For a long time, Shen Huanzhi guarded ah Xi in the small yard. Ah Xi's body was good and bad. She invited many Taifu to come and have a look. They all said that her heart disease was caused by her heart disease. She used all her medicine. As for the fate, only she could decide.
Shen Huanzhi also opened his eyes. All he could do was to take care of her as much as possible and no longer expect her. Sometimes she would wake up and look at him sitting in front of the bed, and then give him an indescribable smile. Sometimes he would say something like hard work to him, and then he would continue to close his eyes.
Shen Huanzhi's heart usually fluctuates up and down, happy for her soberness and lost for her confusion. He knows that her eyes looking at him at that time are uncertain. It is clear that it is not him in her heart, but a vague shadow. Whenever she realizes that the shadow is not what her heart expects, she will fall asleep again disappointed.
It was in such expectation and disappointment that she woke up and fell asleep again, forgetting the cold and heat in the world, all the personnel, and the upcoming death day of Gu Yun.
Soberness is terrible. She spends this time soberly every year, so she doesn't want to face it this time. If so, Shen Huan will be relieved. If she will be more comfortable, he will be confused with her. When she regards him as Gu Yun and unconsciously catches him.
Mingyu had a hard time these days. She looked like a silly girl all day, but she witnessed ah Xi's grief all the way. She thought she could do everything for ah Xi, but found that she was not enough to support her after all, so she cried almost every day for her powerlessness, and then she would talk to him about ah Xi's daily life.
For example, her girl has never cried in front of anyone, but she often sits alone under the Begonia tree for a whole day.
"Mr. Shen, you said, how can people not be sad? I said it might be better to cry, but girl, she always looks like a light cloud and light wind. She can see it, and we can't say anything. Even when they come, she looks like nothing. She often makes us laugh. You said that for a long time, we just think she's really open, but who knows she's holding it back Well, this one fell down. Alas, people are very fragile in the end. "
Shen Huanzhi doesn't know what to comfort her. Ah Xi is such a person. The only person he has seen who can change her is probably Gu Yun.
"That's it. She always thinks about us and tries her best to make us happy. Our hearts are wide, but she is getting narrower and narrower. She's the only one in front of her. Sometimes she drives me home for a few days. You say how lonely she is when she's alone. I don't think she's a lot thinner, Mr. Shen ?”
Indeed, she is much thinner. This thinness is not only on the surface, but also the aura of the whole person. It is a person's anger. He can feel her growing weak, even though her expression is as usual, even though she is smiling.
"Master Shen, I know you've been putting aside your feelings for our girl. Although it's inappropriate for me to say so, I still hope she can have a companion for the rest of her life. It's human nature that she can't lose her uncle, but she can't lose it again, and she'll have to live the rest of her life. How can we rest assured like this? If you can tolerate and make her look more open, please come and accompany her more , even if you just talk. "
Shen Huan Zhi looked up to the sky and sighed. He should have come to talk with her. In fact, he should have come long ago. He was confused and pretentious. He mistakenly thought that this was for her sake. In fact, it was just his reason for timidity.
"I will come. I will accompany her."
As long as she comes back, give him a chance, give them all a chance.
The turnaround occurred on the day when Zhiyu girl came back. On the day when Gu Yun died, Zhiyu usually came back. Zhian also came in previous years. I don't know if he can go this year.
Sheng Tong and Gu Guan came with Zhiyu. Shen Huanzhi suddenly understood something. Looking at Zhiyu's slightly raised abdomen, he was happy. Even Zhiyu had a doll.
"Uncle Huan, it's very kind of you to be here!"
Look, they are all happy to see ah Xi accompanied by someone. Shen Huanzhi smiled, "yes, your mother is ill. I'll take care of her."
Knowing that the child was as transparent as her brother, he immediately understood something. When he learned that her mother was ill, he didn't say anything more, so he went to see her first.
"Niang, you see, the little aunt is coming too." Zhiyu sat by the bed and took a handkerchief to wipe ah Xi's face.
When they get along with their mother and son, they are usually very natural and ordinary. They don't come up and ask their mother how she is ill, cry and say that they haven't seen her for a long time, and don't politely ask her how she is. It's as natural as being together every day. They know how to put it into each other's heart and what they want to express.
Ah Xi was not very sober. Hearing that Gu guanshengtong came, she struggled to get up, and then showed a long lost smile, which became more comfortable after seeing Zhiyu's abdomen.
Shen Huanzhi knew that she had gathered hope again. Perhaps the magic of blood connection came from this. An unknown little life gave ah Xi the courage to wake up, so people can't get rid of the shackles, stay outside the secular world for a long time, and be lonely for a long time.
They see ah Xi as too strong. In fact, she needs their company very much. If she refuses, they should insist.
Gu Guan said, "it's ah Yu who has a doll. I specially came back with her. Don't worry. Everything is fine on the road."
Zhiyu pouted, "Mom, don't hit me. I just want to come back and let you see with my father. I have little fish. My father will be happy."
Ah Xi's eyes burst into tears after a long time's absence. Yes, even Zhiyu has dolls. Each of them is doing well. Gu Yun will rest assured. This is what should be seen by Gu Yun, isn't it? How can she be confused and ill for so long?
After that, ah Xi's illness began to get better. Zhiyu Gu Guan told her some interesting things every day and would sit with her under the Begonia tree. Ah Xi's face was alive again.
Everyone was relieved. Shen Huanzhi felt as if he had followed in the gate of hell, and his whole body would collapse.
"Uncle Huan, thanks to your presence these days, she knows everything."
The child Zhiyu really can speak, which dispels his hesitation these days.
"Uncle Huan, if you're busy, I'll be with my aunt for the time being, but not too long. The yard is very empty and there's a shortage of people to live in."
Shen Huanzhi smiled. Is this giving him time to deal with things and then move? The child is really refined. Shen Huanzhi knew that she said this on behalf of ah Xi's acquiescence. Of course, it doesn't mean any special significance. Like Gu Yun, she is fulfilling his opportunity.
It's just helping him.
Now Shen Huanzhi will not be entangled in the taste. He has put down all his pride. As long as she can be well for the rest of her life, everything else is not a problem.
After Gu Yun's death, Shen Huanzhi will be busy with his business for the time being. Zhiyu and Gu Guan decide to stay and know that the fish will have a baby in Huainan. Gu Guan and Sheng Tong accompany her and won't go for a year and a half. It's really good. Maybe when Zhiyu gives birth to a little guy, ah Xi will help take care of him and have a baby with her, which will probably be much better.
When Sheng Tong spoke to him privately, he would talk about business. He opened a chamber of Commerce in the northwest and said he needed his help very much. Shen Huanzhi knows that Sheng Tong has great skills and that the cooperation between the two sides is a good thing, but he won't really need his help.
He probably wanted to move his business to the northwest to help Shen Huanzhi gain a foothold in the northwest as soon as possible. Since then, everyone has a reason to settle here. The children of this generation are very affectionate. They know that Yu Shengtong is so, and so is Zhian. They are much more sensible than these old people.
Sheng Tong saw the clear personnel and began to prepare for the future early. Compared with Shen Huanzhi's confusion and hesitation, it was really much better. Shen Huanzhi readily accepted his proposal. The two big men began to work together to fight for the future and arrange everything for the people they want to protect.
After Gu Yun's death, it's not far from the new year. There are many people in the family this year, which will probably be more lively than in previous years. Feng Dong and his wife have long prepared for the new year. Ah Xi was ill. Everyone seems to have experienced a disaster. After the disaster, they should be full of joy.
Shen Huanzhi's heart opened up unknowingly. When his family was together, they helped each other and entrusted each other. Everything ahead was no longer confused. He finally understood what he wanted and knew how to fight. Everyone had a direction, that is to make everyone better.
What surprised Shen Huanzhi even more was that at the end of the year, zhiana boy unexpectedly came all the way. He said that he was afraid he couldn't do it alone. He couldn't do without him. He pretended to be like a human. In fact, he just wanted to come back to see his mother and his father.
Shen Huanzhi never knew that Zhian was so hypocritical, and there were times when he was duplicity and lied. In recent years, his change was the most obvious. His always lingering anger disappeared. Unlike pretending to be deep when he was a child, people will change with the environment. Shen Huanzhi's failure to give him a relaxed and pleasant childhood made him bear a lot of burdens he shouldn't have.
He was only glad that there was such a rare group of family behind Zhi'an, which not only saved Zhi'an, but also saved him.
The arrival of Zhi'an made the whole family very happy. The biggest lost person in everyone's heart was approaching them step by step and becoming the Zhi'an expected in their heart. Shen Huanzhi was pleased to find that ah Xi's smile was deep again.
"Brother Shen Wei, when will you marry me a sister-in-law? I have all my little fish. When will your little Wei have it?"
Zhiyu teases around Zhian all day. Brother and sister have a tacit understanding that others can't participate. When Zhian is annoyed by her questions, she will give her a shudder. However, generally speaking, Zhian won't be upset. He doesn't have half the pressure to marry a daughter-in-law. He's not afraid of others talking about him. Ordinary people probably can't control him.
"It's better to bring us a foreign girl back. Although they are not as good-looking as our Chen girls, it's nice to have a baby. Hee hee, it's beautiful to think about it."
"Foreign girl! Where's the foreign girl!"
The latter sentence was said by Sheng Jin later. They came at the end of the twelfth lunar month. As soon as they entered the door, they heard the words of a foreign girl. Sheng Jin was immediately excited.
This year, people arrived in a particularly neat way. Even Sheng Luan, brother of the Sheng family, came and filled the whole courtyard with laughter.
"Second brother, how can you remember to eat or fight? Dare you mention the girl? Aren't you afraid of my second sister-in-law twisting your ears?"
Sheng Jin immediately covered her ears, "I tell you, Sheng Xiaosan, don't talk much when you go back. If your second sister-in-law knows, I'll beat you!"
"Do you beat me?" Zhiyu pinched his waist. "You'll bully Sheng last. Why didn't you bring your daughter-in-law? Why didn't you pay attention to spending too much wine outside?"
"Don't say it. I'll think about it now. They all say that the women in Jiangnan are beautiful and gentle. Can't I appreciate it? Alas, you just said that there are no foreign girls. Who says they're not beautiful? Your women don't understand appreciation. It's not a kind of beauty. Do you understand it, brother Shen Wei? I know it best!"
Sheng Jin's appearance of being a thief was very amusing. He put on a posture of a girl who was going to bring disaster to the whole Huainan. His mother twisted her ears and scolded him. There was a lively chase in the small yard.
Zhian came over to talk to Shen Huan, "father, mother is short of a cup of tea. Can't you drink tea and watch it slowly?"
Shen Huanzhi glanced at the eaves porch. Ah Xi was sitting watching them play. He was short of a cup of warm hand tea. Shen Huanzhi coughed uneasily and wanted to learn to twist his ears like Gu Guan. The boy didn't learn anything else, but he became more and more thief.
However, he was uncomfortable. Shen Huanzhi still walked over and pretended to make a pot of tea as if nothing had happened. The sound of tea colliding with the teacup was clear and bright. It was dense in the strong warm sun. It was full of laughter and sounds very happy.
Shen Huanzhi handed a cup and put it on ah Xi's hand. She smiled at him in the face of the sun. "Have you finished everything outside?"
"Well, I'm busy before the end of the year. It's a lot easier for me to have Sheng Tong and Zhian."
"I'm glad that Zhian can be like this."
Yeah, he's happy, too.
Suddenly, a large family of children came to the courtyard. They were a little cramped. Sheng Jin offered to live in the city, "Uncle Huan, I heard that your house is empty. It's just time for us to live. Sheng last and I are young and strong. Running back and forth every day is not a problem. There are my father, old and strong, my mother and female heroes. We all moved there, so we can only wrongly move you out."
Sheng Jin was gouged out by his elderly father and the heroine's mother. In view of his arrangement, he avoided a fat beating, but Shen Huanzhi couldn't cry or laugh, so he had no place in his own house, and he was forced to drive out.
Later, Shen Huanzhi and Zhiyu Shengtong were left in the small yard, and the rest moved to Shen Huanzhi's house. The original new year goods were obviously not enough, so Feng Dong and his wife hurried back in the last few days and bought more than double the new year goods, which was not enough,
"They are all men who can eat. I'm afraid it's not enough!" Mingyu is busy. There are many people in her family, but she can count on her help, but she is so busy that she enjoys it and smiles every day.
Brother Sheng Jin wandered around the city. Within a few days, the streets and alleys knew that there was a rich and handsome childe brother. After knowing an, the door of Feng Ji was again full of aunts who were going to catch up with the matchmaker.
Sheng Jin only hated that she had married her daughter-in-law long ago, and finally it was cheaper for the third child of the Sheng family.
In the midst of busy laughter, new year's Eve is ushered in. The house in the small yard is full. There is a circle of horse hanging, a table of hot soup pot, and then a table of laughter. The taste of happiness will overflow outside the door. What everyone sees is the laughter of their relatives, what they hear is laughter, and what they taste in their mouth is unspeakable beauty.
"Aunt Ming's cooking is getting better and better!" Zhiyu took Mingyu's arm, tilted her head on her, and whispered, "aunt Ming, we have to thank you for being with your mother all the time."
Shen Huanzhi saw Mingyu's eyes turn red. Zhiyu said what everyone said. Mingyu could not help but look at Mingyu suddenly. Later, Sheng Jin stood up with a wine glass, "Let's give aunt Ming a cup of bar. I haven't eaten such delicious food for so long. Can you allow me to eat at home often? I'll quit my cook when I go back, so what did I eat in the past ten years!"
Everyone laughed and raised their glasses to propose a toast to Mingyu, which made Mingyu dizzy.
Shen Huanzhi involuntarily raised the corners of his mouth, and then looked at ah Xi. When he saw her smiling at him, Shen Huanzhi's heart warmed.
The whole family gathered in a noisy place to watch the new year without sleepiness. It seems that the long and boring New Year's Eve has become much easier. I don't know who mentioned that it's good for everyone to watch the new year every year in the future!
Shen Huan thought, we can. No matter how difficult it is, we should continue to be together.
Ah Xi suddenly got up and walked outside alone. Shen Huanzhi thought for a moment, took a fur coat and followed. Ah Xi stood alone under the Begonia tree, his fingers rubbed the budding branches, his eyes didn't know where to fall, and his mouth was filled with a smile.
Shen Huan was so absorbed that he was afraid to disturb her. He walked gently and slowly dropped his fur coat on her shoulder, and then accompanied her in silence.
He thought, this is enough. He can stand beside her for the rest of his life, see the smile on her mouth, and miss with her. If Gu Yun can see it at this time, please feel at ease. Everything he cares about is very good, and they will guard it for him.
When the day was about to dawn, the morning light suddenly appeared. Shen Huanzhi vaguely saw a green bud on the branch. He was trying to grow and stretch. Shen Huanzhi smiled. This spring came especially in time