He didn't want to eat. For some reason, when he felt comfortable like this, he felt like he was being discriminated against, or something was mixed in.
Since I can't sit comfortably on the table, I naturally have no rights to be a child that doesn't need to be raised. Why should I sit here and enjoy myself like a lord?
Was it because of the guardian's love?!
F * * k, I don't want to think about it anymore.
Yin Yijie looked at me, touched my head, extended his hand to comfort me.
Comfortable and a little awkward came over and gave me half a bowl of rice, calmly sat down and ate.
"Eat. Comfortable means that you are respected. It's fine." Yin Yijie looked at me and tried to persuade me.
I looked at him as if he were being a little careful, as if something was really wrong.
Since that's the case, I better not feel awkward.
The three of us sat at the same table. Perhaps it was because we were comfortable so we didn't talk, so Yin Yijie and I shut up.
This meal was unusually quiet and depressing.
Even though I didn't talk much in the past, I still didn't feel comfortable with this kind of pressure today.
After dinner, I checked Yin Yijie's wound. It was about the same, with a little scar and some medicine, in a few days I would not be able to see anything.
A few more days of rest and he would be alive and kicking again.
Life had finally settled down again.
It's a rare weekend and I can't do my homework.
Recently, I have been getting used to finishing my homework in my self-study class, and I rarely make mistakes.
The ward had been removed from the living room and the greenery replaced. Most of the flowers from Xianke were standing in the middle, forming a big peony. The leaves that formed the shape of a circle were very beautiful.
Next to him was a plate of pure white butterfly orchids, giving off a holy and refined feeling, as if the butterflies would fly away if they were not careful.
The music was soothing, and it was comfortable to brew tea for us. A small plate of figs and pistachios was served.
I'm not in the habit of eating snacks, but occasionally when I take a break, it's always a way of getting me something nice to eat.
Relax yourself, eat once, always feel very happy, a kind of enjoyment of the five good families auspicious light.
"I'll go out tomorrow." Yin Yijie seemed to like touching the top of my head, touching my head for half a day when I'm free.
I nodded, but there was no objection. After all, he had to go to work.
He was usually so busy. Now that he had to take a week off at home, it was probably even more chaotic than last time.
Last time, it was only three days, and it was just that messy.
"Return early after school." Yin Yijie seemed to sigh slightly. It was very light, but his breathing was heavier than before.
Did something happen?
I wondered. But there's always something wrong with him, and I don't have to ask what I don't know.
Just as he was about to nod, he suddenly remembered and hurriedly asked for instructions: "I … Lan said he had a classmate who came back from America and wanted me to go out with them. "
Jean Hua and I have been talking for three days, but his classmate's computer is especially good, and he can even take out the hardware and software. I hope we can spar with each other.
I was interested in the computer because I had just come in contact with it, so I agreed.
"Male students?" Yin Yijie looked at me, his men stopped for a second. They didn't sound too good, and they didn't seem to be happy about it.
I nodded. There was no need to deny it.
Yin Yijie looked at me silently. I went on eating mine, the pistachio nuts I had to peel, and it took me a while to eat them.
Although the atmosphere tonight is even more tense than a few days ago, but I still … That was it.
It felt like he wasn't as calm as he used to be, but he was a little arrogant …
Yin Yijie didn't know if he was silent or if he had thought of something, so he asked with a calm tone, "What should we do?"
"Nothing." I looked up at him and confessed, "Just that his classmates came back for a few days during the Christmas winter vacation. Come see us tomorrow Saturday and play with us. "
Yin Yijie looked at me. The carefree act of cheating with me had disappeared. Gray filled his eyes. His face didn't look good either.
After a long time, he stood up and sighed, "I have to go home before 8 o'clock. Also, take care of yourself."
Yin Yijie left, went back to his bedroom and closed the door.
She bit her lips. It was just me meeting my classmates, was that not okay?
However, there was a feeling of being unscratched in his heart. He didn't know if it was due to worry or fear.
He's been sick for so many days, and he's been so good to me, but … I am just someone who is under his tutelage. He stays at home to look after me everyday, but he has already …
I don't know. My head is a little messy.
I don't know if it's something special about him going out tomorrow, but it makes him depressed and makes me worry.
Or I have to see my classmate tomorrow, make him sad, make me worry.
But, I have so many classmates who I meet every day, how could I …
Without an answer, I washed up and went to sleep after my homework.
When he woke up in the morning, Yin Yijie had already left. Comfortable said he was gone, I don't know.
A faint sense of loss, like the wind outside the window, after blowing, leaving behind traces of coldness …
Breakfast was still served, but I ate only milk and eggs, and finally had a bowl of red rice porridge.
The simple breakfast seemed to be empty and lonely.
There was not a single shadow of him in the seats that he usually sat in.
Not when we were together, not even last night when he said he was going to support his family, but I didn't feel anything, as if it were natural.
However, at this moment, she was eating her breakfast quietly while shuttling back and forth comfortably. The hanging clock was quietly walking …
During Yin Yijie's days of recuperation, he was always picked up by Song University. Today was the same as well. He was very punctual.
Too punctual. Sometimes, it becomes a habit.
Like getting used to eating an egg in the morning. This was not a luxury, nor was it a dream.
However, once they lost it, they would miss it dearly. It seems that the egg is a direct descendant of the Easter egg from the Middle Ages. It has rich historical significance and memorable value. Perhaps, it is worth a lot when sent to a museum …
"Nice makeup, good morning!" Lan Hua seems to have always been a Spanish matador, full of energy, with the boldness and elegance of a descendant of the Spanish royal family.
"Her facial features are almost neutral, and her face is warm and healthy from the winter sun." What, didn't sleep well last night? Early in the morning, I was in a bad mood. "
I shook my head and walked on. There was nothing to say.
The girl behind me was very enthusiastic and quickly explained for me, "So many men, I can't even get over it, I'm finally tired …"
"However, being nourished by men is different from us. "Even if she was tired, she would still be extremely charming …" Some expressed their agreement.
I was speechless. Such a lack of nutrition, they can also chew it over and over, is it tiring?
She is not tired I am tired, I go my own way, let others fly. Jean Hua took the path of others, pushing the people beside me to the point where they had nowhere to go. Although the corridor was not narrow, he had to be overbearing if we were to keep our distance. Seeing that no one else had any path, my mood improved a little.
"For you." Fishing out a small gift box, he handed it to me.
I looked and didn't answer.
The box was small and the packing was very delicate. Pink wrapping paper with red tulips and dewdrops, very pretty. The top one was made of plastic with a flower tied at the bottom in the shape of a heart. It was very popular and sometimes very touching.
Ran Hua quickly said: "A gift for you …" It wasn't anything special, it was just a small gift. "Christmas …"
I frowned. Christmas, isn't it a few days yet? Besides, what does that foreign devil's birthday have to do with me? Why would he give me a present? I don't have the habit of celebrating New Year. It's probably just a bowl of dumplings.
"It's really nothing." Jean Hua scratched his head, feeling a little anxious, and hurriedly explained, "My classmate brought me back from America, so it's a little good. Oh yeah... "Afternoon …"
Yes, that was the point. I smiled to myself. The boy is still different from my guardian.
It was still a little early for me to sit in my seat. Some were reading early, some were talking, some were looking at me.
I turned a blind eye to him, and saw him standing in front of me. He put his things on my table and waited for me to answer.
I calmly replied, "I must return home before 8 o'clock."
Ran Hua snapped his fingers and let out a long whistle. He was so happy that he almost jumped up, ignoring the other students' guesses and strange expressions, he returned to his seat.
"She received a present? Who sent it? " Zhao Yu took a seat, looked at me and asked in a low voice.
"Jinhua." I'll go straight to the point.
Zhao Yun took out the language book, looked at me in confusion and said, "You never accept gifts, why are you accepting them today? "Isn't it..." Before Zhao Yun could finish his question, he was already attracted by him and turned his head to look at him.
I didn't answer.
Zhao Yun couldn't take it anymore, and said in a low voice, "I just heard from them, you're going out with 'him' in the afternoon?"
I nod. I'm a big star. I'm dating a guy, so it must be something big. Besides, I have a lot of men, and this is a scandal. Not to mention that he was very ostentatious.
"Nice makeup, I said. You've thought about it." Zhao Yun sincerely and earnestly advised me. Just like three days ago, he squeezed his eyes and whispered in my ear, "I heard that his classmate, Brian, is gay."
I quickly moved to the side and looked at him curiously. His words were very serious, so it was probably true. I blinked, thinking this news was interesting. "Brian, it should be a boy, right? Then I'm very safe, right?"
Zhao Yun was speechless, with a look of disappointment on his face, he continued to move closer to me and whispered, "He might not have any interest in you, but I heard that he has been chasing you for a few years now. I'm afraid that if you two meet each other, your eyes will turn red. What will you do when the fight starts? "
Err … When did I become a 'love rival'? He was also a love rival of a boy.
"According to what you said, 'he' asked me to go. Why?" This was an interesting question, one that aroused my interest for once.
Zhao Yun stared at me for a long time before slapping the table with his hand, scaring me out of my wits. Seeing the other students turn around, he also jumped in surprise, and hurriedly lowered his voice and said to me, "Maybe he's using you as a shield. 'He' used to be nothing special to you, but recently he suddenly became so attentive to you. It's definitely because Brian is coming back, so he pulled you into the water …"
I glared at him. How many arrows can I block with my small physique?
Find him a bigger, bolder one.
"Don't look at me like that. How about I be the hero and save the damsel. I'll secretly follow you from behind. Call me if anything happens." Zhao Yun patted his chest and recommended it to me.
I looked at him contemptuously. Just this little bit of thinking, tsk!
To be honest, I promised him I would do it for the computer. Learning from something and finding an expert to guide it was a very interesting thing to do.
As soon as his tablemate said this, he suddenly wanted to tear down the packaging and see what good stuff the United States had brought back.
Careful, layer after layer, layer after layer, layer after layer …
I don't know if I'm free today, but I'm actually very patient and slowly peeling it off.
The wrapping paper was very thin and the wrapping was very serious. Therefore, I tore apart eighteen layers in a row. Inside, there was a prismatic crystal with a shell embedded at the bottom.
Precious gift, that's all. Zhao Yun had been looking at me with a sour expression the whole time, and I was also very curious.
Such a shell, it was like an art piece, and an abstract one at that, he couldn't understand what he meant.
"I understand. He is eighteen years old this year, so, his heart has been opened by you for eighteen years." Zhao Yun explained to me in an incomparably literary manner.
Is he eighteen? I raised my eyebrows and looked at him. I have to say, sometimes, boys are also very gossipy.
Zhao Yun blinked his eyes and said mysteriously, "The ones he's been with you recently have all been dug out by someone. Saying 'he' is a little similar to your experience, so I understand you better. His parents had delayed him for a few years because they had thrown him into an orphanage when they were in a divorce. Years older than we are. You can't see it, right? "
Can't see what? I looked at him. I didn't know whether you, Zhao Yun, were so capable or not.
"Hehe …" Zhao Yun smiled modestly, then carefully admonished, "Everyone says that he is mentally ill. He has a rather strange opinion of both women and men. "Don't look at how normal he is. When he's mad …"
I don't know. I've never seen him go crazy. If it wasn't for Liao Liang and Miao Miao mentioning it that time, I probably wouldn't even know his name until now.
"Then don't go. How about it?" Seeing that I was deep in thought, Zhao Yun thought that I was tempted and immediately fanned himself.
I shook my head. I've already agreed to it. How can I go back on my word?
Besides, what did "all of them" mean?
Everyone "said," What about me?
I know best if it's true or not.
Since Zhao Yun said so, I am even more certain that I should go.
At noon, after school, Zhao Yun did not follow behind me pretending to be plain-clothes, instead, he repeatedly told me that the phone was on, and that I would notify him whenever I needed anything.
Lan Hua wanted to carry my schoolbag for me, so I didn't give it to him. The majority of the boys were careless. If he completely suppressed me, wouldn't it be painful to death? Besides, how can I not cherish a gift from my guardian?
"My guardian." Many times, unknowingly, one would think of him.
The corner of my mouth slightly curled up. I didn't know what he was doing now. His wounds had just healed and his body hadn't fully recovered yet. So he went back to working hard to earn more money to support his family?
"So!" "Beauty!" Someone exclaimed, and I came back to my senses. Below, one of them was standing …
Needless to say, he must be the legendary Brian. He leaned against the banister. There was a down jacket, jeans, and loafers. It had an American style to it.
However, I have my doubts about the accuracy of Zhao Yun's information.
Because he was very small. If he's eighteen, he's as tall as I am, and his features are pretty, it wouldn't be an exaggeration to say he's small.
"Brian …" Your makeup is really nice. " Lan Hua's introduction was also very American.
I smiled faintly and greeted him.
Brian's eyes are small, but they're very bright. He looks at me, opens his eyes wide, and then he laughs to himself. When he laughs, he looks like a little boy. " His makeup is really nice … You were laughing so beautifully! Like my little sister. "
"Brian, where do you want to go?"
"Rady-first." Brian seemed to have returned from England, pretending to be a gentleman. He quickly changed his words when he saw me, "Ladies first."
I nodded.
"The English test in China is very strict. I heard that your studies are also very good. You don't understand, do you?" Brian looked at me, puzzled. It seemed like it would be difficult for him to return for a few short days, apart from having to reverse the timing and also having to change the language.
But I'm not being hypocritical. Instead … Yes … Well, isn't there a Miss Susan who has to take care of my guardian? I just don't like her, and what she calls Jerry, without a family to look after him. I don't like it when I think about it.