Chapter 138

Hua Ni looks back, the surprise in her heart is beyond description.

Does he know?

How would he know?

Looking at Hua Ni's unbelievable eyes, Qin Yan smiles bitterly. I don't know whether she laughs at Hua Ni's ignorance, or at her being too stupid to accompany her in the end?

"On the night of marriage, the story of the heartless man you told was that the number one scholar was the son-in-law, wasn't it? In the past, when I was reading, you had a headache when you saw the books. But when you heard that the spring exam was reopened, you asked for reading and came to me every day. Do you think I really don't know? In your eyes, how stupid am I that I can't see your scheming? "

Qin Yan sneered and thought of the night when she got married. Looking at Hua Ni, her sadness was boundless. "You still don't believe me after all!"

"I..."

Hua Ni's words are blocked. She's frozen there. She doesn't know what to say.

Qin Yan treated her like this, she was angry to death, but she didn't expect that Qin Yan would say so, didn't expect that Qin Yan knew everything from beginning to end.

Hua Ni has a kind of embarrassment of exasperation into anger, "since you know, why didn't you say it earlier? You make me feel like a clown, entertaining myself, thinking that I have no flaws, but it turns out to be full of flaws. Are you very proud? "

Are you proud?

If he is proud, where does the great pain in his heart come from?

"Ten years is not a day's work. I thought you would understand it. In fact, whether I read it or not these days has little effect on me. I've never told you the truth. I've been waiting for you to retreat. Hua Ni, why do you Why not let go? "

Looking at her day by day, day by day changing the pattern of toss, his heartache such as twist, but can't say anything, can only pretend to know nothing, accompany her acting.

Qin Yan thought that he was very silly and laughed at himself, "you were so beautiful that day. Do you really think I can't see it? But what can I see? You dress like this, not to please yourself. You have another purpose. How do you make me feel good-looking, and how do you say you are good-looking? "

Card wipe!

Spring thunder rolled, and the first lightning fell.

The house was as bright as day, and Hua Ni's face was as pale as paper.

She remembered that Qin Yan said that she was ugly that night. She hated her for so long, but she didn't want to. Qin Yan knew her purpose.

"you, you knew it the first night, then you Why don't you say it? "

Qin Yan smiles at her, his smile is pale and fragile, "why, why do you say? Don't you really know? "

She didn't know, maybe she did, but she didn't want to know.

Hua Ni couldn't bear to look at each other. She didn't open her eyes. Her heart was in chaos. In Qin Yan's eyes, all her tricks were just children's tricks, but he didn't say it.

But he said it tonight.

"Up to now, I just want to know, since you've been acting silly, why do you want to tear me down tonight?"

Boom!

The thunder seemed to ring in my ears, and the two of them had tinnitus.

Hua Ni stares at Qin Yan and wants to hear what Qin Yan will say.

Qin Yan doesn't seem to know.

He looked up and thought for a long time, even the thunder did not interrupt his thoughts.

For a long time, Qin Yan looked at Hua Ni deeply and said with a smile, "I don't know. In fact, I really want to pretend that I don't know. Maybe I can live like this for a lifetime. But tonight, I'm suddenly tired. I don't want to play with you. I'm tired. I don't want to cheat myself..."

I don't want to pretend that I don't know that she doesn't believe in herself, that I don't want to pretend that I don't know that she will leave after all, that I don't want to pretend that I don't know that she is always cheating him.

It's tiring to cheat, and it's tiring to pretend to be cheated.

Thunder thought of, across the dark clouds to hear heavy and stuffy, Hua Ni stood behind the door, can't see how look, Qin Yan thought, maybe can't see better.

"I know you never really want to stay. You always want to leave. It's false that you said you wanted to have a baby for me. You I can't tell when you are true or when you are false

Qin Yan's tone sounds helpless and self mocking, as well as indescribable fatigue.

His heartache, sad, all hidden, do not want to let people know.

He is such a proud man that he doesn't want to cry about his grievances and unwillingness like a woman, and he doesn't need other people's sympathy and pity.

Qin Yan has been silent since then.

Hua Ni has been listening in silence, full of thoughts, he knows, he knows she's lying to him.

He knows everything.

What should she do?

Her revenge plan has not been on the right track, but Qin Yan first lifted the bottom, he saw through everything, so what does she still stay here for?

Does she have the face to stay here?

Hua Ni is at a loss and has no face to stay. She is in a mess, like a lost dog.

When her hand touched the doorknob, Qin Yan's voice rang out.

"Lady."

Hua Ni looks back in surprise.

He called her "Niangzi". Even now, he still called her "Niangzi"?According to Qin Yan's character, she cheated him so much that he would not give her a little chance. Why would he call her Niangzi?

Why?

Qin Yan also wondered why she never believed him. She never really thought he was her husband. Why did he call him his wife?

Thunder, night rain is coming, Qin Yan's voice, listening to low and lonely.

"Because of the injustice case of the Qin family, my father was in prison and died of injustice. The ink shop of the Qin family was copied, and my century old foundation was destroyed. I tried to overturn the case, but no one in the imperial court spoke for the Qin family. The Qin family was so depressed that I had to go to an official career to overturn the case for the Qin family. After the scientific examination, the emperor would give an opportunity to meet in front of the Sanjia hall. Only when I saw the present saint in person, could I see him Only then can we have a chance to redress our grievances. "

Qin Yan had a pause. In fact, he wanted to say that he didn't want to be famous, and he was not greedy for wealth. It was impossible for him to marry a princess to be his son-in-law, and he would not bear her!

He also wants to say that only by overturning the case can he go to make an inkstone. He can't put down the inkstone, but he has to find a reason to pick it up again!

But he didn't say that!

Qin Yan is too proud. He thinks he has explained it clearly. He doesn't want to put down his body and ask Hua Ni to believe him.

He said too much before, but Hua Ni didn't believe it. He didn't want to say the same thing twice and three times at a time. After all, he wanted to keep the last dignity.

Qin Yan said in a cold voice, "lady, I'll do what I say. You can go or stay at will!"

With that, Qin Yan turned back and didn't have the courage to face up to Hua Ni's choice.

Although he was calm, he unconsciously touched the jade pendant around his waist.

Hua Ni a Leng, understand Qin Yan's meaning finally.

He explained that he went to test the number one, so he chose to leave it to you.

If you believe in him, you will stay, and then believe him to the end;

if you don't believe in him, you will leave, and they will not be involved.

In any case, just don't cheat yourself and act on each other.

Of course, Hua Ni doesn't want to go. She has no revenge. How can she go?

But Qin Yan talks about it all. How can she stay? Qin Yan has seen through her. What can she do if she stays?

Just a joke!

Qin Yan waited quietly for a long time, until he heard the clear sound of the door opening, and then the door closed again.

The jade pendant in my hand is falling.

Or go!

In the end, she left!

Spring rain, quietly fell down, like two people sigh.

One wants to stay but can only go, the other wants to stay but gives the right of choice to the other party.

It's only three months before they get married. After all, the couple still have two flowers, one for each.