Shen Wei and Gu Xiaoyu came back more than a year later. Just when he was planning whether to go to Dachen again, she came to Luzon. She was not as happy as before. When she saw him, she threw herself on him and cried.
She said that when her father went, she didn't see the last side. She said she couldn't cry in front of her mother, because her mother tried not to be sad, and she couldn't be sad. She said she wanted to see him, because she felt that they had the same feelings.
Is that so, Shen Wei thought, he had been sorry for him early in the morning. Did he say he was sad? Maybe there was, but he couldn't cry. His father said he didn't cry very much since he was a child. Maybe he was born a hard hearted guy.
Gu Xiaoyu told him about his father's past and the little things between them, which was very different from what he heard from his uncle. The outline in Shen Wei's brain was rich and clear. The clearer it was, the more he felt pity. Yes, he always had a deep pity for that man.
He won't comfort people. He just stays with Gu 12, listens to her, listens to her sadness and feels everything about her. After that, he doesn't go back to Dachen with her. Although his father said he should go back and have a look, he is afraid of facing everyone's fresh wounds. When the sadness is still very strong, he doesn't know how to deal with himself. He will be very embarrassed.
So the second time he went to Dachen was another year later. This time he didn't stop in Guangdong, but went to Huainan on his own, trying to catch a look on his death day, but on the way, he lost his way.
He thought of Da Chen too simply. He didn't pay much attention to the route because of the large number of people last time. As for Ye Yu's road madness, he couldn't count on it. This is not Luzon. He is very familiar with everything. The strange here makes people unprepared.
It turned out that without them, Da Chen was such a strange estrangement for him, but he didn't want to live by them, so he couldn't integrate into this place at all. For him, there was only the small yard and a limited number of people in the small yard.
In recent years, my father came back alone several times, all in the midsummer. For him, this is his hometown, full of his nostalgia and expectations, and the woman who can't be forgotten.
His father's cautious and astringent attitude is fully reflected in his attitude towards his mother. He always deliberately goes to a place after his mother leaves. For example, Hangzhou is his ancestral home with his mother. He will appear there before or after his mother goes back to worship his ancestors every year. For example, when his mother settles in Huainan, his father intentionally or unintentionally leads his business there, Find all kinds of excuses in the past, just to be closer to her, so willing to act as a guard and wait-and-see role.
In his opinion, that is a guilty attitude. It seems that if you meet your mother, you will break the rule of heaven. You miss her and want to stay by her side, but you can't do it sincerely.
Shen Weishi is worried about him. Although he doesn't think the two must finally get together and knows that fine water flows into canals, he just hates iron and doesn't become steel. From the perspective of men, taking the initiative is the foundation of victory. He can't remember a loss once. His father probably can't marry his daughter-in-law in his life.
But in any case, the son doesn't dislike the father. He is dull, but he is a rare good man. After his mother has experienced such an excellent man, he can play a role of smoothing the wound and making the life flow. He is as gentle and devout as he is. He feels that his mother needs such a person for the second half of her life.
Maybe one day, such beauty can be realized unconsciously. As the biggest tie between them and the best bridge, he has to add a few bricks and tiles. After all, he wants everyone to be happy.