Therefore, at three or four o'clock, in the dead of night, you can only hear the heartbeat and your own breathing.
Face yourself. Sometimes it's hard, hard to see clearly, also don't want to see clearly.
Yeah. We often blame others, but never think about it. I am not a saint.
If not. Naturally, we have our own shortcomings. We are afraid there are no less than 3000.
However, a few people are willing to open their skin. Look at the stain in the flesh and bones?
Of course, I'm not a saint, and I never think I'm holy.
The sound of heart beating constantly expresses the same idea: I want to be alone.
I'm not afraid to face myself. I even prefer my own shadow. Because good and bad are only in their own side.
"Go back tomorrow. If you have to go to school, go back and have a rest. "
Mingfeng breaks the silence, and his tone is relatively mild.
I was stunned for a moment. That's a problem.
I have to go to school. Of course, it's not going to dawdle. So we should have some spirit, although I think it is not without spirit now.
Since tomorrow is agreed. Then I can continue tomorrow.
"All right. It's better to go back early tomorrow night, so as not to disturb the neighbors. "
Brian found the least reason to put off.
I don't mind. Although I have only three neighbors.
I have nothing to do with the design, layout, or why there are such rooms in an apartment building.
But one neighbor is missing. I'd better not disturb you.
Tossing all night, even if I was full of worries, after taking a bath, I was still a little sleepy. I fell asleep.
Of course, there are still many things that I can't understand now. I decided to put them on tomorrow or the day after tomorrow and think about them slowly.
Any decision made by a person in excitement, tension and confusion is easy to be unfair. As long as it is not urgent enough to make a decision, I still choose to postpone, wait until the initial shock or uneasiness is over, and then think slowly.
The dawn sun will still rise in the East. Why should we rush for a while?
However, it was light and the sun did not appear.
Perhaps the noise of last night affected her mood; Or the sky was yellow, blocking her brilliance.
The sky is high and the emperor is far away.
Sometimes a slap can block the edge of the sun, which is a fact.
There is no sun, but the light is good, shining into the bleak reality, a new day, began.
No one beat gongs and drums to congratulate me on living another day, and no one welcomed me out of the room with the sound of Suona. Everything was as quiet as yesterday; Maybe it's quieter than yesterday, just like when I get off the plane and the tinnitus has not been eliminated, I suddenly feel: Wow, world, so quiet!
Do you all hold your breath and wait for me?
Of course, it's impossible. It's not that the world is quiet, but that my world is quiet, because I don't listen.
Of course, I don't care whether the world is quiet or not. I just need my world to be clean.
This may be a bit sophistry or tongue twister flavor, but what does it matter, you and I, all live in their own world.
Although the so-called "it's not the wind, it's not the flag, it's the heart of the benevolent"
This idealistic view, but in fact you and I can only live in their own world.
Whenever you feel that seeing more is not your world, in a broad sense, it is also your world.
Ah!
Is it a bit boring to get up early in the morning and talk about philosophy?
But it's not bad. Philosophy makes people deep.
Don't we all need to be deeper?
As for whether deep is translated into profundity or profundity, different people have different opinions.
"Keren, how was your rest?"
Is Brian standing at the door giving me a welcome speech?
Philosophers try their best to integrate what human beings can understand into what they can't understand. Is my complicated argument a little suspicious?
Of course, I'm not a philosopher, I'm nothing, so I simply nodded: "OK."
"So tidy, I won't come back today?"
Where does Ming Feng lead our Jie Jie to get out.
Oh, I said that I didn't see Jie Jie early in the morning. I dare to go to the morning class with Mingfeng.
Last night, I was not in the mood to take care of it. It seems that dogs are much more receptive and resilient than people.
I shook my head and tried to look more natural
"Go home tonight, go back tomorrow after class. Or... "
Brian took my bag, shook his hand, took me and walked away
"If you want to go home, I'll arrange for you, but there's one thing: don't act in private these days, don't play a small temper. No matter what you do, you should say it in advance. Remember? "
Well, uninvited mother-in-law, it seems that I don't have much choice, otherwise it will become a little temper, or disobedient.
Alas, I'm 21 years old. Can I choose my own life style like an adult?
bitter cups!
Of course, some people care, I'm not rebellious enough to jump up to kill and escape.
As to whether this is concern or interference in personal freedom, it is also a matter of opinion.
In view of my father's performance, I temporarily define it as "caring."
Breakfast, eat, eat, sleep, is my only rule.
Although a little sleepy, but also just a "little", it doesn't matter.
After eating, I asked, "where is he?"
Of course, I don't think Ming Feng or Brian will not know his situation or what questions I ask.
Oh, everyone is very good. My father's people can call a note to intercept information. Yan Yijie or Lao Liu's people have something to do with them. So they almost get the news one after another. It's a fight. It's a close match, isn't it?
Ah Guo leaned against the door, holding an egg roll or shrimp crisp in his mouth, and said with a smile:
"Gone. I don't know
Brian took the lead and explained to me:
"No one wants to play with Lao Liu. Last night, Lao Liu brought more than ten people to protect you. They just used them. Although they didn't contact each other, most of them went to Lao Liu, and no one else could get in.
Ming Feng sighs as he drinks
"Yin Shao's good ability depends on a big tree. Let's go. "
In school, everything is as it was yesterday.
Or more dialectically, when we say the present time, the present has passed, so yesterday is yesterday, today is today, now, not now.
This is true dialectics, not sophistry.
It's said that senior brother Zhu's class has the appeal of Martin Luther King, which can fully stimulate people's sense of justice and passion.
This is a kind of potential. Sometimes it can overpower the other party in court. Even if it is a little wrong, potential can make up for it.
Zhu Wancheng, whose name is written on the blackboard, is probably the legendary elder martial brother, Zhu.
The classroom is full, about no less than 100 people, noisy, very interesting.
Some eat eggs, some eat meat buns, some eat leek boxes, some drink milk, some
"Poof", it's not very loud. The white water arrow is whistling towards me. It's still a little hot... Concealed weapon?
Soybean Milk!
Elder martial sister has quick eyes and quick hands. Push the boy quickly.
Brian's hand was faster and he immediately pulled me behind him.
Mingfeng schoolboy's wrist moves. There's something in his sleeve: alert, alert, enemy!
Outside the window, the dog barks.
My eyelids are jumping: which one is that?
"Ah... What's the matter with you? Why do you push me? "
The students yelled that they were not happy.
Elder martial sister a hand, that bag of soya bean milk half bag along the mouth spray him, wet body, unfortunately.
Soybean milk is no better than milk, it seems that there is no beauty effect, this is a waste.
"Why don't you drink Soybean milk? It's all over the house. "
Elder martial sister, what kind of mess do you make in today's class?
"I didn't mean to. What did you push..."
I don't know why, the other party didn't jump up, but yelled and complained.
I shake my head. Compared with last night, this kind of quarrel is too trivial for me.
Sweat!
It seems that I have become a big thief and lost interest in petty theft.
In fact, maybe I'm tired and lazy.
However, this kind of noise seems to be very good, quite comic and can divert my attention.
No, I'm a little bit back in school.
The food box is fragrant. I think of a problem: it must be forbidden in the office, and leeks and other things are not allowed in the canteen.
Of course, leeks are delicious. I don't mean to provoke or offend them.
As she pushed past the noisy crowd and sat down in her own seat, the elder martial sister suddenly left behind the big cause of the quarrel and turned to pull me
"Younger martial sister, elder martial brother Zhu. You haven't seen my elder martial brother that day. "
I stood up and there was a boy in front of me
"Teacher?"
With black rimmed glasses, thick eyebrows, single eyelids, small eyes, sharp eyes, it is a gentle smile, but also a bit to see through the feeling.
Look at this, it's really powerful. Maybe it's better to be sun. It's more practical.
"Hello, elder martial brother."
I've got to do something about it.
"It's said that my younger martial sister is coming to my class. I'm a little nervous."
Elder martial brother Zhu extended his hand politely to shake hands with me. This, I don't quite understand, belongs to the lawyer's unique humor, or belongs to the scholars too modest humor, how to answer. Frown. It seems that I should shake hands with him. After all, he is a senior brother. Reach out... The body is fiercely pressed down... "Be careful!" Brian gave a low drink, and little Bengzi tried to block me tightly, holding his hand high, almost covering my eyes. I am a little surprised: is there another change? Looking around: in the front left, a dart flew over my head. A boy stood very high, with his back to the window. He felt that his figure was very tall, giving people an invisible pressure; He still held his arms in a graceful posture, as if to declare war on me: I threw this concealed weapon. Are you capable of killing me? Oh, yes! Mingfeng rolled up his sleeve. The knife was cold. It seemed that he was going to make a move. Maybe, it's not necessarily what brand of gun that senhan's light is. Brian stepped on the chair, stepped on the chair in front of him, and stood high. Ha ha, I don't know why. I want to laugh wildly. Yeah, Brian's posture is cool.