Su Nuanzheng pursed his lips. Xiao Yiran, you don't need to feel guilty anymore. From today onwards, what you owe me will be equal to what I owe you. So, we don't need to feel guilty anymore.
I just copied the data as a repayment for everything you've done to me.
In the next few days, we will coexist peacefully.
"Huh?" Hearing Su Nuanzheng suddenly call out his name, Xiao Yiran hurriedly raised his head. This was the second time Su Nuanzheng had talked to him in a month, so he thought that he wouldn't be able to wait any longer.
The instant her eyes met Xiao Yiran's, Su Nuanzheng felt an aching pain in his nose. She suddenly reached out to grab hold of one of Xiao Yiran's hands, then placed it on his own face, softly wiping away her tears with his hands.
Xiao Yiran was even more shocked, he felt that even his hands were trembling.
What did Su Nuanzheng mean by that? Was she blaming him for making her cry again?
After the tears had been dried off, Su Nuanzheng suddenly raised his head very calmly, and then said with a smile: "Quickly take away your crappy computer, there isn't even a game here."
Xiao Yiran was only left with astonishment.
He hadn't seen Su Nuanzheng smile in a long time, did she forgive him?
He was startled for a moment, and then immediately listened to Su Nuanzheng's words. He took the computer over, and placed it on a cabinet to the side. Then, he could stare at Su Nuanzheng with widened eyes, and stand about half a meter away from her, at a loss of what to do.
"Xiao Yiran, don't treat me so well in the future." Su Nuanzheng raised his head and said to Xiao Yiran slowly. Her voice had returned to its former coldness, without a hint of emotion. However, Xiao Yiran was still happy when he heard it, because Su Nuanzheng was finally willing to speak. This was a good sign, no matter what.
"Nuan Nuan, let's not talk about the past, let's get along and start anew, okay?" Xiao Yiran looked at Su Nuanzheng and pleaded. There were some things that he was wrong about that were outrageous. Such a beautiful dream-like life, he had spent so much effort to obtain life but had not properly cherished it. In the end, he had lost it all. He really hated himself.
"Xiao Yiran, we were wrong from the beginning. Don't just think about my good, think about my bad. " Su Nuanzheng looked at Xiao Yiran in pain and spoke helplessly.
"Su Nuanzheng, what do you mean by that? You're leaving, aren't you? " Hearing Su Nuanzheng's words, Xiao Yiran suddenly had a bad premonition. He widened his eyes, and asked word by word while glaring at Su Nuanzheng.
"You're thinking too much." Su Nuanzheng pursed his lips and replied indifferently.
"Nuan Nuan, don't leave, don't leave me." Xiao Yiran looked at Su Nuanzheng as he insisted. He was definitely not overthinking, and tonight, Su Nuanzheng was acting abnormally. Damn it, if he knew about it earlier, it would have been better for him not to talk to him. What should he do now? It had already been a month since that incident, and he had been waiting for Su Nuanzheng to pass down his judgement this entire time. No, he could accept all kinds of punishments, but he couldn't accept Su Nuanzheng leaving him.
Su Nuanzheng had to say that he understood her very well. Looking at Xiao Yiran's pleading expression, Su Nuanzheng suddenly felt a little unbearable in her heart. She sighed, and said in a low voice: "It's very late, go to sleep."
After that, Su Nuanzheng no longer looked at Xiao Yiran, but laid on the bed with his hands behind his back. After going up, he purposely turned his body to the side to not look at Xiao Yiran.
Xiao Yiran also took a deep breath. He seemed to know that saying anything more would be useless, so he turned around and turned off the light. Then, he sat back on the sofa, just like that.
Even though Su Nuanzheng's back was facing Xiao Yiran, she knew that he hadn't slept yet and was currently sitting there watching her.
Su Nuanzheng felt her heart tighten, she grabbed onto the USB under her pillow that had copied out the good information. Xiao Yiran, if you knew that I had already done something that let you down, would you still feel that guilt?
On the second day, when Su Nuanzheng woke up, he had already left.
Su Nuanzheng didn't know whether or not Xiao Yiran had continued to sleep last night. Yes, but she supposed he would sit there until morning.
She knew it might have been last night. She spoke too much, she actually wanted Xiao Yiran to realize that she had plans to leave. Most probably, if she were to send Zhao Chengcheng away, wouldn't it be even more difficult?
Su Nuanzheng sat up and then moved. He moved his body. He landed on the wheelchair.
Still, he couldn't be too hasty. Otherwise, it was very likely that his efforts would be in vain.
Not long after Su Nuanzheng woke up, someone brought her breakfast. She ate a few simple bites and then sat by the window to continue watching the scenery.
At noon, someone actually brought a computer for Su Nuanzheng. The computer was very nice, it was the latest design, and the white one was very suitable for ladies to use.
"Miss, there are a lot of fun games on the computer. You can play them, such as this one. It's very fun... There are also some recent TV dramas, such as Korean, American and Hong Kong, which star would you like? You can tell me what you like and I'll download it for you. " The staff member who delivered the computer asked in a very dutiful manner. She was a very cute girl, around the same age as Su Nuanzheng, so she was very considerate when speaking.
"It's done. I'm not very good at computers. " Su Nuanzheng said to the staff member casually, and then, she ordered them to return. Before she left, the little girl kindly left her a name card. If she had problems, contact her. She could do it three times for free.
After the little girl left, Su Nuanzheng stared at the computer in a daze.
He never thought that Xiao Yiran would actually send someone to deliver the computer to him. This meant that he completely believed in her abnormal behavior last night. He had no doubt that she would betray him.
Xiao Yiran, are you stupid?
In the afternoon, Zhao Chengcheng came to see Su Nuanzheng as usual and took a walk with her.
Su Nuanzheng did not say much, he only told him that he was going to kindergarten tomorrow. Zhao Chengcheng very obediently nodded in agreement.
At night, Xiao Yiran came back very early to accompany Su Nuanzheng for dinner.
Su Nuanzheng was in a very good state today, and her complexion was slightly better, and no longer as cold as before. More smiles.
"This eggplant is very delicious. Try it." Just like before, Xiao Yiran considerately picked up food for Su Nuanzheng.
"Alright." Su Nuanzheng nodded.
Su Nuanzheng actually answered. This matter was very strange for Xiao Yiran. Usually, Su Nuanzheng would not bother with him at all, but if this was the case, Xiao Yiran would be more or less happy.
Su Nuanzheng's attitude towards him had truly softened.
After eating, Su Nuanzheng glanced at Xiao Yiran and said: "I want to play the zither."
"I need someone to carry it up to you." Xiao Yiran said while smiling.
"Alright." Su Nuanzheng replied with a smile.
A few minutes later, someone brought up the zither from the music room downstairs.
"Slow down, you." "He's just in good shape." Xiao Yiran said softly, because the guzheng's position was too low, so Xiao Yiran helped Su Nuanzheng down from the wheelchair and sat on the matching stool.
Xiao Yiran was very light, and had been very patient throughout.
Su Nuanzheng did not say much as well. In this month, she did not have much fun. Suddenly, he felt much more refreshed as he touched the zither.
Originally, Xiao Yiran wanted to help her put on a fingernail, but Su Nuanzheng refused.
She slowly closed her eyes, then raised her hand to pluck at the zither strings.
Transforming into a butterfly.
Su Nuanzheng also did not expect that he would suddenly think of this tune.
Everyone said that this song was very sad, but Su Nuanzheng felt that they were very happy, because to people who loved each other, their greatest blessing was to live and die together. Since there were many restraints on their life, then when they died, they could finally feel at ease. Like two butterflies fluttering in the wind, no one could obstruct them any longer.
As Su Nuanzheng played, the zither music became more urgent.
As her fingers fiddled with the strings of the zither, she felt pain again and again. She knew that she was too forceful, too emotional. However, no one could be unmoved by such a tune. This kind of love, there was no one who didn't understand it.
Tears came out uncontrollably.
"Nuan Nuan, don't force yourself. Just tell me what you're thinking. As long as you say it, I'll help you do it. " Xiao Yiran suddenly walked forward and hugged Su Nuanzheng's body. Body.
He suddenly felt that he was in so much pain. Looking at his beloved being in so much pain and trouble while being powerless was truly a very helpless feeling.
He wanted to help her do everything. He wanted her to regain the innocent and innocent personality of the past, not like this. When she spoke, there were hidden meanings behind her words, and when she played the zither, tears would flow incessantly.
Su Nuanzheng was not a weak person, he was not the type of person who would casually cry. But recently, he always saw her crying.
"Xiao Yiran, do you think Liang Zhu Hudie is a tragedy or a comedy?" Su Nuanzheng looked up and asked.
"What are you thinking?" Xiao Yiran gently wiped the tears on Su Nuanzheng's face and said softly.
"Would you think it was a comedy if the two of us died together?" Su Nuanzheng smiled charmingly, then looked at Xiao Yiran and asked seriously.
"What's wrong with you? to say such senseless things. " Xiao Yiran frowned, and looked at Su Nuanzheng strangely.
"It's fine. I just think we missed out on a lot." Su Nuanzheng took a deep breath, then opened his mouth and calmly spoke.
"You … Will you forgive me? Would you like to start over with me? " Xiao Yiran opened his eyes wide, and asked while looking at Su Nuanzheng in astonishment.
"If I say that our beginning was wrong, would you like to start over?" Su Nuanzheng coldly raised the corner of his mouth, and asked self-deprecatingly. If one day Xiao Yiran knew that all of this was planned, what would happen to him?
"Nuan Nuan, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Yiran was startled by Su Nuanzheng's words. How could it be wrong in the beginning? He had always been grateful that God had asked him to meet her at his most dangerous time.
"I'm thirsty. I want some ice cream." Su Nuanzheng didn't speak anymore. She only licked her somewhat dry lips, and spoke as if she was acting spoiled. She did not want to continue this topic, because she was afraid that if she did not say something, it would ruin the situation. Xiao Yiran was always so capable that it stirred up her calm heart.