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"..." Yes, I understand. Don't worry, she won't … She's a good girl, huh... "It's safe, nothing will happen to him …"

Was it a light cry, or was it coming from out of nowhere?

I'm hallucinating, maybe... His mind buzzed non-stop.

It's worse than being on the plane or getting off the plane. Tinnitus, headache, maybe, I'm going to die.

Maybe it was a good thing that the baby didn't come into the world.

At least, he didn't have to suffer any more.

Because I might not be able to take good care of him. I can't give him a happy and complete home, and I can't guarantee that I can give him a good environment …

Clean, safe, obedient, better than the people outside... Is he praising me?

Killing three birds with one stone, what did he want?

Who did he grab?

In the cold air, countless cold arrows pierced my head like needles, piercing my skin. Ah, it hurts …

Yes, what he said had to be done on different occasions.

He had at least eighteen masks, but had such thoughts in his heart?

Perhaps this was Yin Yijie's real purpose.

Even if you love me, it's probably just a by-product.

Yes, he has so many masks, and that one for me, can't it be true or false?

Leaning on the cold iron armrest, his body was also cold.

Now that I have nothing, I truly have nothing. Perhaps, it is time.

This is good too, isn't it? That's good, that's good.

Okay, okay...

When he returned to the ward, Yin Yijie was not there.

I said I went downstairs and walked away, and the six of them didn't ask any more questions.

Yeah, they don't care what I do, I'm safe, I'm just a pawn, is it that important?

Chess piece, heh … It's been a long time since I've seen Yu Hu Bing. I wonder if he's in Dubai? Is he really exiled because of me? Is he really, really, defending me? He took care of me before, could it be that this is one of Yin Yijie's ways to deal with me?

This was worth it.

Perhaps, what they said in the past was not bad. Or perhaps, I am really someone who was raised unscrupulously …

No, I don't want to think about it. Those things, when I think about it, only add to my sadness and sadness.

He really loved me once, and I don't think it was...

Maybe he really wants to treat true love as a game like me? I tried to use real trust as a bargaining chip. He tried to use real love as a bargaining chip...

Ha, ha! Bing and Ha ha … Imagination, truly wonderful, truly wonderful!

I can even think of this, a genius, absolutely a genius!

Ha, what's the use of that?

We all gave a real love, didn't we?

So be it.

There's no need to pour out the bath water, even the kids, right?

True love, yes, we, I am 100% sure, we were true love, although our love lives in the gap, but did survive a short moment.

Like a bright firework, it streaked across his heart in an instant …

After cleaning up, he got into bed. He felt a little light-headed and probably had a fever again.

My fever is always very imposing.

However, this time, they really didn't come at the right time.

Love is gone, what do you want to do with a fever, ha...

My thoughts were absolutely correct: sometimes I shouldn't have too many thoughts, sometimes I should listen to a few corners and live more happily.

The next night, Yin Yijie came back. Look, I was worried for nothing.

The fever this time wasn't too bad. He was once again in the hospital. After hanging up the medicine for an entire day, he was already sober.

Oh, without love, the fever recedes quickly, it seems to me that it is a doom and a blessing and a love that is prone to illness, truth, absolute truth.

Yin also let out hot water, carried me to wash up, like a watermelon, in a short while can be cut to eat.

However, although I was still relatively awake, I didn't have any strength or a mood to do so.

Yin Yijie must have figured it out, so he didn't plan to eat it. He put it on for me and placed it on the bed. Everything seemed so natural.

The mutual understanding between us naturally made people want to cry.

I'm having trouble with my head.

Was this also his "treatment"?

Was there a need to make it so realistic?

I really don't think so.

Closing his eyes, he leaned against his chest. His heartbeat was still steady, even the slightest bit of connection messed up my heart.

I felt like I was being cheap. No matter how many things had happened, I would sleep well in front of him and sleep until dawn.

When I woke up from his morning lesson, I was speechless.

After a slight movement, his body had already heated up like a fried onion.

But I don't want it, I don't want it.

I'm just a cleaner man than the rest of you... What?

What was I in his mind?

Could it be that he was so cold that he was using love as a game?

He really was a very willing person.

Early in the morning, before the chaos in his mind had fully developed, his body was already fully prepared. His consciousness was ruthlessly falling towards the Mariana Trenches until it disappeared.

The last thing he knew was to look at the people he truly loved.

Some people are willing to use true love as a bargaining chip, do you want to let them have a good time? If it was me, I don't know.

My mind was already lit up by the light of heaven and I had lost consciousness.

Love, Love, Love... Although it was a simple exercise as usual, Yin Yijie's actions were full of passion and love.

If there had been some hesitation in the last moment, I did not think of him now except to hold him close, to be with him in the waves of happiness.

Moreover, today's love, in addition to being deeply corroded and ecstatic, also had a kind of broken beauty, as if it was being ruthlessly pinched by a mosquito in an extremely itchy wound. It used pain to stop itching, to stop pain …

Yin Yijie and I have always understood each other, I am sure of that. Therefore, today's love is more wild in its gentleness.

Lying at the head of the bed, I am tired, but I am also not tired anymore.

Why say all this when you have loved me deeply?

We didn't say anything. It was as if we knew something.

Or maybe it's just a coincidence that we don't know each other when we each think of our own.

That's all right, after I love you, I need to rest, wake up, I need to organize my thoughts.

Taking a bath, hiding love, we, sitting side by side on the sofa, from any outsider's point of view, are still a loving couple.

"Ke Er, what's wrong?"

Yin Yijie was the first one to speak. He sighed. It was like he had said too much.

I looked up into his eyes, gray and without a trace, perfunctory or unloving.

In the deepest part of his eyes, there was a flash of light, just like the stars, making people unable to let go.

Deep within her bright eyes was something called love and pity. It was very moving.

I gently raised my hand and touched his long, thick, curling eyelashes.

After a long and deep sleep, he had eaten his fill. His complexion was not bad, and a hint of redness could be seen on his porcelain and ivory skin.

When paired with his firm lines, he forcefully created a devilish, beautiful man.

His hand was on his face, hard and soft, and he liked it.

I pursed my lips and thought about it.

"Nothing, I'm leaving."

Yin Yijie's face suddenly darkened. He pulled my hand to his mouth, and after a while, he only said softly:

"Not yet."

I shook my head. It's okay, I'm almost there.

I said,

"Isn't it different if you leave early or you leave late? I at least want to leave. "

They looked at each other. I loved and admired her, but I no longer had any reason to stay.

I told him so frankly, but it's just, it's just, I can't bear to part with it. After all, I really did love her.

The grey color in Yin Yijie's eyes deepened, and a moment later a thick fog enveloped him.

I see.

Still, I'll say it.

Whatever his reason, I want to express it.

It's his business whether he tells me or not, and it's mine whether I guess.

But I don't want to leave anything behind.

Slowly, I asked,

"Did you take the hotel stuff?"

Yin Yijie's face darkened. His face was no longer red, but covered in a layer of red that had a hint of grey. His face was not black at all.

This kind of grey was similar to the signs of death. It was neither angry nor cold, but it was seeping and it was difficult to see.

I lowered my head. I really couldn't bear to watch.

After a long while, Yin Yiji said:

"Yes." Do you hate me? "

I shook my head.

As a person, I don't hate anything, except people like Fan, and I don't hate anyone else, like my parents.

Moreover, I know that he has a reason, but I just don't know why.

Everyone has their own starting point and difficulties in doing things, and since he's willing to admit it, I can't hate him any more.

Furthermore, most of those things had been given by him. So now that it had fallen into his hands, it could be considered as returned to its rightful owner?

Or could it be better to leave it in his custody for the time being?

I faintly shook my head as I looked at him and asked.

"Then, where are Zhou Qingyun and Zhao Yun? "Don't you want to explain at all?"

Yin Yi gently placed his hand on my head. His hand was slightly trembling as the corner of his mouth was pulled a few times. He said, "En!"

"It's me. I'll tell you when the time is right. "There are some things I don't want you to know, and I don't want you to …"

I closed my eyes. There was nothing to say.

I never force anyone to do anything.

He didn't tell me many things, so why should I be troubled? I turned my head and looked out at the glaring sun.

"Baby... "Where is it? I want to see …"

Life and death are like incense sticks, right?

I've been pregnant for five months, and although I owe him, I still have the right to see him, no?

My Baby... His heart trembled under the bright sun of early summer. It was so cold that it was about to freeze into ice.

Yin Yijie shook his head, looked out the window and said in a deep voice,

"I'll handle the baby and we'll see about it in the future. "When everything is settled …"

I looked up, jerked my head up, looked at him, into his eyes.

Yin Yijie's pair of beautiful gray eyes were filled with sorrow and the fury of the Burning Heaven. However, there was no guilt or regret …

Any other surprise.

Maybe I was thinking too much, but why not?

Why did he always have so many reasons?

That deep pain and hatred was even stronger than mine.

Lowering my head, I slowly stood up.

Since he didn't want to say anything and didn't explain anything, then I might not be able to force him out.

I'm sorry, baby. Mom is going to work hard. When I have the ability, I will come back to settle this account.

If you don't know this, then all the debts will be settled by your mother.

I don't hate them, but that doesn't mean they owe me anything.

"Ke Er …"

Yin Yijie pulled my hand, holding it tightly, causing it to hurt.

"Let go, I'm going. Take good care of yourself. I am, and so are you. "

Looking out the window at the sun, I said something that didn't go through my head.

The outside world is so wonderful, look, there are pigeons flying over there, how free, how happy.

Yin Yiji let go of his hands and took out a stack of money. After counting, he gave it to me and said in a low voice:

"If there's anything, just look for me. South Asia …"

I shook my head and looked at the money. I don't want it.

I let him keep it for three years, close to three years, and have ended up like this. I don't regret it, but I don't need it anymore.

Money is just money, I don't need it.

If I need to, I'll earn it myself.

The world is vast, I will not be short of a meal.

Relying on him, in the end, I couldn't even keep my baby. What was I supposed to listen to?

Yin Yijie stubbornly stuffed it into my hand and said:

"Don't be willful, Ke Er. In this world, everything costs money. "Even if you save it for when you have no other choice …"

I pushed it back at him and threw it on the ground. Who said that I was going to force myself to the point where I had no other choice?

Not before, not in the future.

If I can't even solve this little problem, what am I thinking of evolving?!

What kind of eagle would soar through the nine heavens?

"Is it about the baby?" You still hate me? "