The next day, it's cloudy.
When the weather is bad, people's heart is as heavy as the dark clouds blocking out the sun.
Qinse and Baozhu arrive at Duanzhou wharf.
She didn't let mother Wang and aunt Jin come. She was afraid that they would cry, and she was afraid that she would cry with them. It was OK for mother Wang to come, but it was mainly aunt Jin.
She felt very unfilial.
But she would rather bear the charge of unfiliality than leave.
Qinse and Baozhu arrive at the dock.
Today, there are not many people on the wharf, and there are few boats going out. There is only one boat going to Qingzhou.
Qingzhou is far away from Duanzhou.
There are few people going to Duanzhou in Qingzhou, few people going to Qingzhou in Duanzhou, and even fewer people getting on that boat.
The whole wharf is isolated, except for a few boatmen, namely Qinse and Baozhu.
The autumn wind is rustling, blowing the harp sleeve robe hunting sound, a cool wind pouring into the heart, harp actually involuntarily embrace the arm.
Looking up at the dark sky, she thought that she had never felt cold in autumn in Duanzhou before, why did she feel so cold today?
"girl, it's windy at the wharf. Put on your cape."
Seeing that Baozhu was wearing a cape for her, Qin and Se reflected that the sea breeze at the dock was blowing, which was naturally colder than usual.
She was always afraid of water and never came near the dock. Naturally, she couldn't feel the cold.
Looking back at the sea which was not very calm by the wind, the sea wind made her hair messy, and the salty taste in the air made her eyes sour.
All of a sudden, she thought that it was from this sea breeze that she left her hometown.
"Why hasn't miss Hua Ni come yet?"
See the Pearl anxiously looking at the distance, Qin se also shun eye.
There is no figure of Hua Ni.
Qin se lightly drew back the vision, "forget it, don't wait, she may not come."
Of course, she wants to see Hua Ni, but Hua Ni has such a temperament that she is afraid that Hua Ni will cry and she can't stop crying.
She wanted to go happily, but didn't want to cry.
"Girl, wait a minute. Miss Hua Ni said that she would come." Baozhu anxiously looked at her and suddenly pulled her in surprise. "You see, she's here. Ah, why are there only two of them?"
Seeing that the happiness turns to worry on Baozhu's face, Qinse narrows her eyes slightly.
See flower Ni and Qin Yan come in a hurry, flower Ni see her, a few steps forward to pull her, too late to speak, just gasp.
At first glance, he came in a hurry.
Qinse helped her to follow her anger and asked her with a smile, "did you go to him?"
I didn't expect Qin se to guess it. Hua Ni immediately clenched her fist. "No, I went there early in the morning, but they said he had already retired. I couldn't find him anywhere. Oh, I'm so angry."
She had thought that after all, she wanted to leave Duanzhou because she was hurt by shisan. If shisan was willing to persuade her, at least she would not be upset.
But I couldn't find thirteen.
If you don't have thirteen, the temperament of Qin and se will be useless.
Smell speech, Qin se a smile, seem to have expected for a long time, "he even if found, also won't come, you Why do you have to go
Hearing the loneliness in Qin SE's tone, Hua Ni couldn't help scolding, "I thought he was good at the beginning, but I didn't expect that he was so ruthless. He said he would go and didn't even come to see you off. I was really wrong! You said that you almost... "
See Qinse listen carefully, flower Ni said he stopped, afraid to touch Qinse sad.
She pulled the harp and advised, "why do you want to gamble for such a heartless man?"
As soon as she saw Hua Ni, Qin se was in a better mood. Maybe she saw someone who was more angry than her and felt sorry for her, so she felt that the wounds were not so painful.
Seeing Hua Ni's angry face, Qin se shakes her head and smiles, "I'm not angry, I'm just..."
Words to the mouth, she suddenly did not think how to explain.
Clearly she had made up her mind, but now looking at Hua Ni's face, she saw that she was so familiar from childhood, and suddenly her heart was filled with a strong sense of not giving up.
Looking at Qin SE's guilt under her eyes, Hua Ni said for her, "I know, you just want to find a place that no one knows to heal."
Qinse nodded and laughed gratefully.
"If you want to heal, I can understand. I'll redeem you. You can't go there alone, but you don't have to spend your whole life?"
Hua Ni is always worried about Qin SE's leaving after a stranger.
Smell speech, Qin se has been calm face just float up a bitter smile, "I just suddenly want to understand, my this kind of origin, can pick a person's opportunity is limited, now have a suitable, naturally should seize."
After all, she accepted her fate.
Once upon a time, she didn't believe in fate, but after she met Xie Yuanyuan, she suddenly realized that it's impossible for a woman in the Qinlou tower not to recognize her fate.
Learn to be soft to fate, learn to compromise to fate, this is the price everyone has to pay for growing up.Seeing Qin SE's disheartened face and no longer free from the past, Hua Ni said bitterly, "but you don't have to go so far. It's said that it's very cold there. We're not used to it anywhere, and the food there is too spicy. How can you eat it? And... "
Thinking of so many maladjustments, Hua Ni was in a hurry and grabbed Qin se, "I don't care. You can't go. It's agreed that you should go to the end of the world together. How can you go alone? You want to go to Qingzhou, OK, let's go together! "
saw her eyes as like as two peas, and her hands pulled back, and the child held her adults. She felt a sudden rush of hot and sour feeling on her throat, and her eyes were swollen.
A touch of cool.
She quickly wipe dry, forced a smile, dumb voice shame her, "all married people say what childish words? People will laugh at you. "
On hearing this, Hua Ni couldn't hold her tears for a moment. She hugged Qin se tightly and cried when she was buried in her neck socket. "Smile and smile. I don't care. Qin se, don't go. I won't let you go..."
Like a kid.
Ear crying, Qin se only feel what is shaky in the heart.
These days it is easy to establish the determination, by her cry, thanks to the collapse.
Qin se a ruthless, the arms cry into a tearful flower Ni pushed to Qin Yan, said with a smile, "you quickly coax it, cry so I can be guilty."
Hua Ni is crying in Qin Yan's arms.
Baozhu couldn't help it for a long time. Seeing that Hua Ni said that, she also took the zither and cried, "girl, you can go anywhere, you always take me with you? Without me, who will take care of you? "
One by two, it's a headache for Qinse.
My heart hurts more.
Qin se once tiger face, "you can't."
"Girl..."
"Pearl!" Qin se snapped to interrupt her, and then just looked good voice advised her, "Baozhu, you can't follow me, I've been like this, but you still have a chance."
She took Baozhu's hand and gave it to Hua Ni. "I'll give her to you. When the age comes, you can help find a good family."
Hua Ni forced to cry, with tears agreed.
"And my mother and your father, please take care of them together. If they really like each other, please help them."
Hua Ni nodded again.
After all that had been said, Qin se looked back at the passenger ship that had set sail.
I don't know if I have a chance to see you again in this life?
Her heart's sadness of parting suddenly flooded over and seized Hua Ni's hand.
"Take care!"
When Hua Ni wants to hold it, Qin se releases it mercilessly.
She turned her head and left behind Hua Ni and Bao Zhu.
No more looking back, no more nostalgia.
She said silently in her heart, no matter I am here, I hope you are safe.
Seeing Qin Se on the boat, she refused to even turn around and put her hand, so she went directly into the cabin. Hua Ni held Qin Yan in tears, "you said Qin se she..."
She didn't go on, but Qin Yan understood.
He followed her long hair pitifully and said with a smile, "it's not necessarily bad for her. I heard that this rich businessman in Qingzhou doesn't have a wife. If Qin se has a son and a half, she will be the most favored one. She is rich and has a lot of business. With Qin SE's intelligence, she can't say that she will live another life in the future."
"Will it?"
Hua Ni asked uncertainly, but she couldn't help remembering Gongsun CE's words.
Qinse married far away, I'm afraid that the imperial concubine's life is really a lie.