Knowing that he was looking at herself all the time, Hua Ni tried her best to be calm and sniffed, "you just decide."
Take a quick look at him and sniff again. "It's the best that you can think that way."
He didn't answer. Hua Ni couldn't stand the way he looked at her. She was like an old lady.
"You, are you all packed? Is the silver enough? Have you found the car? Take something to eat. What if you are hungry on the way? Let me help you. "
Anxious to be nice to him, he came out again, like leaving the night before the autumn test.
See flower Ni and open his burden, looking carefully, Qin Yan heart is not taste, a hold her hand.
"Hua Ni!"
Hua Ni slowly raised her eyes to face Qin Yan, making eye contact for a few seconds. She awkwardly stood up, "in fact, there's nothing to clean up, right? Then you have a rest early, and you have to drive tomorrow morning, I..."
She was anxious to leave.
"Hua Ni!"
Qin Yan held her and said, "I haven't finished yet!"
What else to say?
That's not enough?
Hua Ni clenched her teeth and turned her head. "You say it. I'll listen to whatever you want to say."
She had the courage to face anything he said.
"What I want to say is that although fate is so hard to grasp, I still want to grasp, Hua Ni, you..."
Qin Yan thought of what he said later, but he didn't have the courage to look at her. He coughed and asked, "are you willing to go back with me?"
What?
Hua Ni's startled stare is totally different from what she thinks.
Looking at Qin Yan's anxieties and expectations, she seems to be afraid of her refusal. Hua Ni's heart is wrinkled, and there is a kind of pain that is almost pity.
He, how could he?
Clearly she hurt his heart again and again, but he still wanted to keep her.
How could he
Hua Ni has not been moved, but Qin Yan has been disappointed.
She doesn't speak. I don't think she knows how to refuse him?
In fact, it's long time ago to know the result, isn't it?
If she wants to go back with him, how can she treat him so coldly these days?
Knowing the result, why did he ask?
Qin Yan's heart surged up to his incomparable disgust of refusing to give up, and he gave up and said, "OK, I know!"
What does he know?
Qin Yan lowered his head to pack up his burden and drove out the people impolitely. "It's late. Go to bed early. I'll get up and start early tomorrow. I won't say goodbye to you."
He, what does he mean?
"Qin Yan, you..."
"Needless to say!" He impatiently interrupted her, looking at her eyes full of forbearance, "I already know what you mean, I understand you, respect your choice."
Her choice, she hasn't had time to choose.
Knowing that he had misunderstood herself, she opened her mouth to explain, but she swallowed the words.
Qin Yan is very happy to keep her, but will she promise him?
In fact, she didn't know what she thought. When Qin Yan had the right to choose, no matter what he did or said, she was willing to accept or bear it. But when the right to choose fell into her hands again, she would fall into the same dilemma as before.
Endless tangle, struggle all the time, her heart is tired.
See Qin Yan back to her packing, back indifference of writing refuse to communicate, she turned, quietly to the door.
Just touched the bolt, but heard Qin Yan asked her.
"I want to ask you, we are separated, do you want to get married again?"
This question, she has not thought about, he has thought so far?
For separation, he is not so reluctant, is he?
"I don't know." She answered in a hoarse voice.
"Don't get me wrong. I just think that it may be difficult for you to get married again without your innocence. So I pity you just now. But I think that you can still marry a widower, and they may not dislike you. If you get married again, just think clearly. Don't marry again and again. Not everyone is as good tempered as me..."
What the hell is he talking about?
Hua Ni thought she heard wrong.
Ignoring Hua Ni's surprised and injured eyes, Qin Yan continued, "I'll find a marriage as soon as I go back. My mother has been looking forward to having a grandson for a long time. It's hard to ask her to wait. Then I'll send you a wedding invitation. Would you like to have a drink?"
Marriage? Wedding wine?
Looking at his gentle and harmless smile, he said such hurtful words.
Knowing that he meant to make her feel bad, she didn't want to say the same thing.
She didn't want them to come to the end of hurting each other, and she didn't want to hurt Qin Yan.
"If you think it's better to say that, go ahead and I'll listen!" Qin Yan so, after all, she hurt him first, so what he does now, she is willing to bear.She turned to face him and bowed her head to listen to the training. It was like a closed shell opening its mouth, showing her weakest place to be attacked.
Qin Yan can't go on. It's really boring to hurt the enemy 1000 times and hurt himself 800 times.
"Go away, I don't want to see you again from now on!"
From now on!
Hua Ni's face is pale to see Qin Yan, see his back to himself, like building a wall between each other, how can't get past.
Listen to the door closed, Qin Yan shoulder a span.
My heart is full of a sense of powerlessness. I can't be soft or hard. Between them, really, I can't turn back?
……
These days, in order to take care of Qinse, Hua Ni sleeps with Qinse in the same room.
A few days ago, in order to take care of her, she didn't sleep well. Today, Qinse woke up. She thought she could sleep well, but Qin Yan suddenly left and made her insomnia again.
She couldn't sleep. She looked at the zither on the bed.
Qin SE's breathing is very light. It takes a long time to take another bite. If you don't look carefully, it's like you don't breathe.
Hua Ni thinks that Qin se has been sleeping for three days, and she is still sleeping after taking medicine today
No!
She used to touch Qinse's hand, some ice, and then touch the forehead, also a cold.
Look at his face again. He looks ok when taking medicine in the daytime, but now he looks like wax.
No, definitely not!
Hua Ni turned around and went to find thirteen.
……
In room 13.
The man on the bed sleeps with his eyes closed. The moonlight shines on his beautiful and picturesque face, which makes him feel like an immortal.
A figure quietly close to the bed, bent down to look at his features.
How can there be such a beautiful person?
Involuntarily stretched out his hand, is about to touch that as ink on the eyebrows.
With a tight wrist, the sleeping man opened his eyes without warning.
Thirteen clasped her wrist, pulled forward and looked at the moonlight.
It's Ollie!
She was able to come to his room through the heavily guarded Assassin's mansion. This girl, it's not simple!
Being pulled by him, she took advantage of the situation to lie down in his arms, a pair of wonderful eyes infatuated with looking at the thirteen in front of her eyes, "get married! You took my handkerchief, and I must have come to you for a walk in the evening? "
With that, she would pull thirteen's skirt.
Thirteen one caught the small hand, eyes narrowed dangerously, "did I say that if you do it again, I'll bury the whole Qinghe tribe?"
"Then you are called a man! Just let's see you and I live in the same room. Don't you Han people say that when you see a woman's body, you will marry her? Are you going to marry me now? "
Said the little girl, looking down at her chest.
Thirteen followed her eyes.
I don't know when, her skirt is open, the moonlight in the window shines on her chest.
See him look over, the little girl also deliberately straightened chest, especially proud, "you see me now, you have to marry me?"
Sneak in in the middle of the night, clothes are not neat, cause established fact, the little girl originally hit this idea!
Thirteen quite disgusted to open his eyes.
He let go of her, and when he got up to get dressed, he might as well throw him under the body with a little girl.
"Go down!" He closed his eyes and resisted the impulse to lift her.
"No! You have the ability - "
bang!
When the door opened, Hua Ni stormed in, "thirteen, Qinse, she - you two dog men and women, when are you still here to love each other!"