Chapter 1604

Back home, Zheng Rongyang didn't speak for a long time. Su Xueyuan tried to say something, but the atmosphere was so oppressive that she couldn't say what was stuck in her throat.

After a long time, Su Xueyuan couldn't rest assured and said in a low voice, "tonight... Do you want me to accompany you? Or what would you like to eat? I'll get some food in the fridge

"No, I'm not in the mood to eat." Zheng Chaoyang showed a tired look, his eyes were red, and he knew that he had not eased down.

Su Xueyuan sighs in her heart. She knows that no matter how much she can't rest assured, she still wants to give Zheng Chongyang a chance to get along alone and make him want to open his mind.

So she said softly, "OK, you go back and have a rest first." After thinking about it, she bit her lip and said, "I know you've been hit today, but no matter what you want to do, I'll be with you."

She chose to say the truth at this time. Su Xueyuan's cheeks were a little red, her hands were tightly clenched, but she was still a little nervous.

At this time, Zheng Rongyang walked slowly over and held her gently.

"I used to think that you had been hiding for so long and lied to me. I regarded you as... A relative, but you regarded me as an enemy. But now I understand that hatred is this kind of taste. It's so hard to moisten when there is hatred but nothing can be done. "

Zheng Shouyang's voice is very low, clearly oneself is so tired, the tone actually reveals gentleness.

Su Xueyuan's body trembled violently, and immediately did not know what to say. After a while, Zheng's voice sounded again in her ear: "I regret that I didn't find out your life experience earlier and didn't understand the hatred in your heart earlier. I'm sorry, let you bear so long, I'm sorry, I thought I could let you give up revenge a long time ago

When he first knew that Su Xueyuan had a purpose, he really felt a strong sense of betrayal.

Because in the past years, he regarded Su Xueyuan not only as a person he liked, but also as a family member who was together every day. Zheng Weitan and Zheng Huaiyang are not included. Only Su Xueyuan is the one he can completely believe in and can get along with without spending any mental effort.

But today, Zheng Shouyang knows the truth of that year and feels the pain suppressed by hatred. It is hard for him to imagine that Su Xueyuan, who seems so weak, has been carrying such pain for many years in the past.

He was distressed and sad.

"No..." Su Xueyuan's voice gradually began to choke: "don't tell me I'm sorry, you have nothing to apologize for me."

How can I be sorry?

In that long and endless dark years, it was Zheng Zhuoyang who rescued her.

Su Xueyuan took a deep breath, gently patted Zheng on his back and said in a soft voice, "don't think so much, and don't put too much pressure on yourself. Go to bed early."

"Good." Zheng's eyes drooped.

That night, Zheng didn't sleep all night. He thought a lot. In fact, he should think about what to do in the future, but his mother's figure constantly appeared in his mind.

In Bai Qingqiu's last days, she hardly ever went out of the house and never expressed her yearning for going out. And because of the suffering of illness, the whole person is skinny, although the beautiful facial features can not be changed, but the mental state has been completely unable to catch up with.

Most of the time, Bai Qingqiu accompanies him silently, listening to him talking about all kinds of things that happen outside, or cooking a meal for him that is not rich but very attentive.

Zheng Weitan was not often at home at that time. Before, Zheng Chongyang thought he was too busy. But now he wants to come, for fear that the other party was busy annexing the legacy left by the Bai family, as well as Liu Suwen and Zheng Huaiyang.

But Bai Qingqiu never showed any betrayal sadness and hatred in front of him.

She always smiles tenderly, even when she mentions Zheng Weitan in front of him. When Zheng Chaoyang thinks of the past now, what he remembers is not the depressed childhood, but the warm childhood.

This is what Bai Qingqiu gave him. He swallowed all his hatred and left him happiness.

On a quiet night, Zheng Chaoyang was the only one in the room. He was half kneeling on the ground, holding his head in his hands, showing a painful expression, and his facial features were constantly ferocious. Hatred and pain is like a knife after knife, severely stabbed in Zheng Chengcheng's body.

Let him rout.

Even in Bai Qingqiu's last period of time, he was also warm.

His happiness, his carefree, is based on her mother's pain.

If he had not met steward Zhao by chance, he would have been kept in the drum until now. He didn't know anything,

Zheng Weitan...

these three words were like a knife, which was engraved on Zheng Chongyang's heart. His eyes instantly became extremely hateful, and the other party's mouth and face became so ugly and disgusting.It was he who killed his grandfather and took all of the white family.

It was he who harmed his mother and deprived a woman of the right to be happy.

It was he who was shameless and even left the Zheng family to the son of Xiao San. It was fair competition to pretend.

These are constantly magnified in Zheng's mind. He is biting his teeth with hatred and holding his fists tightly. Since he has already known this matter, he will surely take revenge and explode the truth of that year.

He won't let his grandfather die so innocent.

And I won't let my mother die in vain.

Zheng grabbed his fists tightly, and his eyes were filled with hatred.

...

the next day.

Su Xueyuan stayed up all night. At dawn, she got up and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for Zheng.

When the other person wakes up, it's just done.

Congee is Zheng Chaoyang's favorite porridge with preserved eggs and lean meat. Su Xueyuan takes a deep breath, and now she is. I just hope to be able to accompany Zheng Rongyang's side, even if only accompany.

She is no longer asking for so much.

"Awake? Come and eat. " Su Xueyuan smiles. In the morning, her smile is very healing, just like the food on the table.

Zheng's eyes were red, but after seeing Su Xueyuan's smile, he showed a relaxed look.

Two people finished the meal in silence. When Su Xueyuan hesitated to say something, he heard Zheng Rongyang say in a low voice: "will you go out with me? I want to see my... Mother. "

Su Xueyuan was stunned and agreed to come down without hesitation.