Chapter 343

Knowing this love can make our heart peaceful and our eyes deep. Life is happy.

In fact, my mother's love for me is more than giving me money?

And I... used to feel like I didn't hate it. Actually, I'm already complaining. Silent complaints. But I thought I was generous.

When my mother left six years ago, I was not sad because my mother gave me less and less money?

Or does my mother bring me more and more troubles?

I. Now think about it, there is a sense of relief... Self anatomy, really cruel!

however. Now? I need enough courage to face it!

Originally, I also hate my mother's career, so. I hated her. the subconscious!

How terrible!

Children are ugly, dogs are poor. Jie Jie never despised my downfall situation, or it was too strong; But. I can't believe that

Because my mother refused to send me to school, because she saw that I was about to fall into the devil's hands and didn't stop me, because her profession looked down on her

I attribute all the places that I can't compare with my classmates to my mother. I think I live a hard life. Because parents

Ha, what a sarcastic joke!

I haven't even asked my mother why she disappeared. Is it just to escape me?

She's not asking. You can get rid of me.

If I'm 15 years old, if I'm still with my mother, are those wolf like men more... In other words, I'll be more dangerous.

Her original sin was unable to protect me, but could only push me further, so she chose to disappear... Can this be one of the explanations?

Maybe, mother may not think so clearly, but I don't rule out the choice from the bottom of her heart.

Of course, there may be other reasons for her escape, or the most important reason. For example, fan has other plans. But I can't help thinking that when my mother left, she probably considered this aspect.

She wants me to work hard and get rid of her shadow, though it's impossible.

But mother's efforts, how can I feel free?

If I am unfilial, I will be punished!

If I have to take my experience as punishment, maybe I deserve it!

In fact, I got too much!

I now hold a huge amount of property, I have a lot of love, I have good friends to me, I have not been punished by God, I am too happy!

And mom, mom, mom

She's still in fan's hands

Lift the quilt, I want to rush out, no!

I have been pardoned by God, I have no face to continue to enjoy it alone!

Mom even paid a lot for me, maybe even like tuilan

Yes, when I was pregnant, I was subjected to inhuman torment

She is my mother

When pregnant, it is easy to miscarry, I am a special case, my baby is not as lucky as me

And my mother

The last string is broken and tears are pouring down. I don't want to bear it. I've had enough!

I'm wrong, mom, I'm wrong!

I'm so wrong!

Unfilial daughter, unfilial daughter!

Blame, I have the face to blame. I dare to despise my mother's career and spend the money my mother earned to install ordinary children in school. My life is extraordinary. Maternal love can never be weighed by scales, and I

Ha ha ha ha ha, I, what a funny me!

My mother didn't stop others from bullying me, just like Yin Yijie put me in prison to prevent others from bullying me. What's the difference?

That's the most vulnerable way to protect mom, mom

Cause and effect have been planted. I can work hard by myself, but I can't do that to my mother, can I?

Yin Yijie loves me so much, do I still want to wait for him to come to me and apologize?

I'm not a child. I'm sensible. Why can I do such a stupid thing?

Why should I leave my mother alone?

No matter how powerful fan is, he can't turn the day around, and I'm content to stand by

And Dad, I don't care.

Maybe, yesterday, I didn't have the ability.

However, my mother did not have the ability to think of a way, no ability, is always an excuse, and I, unexpectedly... Head staggering, hit the wall, hit tofu

no

Wait a minute. Staggering?

Let me see

Lean on the head of the bed and I'll think about it

The king of Qin said:

"The anger of the son of heaven, lying corpse million, bleeding thousands of miles."

Tang Ju said:

"Did you smell the fury of cloth clothes?"

The king of Qin said:

"The fury of the cloth clothes is also bareheaded and bare, grabbing the earth with its head."

Tang Ju said:

"The anger of a mediocre man is not the anger of a scholar.

My husband specializes in stabbing Wang Liao, and comets attack the moon; Nie Zheng stabbed Han Guiye and Bai hongguanri; If you want to leave the stab, Qingji will also, and Cang Ying will strike on the hall... If the scholar is angry, the corpse will be buried, and the blood will be shed for five steps

Ha!

Why do I hit the wall?

Is it filial to jump against a wall?

Isn't my mother sacrificing twenty-one years in vain?

The anger of scholars

First, I don't need a comet to attack the moon. Second, I don't need Bai hongguanri to keep a low profile. My little resentment is not enough to move the world and keep a low profile

Let me think about it. What I'm doing now is preparing for revenge?

My anger, never do Fu corpse two things, I don't want to bleed five steps, I want to

He died, I live!

Or, I live, he dies!

Clench your fist, sorry mom, I will double make up for it; If you owe me something, I'll get it back with interest... Get it back!

The door knocks gently. I look up. It's Brian.

Brian sat at the head of my bed, looked at me, turned and went out.

I don't understand what he is going to do, but I have a deep blood feud. I must pay for it!

To put it in a more dignified way, it is everyone's responsibility to eradicate cancer for the society. I dare not say goodbye!

What's more, three, four and five members of my family all have deep hatred against him. I'm afraid they will never die!

Yes, mother love, mother has done so much for me, even

How old was my mother when she was pregnant with me?

She's only twenty?

No.

I've never thought about it so clearly!

My mother, who gave birth to me at the age of 19, is about the same age as I was pregnant with a baby. She even saved me in a much more dangerous environment than me. Although I sometimes feel that it's better not to have a baby, at least I have a choice.

And my baby, unexpectedly

I'm sorry for my mother, I'm sorry for my baby, I

I don't want to anger fan, but I'd rather!

Isn't it a good thing to vent one's anger?

Anger, we can not face their own vulnerability and inner darkness, so I can continue to live a hero

"Don't be sad, and don't be in a hurry. You can't be in a hurry..."

Brian twisted a towel and sat down in front of me, saying gently.

I wiped my face. Needless to say, Brian saw it.

In the face of him, I don't have to pretend. Useless people often hide and secretly use tears to commemorate the missing things, and then continue to mourn with tears when they miss the things on hand

"Auntie will be fine. Don't worry. I don't usually say it. I'm just as anxious when your mother has something to do. Your mother will worry about you. "

Brian gently pulled my shoulder and put it on his arm, sighing and comforting.

However, I have come to understand that I have always been a child!

Only know to accept the obvious love and give.

For some of the Yin astringent, it is difficult to understand.

I nodded and said:

"I think I'm so sorry, mom. I'll make up for it, though it's so insignificant. I'm going to find a way to make my mother... "

Save it?

With my own strength, it seems impossible. I need to be stronger.

What I need is not for others to stand up to me and say what I should do, but for me to tell them what I want to do.

No matter how well protected, I am a cage bird, but I, not an ostrich, I want to fly!

The problem is that my wings are not hard enough.

Brian patted me on the back and said slowly:

"You're right. It's too urgent. I can tell you the truth, I have already found Laozi. Your mother didn't betray me at the beginning. Laozi suspected that she was seriously ill. Moreover, I told him that if I forced my mother to be short-sighted, I would not let him go. You know, I'm the only son. Sometimes I can't help listening to me. What I said is also true. Just now, someone called me and said that my mother was just shut up and didn't... "

Well, some things, some abilities and backgrounds are more powerful, and Brian's threat is more logical and effective.

I think, my mother will be OK for the moment, that's good.

Although compared with the sufferings she had suffered before, maybe the present situation is nothing, but she has survived, isn't it?

After thinking about it, I asked:

"What about fan? Will she let it go? Did you bring in the rice? "

Brian rubbed my head and nodded

"The real power is still in Lao Tzu's hands, but sometimes she needs help, so she is allowed to mess around. This time, oh, last time, I lost face and lost my temper. That's why she got Zheng Jingren out and asked people to find her mother. But she wanted to atone for her sins, but only if Lao Tzu recognized them, instead of adding to them. Rice lives at home, some things are more convenient than us, she also has her mother's revenge, now also suffer all day, nothing. She is no longer young. What she should do is just the right thing to do. By the way, she must do it. Don't worry. If I don't get to my son, I'll still have some face. "

Well, since my mother is OK, I'm relieved. As for fan, it doesn't matter whether she's disgraced once or twice.

Half a day later, I said:

"I want to find him and meet him. There are some things that we can do separately, but I think it's better to have a breath. We all have a clear idea. In fact, Lao Liu's tone, some things can be guessed by each other, so why do you have to guess like this? I think fan Fu must have guessed something when he started. In that case, we.... "

There is a certain connection and tacit understanding, and we, don't

"Now there's a very important question, I have to talk to him, or else it will be. Some things are not for one person. We should try our best to mobilize and unite all forces... "

"... United Against Japan?"

Brian's eyebrows moved, and we all seemed to have something in mind.

"All right?"

I asked, frowning.

After all, it's a bit dangerous.

The United resistance against Japan needs a core; At the same time, we also need to hate each other enough to let people carry a hoe and a kitchen knife to kill them.

At that time, don't say millet plus rifles hit your plane and tank, in this harmonious society, everyone scolds you to create enough disharmony, can also let you suffocate.

The power of public opinion is useless to Japan and the powerful underworld; However, once the corner is dug and scolded again, it will be different, or some people will not have to jump off the building.

The room was quiet. We were all thinking about it. Our previous efforts and preparations didn't seem to be enough.

To bring down a big fan mountain, we need to mobilize all the forces to bring them down once and for all. Even if they are not dead, they will never be able to turn over again.

Only in that way can we live in the sunshine again and have a good life.

"I'll look for ran Hua and find out some cases, especially minors. We know that. I can... Testify. "

Brian clenched his teeth, his temples were blue and he made up his mind.

I was so scared that I almost forgot that fan's society was just a vicious old society. He used child labor to do things. If there was an accident, the responsibility was light. This, Yaya, bah!

I said: "this must be dug out. It will certainly cause public indignation. It's you... "

Brian shakes his head, looks at me and smiles. His eyes are full of determination. He whispers:

"Before I left, I took the team for more than ten years, and I trained a lot of people; Including, the last time you had an accident, the boy... He obeyed his orders and couldn't help it. He has done a little bit, otherwise, you may not be so easy.... "

last time? Which time does he mean!

I have many accidents. Who knows which one?

I nodded, when "so it is.".

After all, I've been "almost" many times. When someone releases water, does it feel good?

Brian opened up and went on with me

"To lead a team, to do such a thing, I don't feel much. Apart from us, there are many people who do this kind of thing, so I may not be required to be a guardian. However, my view is different from that of Lao Tzu: we can't do everything completely. The world is big and we can't do it all the time. Laozi made use of his relationship with the Sanyuan to enlarge this area to a fearless attitude. "

"I think people have to be a little awed to make you remember who you are and live longer.

But Lao Tzu's people are different. When they are omnipotent, they even think that the three courtyards can play well; In fact, it's just a few people who are greedy for profits, or a few people who don't want to do much. But once things get out of hand, Laozi must be the first gecko to be thrown out; Who cares about your feelings then? "

Brian stroked his brows and said softly:

"But Laozi means that he treats us as geckos' tails and says," who doesn't raise some tails to save lives?

’So, after I left, he continued, but I brought ran Hua out at the price of him. He went in for two years.

You know, one crime can't be punished twice. As soon as he goes in, he will erase all those things. Do you understand? "

I don't understand. It's a mess. It seems that Brian has another idea about running the underworld?

Sweat on my forehead, diddiddidi

Bryan smiles, an obscure bitter smile, like a rare relaxation, and says slowly:

"Like Jerry and Sishao, those forces are called" covering the sky ", but they are not in direct conflict with the right way. They make people feel that you can't turn the world upside down and control it, so you can let it go, so you can have a living space and a place to jump.

Even if the power is great, it's also deliberately furtive, giving people a sense of awe. This is what smart people do.

After all, the arm can't twist the thigh.

I told Lao Tzu, I said that fighting and killing is not the right thing after all, harmonious society, we are appropriate.

Fighting and killing is for the sake of Liwei, and profit is the most important thing.

We should not charge protection fees too much. I also highly value "what tax" or even "thirty tax", so that we can keep a balance in awe. Therefore, I let me go. Oh, I vigorously explained the benefits of reading. I probably thought that I had made almost all the money. If I wanted to be good, I let me go anyway. However, my words... Years of struggle... Of course, I also paid the price... "