"Take good care of yourself …"
Yin Yijie repeated himself in a low voice and pressed on my back, as if he was trying to push those words to my heart.
I was shocked. His body stiffened as he slowly separated from me.
His hand, like a dying snake, was stiff, falling from my head, body, and chest. His breath, became cold …
Yin Yijie pushed me into the car. "Bang!"
He forcefully shut the car door and decisively turned around. He returned to the darkness, back to that world where demons danced chaotically. His back was cold, stiff, and distant …
"Bam!"
The door creaked again, and I heard it.
My mind was clear, my ears were sharp, and what I needed to see and hear continued.
However, my heart is empty.
One voice after another, one by one, played out in front of my eyes, visible, audible, yet somehow intangible.
I only saw his back. Gone, gone...
"Take care of yourself," is that a difficult and important thing? You need him to repeat it again and again? Did he still want me or not? Why didn't he want to go home?
Why, I feel so bad if you don't hug me …
A large hand pulled me to the left.
I don't want to.
I only want him. He has something special in his bosom.
I am a cat that recognizes its master, not a stray dog.
I am.
Even if he's gone, so am I.
Strong rejection, I do not want to be close to anyone else, I also want to put a sign on the forehead: do not come close!
The car, did not know when drove away, the street lights flash, the sound of people, lanterns hung high, red carpet spread, another happy year!
I saw it all. I saw a strange world that had nothing to do with me.
I am not one of them. I am one of them.
His eyelids were heavy, his eyelashes were interfering, his mouth was bitter, and his throat was spicy.
Oh, yes. I ate too much spicy lunch.
When the car stopped, Ice Jade opened the door and looked at me.
I looked at him, puzzled.
Yuping Ice helped me out of the car. Her eyebrows rose, but she didn't make fun of me. Or perhaps she didn't have this kind of atmosphere.
On the contrary, it gave birth to a strange feeling of affection that made people feel that it wasn't real.
Alas, how could he love me?
Maybe, didn't you hear? He spent a million to buy me, didn't he cherish me, didn't he just throw me aside?
What was the difference between that and throwing away money?
But I'm not interested in this rack. I'd rather hide in a closet than... I don't want him to help me, I'm fine, no.
With one hand behind my back, Yu Hu Bing gently held onto my waist and sent me home.
I went home with a cold face.
Back at my home, I...
Bathed in white, my mind was still cool and I didn't think much about it.
I don't know what it is. This is a fantasy world, I don't know what it is, so I chose to be quiet.
"Take care of yourself," I can do it.
I'm so tired. It's not appropriate for me to take a bath when my aunt comes, but it's not a lot. I really feel like I'm taking a bath.
There were so many rules in the world. Why was there no rule as to what love was?
International standards, why not define them so I can confirm what he means.
Taking a bath was a very comfortable thing to do.
After soaking in it for 15 minutes, he felt much more relaxed.
Crawling out, looking at the change of dirty clothes, I suddenly want to laugh.
He wondered what effect Yin Yijie's dirty appearance would have.
I, who rarely puke so much, actually puke on him.
Although it was only a small portion, but hehe …
His embrace was comfortable, even though it was stiff.
His stiff back was like a pillar, allowing him to rely on it without worry.
Mm, I like to hug him. Even if it's a bit cold, it's still very comfortable, far more than Young Master Yu's gentleness.
Maybe I was born to be miserable and couldn't enjoy the blessings of being gentle, but I didn't feel that anything bad could happen to my Yin Yijie if he wasn't gentle.
"Take care of yourself," this approximation... Shaking my head, I don't want to think about that.
Tonight, he's holding me, he's...
Today's matter was too messy. Forget it, I … Sitting in the bedroom, watching the dream state, the pure light, the glowing eyes.
Love is pure crystal, can't bear to go through with it.
He is an adult and I am not yet grown up. Perhaps, I should listen to him.
Because he clearly said that he would fight for a good future for us.
That's right, he's working hard outside. I, take care of myself, take care of me …
In fact, it was just one day.
That day, it was called Nian.
On the eve of New Year's Eve, I ate early and read for a while. At 9: 30 sharp, I washed up and went to bed.
Only by eating one's fill and sleeping well would one be able to live a better life.
Although he had been able to sleep for more than ten hours due to the lack of attention, what was so bad about sleeping so well? The review is also more vigorous, the mood is also good, I do not care about sleeping.
I woke up early in the morning, feeling sick in my stomach.
He quickly got up and retched a few times. Nothing happened.
It was strange, as it had been so often lately, but he was still fine and nothing was amiss.
Forget it, I'm too lazy to care.
At home, no one knew who ordered it, but it was still filled to the brim with a large refrigerator full of all kinds of food.
I quietly read books, the wrong set of questions, over and over again, the text over and over again.
I am very quiet and at ease.
"Everyone, come in …"
The phone rang. I was like an arrow that left the bow as I quickly ran to my bedroom, study room, balcony, living room … The phone continued to ring. It was urgent.
I was a little anxious.
A person would also want to hear the voices of their relatives and friends after a long time. This was probably because of the social nature of the person.
If a person was really bored for half a month, it would probably be very little.
"Everyone, come in …"
The phone's aria continued.
Standing in front of the bedroom door, thinking about every possible place to put a phone, moving his ears, he thought he was in the bathroom.
He quickly ran in to take a look, it really was …
Holding the phone, he stopped urging. Number, Don't recognize...
The air once again descended into silence. In his mind, he thought back to the ringing of the bell just now.
"Going home."
It's New Year's Eve. Will he be going home? Maybe not, I thought.
She went online to read the news early in the morning. Since the two leading pharmaceutical factories and hotels under the Yin family had simultaneously encountered financial problems, the annual report might lose money.
The public opinion response is very strong, commentator article, this has done a profound analysis.
I don't understand, but I know that Yin Yijie must be really busy right now.
Oh, it looks like this matter has been going on for a long time.
However, I still find it strange. The Yin family is so huge, and in addition to these two dragon heads, there are also many other dragon heads. They may not be that huge, they may not be that famous, but they might still be able to earn that much money.
Also, didn't he want to get some organic food? There are so many places in the old town...
Holding the phone and looking at the unfamiliar number, I suddenly smelled a hint of conspiracy.
Heh, conspiracy. This world itself is a conspiracy of God. Watching humans struggle between life and death in the midst of the clouds is a conspiracy.
No matter, holding the phone, I think and think, how about, give a comfortable one.
Just now, Yu Li said that she wanted to come over, how could I forget about the comfort in my house? No matter what the cause and effect, comfort or very caring for me, it's the new year and he's out of the hospital? Complete? Oh, when you grow up, you need to know how to care about others, I think.
Very simple, very decisive, very simple. I took out a comfortable phone and pressed...
"Hello, hello."
It was a comfortable sound, calm and quiet as always. It made people want to fall asleep.
But I was not sleepy.
"Hello …"
Hello, are you comfortable with amnesia?
Did you change the phone? Did he put on a mask?
He doesn't know my phone number? I don't think so.
He gave me my phone number. Usually, when he was in charge of the house, he remembered the telephone number on the account very clearly. I didn't notice. Under normal and predictable circumstances, he would forget my phone number and throw me a line …
"Hello."
There was a hubbub on the phone, but it didn't reach my ears. A barrier of "Hello" had been set up around me.
"Let me do it. This time, I will definitely find him. "
Yin Yijie's voice was calm, not that cold, but it was also not hot. It was calm, almost emotionless.
"I haven't found any news in a few years, return it." What are you going to do after the guardianship? Did you take your father seriously? "Huh?"
It was an extremely unfamiliar woman's voice. It was clear and cold, with a hint of anger in it. It seemed to resent the fact that he had failed to meet her expectations.
There was a lot of noise coming from the phone, but I couldn't tell what it was. I could only prick up my ears and listen!
"Didn't you already give me too little jade? Separating the two of them is not considered a loss. "
Yin Yijie actually had the intention to curry favor with him? Or bow your head and flatter? Since he had never seen the situation, he didn't dare to presume to claim it.
"Oh, okay, thank you for remembering."
A comfortable and indifferent voice entered his ears.
It was quiet, but at the same time, it felt strange.
He seemed to understand what I meant, and to maintain an invisible distance. We seemed to be even further away than the phone.
Me, oh... Okay, I nodded, okay, okay... Everyone's fine. That's good.
"Little girl, I don't care how you play with her." "I only care about your dad for ten years …"
That woman seems to have a grudge with me.
"Got it." "Today is New Year's Day …"
Yin Yijie lowered his voice.
Perhaps not, perhaps he had walked far away in comfort. It was probably inconvenient for him to answer a private phone call while Yin Yijie was talking.
"Yes, I have something to do at home for now. I'll visit another day to express my thanks …" "Here's to your early years …"
After saying that, he hung up.
I haven't said a word since the beginning.
Looking at the phone, silence.
Comfortable, knowing it's me, he must know, or else he wouldn't pretend to be so familiar.
Comfortable. You know what I mean, otherwise you wouldn't be so secretive as to tell me that you shouldn't wait for them today.
Comfortable, I know that I heard Yin Yijie's words, followed the flow, let me hear a few more words, it should be like this.
Otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to stop for so long.
Yin Yijie, what do you mean?
His father, his father... What happened?
I know nothing.
I don't know much about my father, I don't care what he does.
Who was that woman? Why did Yin Yijie have to treat her like this? Yin Yijie had always been cold. Even when facing a monster like Fourth Young Master, he had never lied to him. He had no nice words to say to Fan Kui, who was always arrogant. Other than coaxing me, there was also this woman on the phone …
This is a guessing world, me, not a zealous guessing party.
I only know that today, I will live by myself.
One day alone means one year alone.
I am the only one in my world.
The world of Yin Yijie, "gave" me the jade pot ice, me, but he is an old clothes, an old clothes sold at a high price.
Mm, it was worth it.
I don't sound that way.
I don't know who he was looking for or how he got involved with me.
But I don't care.
I am a humble person. I am not sure if I can be on my own or not.
Self-reliance was a very important issue.
To live, to have nothing to do with food.
Put down the phone, I think, my meaning has reached, I am not long-winded, not annoying, I have grown up.
I grew up, tomorrow will be 18 years old, I want to be strong, take care of myself, I can.
If one treated a year as a day, it wouldn't be too difficult to live it up.
We are all lowly existences. It is good that we keep what we have.
He put down the phone and went into the kitchen.
My guardian gave me a solid and rich life, material and spiritual.
Putting the mental part away, I began to fiddle with the physical part.
Since it's the new year, prepare well for yourself and bring out a new weather for the new year.
He didn't need to eat a large table of food, but it was still hot and cold everywhere. It couldn't be considered much, since he wouldn't be able to eat much.
I can eat it in two days by myself.
Such a day, as long as the air conditioner, two days to be not bad, New Year's Day with the microwave oven hot, eat, isn't it, feels good?
Someone said, life is a mirror, you smiled at her, she smiled at you.
I don't have to smile foolishly in the mirror when I'm alone, but there's no need to cry in the mirror either.
Isn't it good to be natural like this? Was I very pitiful?
"Everyone, come in …" "Local Dang …"
The phone rang again.
Someone actually thought of me today? It's a rare occurrence, let me take a look!
Picking up the phone, he saw that it was yet another unknown number. It was a pair with the one he didn't recognize. Should he answer it? Or, answer it.
I've heard of harassment on the phone and murder on the phone. I've never heard of such a thing.
Next... Press your finger down...
"But it's me, Daddy."
The north wind blows, the north snow floats, the north snow floats and the year arrives.
Dad went out to hide. He didn't come back on the night of the seventh day, the thirtieth.
Auntie gave the son of jade the cheek, I look forward to my father home New Year...
Oh, it's twenty-nine today, and it has to be tomorrow at thirty.
I am looking forward to my guardian, not my father.
My guardian, not my father, is someone who has nothing to do with me, nothing to do with me, nothing to do with...
"But I want to spend the new year with dad. I just happened to tell you that and there's something else. "After the eighteenth year of the new year, a poor child will take charge of the family. I can understand even if I tell you."
The north wind was blowing and the wind was leaking from his father's voice, making it difficult for him to hear his father's words.
I'm curious. What's so important about Dad that he has to tell me now? Even if he was taken in, he could have told me before he was executed.
Maybe I should see him.
After all, he was my father.
My father, how can I be afraid?
"Ke Er, it's father's fault that I dragged you down."
I did not answer for a long time, and my father sighed in a voice as desolate as the north wind.
That feeling of helplessness was like the sunlight, making him unable to escape.
I still didn't know what to say.
I didn't know what to say.
See you? I still have some concerns.
I knew my father was running away, and I knew it, as if I were looking for him...
BOOM! His brain was struck by lightning. I was stunned! Although there were always people chasing other people in this world, Yin Yijie was looking for someone on the phone just now, while his father was hiding, this …
Leaning against the door of Yin Yijie's room, I was stunned. I felt a little dizzy.
However, Yin Yijie was my father's friend, my father's friend. What was there to look for? This matter was illogical.
Well, I think so.
Although I doubt that with Yin Yijie's high status, he would have made friends with my father, but maybe his father was an FBI informant or something like that.
I didn't know. In just an instant, my body was trembling and my teeth were chattering.
"Come out, Daddy knows where you live. Daddy came to pick you up, okay? "
My father, constantly repeating the name of "father" in a very sincere manner.
Because he's my father.
However, it seemed that it would be more appropriate and infectious for me to call out my father.
I said,
"Dad, it was so easy to escape, so you shouldn't come back and fight. "What are you talking about? Just say it on the phone."
I, in fact, couldn't say why, but the more others felt that I had to, the more miserable I felt, as if I were someone else's pawn.
Although I have to be a pawn for many people every day, I also want to struggle a bit.
My father, on the other hand, has no special privileges on this point.
After hanging up, I continued cooking.
Between Dad and dinner, I chose to eat until I was full.
This was life!
It was almost three when Yu Li arrived.
Yu Li was a role in the middle between the 'Comfortable' and 'Song University'. He was more like a guest than the 'Comfortable', and more like the master of a university than the 'Song University'. This feeling was really hard for one to grasp.
However, I don't need to grab onto anything, because we are just passing by, coming and going.
In the end, nothing was left behind.