"Be careful." Gu Linhan did not say much, he knew that Pei Qingle had a good idea.

"Good."

Pei Qingle hung up the phone, lying in bed, began to think about this thing.

From Lu Wenhua's face, she really can not see much sadness, just like the death of an ordinary person.

What surprised her most was that Lu Wenhua brought her to the village and saw the environment where he had lived since childhood.

Generally speaking, people like Lu Wenhua have a sense of inferiority towards their living environment from childhood to adulthood. Since they have been together for many years, but they have never heard him bring up this incident on his own initiative, it is enough to prove that such an abnormal thing has another purpose.

On this day, there was not much happening in the town. Lu Wenhua might be sleeping. Pei Qingle ordered something to eat by himself, and then the book stayed in his room.

However, Lu Wenhua did not sleep.

He closed his eyes and, no matter how he suggested that he was sleeping, his mind was still in a mess.

All day, he looked at the ceiling, his eyes were blank, seemed to be thinking about something, and seemed to be just in a daze.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Lu Wenhua got up and drove back to the village.

When he first learned that she was dead, he was really shocked and surprised, but when he regained his consciousness, he only felt relaxed.

For so many years, this was like a nightmare. Every time he felt that he had completely got rid of his past life, the woman who came to wake him up finally died.

Lu Wenhua did not feel any sadness, but felt extremely relaxed and at ease. It seemed that in this world, no one could threaten him any more and know how terrible and dirty environment he had grown up in.

Back in the village, Lu Wenhua stopped.

He hasn't come back for many years. The impression here is too bad and too depressing. So, until later, he got a firm foothold in Pei's family and didn't come back. He just paid money.

Over the years, the house is getting older and older, but the more you go inside, the memories become clearer and clearer.

Lu's mother's coffin is in the middle of the yard. The team Lu Wenhua is looking for has not come, and the neighbors in the neighborhood have no good intentions to guard. Therefore, she is the only one with a coffin, alone in the yard, accompanied by the howling cold wind.

Lu Wenhua walked over quickly, frowning tightly, and his eyes were full of disgust.

"You're dead at last." Lu Wenhua said in a low voice. He went to the coffin. Under the moonlight, his smile was bloodthirsty and cruel.

"You know what? When I was young, what I wanted most was to kill you myself. How do people like you deserve to live in this world? It's a pity that you didn't give me this chance. You died first. Ha ha, the fate is really strange, you look like how miserable, cold death? Starved? I regret that I didn't come back. I should have come back to see how painful, helpless and desperate you were in the end, just like I was when I was a child

Lu Wenhua almost yelled out the last sentence.

His hands were on the coffin, suppressing the fury in his heart.

Then, as if he had lost all his strength, Lu fell to the ground with his head in his hands.

Others' childhood, perhaps naive, lively, carefree, even if they will face academic repression, but it is always beautiful.

But Lu Wenhua is different. He seems to have been put on a heavy shackle from the moment he was born. This shackle is Lu mother's hatred for Lu Fu.

When this kind of hatred can't be found on the dead Lu Fu, it's all on Lu Wenhua, who looks very similar to Lu's father. So when he was a baby, his mother would deliberately pinch him, scold him, and look at him with a helpless smile, so as to ease the resentment suppressed for a long time in her heart.

Even after growing up, Lu Wenhua became a child with dysplasia. Other children are yearning to go home. They want to be home in a moment from school, but he is different. He is afraid of the place, the look of mother Lu, and the endless beating and abuse.

As a result, Lu Wenhua's character as a child was gloomy, eccentric, cautious, and with dysplasia, he became the object of bullying.

Once, he was surrounded by a group of people, without any reason to beat and scold, all the people ridicule him, scold him, joke that he is a child without a father.

Helpless Lu Wenhua was beaten, and he didn't even have the strength to fight back. He didn't dare to fight back, because he knew that once he did, there would be more beating and scolding.

At this time, Lu's mother came, and Lu Wenhua seemed to see a savior. He pushed aside the crowd and ran towards the landing mother. He thought he was waiting for the rescue. Unexpectedly, what he was waiting for was a slap in the face.

Lu's mother grabbed Lu Wenhua's collar and slapped him hard on his face. It seemed that she was not angry enough. She threw him on the ground and kicked him in the stomach. She said in disgust, "useless guy, just like your father, is a loser!"Lu Wenhua's tears flowed down. He felt that the two slaps and the foot were even more painful than those who besieged him. It was the kind of pain that pierced his heart and was engraved in his bones.

From then on, Lu Wenhua became more and more gloomy, but Lu's mother's beating did not stop.

Every night and every day, in this village and in this courtyard, Lu Wenhua echoed her calls and curses. Lu Wenhua, like a puppet without dignity, could not make any resistance.

That's why he will study hard, learn more labor than anyone, learn more focused than everyone.

Seeing him with a very good academic record, Lu's mother began to instill her own ideas, telling Lu Wenhua over and over that she would have to support her mother, who had worked hard and paid the most, after earning money.

Sometimes, when Lu's mother didn't feel enough, she began to make Lu Wenhua kneel on the ground and not to sleep. She repeated those words over and over. If the voice was low, or Lu Mu felt that she was not enough, she would give her another beating.

Later, Lu Wenhua finally got a chance to test out the village. On the day he left, he told himself that he would never come back again.

I didn't expect to come back this time because of what happened to Lu Mu.

Lu Wenhua put his hands on the ground and stood up.

He struggled out of those unbearable memories, looked at the coffin without expression, and turned away.

Why is it that he has been immersed in the world of his past, or is he in the same world?

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