After three days of search and rescue, nothing was found. We all know that Zhao Xiaoni's chances of survival are very small. She may have been eaten by sharks in the sea, or she may have been washed to an unknown place and drowned. But her body was not found, and everyone could tell themselves that she was still alive. Perhaps with this idea of self deception, we can make our life less painful.
Lu Shitao's eyes become more and more dim. Zhao Xiaoni's departure is a great blow to him, and he finds that he has already loved her so much.
As the days go by, Lu Shitao becomes more and more decadent. He drinks in his apartment every day and doesn't go to work any more. Lu Shaoqing and Mi Xiaotao feel pain in their eyes. As parents, they can't change anything.
Quan Yuheng always comes to chat with Lu Shitao and enlighten him. Although the effect is very little, but some people say that his heart can feel better.
"Brother, I have a three-year appointment with Xiaoni, and I won't give up looking for her!"
Lu Shitao looks at Quan Yuheng, "she promised that she would be with me in three years! She will come back to me for sure!"
"I believe it!"
Quan Yuheng holds Lu Shitao's shoulder and says, "you should cheer up now! If Xiaoni comes back one day and sees you become so decadent, she will lose heart Look at it!
"yes! I want to cheer up!"
Lu Shitao seems to have figured out, "I can't go on like this. Xiaoni won't like it! Brother, don't worry, I know how to do it!"
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Xu Xiaoran's stomach is getting bigger and bigger, and her guilt is still very deep. She knows that she should adjust her mind, or she will be bad to her baby, But she really couldn't pretend that nothing had happened.
After the shock of this incident, Xu Ting's hair turned white quickly, and she looked a lot older. She will go to Chen Xinran's cemetery to talk with her in three days.
She caresses Chen Xinran's picture, tears have been falling. For this daughter, she owes too much, but she can't make up for it any more. "Xinran, don't hate my mother! I'll be born into a good family in my next life, and I'll never suffer the crime of this life again!"
Xu Xiaoran looks depressed. Xu Ting is anxious in her eyes. While enlightening Xu Xiaoran, she lets herself out of this nightmare.
"Xiaoran, take your sliced radish!"
Xu Ting is busy in the kitchen. She calls Xu Xiaoran. When she comes back to herself, she finds that she is just in a daze with a radish, and she doesn't have any slicing at all.
"Mom, I'll give it to you right away!"
Xu Xiaoran took the radish to shred. Xu Ting looked at her and said, "Xiaoran, you can't always do this! The baby in your stomach will be born in three weeks. I'm really afraid that you will have postpartum depression with your mood! "
Postpartum depression is too terrible, Xu Ting is very worried about Xu Xiaoran. She reluctantly smiles and says to Xu Ting, "are these shredded radishes enough? Mom, you don't have to make too many steamed buns with beef and radish stuffing. I just want to eat them, but I can't eat many of them! "
"It doesn't matter. Since it's done once, I'll freeze more. If you want to eat, I'll steam it for you!"
Xu Ting mixes rose and beef together to make stuffing. If she would not let Xu Xiaoran help before, she finds that it is not good for Xu Xiaoran to sit in a daze, so she finds something to pull her to do.
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