A rhetorical question, like a basin of cold water, flower Ni cold from head to foot.
Unbelievable looking at Qin Yan, he looks cold, not like joking.
No polite denial, no merciful irony.
The air was still filled with the faint fragrance of Hua Ni when she turned around just now. It was filled with the fragrance of flowers. Qin Yan's tone was cold and sneered, "do you think you look good?"
It's not cold water anymore. It's like the ice knife on a snowy day. It stabs people's heart impolitely.
Hua Ni was so bloody that she couldn't speak in pain.
Look at you because you look good?
Wrong!
You think you are ugly!
Read out the subtext, flower Ni can't help covering her heart, heart pain, like a saw like grinding.
He thinks she's ugly!
Since her rebirth, the self-confidence she has tried to build has collapsed at this moment.
……
Pop!
The first drop of rain fell on the roof of the house, making a dull sound.
And then, the second drop, the third drop.
In a twinkling, it merged into a piece, banging on the roof with thunderclap, and the fine rain was blowing in obliquely from the window, which made Qin inkstone's desk books rise and fall, and the book cover was wet in a twinkling of an eye.
Hua Ni and Qin Yan just looked at each other, no one spoke, no one wanted to speak.
Hua Ni's face was terrible.
As a child, she was scolded for being poor, rogue, smart and everything. It's not unusual for her to be scolded by her gambling and drinking father.
Even if no one said she was ugly, of course, no one paid attention to whether she was ugly or not.
But in any case, it's the first time that people have been so straightforward about being ugly.
Especially the other side or Qin Yan, the lethality is tens of thousands!
After rebirth, these days together, she thought Qin Yan should be gentle, considerate, tolerant and patient to her, so when he cold not Ding exposed all over the thorn, she was stabbed black and blue.
If he said that from the beginning, she knew she was not good-looking and didn't feel anything. But why did he give her the most fatal blow when she was just a little confident, just felt that she could stand up in front of him with her head held high and had the courage to play the trick of beauty.
Hua Ni almost couldn't help herself. She just looked at Qin Yan with a white face and felt pain in every breath.
The inferiority complex of the previous life poured in like a wild animal, roaring and swallowing her.
A woman, in front of a man, can stand firm, rely on self-confidence.
No matter how ugly he is, as long as the man says he is not ugly, it doesn't matter.
But Hua Ni was denied by Qin Yan!
She can't remember Qin Yan's amazing eyes when she saw her real face for the first time after her rebirth. She can't remember that her eyes were opposite occasionally. Qin Yan looked at her tenderness, and she couldn't remember that she was going to baihualou, but Qin Yan was always reluctant to go.
She couldn't remember.
The only thing she can remember is that she asked herself countless times in her previous life.
How can Qin Yan think she is good-looking?
Qin Yan's heart, I'm afraid only Du xinruo is good-looking.
How can she compare with Du xinruo in Qin Yan's heart?
That kind of inferiority in front of Du xinruo and Qin Yan almost defeated her.
Hua Ni blinked and blinked again, afraid that tears would fall.
It's raining at night outside, and her heart is snowing.
Half a ring.
Seeing Qin Yan looking at herself, Hua Ni wants to get back some dignity. She grins and looks worse than crying.
With the continuous drizzle, the woman's voice sounded hoarse with a smile, "you're right."
Close the door, she fled in a panic.
Night rain cool, she stood in the rain, in order to calm the heart of the high fever.
It hurts. It really hurts!
……
The next day, when we had dinner together, Hua Ni was not there.
My aunt brought the food and said, "you can eat it. You don't have to wait for Hua Ni. She said it's uncomfortable and she won't eat it."
Qin Yan's chopsticks stopped.
Mrs. Qin immediately asked, "what's the matter? Didn't you have a good day yesterday? "
His aunt glanced at Qin Yan. Qin Yan silently fed him a mouthful of rice. His expression was as usual. His aunt said, "it rained yesterday. She may have caught a cold accidentally. She has some cold symptoms."
"Is it serious? Didn't you go to see a doctor? "
"It's OK, sister. Don't worry."
After listening, Mrs. Qin was still not at ease, "I'll go and see her."
"Goodbye, my sister. Let's eat. She is very tired and sleeps."
So, Mrs. Qin said, "I'll go and have a look later."
Looking at Qin Yan's silence and indifference to Hua Ni, Mrs. Qin said, "when you hear that Hua Ni is ill, how can you not be nervous?"
Qin Yan put down the bowl at once, but he didn't know how to answer it.Aunt played a circle, "Qin Yan's character you don't know, even if the heart thought, mouth also don't say."
Mrs. Qin nodded. Then she said, "you will accompany me to have a look."
Qin Yan nodded.
Hua Ni is not seriously ill, a little cold, drink ginger soup to go to the cold, but she was seriously hurt.
It's good to be ill. This heartbreak is really If you want to recover, it will be slower.
In particular, she didn't want to see Qin Yan at all.
I don't know how to face it.
When Mrs. Qin and Qin Yan's aunt came in, Hua Ni looked up and saw the last Qin Yan. When their eyes touched, Hua Ni dodged.
Mrs. Qin was relieved when she saw that Hua Ni had nothing to do with her. Then she looked at Qin Yan, who had been stuffy all the time. She wanted to match them up and winked at her aunt.
"Brother and sister, I have something to say to you."
"Good."
My aunt told Qin Yan, "Qin Yan, you should accompany Hua Ni first."
Qin Yan just want to sit down, but don't want to spend Ni mouth.
"My husband is busy reading. I have nothing in my body, so I won't delay him."
The words are considerate, but the tone is a little flat.
Qin Yan accident, he thought that flower Ni want to find a chance to scold him, toss a meal, but don't want her to refuse.
Under the bed curtain, she leaned against the head of the bed. Her face was pale and her eyes were drooping. She couldn't see how she looked. She could only look at her small mouth and chin.
She said it to him, but she didn't even look at him.
"You don't feel well, let Qin Yan accompany you, but after a while, you can't delay reading."
My aunt was a good lobbyist, but Hua Ni was not very appreciative. "No, it's important for my husband to read. I'm fine, really."
Hua Ni finally raised her eyes, but she looked at her aunt, as if there was no aunt in her eyes.
Waiting for Mrs. Qin and his aunt to go out, Qin Yan at the end, looked at Hua Ni and went out.
Hua Ni fell down like a hard fight.
For two days in a row, Hua Ni was like this, and Qin Yan never came.
At the beginning, she hid from Qin Yan, but after a long time, she came back. She thought how to admit defeat like this?
She wants to revenge Qin Yan. When she gets Qin Yan's heart, she will return it to him with yesterday's!
……
Hua Ni knocked on Qin Yan's door as usual, "husband, can I come in?"
No movement.
Through yesterday, she has seen that Qin Yan is a person who can read silently by her. He forgets his mind when he is reading. He can't hear when he knocks on the door.
"Husband, I come in."
Flower Ni a push a door, but don't with Qin Yan is looking at the door, two people to up eyes.
Less than think, Qin Yan even take the time to see themselves, flower Ni lowered her head.
Look at you because you look good?
Coolness spreads from the bottom of her heart, which makes her almost unbearable. She pinches the palm of her hand. Hua nifu looks up, but misses Qin Yan's eyes.