Chapter 2924： She really wants to be a bad woman

Fu Qingyun smiled slowly, her clear voice was very nice: "Well, it's very obvious."

Xiao Ning was depressed: "Do you have mind-reading skills? Can you tell me that my mood is not high after being so far away?"

Fu Qingyun was silent for a moment, and said: "Girl Ningning, do you remember that I told you before that when I was a child, my family sent me to study abroad?"

Xiao Ning: "Remember. You said that at that time, in order to exercise your independence, the family only sent a servant to follow, but they never did housework for you. You had to do everything alone. By the way, you I wash my socks, hehe..."

Fu Qingyun smiled embarrassedly: "You remember the socks clearly. Actually, I haven't told you yet. I haven't been abroad all the time."

Xiao Ning: "Oh, did you come back in the middle? So you speak Chinese so well?"

Fu Qingyun nodded: "Well, after a short period of time, I worked hard to give my family a chance to come back to the sixth grade of elementary school. However, Chinese was not learned at that time. I was very withdrawn at that time. Chinese Speaking stubbornly, with a foreign accent. Classmates always laugh at my accent, accuse me of always getting full marks in foreign language exams, and complain that my composition is written like an essay, which is different from them. No one wants to be friends with me. Even so, I still tried to stay. But my grandfather said to me, Qingyun, you don’t want to stay. The country is not suitable for you. If you are not happy, you should go abroad to study. I am very depressed. I thought I was not happy, can you tell it? I'm not convinced."

Xiao Ning listened with interest to Fu Qingyun when she was a child. The image of a little withdrawn and stubborn boy suddenly came before her eyes: "What then?"

Fu Qingyun: "Then one day, I passed by the large full-length mirror at home and glanced inadvertently. I found that my entire brow was locked, and the corners of my lips were sternly pressed like an old man. The whole person looked nothing. I was lethargic. I was stunned. I didn't realize that I was so unhappy. I thought that returning to China was something I always wanted to do, but my unhappiness was still written on my face. It turned out that I was alone. You can’t hide your emotions.”

Xiao Ning sighed: "Yes..."

Can't hide.

It is like she has to persuade herself ten thousand times to understand Liu Rushi's "relapse of old illness" and to be considerate of a woman who has experienced such a miserable experience and is so painful now.

But frankly, she really wanted to be a bad woman in her heart. She took Bai Yeyuan away from Liu Rushi and never met for the rest of her life.

But can Bai Yeyuan really never see Liu Rushi for the rest of his life?

This time it was just an illness, so Bai Yeyuan took it for granted and didn't want to come to visit.

What if Liu Rushi succeeds in suicide next time and is dying in bed?

Or Liu Rushi's self-harm behavior has escalated, and he needs more rigorous treatment and care?

She couldn't control herself not to think about these uncomfortable things.

And these possibilities that exist in the future are like a boulder flying from the sky for no apparent reason, pressing on her heart, making her breathless and emotional.

Fortunately, Fu Qingyun patiently explained to her: "Later, after I understood this, I took the initiative to tell my grandfather that I would like to go abroad. At least in the learning phase, I am more comfortable with foreign teaching methods. I can use what I like. I don’t need to consider too much interpersonal relationships. Although I’m lonely, I grow up very quickly. I was 16 years old and I have received a doctorate in law. I officially practiced in foreign courts at the age of 18. The young judge... later qualified as a judge..."