Chapter 1858

At the beginning, after what happened, Zheng Weitan was so angry that she had to tear down Su Xueyuan's room, so that there was no trace of her in the house.

But Zheng Shouyang stopped it.

For this matter, it was almost the first confrontation between the two people, and finally Zheng Weitan compromised. In order to prevent the other party from going back on his word temporarily, Zheng Chongyang installed the password at the first time.

In front of Su Xueyuan's room, Zheng Shouyang enters the password. After opening it, he sees the room without any trace of moving.

Su Xue as like as two peas, she had a little acid in her nose. It was exactly the same as when she left.

Many times, Su Xueyuan feels that she has no home, but she can't help but take this place as her refuge. When she was a child, she couldn't breathe because of her mother's hatred. When she was bullied by Zheng Huaiyang, and even in the years after Zheng Chongyang left, there was no one to disturb her. She could indulge her emotions at ease.

Back here again, everything is what she is most familiar with. Su Xueyuan takes a deep breath and looks at Zheng Gongyang: "thank you."

"Is that thanks to me, too?" Zheng took her hand with a smile and said in a low voice, "when you were injured and left, I would often come back to know why you did that all these years. I thought I knew you well, but it made me realize that I might not understand what you were thinking

"What's wrong with that?" Su Xueyuan laughed and said, "except for revenge, I have nothing to hide from you, really!"

"Like me? And I didn't hide it? " Zheng Shouyang raised his eyebrows.

Su Xueyuan: "it doesn't count!"

In order to change the topic, Su Xueyuan quickly went to her bookcase, opened it with a password, and took out all the diaries inside.

"I didn't put the password before, but once I found out that my mother would casually search my things. Her person has a strong sense of control. If I don't do what she says, I will be scolded." Su Xueyuan sighs helplessly.

In the past, she doubted countless times that she was the daughter of the other party or a tool of revenge.

Because her mother hoped that her life would never be happy and bitter. Su Xueyuan often felt that she couldn't breathe, so she was rebellious. She didn't want revenge at all. She just felt bored.

After hearing this, Zheng Chaoyang was silent for a moment and gently scratched Su Xueyuan's palm.

"It's OK. It's all over. My mother's gone anyway. I don't care about these things." Su Xueyuan smiles indifferent.

"You wrote all these?" Zheng took a look at the diaries and whispered, "can I have a look?"

Su Xueyuan's eyes turned and said in a low voice, "yes, it can, but it's estimated that it's naive. You can't laugh at me!"

Writing a diary is a way for her to vent her emotions. What she wrote before was forgotten. When she opened those heavy diaries again, she felt a lot of emotion in her heart.

The first half of the diary is basically full of complaints, wrote a lot of complaints, and even said why to live like this. There are many traces of tears on the paper of the diary. It should be that she wrote while crying.

In fact, she is very lack of love, and also very much hope that her mother's expression of love for her, but no, this diary is a lot of disappointment, to the end no longer have any expectations. Even when the woman died, what she left behind was to let her not forget the hatred of the Su family.

Su Xueyuan felt that her mother had already followed her father's death, and only an empty soul was alive. She forced herself to live by the idea of revenge. Even as she died, she saw a relaxed look on her mother's face. In her memory, the other party rarely did.

Her mother was not a big family, but she was also spoiled by her parents when she was a child. Her father doted on her mother and held it in the palm of his hand. She was reluctant to let her mother do anything and doted on her mother as a princess.

But after her father's death, her mother took on all that she had never seen before. She is a person who does not touch the spring / water with ten fingers. After coming to the Zheng family, she resolutely becomes a nanny. At first, Zheng Weitan tried to make a trial. Although she didn't show up in person, she made many things difficult for her mother.

But her beloved mother did not say a word, and all of her patience went on, and even to her most hated person, Zheng Weitan, she always spoke in a low voice and always had a grateful look. This is also so many years, why their mother and daughter can live peacefully in the Zheng family.

Su Xueyuan's eyes turned red as she watched. She often dare not recall these things, in fear, in escape, because it is too painful.

"I don't know anything." Zheng Chaoyang's voice was a little hoarse, and his eyebrows were tightly wrinkled. He regretted that he had not discovered it earlier. If he had known that Su Xueyuan would not have suffered as much as his diary showed."You were too cold at that time. You didn't pay attention to these things. In fact, after your mother died, you didn't want to stay in the Zheng family at all, did you? " Su Xueyuan found that she was not only impressed by Zheng Chongyang at that time, but also could clearly remember the scenes that happened at that time.

For example, they met for the first time, and then for every moment Zheng Rongyang passed by her side.

At that time, Zheng Chongyang hardly spoke, and his face was as expressionless as now, which made him not approachable at all. However, her eyes rarely move away from this person, because Zheng Chengyang is too dazzling. When she finds out, her eyes are always on the other side.

Su Xueyuan once scolded her for being so unpromising, but she couldn't help it.

She clearly remembers Zheng's habit of going back to his study at the first time after returning home, and not to be disturbed by anyone. Stay in that study until evening, and then come out.

Perhaps Zheng's only expression was at his mother's side. It's a pity that after his mother's death, Zheng Chaoyang became a numb animal with no feelings. This situation became worse after Liu Suwen and his wife came. Su Xueyuan was sure that Fang wanted to escape.