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Linchuchu laid on the ice for a long time before she could barely stand up. She saw that Lin Xiaxia was still lying on the ice, moaning weakly. Linchuchu walked in front of Lin Xiaxia with heavy steps, "Lin Xiaxia, do you still think that such a primitive battle between us has any meaning? None of us killed each other, but we might freeze to death or starve to death together. "

"So what? As long as I can kill you, it doesn't matter whether I live or die. " Lin Xiaxia said as she panted heavily.

Linchuchu laughed bitterly and shook his head, "I really want to find out why you hate me so much. Just because I stopped your marriage with Shi Qingchi, it was you who took what originally belonged to me. Even so, I have never taken the initiative to attack you. Instead, it's you who wants to kill me time and time again.

"You want to know why?" Lin Xiaxia coldly snorted, "Let me tell you this, it's because you have been oppressing me ever since you were young. You did everything better than I did. Your existence made others ignore my existence. No matter how hard I try, I can still hear people saying you're better than me. "You're prettier than me, you know etiquette better than me, you're smarter than me, you're calmer, and all my efforts are in vain in front of you. Do you think I'd be happy like this?" Lin Xiaxia roared again.

Linchuchu frowned as she looked at her, "Is it because of this reason? Just because you think you can't catch me with your efforts, you want to destroy me? Have you ever thought that even if you destroy me, you can obtain the approval of others? "You're wrong. Your shallow sense of self-esteem is the main culprit that led you to this day. It has nothing to do with me."

"Shut up! It was you who ruined my life, causing me to miss the praise and applause I should have received as I grew up. It caused my originally extreme self-confidence to gradually grow weaker, causing me to feel confused about my life and future, and even making me not know the value of my existence. You actually said that all of this has nothing to do with you? "You were raised by my father, you are a person who relied on others, yet you do not have the heart to be grateful to the owner of this place. Furthermore, you are always opposing me, this is what this despicable woman has done, do not be so hypocritical in saying that there is nothing you can do, I will kill you, only by killing you can I wash away the grievances I have suffered for so many years." Lin Xiaxia said angrily.

"I am someone who relies on others. Should I thank you for your kindness?" Linchuchu had a look of contempt on her face, "Think about it carefully, how did you treat me in the years I was growing up? Do you take me as a relative? All along, you have been manipulating me as if I were an accessory, letting me fulfill your wish. How could I not feel pain and anger at this life, but I endured it anyway. I once naively thought that as long as I worked hard and did what you told me to do, you would treat me better. But what did she get in return? All you got in return was the cruel use of me, the persecution by all means. You actually shamelessly wanted me to be grateful. Do you all take me for a fool? " Linchuchu was also furious, all the anger that was accumulated in her heart exploded out.

"Without us, you wouldn't be able to survive. All you've done is we've traded it for survival. Why should we be polite to you? In my opinion, you are just a lowly parasite attached to Lin Jia! " Lin Xiaxia sarcastically replied.

"Shut up! You have never considered me a relative, so how can you stop me from struggling to pursue my own life and desires? I am a person, a person with feelings and feelings! What right do you have to turn me into a slave who can be enslaved and used as he pleases? Is this how you treat a Lin Family member like you do without a doubt? " Linchuchu shouted in fury.

At this moment, Linchuchu no longer wanted to continue this issue with Lin Xiaxia. The bit of sympathy she originally had for Lin Xiaxia completely dissipated.

Linchuchu felt that her existence was just a joke. There was no love, no pity. In the short time she had lived, all she had experienced was vanity and torture. And these people who had used their will to force her into countless unfair chains felt that all of this was only natural. No matter whether it was Lin Fenghua, Lin Xiaxia, Gong Mohan, or even Gong Mohan, all of them were thinking about their own goals and gains, who would have thought that Linchuchu was also someone who had a hard time living, who would be willing to give her a little bit of warmth?

Looking at the unconvinced expression on Lin Xiaxia's face, she felt that her life was much better than Lin Xiaxia's. She grew up in a warm environment that was dignified and rich, possessing resources that ordinary people couldn't compare to. However, she didn't cherish this kind of heaven's favor, but instead grew up to be a domineering, brainless person who relied solely on her liking. She only needed to find an ordinary person's way of thinking and she would be able to achieve a happy life.

Or rather, as long as Lin Xiaxia had a little higher EQ, she would not end up like today. As for Linchuchu, she had spent her entire life in an environment that was as thin as ice, constantly improving her own abilities in adversity, constantly putting pressure on herself, continuously fulfilling her goals, and continuously enduring the pain that she should not have endured during her growing up.

As Linchuchu thought of this, and then looked at the struggling Lin Xiaxia, a type of miserable and powerless feeling suddenly gushed out. She felt that the heavens were truly unfair to her. They never gave her any hope, but instead gave her all kinds of painful encounters over and over again. Even now, on this same hopeless island, Linchuchu still felt that Lin Xiaxia was happier than she was.

This was because Lin Xiaxia only had one goal right now, and that was to kill Linchuchu and then completely transform into a savage, living a life full of danger and danger in the forest. Her living environment was dangerous, but her heart was so simple that she didn't need to think about it too much.

But as for Linchuchu, she had to work hard to survive in this dangerous region, and then escape back to the civilized world when she could. Then, she would deal with Chu Sichen, Gong Mohan, and deal with Lin Fenghua. Not to mention how many difficulties and dangers he would encounter in order to complete each stage of the plan, he might lose his life at any time. She said that everything was going well and she had finally gotten rid of all her enemies. What could she do?

She did not have a family member, nor did she have a goal to live for. In the end, she could only live her life by herself, without hope. This seemed to be too far away from the standard of happiness.