Chapter 303

Her eyes were full of tears, but she didn't want to cry. She had no face to cry for him.

"I thought you were right that day. He can't kill you in front of so many people. You'll be OK, so I left you. But I actually know that even if you won't die, it won't be better. He will try his best to torture you. I know that..."

Her original choking voice has become flat, no ups and downs, her face is like ashes, her heart is like withered.

She even laughed, and the smile was desperate.

"I know clearly, but I still leave you, and I constantly comfort myself that you will be OK. I lied to myself that you will be ok with Mr. Bao. I also told myself that if I stayed at that time, that would be the worst choice. I always thought you were so smart that I would not let myself have an accident, husband!"

She suddenly grabbed his hand, nail in his flesh, her eyes empty to almost despair, "husband, do you think I'm selfish? In order to be afraid of my guilt, I kept comforting myself, saying that I was forced to be helpless, that I was thinking for the overall situation, and that you also supported me to go. I.... "

At last she couldn't speak any more, and she couldn't cry.

"I'm so selfish!"

This is human nature, selfish to let oneself at ease, so find a lot of reasons to tell yourself to do right, even after you make a choice to bear the guilt and self blame are not willing to bear.

People's selfishness is to the bone.

Qin Yan calmly looked at her crying, thought that Hua Ni heartless, thought that she was just guilty, she left him, but not.

In the silent night, Qin Yan's voice was as cold as the night, "so what you feel guilty about is not that you left me, but that you don't want to feel guilty about it, so you constantly find reasons to comfort yourself, right?"

Hua Ni a Leng, tears blurred looking at Qin Yan, had to admit that Qin Yan said right.

"Yes, but I'll do it next time!" But next time she won't look for reasons to deceive herself, willing to bear all the blame and guilt.

She said so firmly that Qin Yan should be cold hearted after hearing this kind of words, but he laughed.

Looking at the secluded candlelight, Qin Yan's voice was as light as a dream, "when I was on the execution ground, I was very worried about what you would do if you came to rob the execution ground. If you came, you would not be able to escape. Reason told me that you could not come, but I was looking forward to your coming. I thought if I could see your last face, it would be worth dying..."

"You will not die! I know you won't die! " Hua Ni's urgent excuse is held down by Qin Yan.

"Mr. Li's target this time is me. Strictly speaking, you are implicated by me. You are just a bait to kill me. Whether I'm shielding you or helping you escape, it's just an excuse to let Mr. Li kill me. I know I'm dead, but I still thought how good it would be if you could come. But I also know that if you come, you will never come back I said, "am I too selfish..."

Hua Ni shook her head in tears. "Of course not!"

Qin Yan just wiped her tears and comforted her, "so you are not. It's only human nature that you do that. Everyone will subconsciously find reasons for themselves to make excuses and seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. You will find reasons just because you are not selfish. If you are selfish, you should be indifferent!"

Hua Ni looks at Qin Yan confused, actually don't understand, but think of Qin Yan will also selfish want her to rob the Dharma, she felt more balanced.

They didn't speak for a while, but Qin Yan suddenly remembered, "by the way, I didn't ask you to follow the rice shop owner. Who told you that?"

Hua Ni was stunned and realized that she had been cheated. "At that time, a yamen servant came out and quietly told me that you couldn't come out for the time being. She asked me to follow the owner of the rice shop and said that he was suspicious. I saw that he was a yamen servant and thought that it was reasonable for me to say that. I didn't think much about it. I didn't think that even yamen servants had problems?"

Yamen again!

Qin Yan frowned. Hua Ni was cheated by the yamen, so she was led to the owner of the rice shop and became a ghost for death. The first time Hua Ni said she wanted to donate rice, she found the Yamen's clothes in her room. Who can frame Hua Ni so quickly?

Naturally, when Hua Ni was talking, the nearest person was the official. The Yamen servant knew that Hua Ni had rice, so he decided to take a shortcut to put the Yamen servant's clothes.

Both times, it was because of the Yamen. Moreover, those who robbed the silver grain for disaster relief were also Yamen. They always thought that the Yamen was disguised, but they never thought that the Yamen was real.

If a real yamen can freely enter and leave the government and get first-hand information about the case, Chen Qi is now arrested. Although he admits to killing the rice shop owner, he refuses to let go when it comes to disaster relief. If one of his accomplices is a real yamen, then

"No, Chen Qi is in danger!"

……

In the prison of Duanzhou yamen, it's damp and cold all the year round. Chen Qi is a felon. He's locked up in a cell alone, with messy hair and dirty clothes.

When he came in just now, people in other cells spat at him, threw things and scolded him for not being a thing!People say that there is a way to steal, even the relief money and food are robbed, or people?

But Chen Qi didn't explain. He didn't say anything. When he got to the cell, he just sat in the corner and didn't move.

Until the prison head delivers food, "eat, eat!"

Chen Qi saw that there were braised meat and chicken legs in the bowl. They were very rich. Chen Qi rushed over and ate them. His face was covered with oil and rice particles.

The old man looked at him with a hungry ghost reincarnation, general sneer at him, "eat, eat, eat a little meal!"

Clang!

Chen Qi's bowl suddenly fell to the ground. He pinched his throat and looked at the prison head in pain.

"Well, what's the matter with you? Are you okay? Come on, come on ~ "

Bao Zheng and Zhang Long's gang arrive at the cell immediately. Zhang long, who is one of the seven Chen people, makes a probe and shakes his head at Bao Zheng.

Zhang Long said, "my Lord, Chen Qi is dead, and the clue of silver grain for disaster relief is broken again. What should I do?"

Bao Zheng's face sank, and the atmosphere was dignified.

Seeing this, a figure quietly retreated from the dark corner of the cell.

……

The man rushed to a warehouse on the wharf and looked around. As soon as he opened the door, he went in and saw that 100000 stone meters and 100000 Liang silver were all here.

The man was just relieved to hear the footsteps behind him. Many people came.

He looked back in a panic. It was Bao Zheng and Li Di who came with the Yamen.

The Yamen servant lights up the torch, and there is a light inside. Just looking at the man's appearance, he is really a yamen servant. He doesn't speak at ordinary times, and his sense of existence is astonishing.

Can be more silent, do more earth shaking!

The Yamen servant retreated in panic, "you, how do you..."

"Thanks for leading the way, otherwise we might not have found it so soon."

"But how do you know it's me..."

Zhang Long stepped forward and said, "Chen Qi is not dead! He said it

Not dead!

The Yamen servant was surprised, "in the cell..."

Zhang Long glanced at Qin Yan and said with a smile, "Mr. Qin knows you're going to harm Chen Qi. He told us in advance, so we'll show you a play!"

The man understood that his face was like earth. Seeing Zhang long and the Yamen servant approaching, the man panicked and raised a torch.

"Don't come here, or I'll burn here, and you won't get anything!"

"Don't refuse. You can't escape today!"

"You, don't come here, don't force me, or I will Ah

The man was stunned, and a mouthful of blood came up. The pain came from his heart. He slowly looked down and saw that Hao Ran's arrow fell on his heart.

Looking at the direction of archery, Hao Ran turned out to be Li di.

"You..." The man pointed to Li Di and fell down slowly. When Zhang Long came forward to explore, he had no breath.

Bao Zheng was discontented and said, "Mr. Li, what's the motive of this man? Whether there is a mastermind behind the scenes has not been found out. How can you directly kill him?"

Li Di handed the arrow to others and said, "Lord Bao, it's your business to solve the case. I only care about the silver grain for disaster relief. Just now you saw it. In case he really burns, how can I explain it to the people of Duanzhou city?"

In a word, easily blocked back Bao Zheng.

Hua Ni angrily turns to Qin Yan. When she wants to say something, she is signaled by Qin Yan to stop.