Chapter 258

Hua Ni a Leng, looking at Qin Yan's eyes full of expectation, just reflected what she just said.

Will there be?

How could it be?

Her children died in childbirth. They won't have grandchildren!

But she can't say a word to Qin Yan's shining eyes.

Don't have the heart to say, make him sad.

But if she lied to him, she couldn't tell. When she thought of the child in her previous life, she felt that her heart was like a knife.

In an instant, the pain of dystocia immediately surged up. It seemed that she was holding something in her body and couldn't get out. She couldn't even breathe. She even had bone pain again.

She can hear the child call mother again, can also hear the child want to work hard to climb out, want to see the world beautiful.

But she didn't let him see her as a mother!

Think of here, flower Ni suddenly angry from the heart, pushed Qin Yan away, "what nonsense!"

She took a big step and left Qin Yan behind. She didn't know what Qin Yan's expression was and didn't want to see it. She only heard his lonely voice behind him.

“…… Well, I see! "

The tone of self mockery, listen to her step meal, only feel that the heart is like a hard grasp, hurt badly.

Qin Yan has changed. He used to get angry, question and feel sad when he heard such words.

But now, he can't even do these things. He seems to have given up, tired, and forgotten the basic self-protection.

He let her not polite to him brandish a knife, his pain blood dripping, but even pain did not shout.

Hua Ni involuntarily looked back at Qin Yan and said, "husband ~"

Qin Yan could see the remorse and guilt at the bottom of her eyes, but he pretended that he could not see it. What's the right to comfort others as a person with many scars?

He laughed, as if he was exhausted. "You go back first. The plague has not been solved yet. I have to go to the Yamen!"

He turned and walked without hesitation.

Hua Ni Leng for a moment, the body has been in advance of the reason to catch up with him, "well has been dug, what has not been solved?"

Qin Yan looked at her, her eyes full of you cheat me!

He doesn't want to explain. Whatever. Is it important to cheat or not?

Gently open flower Ni's hand, Qin Yan voice gentle, "I go first!"

Hua Ni was pulled open by him, her chest was oppressed and she couldn't breathe. "But, you didn't have a rest day and night. You, you should go back to eat first and have a rest, and then it's not too late?"

Qin Yan looked at her, some can't tell, this is really concerned, or just want to keep his excuse?

As before, every time he wanted to get close, he was pushed away by her. Then he had to stay away from her. She came up again and held him. However, he wanted to get close, so he was pushed away again.

It goes round and round.

And his heart, injured again and again, began to be at a loss.

Hua Ni nervously stares at Qin Yan, never like this time. She always thinks that if he leaves this time, he will never come back.

But he looked at her just smile, that smile seems to see through all the disappointment, he rubbed her head heart, action so gentle.

But he left without the slightest nostalgia.

Hua Ni watched his back, slowly clenched her hand into a fist, and then, powerlessly let go

I feel bad in my heart. I want to cry and lose my temper.

Why does he blame her?

Is it her fault?

If it wasn't for him, their children wouldn't have died and didn't see the world!

If it wasn't for him, she would not hurt him again and again, but every time she felt regret and remorse!

It's all his fault!

She's not wrong!

It's all His fault!

She you 're right!

……

Qin Yan went back to the yamen, he had planned to go back to rest, wash and come again, but was Hua Ni so noisy, changed his mind.

He can't tell himself, he is deliberately hiding from Hua Ni, want to see her sad, want to see if she cares about herself, or really want to help.

Come and have a look. Sure enough, the Yamen is also very busy. In fact, everyone looks tired. They have been busy all night, but they are supported by another force.

It was the power of uniting as one last night to break the golden rule that condensed people's hearts together and made them forget their fatigue and insist on it.

Zhang Long came out to see Qin Yan appear, some surprised, "Mr. Qin, you are not home?"

Qin Yan smiles, "thinking that adults should need me here, I came here."

"Mr. Qin, you should go back to have a rest and come back, but you must be very happy when you come! My Lord is in the back hall. Go and find him! "

Qin Yan went to houtang and found Bao Zheng."Lord Bao!"

Seeing Qin Yan, Bao Zheng was slightly surprised, "Mr. Qin, why are you here? I think you'll come back at least in a few hours! "

Qin Yan laughs, "think of adult affirmation also did not rest, the small people also have the heart to worry about, then came."

Bao Zheng nodded his head in appreciation.

"In the case of inkstone, Bao Zheng saw that the young master was beyond the reach of others. In the case of this plague, the young master of Qin was able to help. He was very grateful for his chivalrous heart of serving the country and the people."

"Mr. Bao is very polite. Compared with what Mr. Bao has done, what Xiaomin has done is really not worth mentioning."

After being polite and modest, Qin Yan cut to the theme, "my Lord, although digging a well is a success, the imperial court wants you to solve it in three days. Now it's one day. I'm afraid you can't take it lightly these two days!"

Bao Zheng nodded with approval, "yes, what Mr. Qin said is true. I just want to discuss with Mr. Qin."

"My Lord, the problem now is that, on the one hand, we should control the number of people who are sick and prevent people from drinking unclean water to regenerate diseases. On the other hand, we need to step up treatment for those who have already been sick so that the number of people who are sick can be reduced as soon as possible. Secondly, we should take protective measures to avoid infection."

"What Mr. Qin said is exactly what I think. What I do is what I think..."

After Qin Yan and Bao Zheng finished, they discussed the treatment measures, and then arranged to go on. Just as they said that, Zhang Zhubo came in. After seeing Bao Zheng in Zhang's main book, he saw the Qin inkstone, and his face contained sarcasm. "Qin's son wanted to be very idle. He had nothing to do when he came to the Yamen!"

Qin Yan said with a smile, "the plague has not yet been solved. Xiaomin will help Mr. Bao."

With that, Qin Yan sneered, "if someone can share his worries for Bao, it may not be Qin Yan's turn."

This suggests that someone is in his position but does nothing. Zhang Zhubo is angry, "who do you say?"

Qin Yan innocent smile, "I didn't say Mr. Zhang, Mr. Zhang why angry?"

In this way, if Zhang Zhubo wants to be angry again, he will hit the muzzle of the gun.