After leaving the stall, he Fangshuang walked alone on the roadside, thinking of a lot of things.
Li Jiangyuan followed her and didn't take the initiative to disturb her. These days he Fangshuang let him see a different partner, no longer willful and unruly, but very serious, very sincere, when treating these old people, his eyes are full of reverence.
This is somewhat different from what Li Jiangyuan had expected.
He had always worried that he Fangshuang, who grew up abroad and was born with a golden key, would enjoy top-level treatment. Maybe when he saw these stalls in China, he would feel unexpectedly miserable, and then he would lose interest and have no respect. He was even ready to cancel the plan in the face of he Fangshuang.
However, he Fangshuang did not, but every time he was very serious. After talking, he would be silent for a long time like now, and seemed to be thinking.
At this time, Li Jiangyuan usually won't disturb him. He didn't ask what he Fangshuang thought and gained. But he Fangshuang's change is able to see in the eye, because each other day by day more patient, temper is getting better and better. He had never seen this precipitation before in he Fangshuang's body.
While Li Jiangyuan was thinking, he Fangshuang suddenly turned around and looked very serious: "what do you think of my painting level? I don't need to be so strict, and I don't need any names. I just want to hear the most authentic opinions
Li Jiangyuan has a lot to say. He has been around Gu Linhan all the year round, socializing with too many people. He knows how to say beautiful words and what he Fangshuang wants to hear.
But he hesitated to give up those beautiful words. Because he can see that he Fangshuang is really confused.
He is the most outstanding painter, even if he has been praised as the most outstanding young painter.
"I don't know much about it, so what I said may not be professional. You can listen to it. At the technical level, you certainly have no problem. But I don't think your works in the past two years have no smoke and fire, but this is also your style. "
Li Jiangyuan sincerely expressed his ideas.
He Fangshuang frowned and read the three words of pyrotechnics in his mouth many times.
She was anxious to break through herself, and wanted to be recognized by those people, so she always wanted to make things perfect, unexpected and advanced. But because of this, she is more and more confused about what she wants. And the lack of smoke and gas, is not the content very empty.
Although I don't want to admit it, he Fangshuang knows that this is indeed her own shortcoming.
She squatted on the ground in frustration and sighed a long time. He Fangshuang never shows her vulnerability in front of anyone. Even when she was ostracized by others at the beginning, or when she saw the criticism and ridicule in those magazines, she did not ask he Guowei or he Quantao for help. More often, she chose to prove herself with her own ability.
But now, in front of Li Jiangyuan, she has fully displayed her fragile side.
She raised her head, her eyes full of frustration and bewilderment: "so I, in fact, am a very failed painter, right? All the fame depends on he's family. If people like me were born in the family of ordinary people, they would not be famous. What is the most powerful young painter, what hope, these words are only given to me for the sake of the he family. I'm not even as good as Liao Meixing. She has been recognized by so many people, at least in the case of not congratulating her family. "
After saying that, he Fangshuang felt wronged again, because she did not have the opportunity to get rid of the identity of he family, and then to prove herself.
The more she thought about it, the more she felt that she was a failure. For a moment, she didn't even have the idea to continue to explore the store. She just wanted to hide by herself, and the farther away she hid, the better.
At this time, the silent Li Jiangyuan said: "in fact, why do you care too much about what others think?"
"What do you mean?" He Fangshuang squinted.
Li Jiangyuan looked at her: "it doesn't matter what I think of your paintings, or what the media in the magazines you talk about and what the outside world thinks. Because they are not you, there is no way to know how contradictory and entangled you are. Most importantly, what do you want. "
He was clear-cut and looked at he Fangshuang seriously: "if you want fame and wealth, you just need to maintain the identity of the he family and constantly improve your skills. You are not RMB. Naturally, many people will be dissatisfied, but more people will praise you. But if you want something else, you have to recognize yourself before others recognize you. "
"Recognize myself?" he Fangshuang murmured repeatedly.
Li Jiangyuan nodded: "yes, no matter how important the views of the outside world are, the most important thing is always what you think. What's more, I don't think you've done badly and failed. What you've got is a height that many people have worked hard for a lifetime and can't reach. You will be confused and confused, which means that you are not completely blinded by those illusory names. Just like today's grandfather, if you really like something, you can't feel the passage of time. "He Fangshuang bit his lip and asked softly, "so I didn't fail, did I?"
"Of course." Li Jiangyuan gave a decisive answer.
He Fangshuang asked again: "so, I am not without help, right?"
"Certainly." Li Jiangyuan rubbed he Fangshuang's head with a smile: "when you doubt yourself, don't push yourself forward, but calm down, listen to your own voice and know what you want."
He Fangshuang took a deep breath and nodded forcefully: "OK, I know."
She did not immediately move her eyes, but looked at Li Jiangyuan.
It's strange that this man seems to have magic power. It will attract her and infect her. The longer she gets along with Li Jiangyuan, the calmer her heart is. What's more, when Li Jiangyuan said these things to her, she only felt very touched, without any exclusion.
Therefore, he Fangshuang asked in a low voice, "will you like my painting?"
Li Jiangyuan raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "of course, I am a loyal fan of yours. Otherwise, how can I arrange all my personal time to accompany you to go shopping with you? After all, I also want to cheer for the hope of the future of China, the most powerful young painter, miss he Fangshuang, so that she can create more works. "
Hearing what he said, he Fangshuang laughed softly.