I believe I can.
There is no one in this world who can force me to do anything.
After hanging up, I went to take a bath and go to bed early.
The third year of high school was actually a bit boring.
He went back and forth between studying and testing until he memorized every possible question he could come up with and thoroughly understood every possible way to answer the questions. Then he would learn how to answer the questions. This, there was no end to it.
But I'm all right.
There was more than that in my head.
In addition to studying, I also have to be driven by Brian, to see this and that, and also, I have to go out tomorrow to see the house and arrange a normal life.
Although he didn't want to say it out loud, Yin Yijie didn't come back either.
However, I've grown up and I don't want to put myself in dire straits.
There are still about twenty days before I become an adult legally.
Yes, independence.
I wonder if Yin Yiju will chase me away, if he will continue to raise me, or if the Jade Gorge Ice will feed me? Heh, there's nothing more to it.
I can't control anyone else, but I have to manage myself.
Living and living are a problem.
Independence, independence, one might not even be able to create one.
If he wanted to stand, he first had to rely on his legs to stand firmly.
I want to look around and get ready. It would be best if I could live here; otherwise I'd have a place to go.
Renting a house was a very troublesome matter, and even after looking through it a few times, I was still unable to grasp the gist of it.
He only knew that he needed to find a quiet and clean place to deal with this semester first.
As for food and clothing, there's still work to be done. It's relatively simple, so I don't think I need to think too much about it.
Sitting in the bath white, warm spring bath, very warm, very comfortable.
His body was still fermenting in the heat. To be honest, he didn't want to leave this place.
Even being bathed in white was something he could not bear to part with.
Touching the edge of the bed, where he had once bathed me, I splashed him all over. Then, he picked me up and carried me back to his bedroom.
In the hazy steam, he closed his eyes and his thoughts began to float.
Yin Yijie, my Yin Yijie. Beside me, a pair of slightly cold but powerful big hands are holding me up …
However, I have tried many times, but to no avail. So, I know, he is him.
His heart began to heat up. He closed his eyes and used his hands to feel his existence …
Slowly, the past began to flow into his heart. In his arms, he could feel endless happiness from the tips of his hair to his toes.
He forced me once and I stabbed him; I stopped him for rudeness in the old county town.
Other than these two times, the rest were indescribably wonderful.
Even in the hospital, in such a hurry and strange way, he gave me all my happiness.
I think it's true that I love him, and he loves me.
He had to get used to it at first.
Ah!
I, I actually thought of this alone, I …
"Ahhh …"
With half closed eyes, I can still feel Yin Yijie beside me, oh …
His low voice made me feel his heartbeat.
Yin Yijie loves me.
I am all the more certain.
By the South Sea, we should be able to tell when we were playing with the waves.
At that time, I wanted to give it to him.
The blue sea, the moist air, the gentle sea breeze, his gentle kiss...
We sat side by side on the special swing in the fruitful courtyard of the old county town, shaking the clear wind and the bright moon. Together, we imagined how I would look when I was seventy years old and swinging on the swing.
He covered his face with his hands. His face was burning. He looked around and saw that he was gone. Perhaps, he was not there at all.
It was me, the one in my mind, the one who had just been a mere illusion of himself, yet it was so real.
That's right, didn't martial arts novels have sword qi, killing intent, and battle-qi that could be condensed into substance?
Perhaps, when I train my yearning to a certain level, I can also form a physical form and form a yearning body.
After changing, I quickly washed myself and crawled out of the water as if I was fleeing for my life. After putting on my clothes, I fled back to my bedroom.
I don't know what it is, but I'm afraid.
I'm afraid... The crystal drop by drop flowed down his face …
Thoughts, is the most terrifying poison, I think, and not false.
I really don't know how he, he is right now.
When the flood of emotion broke through the dam of reason, tears of ruthlessness soaked half the quilt.
I'm really crying.
I have always been happy, I can also live well, no matter what the circumstances, I can.
"Take good care of yourself." Ke Er was fine.
I will take good care of myself, but I also miss you, Yin Yijie …
It doesn't matter if you're singing or acting for real, or if you were just trying to support me, I don't care.
I just want to be in this quiet night and miss you a little bit, just a little bit …
Missing, no sin.
Love was not wrong either.
Let me... Let Me...
If you don't want to pursue the matter, then why did you leave?
I don't want to know if you still love me.
Don't want to investigate, fragile love in the cruel reality of how to survive.
No, I don't have that ability. I just want to quietly think about you once. I just want to …
He sat on the corner of the bed, hugging his knees and burying his head under the blanket.
Let all the reason and calm after work, I know you are very good to me, those little things that happened, more reliable than anything else!
All the definitions, categories, and ethical concepts in the world cannot change this fact.
I'm fine, too, and I know it.
But, still allow me, think about you, do not yearn for the future, do not hope tomorrow, just, think like this.
Feng Chi was dumbfounded.
The snow was falling like rain.
The moon was still in silence.
Clouds, merciless, low pressure on the roof.
I am tired; I am not tired.
He lifted his head from the blanket and rubbed his somewhat tense face.
The phone in the living room was still ringing. His cell phone was also ringing.
But I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep.
There is nothing that must happen to me this day.
Curled up in my corner, I tried to find my balance.
Hugging the bear, after a while, he lost it again.
Yin Yijie won't let me carry them to bed.
He said I should sleep with him in my arms.
Even in the vegetarian days, he wanted me to sleep with him in my arms.
Of course, this was the best I could hope for.
I like to sleep with him in my arms...
I used my thoughts to form a physical body, holding him, falling asleep...
Suddenly, I saw beautiful lawns, beaches, waves, people, beautiful bride; and melodious music...
It is not at all easy to count the days
When the time comes, his conscience will find out
"Women, we need to find a sincere man."
"How can it be so hard? It is so difficult!"
The face with the white veil on it on the day of the red carpet
The tears flowing from my smile must be beautiful
On the day of the red carpet, take the measure of happiness with you
There is a man who will stand by for ever, and that is what he wants all his life...
I see. This is a wedding.
The female voice was slightly hoarse and the song was slightly sad. However, it was deeply touching and it caused people to shed tears of happiness.
The wedding. I was dreaming about the wedding again.
But, people don't say, dreams and reality are always the opposite, so...
I don't know who the person with the blissful tears is, but my tears shouldn't be blissful.
"Wedding March," the groom, the new... Such a familiar voice, slightly thin, handsome, cold... The bride who was holding him, the proud lady, the exquisite wedding dress, the proud smile … She, not me …
Should I cry, or should I continue to cry?
It is said that those who have no worries sleep better.
Once he had something on his mind, he would not be able to sleep well.
I can't say.
When he woke up in the morning, the corners of his eyes were dry.
His mind was still a little muddled. His pillow was damp, his blanket was damp, his body was a little cold, and his nose was a little unkempt.
I climbed out of bed, went to the bathroom, and found my way to Yin Yijie's bed and went back to sleep.
His bedroom, like his own, was cool with the tips of his fingers, but his heart was steady, and his chest and palms were warm.
Sleep close to Yin Yijie's warm chest. I can always sleep soundly.
Even if he's a super lustful pervert, I can still sleep in peace.
He really didn't know if he should give himself a definition of being despicable.
The sky was still overcast, similar to yesterday.
Even in the bedroom, the lighting was dim, making it very suitable for sleeping.
When he woke up again, the woman was already there.
He prepared breakfast for me and then busied himself with hers.
I, alas … His appetite was good.
She usually prepared a few more for me to choose from, but I ate them all in one gulp.
Eat well and sleep well. Life is a big matter. I, really admire myself too much.
Why didn't I realize that I could eat so much before? I don't know.
After changing my clothes and carrying my coat and scarf, I prepared to walk the streets in search of a house. By the way, I wanted to familiarize myself with the natural environment and make preparations for rearing.
This cage had a huge impact on people.
The first time I looked for a house, I didn't know how to do it.
Later, I saw an advertisement on the wire bar, and then I went into a village. I found out that there were many places in the village where I could rent a house.
The more he searched, the more he realized that there was a plethora of things in the world.
"You want to go out?"
The woman stopped in the doorway and looked at me.
I looked at her, hesitating.
Oh, yes, hesitating.
The number of times I went out in private was not that many. There were also days when I gave her a vacation, so I didn't go out with her.
Today was probably the first time.
If it wasn't for those people who "reminded" me yesterday that school would be starting again tomorrow, I wouldn't be in such a hurry.
After all, they were too nervous if they had to busy themselves after school started.
And some rentals have to be paid a deposit or something, or they have to be "moved." I can't be in a hurry when things are right in front of me.
Yin Yijie had said that everything had to be planned beforehand.
His teachings are quite reasonable, I accept.
Looking at the woman, I wondered if she was Yin Yijie's supervisor.
Because Yin Yijie has always forbidden me to go out on my own, I don't know if it has lost its effectiveness or not.