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I don't know why I didn't get out of the way, or why the baby suddenly became naughty.

I only heard three steps in front of me. The steps were filled with people, and something had hit the back of my head. There was nowhere for me to hold my hand.

Before I passed out, I heard a mournful cry, like a wounded lone wolf. It was even more painful than the injured me:

"Ke Er!"

I am dizzy, but my eyes are not closed, I do not rest in peace, I do not rest in peace! It was the camera that hit me on the head; it was the camera that fell on me.

Fan (cid: 160) (cid: 160) (cid: 160) (cid: 160) I haven't seen her for a long time, and have been locked onto me with venomous eyes. So it's her!

No, I have a stomachache, no, no! Blood. The ground, the stage, the sign, the entire sky; everything was covered in blood! The golden sun also emanated a blood-red light.

Blood filled the air, engulfing my world and taking everything away.

"Baby... "Baby..."

I moved my fingers and felt my stomach. My baby, I thought I saw your father hug you just now.

"Baby... Be good and don't move... "Mother, protect you …"

Baby, seems to be noisy, restless restlessness, could it be, daddy bad?

I frowned. It hurts! His whole body was in pain! Baby, it hurts too!

"Baby, don't be afraid, there's a mother …"

My ears twitched, as if someone was choking at my side. A low sigh, the sad beauty of shattered life. It was as gorgeous as summer flowers, but also as short as a flutter.

It filled the air, filled with the bleakness of a shattered dream.

The smell of blood, yes, blood everywhere, it must be, I'm going to die.

Maybe I shouldn't have been born.

"I am this dazzling moment, the instant that the flames streak across the horizon.

I want you to love me at all costs, and I will be extinguished and never come back … "

Whose Elegy was this?

Why, when the baby's father came running towards us and our family was reunited, did God play a lament and sing this elegiac? Does God not want us to be happy?

His left hand moved slightly and a soft imprint appeared on it.

There was a slightly cold hand holding it, holding my hand so tightly that it caused me to wake up from the pain.

In the cold, there was a slight tremble. In the sigh, there was a slight sob and a limitless disappointment, like the leaves at the end of autumn withering in the evening breeze. It was so sad, so beautiful, so heartbreaking, and so painful that it was hard to breathe.

I began to tremble. No, no!

How can this be?

I'm fine, my baby is fine, why is it so sad?

I don't want to be the one crying and wailing and wailing and wailing and wailing and wailing. That kind of obscure voice is corrosive and terrible! "" I don't want to cry and wail.

I want to evolve into a goshawk! A loud, shrill roar pierced through the nine heavens! Even if it was dismal, he still had to be stern …

I tightened my grip, and before I could finish, a big hand reached over and brushed my face, brushing my hair away.

Releasing my hand, he habitually grabbed my head and pushed my long hair to the side before carefully putting my head down.

one hand holding my hand on my belly, the other hand touching the top of my head...

Broken, this world was broken.

Broken and disordered.

I didn't know what to do. My heart stopped beating and I found it hard to breathe.

I felt a tearing pain all over my body, making me unable to shout out, unable to speak the entire sentence.

"The bleeding is quite serious. I might not be able to keep it safe."

A woman's voice, holding my leg, said a goddamned thing.

"Bullshit!"

I didn't think much about it. The moment the baby saw the blood-red light that filled the sky, it was already very unlucky. Now, she even had to be cursed at.

I opened my eyes and saw a pretty nurse holding something in her hand.

"Aiyo …" "Aiyo …" "Aiyo …"

I was in the ambulance.

Yin Yijie sat beside me, comfortable in the back, with a familiar yet strange face, as if it were a lifetime ago.

There were doctors and nurses sitting at their feet.

"Ask Bai Dai to come here."

Yin Yijie turned his head and said to Comfortable.

Comfortable brows slightly creased as he said:

"He's a surgeon …"

Yin Yijie's body suddenly turned cold as he shouted in a cold voice:

"Let him come over! There's one thing I want to settle with you guys, none of you will be able to escape! "

I quietly watched, he was angry, very angry, why? Am I wrong? Was he venting his anger?

"Young Master, she called."

Just as Comfortable took out his phone, he handed it over to Yin Yijie.

The corner of Yin Yijie's mouth widened into a smile as his chest heaved up and down. The hand that was grabbing onto me was trembling like a balloon that was inflating and could explode at any time.

My heart starts to sink, I close my eyes, I...

"Ke Er has no one to take care of her, could it be that you're telling us that we're heartless and heartless?" Do you need me to teach you how to do it? "

Yin Yijie controlled his voice, but he could not suppress his anger. The strong smell of gunpowder filled his nose, making him feel depressed.

I wanted to laugh.

Is it because of me?

No, I said,

"I still have a baby …"

Yin Yijie turned his head and looked at me for a long time before speaking in a hoarse voice:

"It will be fine. I've already ordered people to prepare it. It will definitely save the baby. Don't worry. "I won't …"

Holding my hand, his fingertips were cold and trembling.

What was he thinking? What was going on?

Baby, is something really wrong?

No, definitely not:

"Your baby was so happy just now. This is my first time, this is my first time …"

I can't go on.

I'm not stupid, and the people in front of me aren't stupid either.

However, since Yin Yijie said he would be able to keep it, maybe he could.

Closing my eyes, a large hand came over and gently caressed my eyes.

But, my heart, why is it so painful, so empty?

Baby, I just learned this morning that he kicked me. He grew up.

When I saw my dad, he was so happy he could dance. My baby...

"Don't think too much. It will be fine. Take good care of yourself, don't worry about anything else for now. "

His voice was anxious and messy.

When he said it, it did not have much credibility. It was also not very reliable.

It was so bad, from the bottom of his heart to his limbs and bones, it was so bad!

Headache, stomachache, leg pain …

I've forgotten about it. It hurts!

"Save my child!"

That cold voice, who was it making a ruckus?

"Scram!" Satisfied? Is she just a child? Are you satisfied? "

Who was he scolding?

Who is the child?

I'm not. I've grown up.

He definitely wasn't talking about me.

He would never have said something so good to me.

"She's lost too much blood. Uh, she's in a bad position too …"

A woman, her voice so cold, with no emotion.

"I only want to know if I can keep it. Can I have it delivered by caesarean section?"

Who, who wants to caesarean my five-month-old baby?

"The hope is very small, we recommend that you treat the adult well and ensure that there is no effect on the matters of the bed and childbirth in the future. Otherwise …"

Who was it, who was the one who said it so casually, I only need a baby, what else do I need to do in the future?

I didn't know where I was. My head was spinning again, I was sleepy, my eyes were closing, the world was dark.

If he didn't get it, he wouldn't worry about losing it.

If he didn't have it, he wouldn't worry about letting go.

In the good times of the end of spring, all living things grew, and things happened frequently.

This was a dark corner. There was no sunlight, no spring breeze, and no temperature.

Baby happily extended his small hand, pointed to me in the dark a reassurance, gurgling: Dad is here, the baby is going to pick up Dad.

I couldn't even walk steadily on the path of a baby, so I ran over happily after stumbling a bit. I was worried, so I immediately gave chase.

Seeing that I had already caught up with the baby, I suddenly felt as if I had stepped on the corner of her skirt, or my left foot on my right pant leg.

"Bam!"

He fell down, overcame the baby...

"Baby, don't cry baby, it's your mother's fault, your mother was careless, sorry …"

The baby ignored me and lay there, the red blood under his body spreading … It filled the entire dark space.

No matter how much I shout, the baby just... He refused to get up!

"Baby, don't be like this, it's Mommy's fault, Mommy's …" Wrong! "

When he reached me, all he saw was a pool of blood. There was no need for his paternity test, the fish and bear paws were gone, and all that was left was the wind blowing the darkness around me, drowning me.

It hurts, it hurts!

"Sorry, baby... "I …"

How cold, why is there no temperature in this world?

No, this was a characteristic of hell, dark and cold, without a trace of light, this dark world of chaos and madness.

My baby must have left here and gone to heaven.

"Baby, mom is wrong, can you come back quickly? Mom misses you... "Father …"

I don't know, I don't know if your father still wants you, but I know by feeling that your father will love you, too.

I don't know why he said that, I don't know.

But I believe he loved my baby.

That kind of madness and speed, he loved.

I believe him.

But what was the use? The baby is gone, the baby won't get up, ignore me.

Touching his stomach, the baby could no longer understand and was no longer "gurgling".

Baby, it seems like you're completely ignoring me.

"Ke Er, wake up …" "Ke Er …"

"Cry for blood!" Kong Ming cried out. His master's every word was sorrowful.

He called out so urgently, a warm towel is constantly on my face slowly wipe, gentle, mournful …

"Another nightmare?"

Yin Yijie put down the towel and kissed my forehead.

My eyelashes fluttered a few times, as if a century had passed.

Should he open his eyes?

I really don't want to open my eyes, but can I escape now?

His mind was gradually becoming clearer. There were many things he had to face in the end.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked around.

It was a nice room, with only one bed, simple and clean.

Yin Yijie poured water and looked at me, his gray eyes bloodshot.

I looked at him, saw his eyes, looked into them …

How long has it been since we've looked at each other at such a close distance? Yin Yijie's deep eyes were filled with pain, regret, and hatred …

His deep eyes were filled with desolation, just like the branches of a winter tree. His appearance was just like his body, but it was completely lifeless.

His eyes have always been my natural enemy. I didn't know what to do the longer I watched him. Everything was at his mercy.

Only this time, I was at a loss.

So it turned out that mutual attraction was not permanent.

I looked at him, my eyes full of disintegration...

"It's over, let's not think about it anymore. There will be more in the future. "

Yin Yijie shook the bed for me, leaned his upper body forward slightly, scooped a spoonful of warm water, tasted it and then fed it to me.

It was dark brown in color and looked a little like brown sugar. It was slightly bitter.

Look at him, then look at Spoon.

How can I go over?

That's my baby, already moving, already playing the drum.

If he was given another two months, he should be able to give birth.

And that was it … I asked:

"Didn't you say to keep the baby? You lied to me? You've been lying to me all along? You don't want a baby, do you? Did you do anything to my baby? "

I was fine, but why did you keep me under anesthesia? Why didn't you ask me for permission …

Staring at Yin Yijie, my eyes turned blank.

What's the point?

Your baby has...

Why ask him?

I always said to protect the baby, but I was useless. I clearly felt the murderous intent behind my back, yet I still stood there.

It's my fault, why would I blame others?

This is a beautiful and regretful world, we are just like this, hugging each other and laughing with tears in our eyes …

Tearful, smiling, baby... It's mother's fault.

Mommy is useless, I let you get hurt …

Yin Yijie put down the medicine bowl and sat on the bed. He picked me up and hugged me tightly.

However, the wound was painful, the wound that had already fallen down hurt so much.

I've never felt such pain before. It hurt so much that I wanted to cry so much that I might as well die …

"I know, it's my fault. I didn't think it would turn out like this, it was my... Baby... I don't want a baby. This is our first baby, and the baby I really want … "