Chapter 1178

Su Qing didn't speak any more. He cried in his arms and became a tearful man.

She hugged him and leaned on him as if he would disappear from his eyes as soon as she let go.

"Su Qing, listen to me. Do you want to listen to me?" Xu Qinghua kept saying in her ear that the tense look was heartbreaking.

Before again, he didn't worry or fear, but when he saw her crying like that, he knew that he didn't succeed.

She doesn't belong to him, she will leave at any time.

This idea made him lose his temper.

Always confident and determined, he began to feel uneasy.

"Su Qing!" He cried nervously.

"Don't talk, just hold me like this, will you?" Su Qing asked in a hoarse voice.

When Xu Qinghua heard this, his brow slightly extended and he held her tightly.

Su Qing didn't speak. She closed her eyes and leaned against his arms.

Neither of the two men spoke and held each other like that.

I don't know how long it took until the knock on the door outside rang out, "Qingqing, the meal is ready, come out to eat with Xiao Xu!"

Su Qing just pulled back from the infinite fantasy, "I know!" She answered.

Listen to the sound of going downstairs outside, Su Qing looks at Xu Qinghua, "let's go out and have a meal together!"

She doesn't cry anymore. It seems that her mood has calmed down a lot. But the more she does, the more worried Xu Qinghua looks.

"Su Qing..." He wants to talk and stops.

"Don't say anything, don't say hello?" Su Qing looks at him and asks.

At this time, what else can Xu Qinghua say, except nodding or nodding.

"Let's go!" Su Qing takes a deep breath.

Xu Qinghua wants to say something, but she doesn't know what to say.

The door opened and the two went out together.

At the table, Su Mu entertained them warmly.

"Xiao Xu, come and sit down for dinner!"

Xu Qinghua looks at Su Qing, smiles and nods, "OK, thank you aunt!"

"Don't mention it. If you have nothing to do, you often come to eat at home!"

"Well, I will!" Xu Qinghua smiles and nods, looking at Su Qing, with a trace of worry between his eyebrows.

Su Mu looks at Su Qing. Her daughter can't see what's going on.

"Qingqing, you can eat it!"

"Thank you mom!" Su Qing whispered.

Su Mu sat down and took a look at Xu Qinghua. She thought they were just quarreling and didn't care much.

A meal, Su Qing did not show a very sad, as usual.

Su mu can't see anything, but Xu Qinghua is very worried, because a person can pretend that nothing happens when he is sad. Either he is strong in heart, or she has other ideas.

Obviously, Su Qing is the latter.

After a meal, Xu Qinghua ate like chewing wax. After eating, Su Qing sent him away.

Outside, when night fell, the dim street lights were already on.

At the door, looking at Su Qing, who is lost in his soul, Xu Qinghua says, "Su Qing..."

Seeing him step forward, Su Qing can't help but step back. In that way, like avoiding a plague,

watching her keep distance, Xu Qinghua can't help frowning.

"Su Qing, do you always want to give me an opportunity to explain?" He asked.

Su Qing raised her eyes and looked at him. "Xu Qinghua, do you have any dreams?"

Xu Qinghua frowns, thin lips close, after a long time, "why do you ask?"

"Answer me!"

"Yes!" He said.

"What?"

"I wanted to be a doctor since I was a child, but now it has come true!"

Hearing this, Su Qing smiled, with tears in her eyes. "Has it really been realized?"

Xu Qinghua suddenly understood why Su Qing was like this. He stepped forward and grabbed her hand. "Did my mother tell you anything?"

Su Qing didn't deny it, but didn't admit it. She looked up at him. "Nothing, no matter what your mother said, she is for you! "

Xu Qinghua has a deep vision." Su Qing, no matter what she said, don't listen to her. No matter what I dream, it doesn't matter. What matters is you... "

Su Qing's hand, take it away from him.

Her action made Xu Qinghua eyebrow up.

Su Qing felt that her throat was swollen, and she tried to hold back the tears that were about to fall. "But I don't think so!" She said.

Xu Qinghua doesn't speak. He looks at him straight.

"In fact, I'm very selfish. I always feel that I can enjoy the love you give me at will. But after this happened today, I suddenly understood that Xu Qinghua, this is not what I want!"

"Because of my mother?"

"It has nothing to do with her, it's because of me!" Su Qing said.

She adjusted her breathing and looked at him. "It's because of me, because I can't pretend anymore!"

"Pretend what?"

"I can't pretend to love you I can't be so selfish, enjoying your love and cheating you! " She said.

Xu Qinghua looks at her, eyes are light and narrow, eyes are more and more deep.

He didn't say anything, but with such eyes, Su Qing almost died. She forced back her tears. "Xu Qinghua, don't do so many things for me. It's not worth it. Really, I can't continue to enjoy your kindness to me Thank you very much for being with me when I was most sad, and for saving my father The only thing I can do for you now is to let go of you! "

Finish saying, Su Qing also did not know where to come of courage, raised Mou to see him one eye.

Just for a moment, Su Qing immediately stopped looking, and looked down again. She was afraid that she could not control herself and fell into his arms.

"Goodbye, and I wish you all the best!" Finish saying, Su Qing turns to prepare to go back.

But at the moment when she turned around, Xu Qinghua suddenly stepped forward and grabbed her hand.

He didn't say anything, just grabbed it like that.

Su Qing's tears fell directly, like broken beads. She did not dare to look back and said in a low voice, "I know it's hard for me to accept this. I'm already very guilty, so please don't embarrass me!"

Xu Qinghua looks at her. Her deep eyes seem to be able to see her face through endless darkness.

Finally, Xu Qinghua slowly let go.

At the moment when he let go, Su Qing directly turned and strode back.

If she stays for another minute, she can't guarantee whether she will overturn what she just said.

Xu Qinghua, sorry!

I'm really sorry!

She was crying inside, her heart was suffocating, but she couldn't tie him to her side so selfishly.

At the thought of losing this person in later life, Su Qing suddenly felt that the whole life was meaningless.

She felt that the future life should be like walking dead. At least, she won't have any more joys and sorrows.