I like to see you angry after quarreling with you, but I'm afraid that because I always quarrel with you, you will hate me and you won't like me.
It was the first time in a long time that I cared so much about a person's mood. When I saw that you were not happy, I wanted to tease you and make you happy. When you were happy, I would come to you to make you happier.
But at that time, I didn't know whether it was because of my identity or my family, you always ignored me, and even wanted to hide from me.
For the first time, I felt a sense of frustration. I felt how hard it was to make someone like myself.
I also understand that people who like first are really more humble. Those who like first are always so humble behind you, praying for you to have a look at me.
Do you remember one time, Zhan Sui rented a small house at that time. At that time, we often got together there. Then once I came to you and I said that I lost my key. I borrowed your key to match it.
In fact, I didn't lose my key at all. My key is in my bag, but I just want to find an excuse to find you, even a word.
That time we quarreled, because that day you and a boy in the fight, you are very happy, smile is very beautiful, and I feel like my heart is dead, I am very sad.
After I came to you, my attitude is not good, your attitude is not good, should be your attitude has never been better.
I didn't control my mood. I had a fierce fight with you. When you were angry and turned away, I regretted it.
I want to take a step to get you back. Let me make it clear to you. However, as soon as I raised my foot, I took it back again, because I don't know what reason I have, what identity I have and what qualifications I have.
Later, we went to the KTV party. In fact, I didn't get drunk at that time. I only drank a little, but I just played a drunken maniac to hold you and make trouble with you. I said everything with the strength of alcohol.
In fact, I didn't expect us to have any results. On the contrary, I was afraid that after I said it, we would not even count our friends, but I really couldn't stand it. What I wanted at that time was to break the pot and fall.
In this life, I think I most agree with it. One of the things I don't regret doing is to say everything with the strength of wine.
It's a surprise, maybe you are also in the heart of my feelings rooting, but you don't know, you don't want to know it.
That time, you didn't push me away. I don't know if my language is too humble and you don't give up, or if you really have a little feeling for me, so you didn't push me away.
Since that time, it seems that we don't have the same quarrel as before, and you won't talk to me as before.
I am really happy, and then we were together, I am very happy every day, I love you a little more every day, I just want to hold you in the palm of my hand, good care.
However, inadvertently, you know that you can go to Sichuan directly without looking back.
I really didn't know how I came over at that time. I tried hard to make myself work all the time and never stop. But when I stopped, your appearance, your words, and everything about you were sweeping towards me like sea water.
How helpless I was, how you were by my side, I want to ask you to forgive me, I want to tell you, come back, let's spend the past together.
But you didn't give me a chance, you pulled me black, I changed my cell phone to call you, you changed the number directly.
All of your actions show that you want to break up with me, no more entanglement, but you can do it, but I can't.
Those two years may be my most muddled two years. I never thought that I would become the most despised person for a woman.
However, I have become such a person just for you. No matter how others persuade me or enlighten me, I am not willing to give myself a chance to liberate myself.
Because I to you, I to you is a lifetime, I do not believe that we will be such an outcome, I do not want to give up.
Fortunately, two years I came through, you came back, but, you stand by an equally excellent man.
I'm jealous. I'm jealous and crazy. I even want to kill the man around you. I want to imprison you by my side and never leave me for the rest of my life.
But it's just that I think, that time, when the man came into your house, the man said with a smile that he wanted to hug you.
I'm in the same place. I dare not make a sound. I can only take a deep breath. I'm at a loss.
I even told myself, don't think, don't believe, it's all fake, it's just a friend, but no matter how I tell myself, it can't make me feel better.
I think of you in my next room, talking to that man, talking and laughing, I'm crazy with jealousy.
It was the first time that I broke down after such a long time. It was also the first time that I knew that I would still have this kind of emotion. It turned out that I was still a person.A living person, I did not close my eyes all night, my eyes are very painful, but the pain is not as painful as the heart.
I'm really surprised. I'm surprised that I survived. I'm surprised that you are beside me. After the great despair and loss, you let me see hope for the first time.
I can't believe that we made up in this way.
That night I have been pinching myself, telling myself that if it is a dream, it may also be a beautiful dream before I look back!
But this is not a dream, this is true, true you, in my side, tell me, we make up, we don't torture each other.
At that time, I just felt my throat began to choke, my eyes began to wet, I want to hold back, I don't want to cry in front of you, but so many years of day and night.
So many years I wake up from my dream, but the despair when you are not by my side makes me cry all the time.
Men don't play lightly when they have tears, but they just don't feel sad.
We are very happy after reconciliation. This is my happiest time in recent years. Let me know that some people care about and love me.
I want to marry you home as soon as possible so that you can mark your spouse on my account book and become my most legitimate wife. We can have a lot of children.
However, when I came back that day, your expression, your tone and your words made me doubt myself again.
You don't trust me. I don't understand if it's my way of doing it, my people, or why you don't trust me.
At that time, I had a sense of betrayal, I really took out my heart to treat people, but on the contrary, I would doubt me.
I really feel the feeling of cool heart, I am a little disappointed, and even I asked myself, is not usually good enough for you, so you do not fully trust me.
It was the first time that I didn't talk to you for two days. You cooked for me, but I didn't eat. I even wanted to see your lost expression on purpose.
Because I think my pain, you accompany me to suffer a little, but later, when you send the meal to the office, I don't know how happy I am.
Originally, you really care about me, but you don't express it, you care about me silently in your heart.
At night, you stand in front of me and say something to me, I'm really moved, you hold me, I feel the whole world in my arms.
I'm not afraid of anything. I'm only afraid that you will leave me again, but I haven't said these words to you.
Today, I wrote so much, I just want to tell you, from the first glance to the countless eyes I saw you last night, I have not changed, my love for you is only more, not less.
I seldom say that I love you, because I think that if I love you too much, it's not worth money, but today, I'll say it again.
Xi Meng, I really love you. From the first sight I saw you, I knew that I was planted here and couldn't get out.
No matter what we have in the future, I will do my best to protect you, I will tolerate you, and I will love you well.
In the future, I will accompany you, and I will be the one you trust most. As long as you are tired, you will lean on me, and I will carry everything.
I love you. I only love you for my whole life.
I don't know if we will have the next life. If we do, I will go to you and love you.
Xi dream slowly will Li Tianyi so full of a page of paper read, unconsciously, Xi dream eyes full of tears.
Until the tears into the mouth, tasted the salty taste, Xi Meng just reached out and touched his face, the original has shed so many tears.
It turns out that Li Tianyi has so many things that he doesn't know. Xi Meng feels that he is terrible. A man, a man of indomitable spirit, is forced to look like this by himself.
Xi Meng secretly determined that he would love Li Tianyi more and give all his love to Li Tianyi without reservation.
Then, Xi Meng took out a paper towel to wipe the tears on her face, and wiped her blocked nose.
Take out the mobile phone, dial Li Tianyi's phone, the phone just rang, then picked up.
"Hey, get up, lazy pig." Li Tianyi was smiling.
Xi Meng with just cry cavity said: "Li Tianyi, I love you, really really love you."
Hearing Xi Meng's voice, Li Tianyi understood that Xi Meng had read the letter, and cried very hard.
Li Tianyi doesn't know whether he should be happy or not. He makes Xi Meng cry, but he is very moved when Xi Meng cries.
"Don't cry, OK, then you must love me well in the future." Li Tianyi pinched his sour nose and forced himself to endure.
Xi Meng's cry and Xi Meng's words made Li Tianyi choke.
"Li Tianyi, if we have another life, I will guard you for the rest of my life." Xi Meng sobbed and said.Li Tianyi wiped the damp on his eyes with his hand, then said with a smile: "well, play sensational early in the morning, get up quickly, wash your face, drink some water, don't cry your eyes swollen, it won't look good in the afternoon."
Xi Meng listens to Li Tianyi's words, tears into a smile: "I will not become ugly, I am good-looking, swollen eyes are also good-looking."
"Yes, it looks good. Go to wash your face and brush your teeth. Do I have breakfast on the table? If it's cold, you must heat it up before eating it." Li Tianyi is telling Xi Meng.
Xi Meng laughed, stood up and got out of bed: "OK, OK, I'm up. I'm going to eat your love breakfast."