"But, where are you? Daddy will come to see you."
Dad's words, like the winter wind, sounds like the east wind, is actually the winter wind, so, is cold, let you love but not love.
Even though, you know, the winter wind isn't wrong.
I leaned against the windowsill and shook my head.
"I don't know. "You can leave now. The further you go the better. Take care of yourself."
Unfilial like me, isn't it, that I deserve all this?
I don't mind women and ugly dogs don't mind family poverty, how can I say such words to my father? I don't know.
Or should I exterminate my relatives or say, "You can turn me in"?
I didn't love the group that much, so I still wanted him to go.
Don't, don't disturb my humble quiet life.
Occasionally, I felt that I had given myself to Yin Yijie. Was it also for this moment of peace?
And the love of nothingness, by means of anesthetic own humility?
Maybe, I, after all, was my mother's flesh and blood.
However, I don't have to support my family yet, so I didn't ask for a reward.
Is that so? Isn't it?
Who could say?
"Ke Er, your dad is in trouble and has caused you to suffer." "You are very sensible, but …"
Dad is very persistent, more persistent than the past 15 years, try to play a benevolent father, perhaps I should cooperate with him? A father is filial, isn't that fine?
It's all masturbation. Why don't I try a more ordinary way?
My father seemed to sense my thoughts, but instead of continuing my train of thought, he turned to an unpleasant topic:
"Are you free tomorrow? Dad wants to see you. There's something really important you should know as soon as possible. "It will help you in the future."
Well, what am I to do?
It's so important, I said,
"Dad, just call me if you have anything to say. It's not convenient for me to go out, and it's even more inconvenient for me to see you. It's not that your daughter isn't filial, she cursed you. If others knew you were nearby, you would have entered in less than two hours. Walk far away, keep it in check, and live the rest of your life in peace. "In a few years …"
I tried to persuade her in a euphemistic way:
"Father, after a few years when things have settled down, I will naturally come and find you. Did you see her? "
Why do I feel that it's not good for the two of them to just run away?
Why do you have to split the attention of others for reasons that I don't understand?
I don't know.
Dad seemed to be patient for the first time, but then again, I must have inherited it from my parents to be patient.
After I finished speaking, Father couldn't wait any longer and begged,
"But, there are some things that are really inconvenient for dad to say over the phone. You know how many people stare at Dad, and if they hear it, it will hurt you. "
Well, why is it so complicated?
I said,
"Then I don't need to know. So as not to harm me... "Or hurt you."
Dad died. I could hear him spitting blood, but how could I not?
I have been his daughter for more than ten years. Now that I have fallen into such a situation, I have to spit out three mouthfuls of blood.
But he was my father after all, and that was the truth.
There was a slight noise on the phone, as if the wind had blown through the bare branches of her hair.
"Hua Da Da …" "Splash, splash, splash …"
His father was also in his forties, and seemed to be striding towards the age when he would lose all his leaves.
How long will it take for me to see him?
Will time give me a father I can see, and a mother?
I don't know.
I'm not a child, either. I won't wake up screaming for milk or wetting my bed and needing my mother to change her diapers.
I just feel that these are two of a person's most precious feelings.
Heh, with Yin Yijie's love, I seem to care a lot more.
Some people love me selflessly. No matter how suspicious I am, I can't deny it.
When he grew up, it was not because he was too big or because he had eaten too many bowls of rice or had a few piles of feces; rather, he had a deeper understanding of the experiences he had accumulated in life, so he had a more objective and comprehensive understanding of people's affairs and had a more suitable response.
That is, so-called reason.
I couldn't step on my father's foot. At least, my grandmother had loved me for years.
I couldn't pin my mother to the shame myself, because she had been feeding me for years.
Which part of me, growing from a babe to the size of a 1.73, wasn't it all thanks to their hard work? Thus, I should calm my heart and take care of my father. After that, I should be able to lead a better life for myself.
This was what it meant to grow up.
Yes, a few words with my father, I understand a lot.
I can clearly feel that I have grown up.
In that case, I should be able to do anything that an adult can do, from self-reliance to earning a living.
Yeah, it's not like I'm missing an arm or a leg, is it?
"But can't you blame Father?"
Dad suddenly asked me.
Heh, I shook my head and replied:
"Dad, there are a lot of girls who support their families at the age of seventeen or eighteen, so I won't say anymore." You... He hadn't raised a family in so many years, so he decided to find a place to take good care of himself. I will show you my filial piety when my daughter has grown up. "
After hanging up, I leaned against the cold curtain, the hard wall, giving me a more real support, even though it was very cold.
Looking up at the roof, his pupils unfocused, in a trance, I saw him.
Although it was cold, it was reliable.
In the morning, Yuli personally sent me to school, to my surprise.
In the school, there was naturally another wave of discussion.
After all, who could afford a rich man all day long?
Although Yu Li was Jade Gorge Bing's housekeeper, he was still a member of the Yu Family.
Even the branch of the Li family was probably more noble than Zhao Qian, Sun, and Wang Xiao.
Wasn't there another name back then? It was called "Country Name." There was also another saying, descendants.
The most typical was none other than Liu Bei.
He came from the lowest level of society, and relied on his role as a staff member to buy and sell food. With his status, it was simply not enough to enter the Central Plains.
However, according to the genealogy, Liu Bei happened to be the one that had come after Zhongshan Jing Wang, Liu Sheng. Although they were separated by thirteen generations and three hundred years, his bloodline was still there.
Furthermore, according to the family tree, he was the uncle of the Emperor of Han and not a nephew.
Thus, the value of "Uncle Liu Huang" was as different as the sky and the earth. Then, by relying on his outstanding crying skills, he was able to create a regime in Shu and Han dynasties.
Well, I'm in a better mood for this; and of course there are other reasons.
For example, Yu Li was like the uncle of Yu Clan's crown prince, Yu Shuang Bing. Then, since this noble uncle sent me to school, my worth would naturally be raised.
Jade Pot Ice introduced me. I am also a princess sent by the Yu clan. Under the escort of this genuine uncle, I think I can continue my own noble ways.
Since it's so honorable, I naturally don't have to be so self-deprecating and haughty to even bother about a bunch of ignorant people.
Zhou Qingyun was very satisfied with my performance. Although she did not know of my mental victory skills, but my performance was still considered healthy. Thus, it was worth celebrating.
In fact, I've already jumped up to second place in the class, and I have quite the potential. She naturally favors me.
When our class saw the teacher supporting me like this, and then in front of my grades, after a few casual words, gradually, I also shut my mouth.
As long as it was quiet.
Even if it wasn't intentional, there wouldn't be any annoyance, much less noise.
After all, I haven't reached that level yet.
I don't have enough power, so I prefer a quieter atmosphere.
"The makeup is really good, I heard …"
Zhao Yun looked around like a thief.
In fact, she wasn't a thief, but rather, a gossip woman in a classic pose, followed by a classic line:
"Let me tell you, don't tell others. This is a secret …"
I looked at him. But after not seeing him for a week, what was he up to?
Could it be that there were enemy spies infiltrating the school and wreaking havoc?
As far as I know, since Miao has left, the rumors have lessened and the tricks have become much simpler.
Am I that important?
At the moment, there shouldn't be many rumors about me being a abandoned woman, right?
I nodded.
"Speak."
Zhao Yun raised his notebook, laid down on his stomach and muttered:
"I heard that a few people were fighting over you and …" That was why there had been such a huge accident. Although the school did not allow it and the newspapers did not publish it, everyone was guessing. Are you alright? "
I looked at him, my thumbs and forefingers knotted in a circle over my eyes, my eyes wide.
Zhao Yun stared at me curiously, wiped the corner of his mouth, and pulled at his collar.
I rolled my eyes at him and said,
"Lift your left hand …"
However, our relationship has always been good. He hesitated for a moment, but still did as he was told.
From the looks of it, it wasn't that he was suspicious of my character, but he was more interested in the first-hand inside information.
En, curiosity. Everyone has it, so it's nothing.
I continued chanting:
"Put it on your right arm... He raised his right hand and placed it on his forehead … Was his forehead hot? Not Hot... Does it hurt to pinch my right arm? "It hurts …"
"Ha …"
My eyes stared into the sky. I was very satisfied with Zhao Yun's performance, he …
Aiyo, I'm dying from laughter.
I really wasn't used to laughing out loud, so I could only bear with it.
However, very quickly, Zhao Yun suspected that something was wrong with my brain, because I never joke around with him.
Uh, joking. Is there a problem?
Yu Li told me today that it wouldn't be a problem to send me to school. When we get married in the future, I will definitely toast a glass of wine with my niece and son-in-law. I almost kicked out of the car the man who acted shamelessly and relied on his seniority.
Of course, for the sake of our safety, I'd have to wait until the car stopped.
Zhao Yun held my hand and explained very seriously and anxiously:
"Of course I don't believe it. As long as your brain is normal, who's going to snatch you away from your guardian? Not to mention others and others, it was impossible. I just wanted to ask, are you alright? "
Uh, I pulled my hand away and was about to knock him on the head, but I stopped anyway.
I, somewhat sigh.
Zhao Yun had experienced it once and was deeply touched.
And he believed in me!
Zhao Yun has no doubts about me, where can I find such feelings? Other than the old town.
Well, I like that place.
If I wasn't too busy right now, I wouldn't have taken the initiative to ask for anything.
Otherwise, I really want someone to drive me there on the weekend.
The three to four hour journey shouldn't be too far.
Lowering my head, I thought about the old abbot of the Floating Cloud Temple. She said that I was entangled with peach blossoms, but my feelings were simple, so I wanted to laugh.
I doubt if the old man's six roots are clean.
By the way, I have my doubts about all the monks who draw lots for people.
However, based on what Aunt Tao said, thanks to the development of the surrounding medicinal plants, everyone had become more and more rich. By the way, even the nearby Floating Cloud Temple had been renovated and expanded.
I'm really not used to this kind of deep thinking in biosecond sociology. I even suspect that Aunt Tao's words were written down by someone out of her own creation.
In any case, it was a simple and happy place, a natural and free place, a place of beauty and cleanliness.
Zhao Yun, you've been in this city for three generations, why are you brewing such a clean atmosphere?
I doubt it.
Raising his head and looking at him …
I sincerely, lightly smiled, shook my head and said:
"I'm fine. Don't worry about me. "Thank you."
As I looked at him, my face reddened like a child's. I felt that I might as well not say this thank you.
Heh, I knocked on the back of his hand and chuckled.
"Are you gossiping about me with other people? Be careful that I don't kill you. "
Waving my fist, I have thought it through. Forget about the gossip. Who dares to hurt me maliciously? I will teach him a lesson.
If they kept making concessions, people would mistake the state of etiquette for incompetence.
One of the criteria for growing up was to be able to protect oneself.
I know that someone is using my father. Naturally, when I'm strong enough, I will dig out OXX from my ancestors once over.
If I were to find out that my mother was also controlled by someone, even though she was unhappy and didn't argue with me over it, I would still blame it on the one who caused it.
Yeah, all of a sudden, I feel great.
Actually...
The real reason is...