For a long time, I think this sentence is more neutral.
These days, I have been around a question: what should I do in the future?
Although he is the chairman of the company in name, he also got to know some important leaders under their introduction. Occasionally meet outsiders; But I haven't really dealt with the outside world.
Although they met some outsiders with yuhubing this time, it may not have much to do with me in the future; But a leaf knows the autumn. From their attitude towards me, I can imagine that even if I become an enterprise in the future. It's also very good. What would outsiders think of me? I don't live in a world where other people talk; But I'm not living in a vacuum. Their attitude will certainly have a great impact
Why, I'm upset now. Why can't we all have enough space to do our best, and there must be countless transaction costs and waste of leftover materials?
In fact, only two or three percent of human and financial resources are used to do practical things. The rest is used for internal friction!
It's a terrible headache.
Maybe it's really like what Yin Yijie said. I'm an idealist.
After all, social friction, at least wind resistance. Gravity is also the main reason why the perpetual motion machine can not be realized.
Everyone else is gone. But Yin Yijie did not leave. Sit in the farthest corner from me and turn on the computer. I was busy working there.
Work, everyone has a job. Just me.
All the busy people come to accompany me on a leisure trip. Alas, why?
ok I'm not a complete idle person. I'm busy at that end. I go to school and play games, sort out my ideas, watch and listen, collect useful information at any time, and lay a foundation for my future work.
Yes, in the future, maybe I will still stand in the management level. Rich social experience is beneficial and harmless. I don't want people to point their nose and talk about idealism all their life.
Where's mom? Well, I really don't know how to get along with each other. I can't tell.
What's more, Yin Yijie is so filial, his mother is... Bored! No, I can't think about it! What a dutiful son. No wonder he has to go to jail.
However, even if he "gets what he wants" to go to jail, will his mother let him go?
His mother, "mother-in-law", oh, I have always hated a powerful mother-in-law. Do you mean that I can't escape this disaster in the future? Big head! Is it about me? Nothing to do with it?
"Dong... Dong... Dong..." I carried the bed board. The air conditioner in the room was turned on very low, but the air was still stuffy and suffocating.
It's dark outside the window. It's another night.
Day by day, it's so fast.
In the twinkling of an eye, I can't imagine that five years ago, six years ago, or even three years ago.
I didn't expect that one day I would be in the same room with someone, struggling with my mother-in-law and mother-in-law. The future may come, who knows.
However, thinking of one thing, I made up my mind that I couldn't let him go this time.
I came to him in a daze, and I sat on the ground - well, I wanted to curl myself up, as if to make myself feel better.
Alas, can you comfort me by hiding my heart in the deepest place? hear nothing of.
It seems comfortable to lean on his leg.
Yin Yijie put the computer room on the coffee table.
Looking at his movements, his fingers are slender and white, and his nails are beautiful, but a little long.
I don't know if his nails were cut by himself or at the place where the manicure was done. Anyway, I haven't cut them these days. It looks a little ugly.
Slowly looking up at him, I muttered:
"It's boring..."
Yin Yijie started to hold me.
Alas, his classic action is the same as my kitten.
But today I don't want to. I just want to sit like this and lean on him. I feel a little better; It's as if I could collapse or fall back into chaos with a little movement.
Well, it's a bit chaotic. It seems that it was out of order just now. Is that right? No, Oh, that's good.
Yin Yijie gave up. After a while, he also sat down, leaning against the edge of the bed and holding me.
I realized to follow his eyes, his eyelashes are very good-looking, the eyes are gray, looking more gentle.
He can be so gentle and calm, eh
Yin Yijie bowed his head and gently kissed me. It was so soft and comfortable.
I think about it, or follow him, and slowly kiss him.
No lust, only attachment, or simply feel comfortable.
Because the kiss is comfortable, so we kiss, is it more than all the sticky love and love?
His lips are fragrant, his tongue is sweet, as if he was sucking milk when he was young, what he inhaled is not only sweet juice, but also his love
Well, of course, I've long forgotten if I ever suckled when I was a child. Maybe it's a conjecture.
It seems that my grandmother said that I was weaned before I was a full moon. I ate milk powder and began to eat rice noodle soup after two months.
Mother wants to receive customers to make money and maintain her figure. It's said that there are still people who love to nurse. Mother has gone to feed them
Ah, ah!
Where did I hear that?
How can you think of such a problem?
Who told me, or when I was a child at home to listen to those unscrupulous men say?
Bah, bah, bah, how did you think of this?
It seems that Yin Yijie didn't feel like sucking my real part. Today
Crazy! Push him away, my brain will swell!
Why is mom always in my head?
Why is there such a strange thing in my mind?
We're kissing, not that.
Besides, I've never sucked his one, though he's told me so many times.
Yan Yijie was stunned for a moment, didn't say anything, just put his hand around me, put me in his arms, very gentle.
Is this the warm embrace of mother in legend?
Mom didn't seem to hold me like that, did she?
Head down in his arms, through the thin shirt, just saw his small brown flowers.
Sweat! Turn your head, get up, close your eyes in horror, Amitabha, Amitabha, ah!
"What's the matter, Kor?" Finally, Yin Yijie asked me in a soft voice.
"Er, er... Why didn't you go to dinner?" I asked.
Maybe I'm hungry, so I always want to eat. Maybe I should eat something too.
"Let me leave Kor and socialize with those boring people? If it were you, would you go? "
What Yin Yijie said was light but firm.
This natural tone, it seems to eat people's dinner is to give people great face, is a kind of insult to him.
Forget it, ignore him. If you don't need to answer this kind of question, ignore him.
Alas, he is kind-hearted to accompany me, but why do I always feel a little empty? I can't tell whether it's heart deficiency or body deficiency. It's like digging a hole in my heart. It's dark and empty. Yes, it's very empty.
Maybe it's time to eat something. Isn't the bottom of my heart the stomach?
"Don't worry, eh? Tomorrow or the day after tomorrow at the latest, we'll go to see mom. It'll be fine. "
Yin Yijie slowly stroked my hair. My fingers were thin and cool, and my palms were soft and warm. It should be very comfortable. I ironed my pores.
"No, I'll go myself.
You are all very busy. No one is allowed to follow you.
It's all right, isn't it? Don't go if you have nothing to do. "
I don't want him to see my mother. When I think of the hospital and the two of them, I think of the time when my mother let people frame Yin Yijie in the hospital.
No, they must not be allowed to meet, even if they change places, but the hospital must not.
I'm going to crash!
Yin Yijie straightened me, faced him, held my head and said seriously:
"Listen, you've suddenly changed. You don't even know yourself. Anyway, you never refused me to kiss you... Even when I bullied you for the first time. At that time, I knew that you liked me, so later I had the confidence to start over. But just now you refused. It's very sudden. It's hard for me to accept. But my mother is ill, and said that it can be treated, why do you have to have a hard time with yourself? That's your mother. Just accept it naturally. Don't think so much. It's useless. Also, I will always be with you, I don't trust. There's no way you can be reassuring, you know? You are in a terrible condition, though it seems normal; But there is a mess in my mind, just like the old sewers turn over. Look, I love you. I'm not going to let you do this. No matter what happened in the past, but now we are one, no matter what, we have to face and bear together“
"Even if in the future... I have made some expedient plans, it is also for our future. She is your mother, and she will be my mother. Yes, I said your father is not worthy to be a father, but your mother is different. She is the victim first, and then there is a mess. But no matter what, they are all your parents. We have to do our duty and honor them. Even Dad, we have escaped the death penalty? Because I don't want you to leave any regrets. "
Regret, regret... Where is life without regret? We are all ordinary people, this life will inevitably have some regrets.
Well, it seems that they are used to getting ready and then letting me accept it, and they are still going on.
Their control, his control
Trying to stay awake, shaking my head, I said:
"I think there are some things that need to be sorted out. My mother is my mother, and your mother is your mother. No matter how intimate you are, it's impossible to treat them as if they were your own. It's better to treat them as if they were born. It's better to treat them as if they were unrealistic. I know you are good to me; But, this matter... I don't want you to go, I think, you can guess. If you really want company, let Mingfeng accompany me. You are all very busy, one person a pile of things; Only he is the bodyguard that Tan left to me, just right. "
Yes, I reminded him again, but Yin Yijie didn't seem to want to take over; And the reason I said is... I believe my mother knows that "good boyfriend" Brian said. No matter what she wants to do when she meets Yin Yijie, I don't want to take this risk. It's very risky and bloody, you know? What do you think will happen to my mother? Consciously climbed up to the Yin family, wagging his tail to ask for some benefits? Or was it because I wanted to kill him, so I didn't like it? People have some preconceptions. If my mother doesn't like him, i... I think I need to exercise my heart's endurance, but not now.
Maybe in the foreseeable future at my wedding. Yin Yijie held my head and forced me to look at him. His eyes, like two sharp swords, came straight to the bottom of my heart and made my heart tremble. Yin Yijie solemnly said word by word, "don't you want me to see your mother? Or do you think you can take my place? Don't want me to see your parents, refuse to marry? I'd rather have Mingfeng accompany me than follow me. What do you think? I didn't know he had the ability to take my daughter-in-law! " This, this! What a world! Damn it! Yaya, bah! Depressed! Robbing a bride. I haven't agreed yet. How did he talk? Mingfeng, he is my bodyguard. Is this vinegar good“ Do you want to eat vinegar from the kitchen when you have nothing to do“ Well, I like it. " Yin Yijie bit my nose, but he was very proud“ Are you sure it's not soy sauce? " Generally, soy sauce and vinegar are put in one piece with similar color. I think we should remind him“ No matter soy sauce or vinegar, don't touch my wife! My son is counting on his wife. If I don't have a wife, I'll be single for the rest of my life As expected, Yin Yijie killed everything from brown to black, even if you were rice wine and chili oil. I was a little dizzy, dizzy, dizzy, the room was too stuffy, airtight, I said: "can you be reasonable? I don't like that. Also, I don't like that you are always my children. If you are ready for everything, you almost don't have a pacifier. I'm an adult, i... even if I don't know half of the things, I'd rather ask myself. I'm happy and naturally learn well, OK? Don't be such a conscientious housekeeper! Stay away from home Yan Yijie was not angry at all, and said with a smile, "no, it's the butler. I'm a housewife. Pay attention to gender. " Hum, I can't stand it. No one in the world can be hippy. Get rid of the Yin family. Can you... Forget it, I'll give up. Get up, I go to eat, they say that I'm full and have the same insight as others, how can I get dizzy and quarrel with him? Am I really out of my mind? Is it funny? Well, it's a painful question“ Wife, what are you doing? " Yin Yijie also got up from the ground, took my hand and asked, a little like a little daughter-in-law“ Change and eat. " Eat well and sleep well. I'll go back to see my mother tomorrow. Is there any problem? Can't I stay up three days and three nights? Shit! My mom's sick, not a funeral. As a filial daughter, I want to keep their own water moist white fat, she saw must rest assured. Liao Liang said that mothers are most afraid of their children's suffering. Children are the flesh of their mother's heart. Taking good care of themselves is considerate of their mother“ Wife, I serve my wife... "Yin Yijie didn't know which one he was playing. He came over and hugged me in an astringent and almost Huadan's stressed posture, touched me, took off and acted, opened the shower on his head, moist..." ah ha! " Scared me! I said, "can you stop? Three meals a day you are more than, be careful of excessive indulgence... "Omit a number of words, otherwise he said I * he, typical see radish fried dough sticks can think of the Lord of XX. However, I seem to be a bit slow, Yin Yijie has been "*", the development of things seems to go back to a few hours ago, we didn't finish the "dinner" in bed... I can't say anything, anyway, a large group of people delayed another day or two before they were ready to return. It's OK to be idle. Yuhubing said that he wanted me to go out to visit the city. Yin Yijie said that he wanted me to bring something for his mother. Brian said that he wanted me to take a walk and recognize a place. I saw little knowledge and just took the opportunity to accumulate more... Anyway, there were different opinions, so I came out. However, I sat in the car and made two turns around the main street of the city. Finally, I got off the car. I saw a place I hoped my mother would like. Alas, after a sleep and being stirred by them, I feel much better, even a little bit of a broken jar. Yeah, what else? These men are too tough, and they all agree that I am not as constructive, farsighted and thoughtful as I am in dealing with the problem of urban direct transportation; Therefore, I agree that they will continue to interfere in my "internal affairs". They, mainly Yin Yijie, ask me to come back to the company to make suggestions and submit them to the board of directors for deliberation. Well, it's not easy for Yin Yijie to compromise.