The room is ready.
We live in a suite, Brian lives next to me, and Mingfeng lives in the living room.
I'm just obedient. I have nothing to do with food and sleep.
in the house. There are neat and clean things. I have everything I want. Although I seldom want anything.
Outside. It's a big pool. There are some birds on the pool. There are some people playing on the side.
My eyes were dazzled. I seem to think of something, standing in front of the French window, I said: "I seem to see the sea like this."
Brian put down what he had. Come and ask me, "have you ever been to the seaside?"
Shake your head. I don't know.
Maybe, maybe not, looking at the water. I can't say I have. I've imagined it.
Maybe. I really forget something, like they keep telling me. Maybe I did know before.
Some people say that water can reflect the past and the present, but I just took a look. Who knows if it's a past life? It's like a world away, isn't it?
"Let's go out for a walk." Ming Feng takes my coat and scarf.
It's windy here. Look. The branches and flags were shaking very hard.
"Want to go out?" Brian asked for my opinion.
He's always asking for my advice. In fact, most of me don't.
They kept busy and decided to go out later at dinner.
I sat down in front of the window. There was a dog outside. It was very big and swayed over. It stood downstairs and looked up at me.
It may or may not be looking at me.
I looked at it and said, "I seem to have had a dog, golden, black back..."
Brian came over and looked at me. He was looking forward to it. He was not tired.
I see him: is there anything good to see? I feel that I have, or I may not have, or I may have been in a previous life.
They're always excited, they're always looking at me.
Maybe I feel that way. Maybe they see everyone that much.
Ming Feng, with a gun in his hand, glanced at a certain place and said, "Jie Jie, have you ever heard of it?"
Jie Jie? Jie Jie? Jie... Jie... I said: "you look like this, I seem to have seen... With a gun... Ping!"
Dizzy for a while, I quickly close my eyes, do not want anything, my world, a black and white, blank, nothing... Open your eyes again, the dog downstairs disappeared, a man and a woman hand in hand, men's red down jacket, women's golden hair, green sweater, she is really not afraid of cold.
Taking my eyes back, I drank perilla tea and watched everyone in the room busy.
Some people check around, even the desk lamp and chandelier socket; Someone is putting things, small ones, behind the curtains; Someone is ironing, someone is preparing food.
I'm like watching a movie. It's none of my business; If you want to see it, open your eyes. If you don't want to see it, close your eyes.
Brian came to massage my head and asked, "does it still hurt? Do you want a rest? "
I closed my eyes comfortably and said, "it's much better. It doesn't usually hurt."
Brian kept massaging me, not for a moment.
He was careful not to hurt my head or pull my hair.
Ming Feng corrects both guns and throws one to Brian. His posture is very neat.
I suddenly feel that playing with guns is his profession. It's inappropriate to pour water for me.
But if he does, I don't mind. I don't mind anything.
After some time, the sun scattered on my face through the treetop, mottled, when the wind swayed the tree, the shining light dazzled people.
I blink slowly, and it doesn't matter if I look at it occasionally.
The leaves fall down, whirl in the wind, and fall to the ground. When the wind blows, they run in the wind, run, run to the pool, fall and float on the water.
"Come on, let's go out and have dinner. There's an Italian restaurant that's very authentic, and its bruschetta is said to be great. "
Brian looked at me fondly, with a scarf and mittens in his hand, pink's, with kittens on it.
I stood up and went out with them.
The restaurant is not far away. It's a short drive.
There are a lot of cars on the road and they don't walk fast; There are some shops on both sides of the road with flags floating at the door.
There was a big red one with stars on it. I said, "national flag."
Although it's all red, sometimes I have different feelings. I haven't studied it in detail.
There was a big red flag with several yellow stars on it. I said, "national flag."
Brian took me by the arm, sat me down by the window and said:
"Chinese people are everywhere. When it's time for Chinese new year, we should express our nostalgia in our own way. Nowadays, with the rapid development of China, there are various ways of expression; But flying the national flag is always a special sense of pride. Do you want it? I'll buy you one later. "
Shaking his head, the front did not understand too much; In the back, I don't want anything. They'll give me everything I want. I asked, "are you Chinese? Asian Americans, there should not be Chinese... "Looking down, I'm thinking about the relationship. Chinese should mean the Chinese nation, not the Republic of China. So... "Are we all Chinese? Like them? " Brian is holding the back of my chair with his hand and half encircling my shoulder so that I can rub my head or shoulder when I need to. But I don't only know why I rely on it, I almost never rely on it. I'm a floating cloud, just floating. There are floating clouds in the sky, helicopters whirring past, people come and go, people come and go in and out of the hotel, Shenma are floating clouds... Mingfeng answered me: "we are all Chinese, different from them, some of them are overseas Chinese. Our family is not here. They are not here at all. See the kids over there? They are all Chinese Americans, and they have played with Asian Americans since childhood; Only a small number of people can integrate into this society. Our family is not here. It's time to go home for Chinese New Year. Do you understand? " I looked at him and thought... It's time to go home... What's new year? What is home? I asked, "are you going home for the new year?" Mingfeng looks at Brian, Brian looks at me, I look at the clouds. After a while, Brian said, "your home is where my brother is. Home is where I accompany you and protect you. I want to see you. Let's go home after the new year. Maybe it will remind you of something Mom... What is it? Sounds familiar. Outside the window, there was a child named mom, a little girl with blonde hair and blue eyes, much like Barbie I had seen before. Slowly, I can understand a lot of what they say, understand, understand and remember; But some still don't understand. However, looking at the little girl, I thought, maybe I really had something before and forgot it. Soup is very good, with the taste of potato. I said, "Brian, you are small potato; He's big potato. " Mingfeng is much bigger than Brian. I probably remember this word. Who taught me that. Ming Feng laughed, whistled and said, "Brian is the big potato. No, you are the big potato. You just forgot. By the way, do you remember the hotel? They are tentatively scheduled for trial operation, and will not officially open until you go back. If you can do it, it's absolutely the best! Come on, chers He snapped his fingers as if he thought of something good. I looked at Brian, thought about it, maybe... I was a little impressed, nodded, and I said, "I can have a look." Mingfeng immediately showed me the big things he never left. There were news, stock index games and so on. There were a lot of things. I said, "too much. I'm going back to see it. This... Game is made by me. There is a wheezing dog in it. "“ Bang! Ming Feng snapped his fingers in my ear and said with a smile, "genius! What does xiaotiangou do? Why didn't I see it? " I pushed the bread to him and threw the red sauce back to the waiter. I said, "I don't want to see this stuff in the future. I don't like it." Brian nodded and told my younger brother not to do this again, and not to do anything similar. When my eyes were clean, I said: "Xiaotian dog can be... A pet or a police dog. It can attack and defend. It costs money to buy and eat, but it can increase the efficiency of killing enemies. I'm almost done, and then there's no time... Brian, i... remember I made this, and now I can upgrade. " Brian's eyes suddenly shine, the biggest is a crack