Heh, after a long time, I almost forgot, Yin Yijie, there's also a home, that luxurious villa.

Yin Yijie was always busy. I didn't forget that it was his birthday. However, I didn't know what day it was, so I didn't dare to ask.

His birthday was a taboo, and I wasn't sure if he was going through the lunar calendar or the lunar calendar.

Seeing that he wasn't moving at all, I could only guess and prepare by myself.

And then, as the year approached, he felt neither comfortable nor anything else.

Thus, I can only silently bless him.

Year, is the most heartless thing, no matter how lonely or happy you are, come at a leisurely pace, smiling and firecrackers.

I suddenly felt a sliver of fear.

Perhaps this year I still had to live alone, as I had for many years.

Ah, the more happy you are, the more hope there will be.

Therefore, the ideal must be a by-product of full brain and intestinal fat, indirect garbage.

However, despite all this, I still looked forward to it more than ever, hoping that a miracle would happen.

Even if …

Even if Yin Yijie were to encounter similar things again this year, or if nothing happened, I would still be willing to hug and love him.

I don't even know if it's because I'm lonely or because I miss him.

Love, Me...

Some people said, love is because of loneliness.

Is that so? I was still young. I had always felt young, except from my mother, I had seen the flesh love between men and women, and I didn't know what true love was.

There is no definition in our textbooks, and there is nothing near me that can be called exemplary love.

So I never thought I understood.

Then, what about him? I...

Looking out the window at the swirling snow, I would rather throw this thought into the snow, bury it under the snow, and then be melted by the next year's sunshine and disappear.

I don't know.

He, I, I, he, the distance between us, from this 12B to the ground, if we try to force our way in, we'll only end up bleeding from the head.

I can only do something that I don't hate with my feelings.

I even want to put an end to this twisted life, him, maybe a better way.

He looked at the Water Immortal, and saw that it was about to open.

The sweet fragrance could only be smelled by a little closer.

Rhododendron also opened, because my balcony is outside the bedroom, so only and two kinds of fragrance of light flowers.

On the windowsill, the white tulip was a bit old.

It seemed like they hadn't changed in four or five days.

Flowers were relatively expensive. If no one took care of them, they would quickly wilt.

Did the Fragrant Bloody Red Plum start?

I changed the water for the tulip, but in my mind I thought of the red plum.

Ah, he shook his head and put the tulip back into its original place.

Then he carefully wiped the dreamland with a rag.

Bodhi was not a tree, nor was it a mirror.

My dream state does not believe in Buddha, so, will also dye gray, needs the protection of others.

Leaving that aside, what about the problem I was thinking? Fragrant blood and red plums. Now that the snow has fallen, has it started yet?

I don't know, I don't know.

He leaned against the door, feeling a little cold.

Although the balcony window was closed, there was no air conditioning. The air on that side of the balcony was very cold.

However, I need some coolness to keep myself awake.

Heh, turning on the air conditioner, disliked the stuffy atmosphere in the room.

People who didn't have an air conditioner were extremely envious …

"Miss Mo, come in."

Comfortable held the cloak behind me and said quietly.

I looked at him and nodded.

He took the cloak and draped it over his arm.

After hesitating for a long time, I couldn't help but ask him:

"When is his birthday? "You guys, where are you going to celebrate the new year? What about me?"

I don't have the habit of relying on people,

Habit is something that needs to be cultivated. I have long since been deprived of this right.

However, because of Yin Yijie, many of the rights I had been deprived of had been redeemed under his tutelage, and it was only when I wanted to exercise them that I discovered that he had given them to me. Without him, I still did not have those rights.

After taking my cloak, he put it back in the wardrobe, shook his head, and said in a quiet voice:

"His birthday is over. I don't know yet. Young Master Yin wants to stay and accompany you, but, New Year … You know, you can't help it... "You're a smart person …"

Comfortable to go, I stopped, standing in the doorway, leaning against the doorframe, eyes, empty...

Am I smart?

Maybe.

I, ah, how could I not know, "uncontrollable."

Uncontrollable, as if the "sex is empty" four big words, can not bear it?

Do you understand?

What else can I say?

We are not omnipotent.

No, neither is Yin Yijie. I've seen it before.

Then, what can I do now?

Standing in the doorway of time, I saw my real place.

Outside, not inside.

I had accidentally walked into such a garden and met a wise old lady.

Oh... That's not right …

Wrong...

No, I did not enter that garden of fragrant red plums unintentionally.

It was arranged by the Jade Gorge Ice.

Then...

No, the air inside is a little stuffy, and I don't want to think about it any longer.

Just like that, stop here.

Standing in the doorway.

Let me stand in the doorway.

Don't drive me away.

Let me rest for a moment.

I, in an uncontrollable abyss, let me fall in peace for a moment.

Even if I fall to the cold marble floor and fall to pieces, please, don't disturb me.

Besides, Yin Yijie once saved me with his life. I don't believe that he would abandon me like that.

I can overcome the suffering at hand.

Granny Lin had said that only blood could be shed, and that was the true essence of the Red Plum Blossom.

Snow, you can make it bigger.

Heh, lower, lower, lower... I want to grow up... Come down, come down, I want to blossom...

Ah, I realized that I had a black, cold, humorous taste in me. It was probably a philosophy of survival that I had forced out in front of my father and mother.

What future, what ideals.

Did my father not want to be the big boss instead? If the word 'ideal' was more important than the word 'nonsense', he could just castrate it or put it on the gallows.

"What are you thinking about?" What are you thinking about?

Yin Yijie stood in front of me, quiet as a comfortable, fox like jade pot ice, cold, clean, or himself.

A few drops of water on your hair...

Well, I think he had a cool haircut today.

The effect was much better than that of the Hair Mousse. Coupled with this quiet, elegant and slightly cold handsome face, it was an incomparable sight to behold.

Oh, it's snowing. May doesn't know if it's open yet; my cool guardian is a good fit.

"Smiling again …"

Yin Yijie seemed to be very dissatisfied as he pushed me into the bedroom and fell on the bed …

"AHH!"

"Ah!" I shouted.

"What's wrong?"

Yin Yijie was about to push it down, but he stopped and looked at me.

I quickly raised my legs, sat up, and felt my calves. I felt pain from the corner of the bed.

Wuu wuu, it's a mess, it's really rotten!

I was caught unawares and bumped into the corner of the bed. It hurt so much.

Broken bed, rotten!

I kicked twice to vent my anger.

Yin Yijie quickly crouched down, grabbed my leg, and pulled up his pants. A huge bruise appeared on his leg.

Yin Yijie raised his head and looked at me. I pouted and smiled.

He sat down on the ground and gave it a kiss before smiling as well.

With my head on my knees, I burst into uncontrollable laughter.

Uh, sweat!

I touched his head. What are you laughing at?

Oh, I fell!

He seemed to have come back for me today. It's still early, as I said, and he came back at two or three in the afternoon.

Unexpectedly, after my kick, he's out of steam again.

"Hahaha …"

I can't stand it anymore...

Yin Yi was so angry that he bit my leg, wishing he could eat me.

I laugh,

"I am a little old. The venison soup at noon is not bad, I give you hot spot, right? Have you eaten? "

Yin Yijie flung his hands away and ignored me, opening the cabinet door and leaving to clean up.

I rolled onto the bed, hugged my stomach, laughed enough, then got up, brushed my hair, and limped out.

"Hiss …"

This wooden bed was quite impressive, but after that collision, it was as big as an egg.

I sat on the couch in the living room and rubbed it.

"Ring, ring, ring …"

The melodious music, Yin Yijie's phone rang. It was in his bedroom.

"Help me take a look, Ke Er."

Yin Yijie's bathroom door opened and a voice floated out.

Uh, he …

I've seen his phone a lot, and I've seen his "body," but when I walk past his door and look at his phone, I feel like...

Sigh, forget it, it's almost that big. Why would I still think about that?

Look, I saw it all on his desk.

He didn't even glance at her as he entered his bedroom …

Yin Yijie snickered.

Hate, bath do not wash properly, see what I do, typical mental skill is not right.

The phone was still ringing. I even suspected that Yin Yijie was telling me to look.

I usually don't see any important things that make me look at his phone for him, comfortable at home, and don't ask you to look for him, why are you calling me?

However, when I saw him return, I didn't mind.

When he picked up the phone, it was still ringing.

I saw that it was Jade Urn Ice.

"Is Young Master Yu going to answer?"

I shouted.

"Accept!"

Yin Yijie shut off the water, as if he was waiting for me to ask.

It seemed that this matter was quite important, there was no need for him to be so worried.

The old masters usually didn't answer the phone, but the jade pot was still cold, so they had nothing to do all day …

I'll pick it up for him. I know Jadepot Ice, right?

"Young Master Yu."

I call it a familiar name for the first time.

"This servant …"

Jade Urn Ice called out to me. He hesitated slightly, but his voice sounded anxious.

The background was noisy.

Yu Shuang Bing was stunned for a moment, and said hurriedly, "Tell Young Master Yin, he'll be back in a while, I don't think I can hold on."

"Okay."

I replied mechanically. My brain felt numb, and my voice was low and faint.

"Small person... How about this, let Young Master Yin come over at around dinner time. I'll call again. Remember to keep the phone on ".

Yu Hu Bing hesitated, and then sighed lightly, "I still have things to do, so I'll be leaving first."

Without waiting for me to say anything else, the blind voice came through the phone and the jade pot left.

I heard someone calling to him in a trance, and it felt like it was Fan.

Ah, after eating the snake gall, his eyes were bright, and his ears seemed to have become a little more useful.

His hearing was sharp and discerning. Sometimes, it was not a good thing.

That's probably the story, I guess.

He held the phone and sat on the bed, not knowing what to think.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped and light footsteps came in.

I didn't know how to look up at him.

Was it because he had worked hard, or because he had loved me, and had come back at such a time, or was it because he doubted what he wanted to do?

Why, I don't know.

After all, I really didn't think that he would be able to get anything from me. As for me, I have long promised that it would be his.

In that case, since he was right in front of me, I should be happy.

"Ke Er, what are you thinking about?"

Yin Yijie kept wiping his hair with a towel and stood in front of me without asking for the phone number.

Uh, uh, I looked up, shook the phone, and said,

"Young Master Yu said that he might not be able to hold on. He told you to come over later or around dinner. If that doesn't work, then he'll give you a call later."

Since I had made up my mind, I would rather believe that he was thinking of me, or that he knew I was alone at home and that he loved me.

Otherwise, if my suspicions are useless, why not … How good would that be?

Yin Yijie bent down and kissed …

I half closed my eyes, but there was a hint of bitterness in the corner of my lips.

Since Fan Kui is here, I won't let him go, I don't even have to think about it.

Heh, I actually had such an absurd idea, and I still want to monopolize him?

Is there?

Yin Yijie stopped, looked at me and sighed.

Go away.

Did he have nothing to say? And what is there to say?

Comfortable to say, everyone is unable to help themselves, ah, yes.

Yu Shuang Bing was unhappy too. The Crown Prince was also unhappy to be there to help Yin Yiyi.

I, obediently, accept what is there, forget what is not, how good it is.

Yin also let out the towel, his hair was even straighter than before. Heh, he looked so young.

"Little boy," I thought.

Look, I've thought it through. I'm in a good mood!

I even wanted to reach out and touch it.

It was a great achievement to have messed up his short hair.

He just didn't know if he would let her go or not.

Yin Yijie bent down and picked me up, while I put my arms around his neck.

I really like him holding me. I feel like this is all his. I feel like I'm safe and dependant on him for being pampered.

Leaning his head against his shoulder, I worried that he could read my thoughts or guess at my little nineties.

"Ke Er …"

Yin Yijie sighed and called me in a low voice. He wanted my nose, so he slid down to my lips.

I want to be good.

He didn't know if there would be a next time for him to eat, so he decided to eat until he was full. How good would that be?

Maybe he had eaten something else. Didn't I see that?

Physically, he was clean without lipstick and without the smell of anyone else.

"Ke Er, what are you thinking about?"

Yin Yijie's tongue withdrew, sticking close to my lips as he asked in a low voice.

Ah, he was able to see through my little scheme.

I didn't think much of it when I went up to greet him. It was just that I felt a little stuffy and ate a little more. Perhaps I could squeeze the air out of me.

I, for the first time, kissed him proactively,

Although he had never used it before, he could clearly use it in his head.

After reading three hundred poems of Tang Shi and not knowing how to compose them, I knew a bit about the fact that he had kissed me for over a year.

Yin Yijie became even more dumbfounded, passively following me and letting me kiss him.

I suddenly stopped.

I kissed him, and at first I wanted to, but after the initial warmth, I felt, it was hard.

He made me feel worse.

I don't know where I did wrong, and I don't know if this is the same as other women, so he disdains me.

I don't know, but I never insist.

Since he didn't like it, he let it go.

Yin Yijie held me tight.

He had always been shrewd, so he must have seen through it.

I don't mean it. I can tell it just by looking at it. I don't know how to hide it and I don't think it's necessary.

Leaning against him, I felt a silent distance.

"Ke Er …"

Yin Yijie's low moan was slightly broken.

Fragments, stabbed my heart, perhaps, I overthought.

He came back with such difficulty, but I was too concerned about that. Am I too insensible?

Without waiting for my consent, Yin Yijie put me on the bed, quietly and deeply, and kissed me …

It had been a long time since he had kissed her so passionately. He didn't even want her lips.

However, it was a kiss that penetrated deep into the heart.

When he let go, I didn't ask him to stay. We looked at each other.

Yin Yijie held my face softly, his hands were very soft and his eyes were full of love.

I still have my arms around his neck. I like this pose the most, handing myself over to him, and then, I only need to give him a kiss.

I don't expect to get him. I just want a little bit of his warmth...

Yin Yijie's eyes seemed to be connected as he gently kissed me and murmured:

"Ke Er, Ke Er …" What do I do with you? What do you want me to do with you?... Who told you to be so sweet, huh? "It's so sweet that people can't help but like it …"

I smiled. I don't like to eat honey, so where did this sweetness come from? It must be the legendary honey from love …

"Smile, and seduce me on purpose, don't you? "Hmm?"

Yin Yijie was extremely unreasonable. He tried his best to suck my smile away from his mouth.