"But..."

"Just pour me a glass of water!"

Hearing this, Su ran immediately went to pour water.

Soon Su ran came back and put the water on the head of the bed

"Well, you go out!"

Looking at Su Mu repeating this sentence, Su ran thought about it, and then withdrew.

However, as soon as the door closed, Su Mu frowned and covered her heart with one hand. She looked miserable.

She felt a small medicine bottle out of the pillow, poured two pills out of it and put them into her mouth. She took a sip of water and drank it. After swallowing it, she lay on the bed, closed her eyes and rested. After a long time, her frown slowly unfolded

……

Eno got on the car and found that Su Qing was sitting in the car, huddled together, looking pitiful.

Seeing her, eno sighed.

Then Su Qing said, "Eno, I can't accept it so soon She abandoned it! "

Eno sighed helplessly. She could not understand her feelings. For a person who grew up in an orphanage, she longed for family affection. If she met her own parents, she would probably be too happy and sad, but she understood that, after all, the original practice of Su Mu was not recognized.

"Never mind, take your time!" Eno said. Su Qing looks at her. "Are you particularly disappointed with me? I know what you mean. You and Xu Qinghua both hope that I can put this matter down I also thought about it, but I found that I couldn't do it, because when I saw her, I would think of the things she abandoned at the beginning, so how cruel it was to be able to abandon her daughter, so I hate her! "

"Su Qing, you probably don't know how much I envy you!" Eno said. Eno looked at her, took a deep breath, and then said softly, "I grew up in an orphanage without father or mother, and I don't know who they are. I was adopted once in the middle, but later, because my brother of the adoptive family disliked me, I was sent back, so I grew up in the orphanage. At that time, I also despair, hate, see other children and father When my mother went out to play with me, I thought why I would be abandoned, and why did she give birth to me since she didn't want me? But in the past many years, no one has looked for me. I'm like I jumped out of a stone. But that hate has long gone. With KK, I wonder if they have any difficulties or they are no longer alive If I can, I still want to see them, even if they don't support me, but they also have a living kindness. They let me come to the world

and know so many people, see so many things, and have their own children... "

Said, she looked at Su Qing, then smiled, "but I can't say for sure that one day I will not blame them or hate them when I see them, but at least now I don't hate them!"

Looking at her, Su Qing didn't know what to say for a while. After a long time, she mumbled, "I don't know you have these things..."

Eno didn't care, smiled and said, "now that we have a complete home, we don't care!"

"Eno..."

"Su Qing, cherish what you can have now!" Then eno started the car and left.

Su Qing sat and curled herself up, but because of her words, she felt even worse.

……

After going back, Su Mu was cooking. When she saw her, she asked in surprise, "how can I come back so soon?"

Seeing Xu Ranwei, Su Qing has a kind of unspeakable feeling. They are not her own parents, but take her like her own, so she has not felt anything different for so many years.

At the thought of the past, she was very sad. She was afraid that she would see something. Don't open her eyes and answer, "yes!"

After all, it's the daughter raised by herself. Why can't she see any problems? Xu ran Wei went up and frowned when she saw her. "You, you cried?"

"No mother, no one!"

"You're my daughter. I don't know. What's the matter? Did you quarrel with eno?"

Su Qing shakes her head.

"What's the matter with that?" Xu Ranwei has been asking, Su Qing also can not say the mood, she directly extended her hand to hold her, "Mom!"

Xu Ranwei was stunned. "Here, what's the matter?"

"I'm fine, you let me hold you!" Su mumbled.

Xu ran Wei stood, and after a long time said, "you see them?"

This time out, Su Qing didn't say where to go, so Xu Ranwei didn't know, but according to her reaction, Xu Ranwei still guessed.

Su Qing also does not deny, nodded, "I went to their home with eno!"

Xu ran Wei didn't know what to say. She stretched out her hand and patted her back half a time. "OK, don't be sad, they are all your relatives!"

Su Qing let her go. "Mom, I see them Are you not angry? "

"Why be angry?"

"I am your daughter!"

"Yes, you are my daughter, and you can't run away. Why should I be angry?" Asked Xu Ranwei with a smile.

Su Qing looks at her, her eyes are red.

"All right, stop crying!" Xu Ranwei coaxes her, "I'm sorry for crying!"

Su Qing takes a deep breath. She doesn't know how to express her heart. Xu Ranwei is actually a strong person, but she has no bottom line tolerance. She is obviously uncomfortable, but she is afraid of guilt, so she pretends to have nothing.

"Mom, I want to rely on you!"

"She's so big and coquettish!" Even so, Xu ran Wei let her lean on her.

On the sofa, Su Qing leaned on her and looked ahead. "Mom, aren't you really angry at all?" Xu Ranwei sighed, "Qingqing, although you are not my own daughter, but I do. You should be your own daughter, but I can't let you not recognize your own mother because of my upbringing. I can see that she really regrets losing you at the beginning If you can, mom hopes you can forgive me! "

Speaking of this, Su Qing turned to look at her. "Why don't you think about it for yourself?"

Xu ran Wei's eyes were slightly red. "Motherhood is all for her daughter's consideration. What's more, do I believe that my daughter can support me when she is old?"

Speaking of this, Su Qing's eyes darted out directly, looking away, and then she hugged her. "Mom, for me, you are my mother. I won't leave you, no matter how!"

"Silly child, you will leave then!"

"I won't!"

"Why, aren't you going to get married?" Xu ran Wei said lightly. The calmer she is, the more uncomfortable Su Qing is. It's not that she can't accept it, it's because she thinks too much, because she knows that Xu ran Wei gave up giving up her baby for her, and this kindness can't be repaid in her whole life.