I didn't know, I didn't dare to go any further, because I had never touched a man like this before, let alone take off his clothes.
He moved his hand back and touched his forehead, then his own …
I've had a fever for so long that I'm not as hot as his forehead.
I panicked.
If I can fall asleep with a fever, what about him?
What should I do?
What would I do?
If I hadn't stabbed him, he wouldn't have been hurt. If I hadn't run around with a fever, he wouldn't have been injured again.
It turned out that he was drunk and I was sick.
First reaction, I didn't respond.
It was always someone else who took care of me. For someone who was willing to take care of me, I was just a pitiful person.
I didn't do anything about it, not on the occasion of my grandmother's worst illness.
Now, I …
Suddenly, I remembered Zhou Qingyun saying that I wasn't young anymore.
I can't even take care of myself when a family of twelve or thirteen can support a family, and I can hurt people.
If I hadn't stabbed him, he wouldn't have been hurt.
If I didn't run around with a fever, he wouldn't need to get hurt again …
I closed my eyes and looked out the window. Through the thin gauze, I could see that the sun had risen very high. It was almost noon.
Comfortable just left the house. It's almost noon, shouldn't he be back by now?
Do I have to wait for comfort to return, or do I have to figure it out myself?
Comfortable. He …
No, I'll learn to do these things myself, I can do it.
First of all, I have to be calm!
I wondered if Yin Yiji would lie to me.
Now, though, I need to wake him up; then I need to see him.
Then, again, he didn't have any.
In other words, he took care of me, so I gave it back to him once.
Take a deep breath, calm down!
Calm was a good thing. I read it five times, and by the sixth time, I had an idea.
Yin Yijie is too heavy for me to easily pick me up like he did.
If I don't wake him up, there's nothing I can do about it.
However, just as I opened my mouth, I was stunned.
What should I call him?
It turns out that apart from paying him very little attention, I didn't take the initiative to talk to him.
Even so far, I haven't called him properly.
He took care of me too well and included all my apathy. In the end, he was stabbed by me and maybe he was drunk and didn't know it.
My nose felt a little sore, so I quickly held his head and shouted, "Wake up, you've fallen to the ground!"
I called out incoherently a few times before Yin Yijie finally opened his eyes. He looked at me and rolled his eyes. Then, he smiled …
They all say that I'm a child, but his current state makes him seem even more like a child.
You scared me half to death, and you're still laughing! The smile was pleasant, complacent and joyful, as if teasing me was very fun.
I turned my head and wanted to punch him!
"What's wrong?"
Yin Yijie hurriedly supported himself on the sofa and sat up. "Ouch …"
He called for half a beat and then he shut up and I heard him.
Turning around, he looked at him, lowered his head, and pursed his lips.
I asked, "Does it hurt?"
Yin Yijie carefully leaned back on the sofa, reached out his hand to stroke my hair, and chuckled. "It's not that painful." You finished your homework? Did they disturb you? "
I thought about it for a while, nodded, and said in a mosquito-like voice, "You have a fever? I'll take you to the hospital. "
It was a little cold outside, but on the balcony, warm from the sun, sitting on the carpet, I felt very comfortable and didn't move.
Yin Yijie's finger passed through my long hair and landed on my shoulder. He looked at me seriously and suddenly lowered his head. Before I could react, he gently kissed between my eyebrows.
His lips were soft and delicate; his kiss was like a sigh, falling between my eyebrows …
I sat there nervously, not knowing what to do.
My heavy breathing betrayed my mood.
That night, I woke up from my stupor …
"Never mind." Yin Yi Kui kissed me once, then quickly let go and turned his head away. He seemed to have gained something but also lost something, no longer looking at me. He held on to the sofa and tried to get up.
My heartstrings were lightly moved by his sigh, and I didn't know what to think.
However, looking at him now, I quickly got up and held his arm.
Whatever he wants to do, I think I should help him as he is.
Yin Yijie looked at me and smiled. It was light and true like the sun.
He pulled himself up with all his strength and pulled me by his hand, signaling me to let go. He asked softly, "Aren't you afraid of me?"
I raised my head and quickly looked at him. I was scared witless by his deep gaze. I quickly lowered my head and whispered, "Afraid …"
He said the word "afraid".
Yin Yijie had a strange expression on his face.
Silent like a tangible object, silently enveloping our side of the world.
After a while, he was the first to break this strange silence.
"Read some books. I'll go in and clean up before coming out." Yin Yijie's words were clearly strenuous, even though he insisted and was pretending.
"What are you going to do? I'll go. "
I didn't obediently let go, I only whispered my thoughts in a firm voice.
Yin Yijie leaned against the door frame and looked at me seriously. He held my hand and rubbed it with his thumb.
I don't know what's the matter with this man.
After being stabbed by me, I still had the disposition of a cat teasing a dog that isn't afraid of death.
If you have something to do, you just like to bump into me.
However, his current caress was more like that of a family member …
Therefore, I was strong enough to endure the fear in my heart.
Yin Yijie raised his right hand to pat my head and smiled. "I'll go to the washroom and make a phone call. It'll be fine very soon."
I don't know why he mentioned the bathroom, but I don't believe he's all right.
I stubbornly shook my head as I raised my head to look at him. "I'll bring you a phone and pour you some water …"
Yin Yijie looked into my eyes. Never had we looked at each other so seriously when we were awake. We only looked at each other …
His eyelashes were very long, very dense, very dark, very good-looking; his eyes were very bright, very dark, very deep, very …
I don't know why I was bewitched by him, to risk my life to look into his unfathomable eyes, greedily looking into his depths.
His eyes were very complicated, as simple as I was, I really couldn't understand it.
But there was something special about it that made me want to blink.
"You haven't recovered from your illness yet. You should take care of yourself first." Yin Yijie broke the silence with some difficulty.
"I can only do what I can." Looking at the depression in his eyes, I became more and more insistent.
This is the first time, I want to take the initiative to take care of a man …
With Yin Yijie's illness and injuries, the situation is much more serious than me.
I froze all night, and he ran all night drunk with wounds and blood loss.
I was so frightened that he was scared and regretful.
While I was being carried back and quietly sleeping, he had been standing guard by my bed. By now, he was probably at the end of his tether.
When I touched his face just now, my tensed nerves had already relaxed, so he should only be tired now.
After leaning against the door frame for a while, perhaps because of the wound, his vision blurred and he was about to collapse.
I didn't hesitate to rub against him, using my frail shoulders to prop him up.
Yin Yijie didn't insist. He smiled apologetically and half closed his eyes.
I nodded and did my best to help him sit down on the lounge chair in the living room.
We were both sick and wounded, and the living room was almost an inpatient intensive care unit.
In addition to the special deck chair, there were also a hanging bottle rack, a variety of disinfection, anti-inflammatory, analgesic, hemostasis, blood recovery medicine, and a large medicine chest.
The doctors and nurses would come sooner or later.
After putting down Yin Yijie, I'll get him a glass of water to drink.
There was a water dispenser here, not as cold and hard as the villa.
Yin Yijie held my hand, looked at me, and ordered, "Drink first. Drink plenty of water even if you have a cold or a fever. I just finished my homework, so I'm sure I didn't get up again. "
I looked at him, and he was right, as I often do when I'm reading.
It was normal, but now that he was ill, he naturally needed to pay more attention.
But he took care of me when I was sick.