"No!" Hua Ni mercilessly refused!
Qin se just hit of enthusiasm instant poured out, "why?"
"Qin Yan is going to try in autumn. I can't leave!"
"Oh, yes!"
Qin se nodded understandingly, and suddenly grabbed Hua Ni excitedly, "isn't that just right? He's going to the capital. Can we join him? If you accompany him to take the exam, I'll go to see thirteen... "
"No!"
Qin se was completely patted dead, half dead and half dead, and said, "why?"
Hua Ni looked at Qin Se in embarrassment and sighed with depression, "I don't want to go!"
Qin Yan went to the capital to be a heartless man. Does she want to go to the scene to watch her husband change his heart?
Isn't that cheap?
"Why? Don't you like to stick to him most? You can think about it. It's estimated that it will take several months for Qin Yan to leave. If the emperor sends another errand and can't come back for a year and a half, there will be some. Are you sure you don't want to go
This is no different from the fragile heart of the flower Ni and gave a hard.
Hua Ni's heart trembled and looked at Qin se plaintively, "can you stop talking?"
I'm going to cry.
Qin se frowned, looked at Hua Ni carefully and asked, "what's the matter? I have a fight with Qin Yan again! "
“…… I think so! "
"Why?"
Hua Ni thought about it, but she didn't know how to say it, but she was in a panic. "I, I don't really want him to take the exam!"
"Ah
Qin SE's mind turns around, and she remembers that Hua Ni was also depressed about it during the spring test. She can't help poking her, "what are you doing? It's good for Qin Yan to be self-motivated. Why don't you want to? Besides, it's a pity that people like Qin Yan don't become officials! "
"I'm not because of this! I am because... " Hua Ni Dun, can't help saying, "he must be a heartbreaker as soon as he gets into the exam!"
"Will it?"
"Why not, haven't you heard of it? If a man has money, he will get worse. A husband and wife can share weal and woe, but they can't share weal and woe with each other. What's more... "
To Qin SE's speechless eyes, Hua Ni sighs a long time, and asks Qin Se in a small voice, "do you think Qin Yan can?"
“…… I don't know! "
Oh, so sincere, can't you even coax her?
See flower Ni depressed lying on the table, Qin se funny rubbing her head, "Qin se is who, we can't say, only you know the best."
Hua Ni's heart moved. Qin SE's words seemed to touch her heart.
Seeing that she understood, Qin and Se laughed again, quite painstakingly persuading, "since you have fate, it's rare to like each other, so you should cherish each other. You don't know that there are always some people in this world who like but don't like each other when they have fate..."
Hua Ni turns to Qin Se and sees her eyes full of bitterness and envy. "You don't know how much I envy you!"
Envy her?
This is the second time that zither has said that.
All along, only she envies Qinse, but I didn't expect that Qinse envies her, with such a lonely and self pitying tone.
She also wants to cherish, but how can she cherish it?
Thinking all the way, Hua Ni went home. It was rare that they were all in the hospital.
Mrs. Qin holds her little cousin and laughs. Under the tree, her aunt nervously watches her little cousin climb the tree to pick pomegranates. Yuanbao and cui'er in the corner are sweeping the floor and talking. Cui'er's cold face occasionally smiles. Even many of the single golden brothers have a companion. I don't know where he picked up a stray dog recently and takes good care of it day by day.
Everyone has company and happiness, but what about her?
"You can think about it. It will take several months for Qin Yan to leave. You won't see him. In case the emperor sends another errand and can't come back for a year and a half, you really don't want to go?"
- "since you have fate, it's hard to like each other, so you should cherish each other. You don't know that there are always some people in the world who like each other but don't like each other when they have fate..."
Thinking of these words, Hua Ni suddenly raised her skirt and ran to the study.
Qin Yan holding a book to read, but looking at the desk ink paper inkstone, and unconsciously look to the door.
They haven't seen each other since then.
He didn't want to avoid her, but he didn't know how to face it.
He can see that Hua Ni's mood is up and down these days. Why is he not?
He was glad to know that Hua Ni didn't respond to the autumn test;
he was overjoyed when Hua Ni told Mrs. Qin about the autumn test on her own initiative;
he was disappointed when Hua Ni took the initiative to flatter him in every way;
but no matter how hard he felt, he was enduring it. He hoped that she would get over it and learn to trust him instead of pretending to support him. In fact, he didn't trust him at all.
Looking at her active and enthusiastic inducement that night, he was really angry at that time. In the past, he refused everything, but now he took the initiative for other purposes.In the end, she still didn't believe him!
Again and again, spoil his heart!
As the saying goes, no matter how strong a man is, he can't stand being rejected three times by a woman, not to mention that he has been rejected more than three times.
No one's heart is a wall of iron, he is just an ordinary person, will be injured, will be sad, hurt more, will be afraid, will be uncomfortable.
More hurt, and then open their hearts, they will learn to tighten the shell, learn to protect themselves.
He raised his eyes and saw a figure shaking at the door.
Hua Ni hesitated at the door for a long time, but she couldn't find the courage to knock on the door. She didn't know how to face him and what to say.
Taking a deep breath, she was about to knock on the door -
the door opened!
Hua Ni's fist hung between them, slightly embarrassed. She noticed Qin Yan's indifferent eyes looking at her from top to bottom. She gave a dry smile, "husband?"
"What's the matter?"
In a word, Hua Ni lost her confidence It's all right
Finish saying to see Qin Yan want to close the door, she anxious press and hold the door, but don't have the courage to face him, just staring at his toe, aggrieved can't, "nothing can't come to see you?"
Qin Yan is silent.
She knew he didn't welcome her, but she hadn't seen him for a long time. Now she just smelled the ink on his sleeve, and she couldn't move. She bit her lip and begged pitifully, "can I go in and sit down?"
Qin Yan glanced at it.
Hua Ni raised a finger, carefully, "only for a while, I promise nothing, never disturb you!"
Qin Yan looked down at her.
Hua Ni's nervous atmosphere did not dare to come out.
1、 Two, three
He let go of the door and turned to go in. Hua Ni took a long breath. She followed her like a little tail and closed the door. Then she picked a chair in the distance and sat down in order to watch Qin Yan read.
Qin inkstone is really good-looking, so holding the book to read the appearance are particularly eye-catching.
Hua Ni used to like reading Qin Yan, but now she can't open her eyes.
But is she running out of time?
I knew. I've seen more before
Now it's too late to regret. Qin Yan went to the autumn test, and they were going to separate.
It's not far from the day of autumn test. If Qin Yan wants to take a boat, he must go out early. That time will be shorter.
One look makes one less.
Hua Ni's mind was in a mess. She looked at Qin Yan, but he sighed. She put the book heavily and looked at her.